The Healing that Comes!

1 Co. 4:3-5: For I am not conscious to myself of anything: yet am I not hereby justified, but He that judges me is the Lord. Therefore judge not before the time, until the Lord come: Who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise from God.

This is the issue. It has literally always been the issue. Affecting the earth. It’s the reason you are all lost in your pain. This world, our culture is hurting, friends. I am hard on you. I know your potential. I know the potential of this world. Look, my sin is grievous. I am a terrible person. What you need to know is that God declares me righteous. You need to know that this same grace is accessible for you. Jehovah desires you to have it. This poor world, friends. You have all been through so very much. This is the issue: people shaming people. You cannot even tolerate hearing me talk about it. Because of what it invokes in you. You cannot listen to me speak about shame. I wrote a beautiful piece about it. You cannot read it because of what it inspires in you. It brings you back to your childhood. Healing comes. Like a swooping eagle. I am sure you have noticed – it is no secret – that my tone with which I speak to you has intensified over the past couple of years. My friends, there is a sense of urgency I am feeling. As time is growing short. God’s judgement approaches quickly. I want to prepare you. I see this world for what it could be. It is so difficult for me to watch as your leaders sell you out, leading you like sheep to the slaughter. This is what it’s about. I know my sin is grievous. Here’s the thing: It does not belong to me. Psychology is not heresy. Some of it may be. But where there is common sense, all you need do is open your eyes. And your heart. Sure, without compassion, without seeing the human being as a living and breathing creature with feelings and the capacity to be hurt and injured, psychology seems simply science. Cold, hard, dead science. Seen with a heart, are human beings. Not robots. And any theology, which ignores it might as well be from a science textbook as well. So, Christians, do you believe that I am proclaiming some vastly foreign truth to gospel by stating that children deserve care? Well, in terms of theology, the satanists are more advanced than you. You can trust that they know. It’s the reason they attack them. Here’s the point: God changes you. From the inside out. I cannot explain it myself. You know it’s true. I say this with sensitivity: Who can accuse me of sin for the past five or six years? I say it with sensitivity because I recognize your bitterness is still very active against me. Here’s the thing: I can’t help being hardened. It’s how I was raised. But in terms of sin, my conscience is clear. What you believe me to be sinning, is feelings. Nothing more than feelings. Here’s the thing: When you are changed from the inside out, you no longer desire to shame others. This is the issue: parents shaming children, teachers shaming children, employers shaming adult children. This is deeper. It’s the reason our culture is so decidedly wounded. It’s the reason we have developed stolkhome (I don’t have a clue how to spell that) syndrome regarding the cultures that desire to conquer us. It is written in the end, things will get worse and worse. This is not reason to slit our throats. Crazy white people holding a loaded gun to their heads. That my sins have been revealed, is a blessing of sorts. I have been given the chance to heal that. When the great awakening happens, many, many of the world’s secret sins shall be revealed as well. This will happen when my truth is revealed. I do not say this as a condemnation. The Church’s sins will be revealed as well. Before I began to remember what happened to me, it’s as though my consciousness was in a little bubble. It was protecting me. Even when I remembered the sins commit against me, for many years, I also did not remember how I sinned myself. God reveals these memories as He will, in His time. Here’s the point: it doesn’t matter how morally right we believe we are to be with God. We all have secret sins hidden deeply and tucked away in the recesses of our consciousness. Even the pope. Even priests. It’s true. And it’s coming. Again, this is not a condemnation. I would never be proud enough and bold enough to state that I am able to discern the state of grace of another man. We see the sin. But we never see what caused it. We never see the culpability. Well, soon we will. I cannot tell you how glorious it is to have Jehovah use my story as catalyst for justice upon the earth. The only way to survive this day – this you may take as a warning – is to develop a friendship with your God. It’s coming for you too. This mother abuse is a thing, which affects all of us. To varying degrees. That we have placed the mother on a pedestal does not help much. It only silences victims, further repressing our pain, further perpetuating this terrible and heinous cycle.

When I say that we need to heal our inner children, what do you hear? Do you hear that we need to dance around a fire with tamborines and smoke weed? Maybe I gave the wrong impression. The spirit does exist. It really does. It’s what makes the human so valuable. When I mention the inner child, I am talking about the spirit. Everybody, in life, has a spirit attached to themselves. A higher self. A sense of reality. Call it conscience. It’s the reason the Bible says the angels of all children see the Father. You are opposing me. I don’t know why. I am only telling you what I have experienced. Am I not speaking sense? Common sense? When we heal this spirit, we can be freed of the passions and desires of our world. I know. Some teacher am I, huh? I do not practice what I preach. I am telling you: it is precisely because of what I teach that I am so hurt. The entire world has experienced this shaming to some degree. Me? I am an eagle amongst sparrows. I am not trumping trauma. It’s simply true. Children deserve better. Do you not agree? Children deserve safety, love, peace and joy. The Bible made a point of emphasizing that Moses was weened and comforted for three months for a reason. It was not accident. Do not butcher your children. Here: If the spirit is real. If every creature is endowed with a spirit, life begins at conception. Don’t let the witches and warlocks convince you to ravage your children. You will stand accountable for it. And it won’t be God who testifies against you. I have been preaching this inner child for decades. You oppose me because you are clutching onto your power. You are envious to the bleeding nail. This also is the reason for their little plan. It’s not you. It’s satan. Satan is still trying to shame my emotions. This is reactive abuse. It’s like punching a kid in class in the back of his head twenty times and saying, “Aha!” when he gets aggravated. You know I have a right to be angry. You cannot tolerate that. Because my story confounds your power. You know that when truth comes out, every claim to power that most people have these days, crumbles to pieces. Watch them closely. This is not about the good of the world or of the church for them. They literally lead you by the hands into suicide. Wake up. Can you not see the division and terror they are sowing? It’s really about shaming me to clutch their positions. If they had your best interest in heart, they would not compromise with communism, an ideology, which seeks to eat you up. All of you. If they had your best interest at heart, they would not import your suicide, leaving you broke, hungry and destitute on the street while giving all of your resources to foreign aliens. This is what it’s about: The emotions. Safeguard your emotions. Treat your children well. Is this heresy? You’re a villain! And they will see it. You have got demons. It’s the reason you hate me. You don’t hate me. Part of you knows I tell the truth. You hate God in me. You are enemies of God. It’s the reason you can’t stand me going to church or speaking about God. Heal yourself! Get the demons out ya’, boy.

The Bible says a lot about emotions. Repressed and unhealed emotions can stumble people to sin. It is not difficult to see, through human eyes, that when a child is abused their entire lives, they will be more apt to sin in a sexual way. They will need healing in this regard. It’s the reason they struggle with masturbation and nocturnal emission despite their great efforts to remain chaste. It’s kind of what they need for their healing. The Bible acts like any instructional manual. Still, there are things that it omits. It does give us an effective route through which to express our emotions. We can do so by meekly acknowledging them, addressing them and communicating respectfully, while listening respectfully to the other. Is this always possible? One thing that the Bible does not instruct us in is regarding diabolic narcissism. If there is one thing that satan hates, it is the free expression of emotions. Because our emotions, particularly the emotions of the child testify against us. They tell us that how we are treating it is against conscience. It is deeper. Satan hates emotions because God the Father, Jehovah, is an emotional being. I can attest to this as I have met Him personally. Does your PhD’s teach you otherwise? The wisdom of the world… The mark of the divine is vulnerability. This is what sets children and animals apart as holy. Holier than your pope. Jehovah is like a child. In fact, in paradise, in perfection, we will be like children. Since satan hates Jehovah, he attacks the children on earth. Is it because of their original sin? You hard-hearted son of a bitch. I suppose victim blaming even has its place in the Church. I assure you, as one who speaks to Jehovah, the child is the most prized, the most prominent and the most cherished in the paradise. This is kind of what sets me apart, my suffering apart as sanctified to God. It’s the reason I am so special. I don’t know what to tell you. If you believe you can love Jehovah and not not just love children but do everything in your power to protect and defend them, you are a cold-hearted son of a bitch not thinking things through well. Jehovah, His very essence and being, is intertwined with childhood. If you cannot see it, you might as well be playing on the enemy’s team. He's got you. Life is all that matters. It’s worth defending. Don’t lose heart, Christians. You’re being stumbled. I came late. Yes. It’s true. But the time for blaming your lethargy and apathy on me is over. I will be your pillar. Just recognize that Jehovah is a child. He is not your pope. He is not your doctors. He is not your PhDs. He is not your capitans. Jehovah is the child. You, as a culture, need to start fighting for life. Wake up. Repent. It’s your warning call. Jehovah sees. He do. What happens in secret, will very soon be illuminated as day light. He’s got a lot on you already. Christians? Sacrificing their children? My word! Repent! You will get the help you need. But the sooner you realize whose side I am on… and whose side they are on… is the sooner you will be freed from their mind control. Life! Freedom! These are things worth fighting for. If you don’t have them, what is Jehovah? Open your hearts. I am the only one fighting for your culture to heal. There are others. Even now. Whom you have been trained to villainize. But you, the faithful, the world, my sheep, my flock, must wake up from your sleep. Stop listening to their poison. Stop eating their poison. Be freed. The priests, the elders, they’re beautiful. But they too, take their instruction and their direction from higher. From whence do these highers get their instruction and direction? I’ve said it before. Priests are beautiful and I cherish the priesthood. I believe they are misguided.

When I was young, do you not think I tried to express anger at what they were doing to me? Whenever I expressed any emotion, my abusers, particularly my relationally close, female abuser, snapped at me ferociously. A demon overtook her. She would accost me and make me feel like I was committing the most severe of crimes by feeling. This is the reason my feelings are stuck. It’s the reason truth needs come out. I understand why you are so threatened by my story. Your power is falling apart. The only thing you have to clutch that power is the off chance that you can get me upset. I pray for you. Pope, you are not a bully. You are being manipulated by evil, evil men. May Jehovah decide between you and I. All of you… and I. The most devastating injury I received, though was not only emotionally but sexually. You know what they did to me. Beginning as early as pre-birth. Sexuality is at the center of our humanness. Our identities. When it is stumbled, our entire well-being goes awry. Is this the issue in the West today? It’s part of the reason. This is the reason developing my sexuality is essential to my spiritual well being. You will never shame my sexuality again. I have the right to express it.  And to experience life. What sets me apart is that I have already been shamed grossly. More than any other. If I masturbate once in three months, it’s because I am wounded and cannot seek that healing from women… who also are wounded. I have felt enough shame over my sexuality that I will not tolerate it being shamed again. For your information, Jehovah Himself, instructed me that when your priests began recording and broadcasting my confessions – an excommunicable offence – I could confess to Him personally. It’s compassion that will save you. It’s envy that will damn you. Choose wisely, my friends. My sexuality, you know what they did to me, was shamed nearly to death. You will not shame my sexuality ever again. Your regulations and rules regarding human sexuality are barbaric and evil. And I am not speaking about chastity. I am as chaste as a Carthusian monk. Am trying at least. With my emotional wounds. You make this about my anger because it gives you a sense of control over it. This is not about my anger. Yes, I am angry. Do you not think I have a right to be? In either case, you shall not trigger me. This is an update only a few days after writing this: I see you are trying to shame me again. Satan up to his old tricks, huh? It seems to be all that you can do to maintain control of this situation. Look, I am not attracted to kids. The stuff I viewed in past was reaction to what they put me through. They are the ones who introduced me to the type of material I watched. I was coping with stress. I am not ashamed that I am attracted to young women. It is your precious communist feminism that has convinced you that age-gap is abusive. Even up to ten years ago, women married ten, fifteen years older than them. Women as young as 14 were prepared for marriage. Is that right? I don’t think so. I’m just saying, we seem to have come a long way from what God intended for relationships. Feminism has plagued our culture like deadly poison. When the truth comes out, you will see the truth of what my relationally close female abuser did to me. More than this, the effect all that had on my psyche. Stop shaming me. If sexuality is truly stumbled, and we don’t have a choice over who we are attracted to, what’s the big deal. We have a responsibility to reorient our sexuality for good. Which I have done. Hey, if I have a nocturnal emission once every three months, are you really going to parade that about as though I were perverted? Check your own rooms. Check your own search histories. Rascals. You’re just nitpicking because you cannot tolerate the awareness coming. Prepare yourselves. Quit measuring with me. Quit being distracted by my sins. Yours are well enough. Trust me. I have seen the state of many of your hearts. Healing is coming. You need to stop focussing on me. Work on yourselves. Priests and religious too. Secret sins. Dum dum dum. When the truth comes out, we will all have criminal records. You think I am talking about silly, insignificant sins. Wait. If they are big enough for you to have forgotten about, then they are big enough for a criminal record. I wouldn’t be too worried though. When this happens, there won’t be enough police constables in the world to document the crazy sins that are going to be confessed. Your prisons. You think people deserve to go there. You are blind to your own sins. Wait. God will show you. You have all merited the death penalty by your actions. Every single one of you. What matters is this day forward. Repent. Turn from your sins. May the God of angel armies protect you in this day. The awareness will be enough justice. There will be room for prisons. They will be reserved for the ones who don’t repent.

I don’t care what you say. That someone is stressed about caretaking a child who has a brain injury is not reason to molest and rape that child. These are incomparable stresses. The misbehavior comes from being raped and is a result of that worse behavior. What is a more severe stress? That that brain injured child scuffs up the walls causing you to continually have to repaint that wall? Or the fact that you are raping that child? It is incomparable that I leave food in the drain trap or forget about vacuuming. And that you judge me for putting my fingers in my mouth? Well, that is simply neurotic retardation. Trust God. Even the venomous snakes will not harm you. Neurotic children. You are using my sin against me as leverage to maintain your power. If you had compassion, you would help me. Instead, you try to trigger my wounds so that you can hold your power. They’re gonna’ see. They’re gonna’ see you for who you are. The leadership in the world and Church for the past twenty years was intended for me. You are fraudulent. Are you intending to cancel me? Truth comes out after my death one way or the other. It is a promise Jehovah made to me. When truth comes out, every single lie will be exposed. Fools! Can I ask a question? Do you really want my message not to be true? You may have to ask yourself, why? What encourages you to resist miraculous healing? There must be some selfish reasoning behind there. Is it that you are ashamed of your secret sin? Of being humiliated? It’ll be swift. Like a bandaid. Is it because of your envy or contempt for me? Get a grip! Is it because you cling to your power? This makes more sense. What do you do when God chooses another? There will be a miracle of healing for the world at my death, when truth comes out. ;) How does this make you feel? Skeletons in the closet? Oh’, glorious humiliation. Soon, everybody’s skeletons will be laid bare. It will be glorious because it will trigger God’s justice in this world. It will trigger, God’s people to stand tall. It will trigger evil ones to collapse in their sin. Bad thing? I leave this for you to answer. But it may just reveal your heart condition. You still think that you can earn your way into the grace of God. By your acts of penance. By the fancy way you respond to the Mass. Tell me, what happens when you are incapable of performing these actions? When you are old and tired on a bed? If you don’t have God then, your acts of good will are pointless. Find God now. Find His grace. Do not depend so on your muscle to earn God’s favor.

You’re seeking vengeance. It’s not the way of God. What your god has instructed you is justice for me, is in fact, a mockery of justice. What man’s sin merits this kind of treatment? Unless it’s suffering for the reparation of the sins of the world. In this case, it is not a punishment. You project your evil on me. You are being bullies. Think about it. You have got cameras in my living space. When you see me have a nocturnal emission once in three months, you claim I have an addiction to masturbation. Do you not see what is happening? They are bullying me. I had a realization last night. Increasingly, the revelations I am receiving are obtained through instruction at the Kingdom Hall and not the Catholic Church. This realization is that what you are seeking to prove is my unrepentance. You believe that if you can get me angry, you can prove me unrepentant. I understand this perspective. You are right. My sin, much of it is dreadfully serious. And I am humbling. What you need to understand, why this is so cruel is because of the way my feelings were used against me in the past. They shamed my feelings so much that my identity split. Literally. It’s the catalyst for their ‘plan’. It’s not really about proving me unrepentant but in shaming me until I crack. This is the definition of reactive abuse. You believe that I commit these sins out of ingratitude to Jehovah. What I did, I did while I was still enduring hell every night. What happened to me, was more serious than what I did. It is true. And, what I endured, was for the will of Jehovah. He understood the risks of how my life would be stumbled when He asked me to engage in this mission. Yes, before my birth. What I did was not out of ingratitude. It was because I was still enduring what He asked me to. Yes, my sin was serious. But, if true, what I claim, I am not criminally responsible. The anger, as well, is a reaction to what God asked me to endure. Sin? Because of God? No. Because Jehovah asked me to endure a crucifixion of sorts in my childhood as reparation for sins of the world. Of the church… and of the white man. Watch them carefully. I will be your pillar. But when they are failing, watch them closely. They will resort to utterly criminal lows in order to try to get me angry. Here’s the thing: Their entire dynamic of power is dependant upon that I get angry. If they prove me angry, they hold onto their power. World, Church, you need to ask yourself, who has your good intention at heart? I understand that I have been against you in the past. I understand that I have a crazily sinful past. Here’s the thing: I am repentant. My completely changed behavior attests to it. What you believe is sin now, is nothing more than your own projection and feelings. I’m not the one who is leading you by the hand to your suicide. Your pope, while potentially not evil in himself, is working hand in hand with evil forces. Whether or not I am unrepentant or repentant, I leave this in the hands of God. I will not make the mistake of judging one before their judgement. Whether or not I am repentant, you must see, I seem to be the only leader who is seeking to lead you to safety. And who desires your well-being. In either case, since this now depends on my getting angry or not, I submit to your plans. I admit that I have merited it through my actions. Even though, you are judging from what you see with your physical eyes. It is not racist to oppose open borders. Maybe Hitler had the right idea. He was fighting against open borders, communism and freemasonry. The communists have done a swell job of victimizing and gathering compassion for the freemasons over the past century since this war. They are evil as bleeding nails. Hitler has been demonized to the point where we have forgotten any sense of humanity within him. His approach was violent. But, after all, perhaps he had the good intentions of his culture and his people. Seems a stock response to every strong world leader that comes along. You savage him, then destroy his name. Sounds familiar? Sadam Hussein cared for his people and established the Libyan economy until it sky rocketed. Another I have recently learned about is Pinochet. Who also established his economy to the point of skyrocketing. That a nation benefits itself goes against your agenda, doesn’t it? Because you desire the one world tyranny. Kind of like what they have planned with me, huh? You have been blinded by these one world government nonsensical, evil little rascals. They poison you with every breath you take. Their plan is more than about my repentance. It’s about my humiliation. This is cruel to the beans. There is no morality about this. Almost every accusation you will bring against me is bollocks. Am I a bad roommate? I clean more than anyone here. You are simply looking for things to be wrong because of your politics. Because I turn evil statues around so they aren’t staring me in the face? At least I don’t break chairs that people spent hours fixing. Can you blame me for being suspicious about an evil statue? As for your food, it is unjust to tell someone that they can have some soup, some potatoes once and then call them a thief when they take some. Guy! Get a grip! Am I abusing women recently simply by offering them notes of affection? Maybe I am simply expressing my feelings towards them. Maybe it’s not me by whom they are threatened. Maybe it’s the idea they’ve conjured about who I am because of what they have heard. God prove who I am now. That I am smelly as a child? Really? You target these quirks of mine because you have no other control. It gives you a sense of control over who God says I am. If you cannot see, even just a little how this is kind of evil, the plan you have, you may not have place with Jehovah. You are just being bullies. If my simply drawing attention to your hidden, special sins, gets you so aggravated, I wonder about them. Can’t wait to find out what they are! God will show you. God will show everyone. As He will justify and vindicate me. Of every bollocks accusation you bring before me.

This is the thing: looking at me from the outside, you can see very clearly, a hardened man with a dreadful past. You don’t see what caused this stumbling. And it’s pretty common sense that sin endured in childhood stumbles to sin. Because you see with your eyes, you cannot develop compassion. Despite the overwhelming evidence that I truly endured what I say I endured. These crimes, these sins, even this anger you are so fascinated with, do not belong to me. They were different identities entirely. Yes, the things I did were wrong. Terribly wrong. I repent in sackcloth and ashes. But these acts were literally commit by different people within me. They were commit by alters who were specifically formed from satanic rituals. This is why I am not criminally responsible. Am I lying to you? Yup, I lied a lot as a child. Again, God claims my conscience clear for the past seven years in terms of that. The reason I lied as a child is because my abusers blurred the boundary of truth and lie for me. My sin distracts you from your grievous sin. You cannot tolerate to think about your sin because it is fresh. My only sin recently are natural. You commit murders and hide them. Here’s the thing: We are all sinners. Every one of us. To admit our sinfulness is kind of the first step in spirituality. Your confession doesn’t clean you. Just wait for the secret sins. A lot of you will be very, very surprised. This is truth: Jesus died for us. We need to accept his mercy. It is free. You who believe in your moral superiority, just wait. You are the most sinful of all.

We do not need boundaries for people to treat us well. If one does not have self-respect is not an invitation to harass him. These too, are not traits. They are symptoms. If you know better and infringe upon these boundaries because they have none, you testify against yourselves. If you would resist someone doing the same to you, you are violating the golden rule. We learn how we are to be treated by our parents. If our parents fail, maybe someone should step in and encourage that child. I realize now the reason God sent me. The reason God sent me is to show to the Christian people that it is alright to stand for yourself against bullies. It is alright to speak up. It is alright to resist evil, evil acts of obedience. Wake from your sleep, laity. They will eat you for breakfast. The way of Jesus is not vengeance. We, once we are forgiven our sins, are justified. I thought again about this statement. Jehovah instructed me to leave it be. We may be asked to account for our past sins. This does not mean falsely accusing this person, making another crucifixion of him. This is a mockery. So be it. Jehovah judge you. You’ve been doing it for centuries to everyone who opposed your sunshine and poison. Jehovah doesn’t condone lying. Even for penance.

The reason you think I am racist because I oppose illegal immigration… the reason you think I am racist because I oppose Islamic conquest… well… it’s because you’re not thinking things through. I declare a new virtue of by virtue of reason. This is the moral virtue of thinking for yourself. Inculcate it within your hearts. You have no common sense. You cannot see the way that all this unlawful integration is faltering every aspect of social functioning. Healthcare, education, housing, welfare… do you even remember that it was astronomically better only years ago? Years ago! What happened? They flooded us with economic migrants. I don’t know why… I don’t know the reason they are trying to destroy the West… the white man… but if we do not stand soon, our end will be swift. My past has nothing to do with my present beliefs. You think so because you are incapable of forming a thought for yourself. If I am a nazi, I’m not a very good one… learning Hebrew… interacting with Israelites on my free time. I am telling you that the white man is not a pushover. He is not ashamed of his race. The West will rise again. The white man will be glorified. For when he is, you will know that it is God who has marked His forgiveness upon him. And His favor. The time for being sorry for imagined offences of our fathers is over. The time for the cultures we have built being used as outdoor jons is over. Freemasons, communists, God Himself resists you and your plans for this world.

Friends, do you feel that I am asking to be crucified because I speak out against your filthy envy and even filthier corruption? I am praying for you. And your salvation. As you are making it very, very, very difficult for the faithful to attain to salvation. You truly believe that I do not have a right by Jehovah to be angry? I’m sure they said the same of Jesus. Of Jehanne D’Arc. These were innocent as can be. God justified their cause and put to deepest shame those who persecuted them. I realize now why I was sent. Why I was asked to submit so needlessly to their relentless and terrible abuses against me as a child. It was to illustrate to Christianity that obedience need not submit to self-destruction. Wake up. Lead them to freedom, you leaders.

I am thankful for the fact that it is God’s will that things be transfigured in the world before the end. Your leaders are not praying hard enough. Keep praying. He will show you. They are tired. They are kind of up against a wall. The Earthly powers close in around them. Their teaching… Oh their teaching and formation has been tainted. You need to know that regardless of how bad things become, everything will be glorious. Keep faith my brilliant children. You have need for a shepherd. Every generation up until a couple of generations ago has had legitimate pastors. I am prepared to be this shepherd for you. God bless you. But may He show you the truth. One very certain thing that the Catholics have correct is their stance on life. Life is valuable. More valuable than anything else. Whether it be in protecting the elderly soldier who is now disabled, life in the womb or protecting a boy who is being abused unjustly. It is not God’s way to not protect life. And by fighting against life, you are in effect, fighting against Jehovah Himself. This is where I take my stand. For life. For life. Freedom! I was racist as a child because I saw what would happen to our culture. What you would do to it. I want to encourage you. All will be well. This is not about me anymore. It is… it has always been about you. The goodness of this world. And for the resurrection that affects us all. The resurrection of this world. Of the Church. But mostly, of the world. This is not about my sin. You are only using it as leverage to maintain your control. If you were sincere, you would see that you also have sin. I just might be not culpable or criminally responsible for my sin. Never forget that I am a prophet not to the Church only. Also, to the world. God loves you so much. God loves you so much. All you need to do is accept this love. How can you do so? It is by developing a relationship with Him, your God… The one who has a name. His name is Jehovah. Not allah. Nothing else. Jehovah is His name.

It was always God’s plan to reward me. I am shamed about what I surrendered because of shame. I would have been a king in this life had I simply told truth sooner. God’s original plan for me was never to have me hurt more. The only reason this has to happen as such now is so that you won’t be devastated after truth comes out. It’s because of the corruption and sin of the clergy this must happen. God always intended to reward me. I endured a crucifixion in my childhood. If Jesus came down from the cross, would you tell him to man up? Would you spit in his face because he needed to humble? As he was writhing in agony? Would you step on his wounds? You are losing heart. In my childhood, I suffered a lot. The reason you want to humble me in such a mockery of justice is because of contempt. Because of envy. And because who I am contradicts who you think your leadership is. I know what is going to happen. And I submit to God’s will. But I need help.

If it sounds like I am multiple personality, you would be right. I actually do. But it bears no witness here. Look my friends, I am hard on you. I am strict. God gave me a tongue like a sword. You need to know your potential. You need to know that things can get better. But you need to know that it is getting late. I love you all. Those of the world as with those of the Church. You are all my flock. I try to waken you from your sleep with my language. It’s what God puts on my heart. You call my strong language hatred. Perhaps it is this that gives me clarity of wisdom. You need to know that Jehovah loves you tremendously. It is not hate that inspires this language. On the contrary, it is righteous indignation. I see you being swindled. I care about you all. I cannot tell you how difficult it is to see you scattered in this way. My only question to you. Why do you feel I am unrepentant?

It never hurts to have hope in people. I believe in the Blue Jays. Have since I was a tot. I believe they will both, come back from behind, the Brewers and the Jays. It was kind of crazy the fact that probably five years ago, I prophecied that Jays would face Brewers in WS and they have each come this year so far. I believe in the best. It never hurts to have hope. And if they don’t win, it’ll happen in the next five years. It’s quite a spectacular warm up though. Look guys, you are all doing so very well. I know. Hope deferred is the source of a sick heart. Please know it is not intentional that we haven’t received our blessing yet. I had quite a realization yesterday. I was saying to a fellow Catholic that things will get better. He said, ‘yes, but they must get very rough first.’ People have been saying that to me since MH. It suddenly made sense to me what they were saying. You don’t believe there’s a possibility that things can improve before the great tribulation. It was surprising to me. It actually hurt a little. I know I’ve not given you much to believe in. Do you remember the work I did decade ago? Keep faith guys… You gotta’ know that God loves you so much. Every one of you, everyone of you, every single one of you is so precious in His eyes. Even if you are in mortal sin, it is not too late. Just call out to Him. Develop a friendship. A couple of days ago, I was writing about how I loved to sing and sing loud in church because of my passion and zeal for God. Don’t let the world take that from you. I can’t tell you how sorrowful it makes me to see my fellow Christians trying to snub out the light of another Christian because of their envy. You gotta’ know, this is what God cherishes. This inner light. This inner spark and sense of warmth in the soul. You could say the “Hail Mary” for the rest of your life, you could go to confession twice a day and receive Eucharist every day. It doesn’t compare with this spark. It is the inner child. The inner child is the one who stands above your body. Like a guide to your body. This inner child can be wounded. When it is wounded, we are stumbled into sin. When I tell my story, I am not complaining. I am explaining. Anyone with a heart could see how it justifies me. Don’t do that, Church, world… Don’t snub out the lights of this world. In a sense, I know you cannot even really control it. It’s the reason for such child abuse and satanic ritual abuse and vulnerable abuse. I see you hear the words. Satanic ritual abuse. You do not understand what this implies. It’s okay. The time for healing shall come. Just remember our children are our lights. These are the lights. These are the lights of the world. The children. The wounded. The animals. These are the ones to be exalted. Just remember, when you make one of these suffer, it is as though you are making Jehovah suffer. It’s hard for me to watch what I believed was the true church doing this very thing. A true Christian protects the light. A true Christian protects children. We all have pasts. It is our responsibility to live in spirit. These are the most like God… the little baby in the trash… He is holier than the pope. Than the priest. You know it to be true… All this to say, things will get better. Unrecognizably better. Before the great tribulation. It’s not my promise. It is Jehovah’s. I wondered at these reactions to when I would say that. I don’t think you want to get your hopes up and have them dashed. I can assure you this will not happen. You need to know that things will get rough before the transfiguration of the earth. But God wants you to know His love. God wants you to feel His justice. He wants to reward these ones… the children. The martyrs. You need to ask yourselves, laity, why anyone would oppose this? It’s because of their pride. They do not want to be wrong. And they will commit murder in order to stand by it. You’re right. It is tough for Catholics to become saints. When truth comes out, the laity themselves will lift me up. A people who are not Catholic also will revere me. I don’t deserve it. I never said I was a saint. I said I was a prophet. Not only to the Catholic Church. To the world. They’ll realize what you’re doing. You’ll see.

I feel a conviction in my heart to tell you that things will get better. Just keep faith. God sees your wounds, your pain and your tears. He is numbering each of your tears. He sees your hard work. He sees the training you are giving your children, the hard work you are enacting to take care of your family. Jehovah loves you all so, so much. Rest will come. Rest will come for God’s holy ones. He wants you to know that He has seen your goodness. Your patient endurance. I am only His voice. I am telling you that He wants you to be happy. He wants you to experience the fullness of life. At the end of our lives, with the judgement, let us have nothing to regret. Let us seek to fulfill our dreams and goals. Remember, Jehovah wants our joy as much as we do. It is not hard to accomplish our goals in the will of God. Let us orient our love with the love of God. Let us be entirely united to His love. Let us become close friends with Him. I’m telling you, first-hand testimony here, when we become His friends, He will make our wildest dreams come true. He wants to bless us fully and completely. Become His friend. I have said a couple of times that the only way to be glorified in this world is to seek satan. While it is true, satan gives you good stuff in this life (money, power, fame) he robs you of everything in your life later. The true way to blessings in this life, lasting blessings, are by becoming Jehovah’s friend. Never let the absence of blessings and good things in this life make you feel like God doesn’t love you. The fact is that we can serve God and not receive a thing. It is about our integrity in this case. Remain steadfast to Him and He will reward you eternally. What is a car in view of eternity? It is urine! You still trying to measure your manhood with me, thinking my message is a message of debate! Laugh! Keep debating.

Catholics, it is breaking my heart. It breaks my heart. It breaks God’s heart to see you selling out to powers that would sooner chew you up and spit you out than reciprocate your charity. Do you not see? You are being used. They have infiltrated you because you were the greatest force on earth holding them at bay. The most difficult thing to watch is that you do not even see it. Because they have gotten into your seminaries decades ago. This is the risk of becoming political in your faith. You can end up choosing the wrong side. Or the side that seems like it has all the power. Or the side that offers the most money under the table for your support. You break my heart. You literally had the world in your hands. By capitulating with them, you place your salvations at jeopardy. The governments of the West? The Catholic Church? Being used as pawns? Unheard of. Even twenty years ago. Where are your men? Where are they? Are you really content seeing your women raped and the culture our fathers built with their blood trampled on? This is the reason Jehovah instructed me to apply for religious life. He wanted to protect me. He wanted me to die a happy death. He knew what your leaders would do when their tighty whiteys got all bunched up because of me. It doesn’t have to happen this way. It will be a mockery. If it does happen, it will be your choice. Not mine. This great and glorious unveiling happens either way. I’ll tell you. You’re going to look very villainous, very, very villainous if you do this. Your sins will be even greater than those of the rest that are coming out. It is your contempt and envy that makes you want to censor me. By resisting my reign, you may look like fools. You may find yourself working against God. Because when I return, I will be the only leader with power from Heaven. I will be the only one who stands for Jehovah. This is not pride. Humility recognizes truth. This is the reason that you seek to kill me. So, Catholics, I have always said, you are a precious people. Your simplicity is in your obedience. Your faith is in your obedience. Obedience to evil is not faith. What happens when the shepherd is struck? So, I declare a new virtue of highest caliber to you today. The virtue of thinking for yourself. It’s frightening at first. I believe in you. You can do it. You are being played as strings with your obedience. Will you participate in the crucifixion of God’s ordained? Because you… were… just following… following orders? Look, I don’t want this to happen. I am only a middle-aged, very disabled man with beliefs that well over half of the Western world shares. You know my innocence. God attests to it. I have been very hurt by your evil world. I am willing to do this if it means the good of this world. Since no one else has the manhood to do it. I suppose it’ll have to be me. I just have a question… where have your men gone? They’re literally leading you by the collar into the furnace. These are not men. I am prophesying that you as an organization will lose everything if you follow this plan. You will topple. And from you, new and greater ones shall inherit what you have built. It will not be I who has done this. It will be Jehovah of armies. And when it happens, you know it will be just. Don’t you find it strange that the attention of the entire world is upon one man? It is evil. It is no wonder the Catholic Church will try to kill me. Satan also does. Have you become Satan’s friends, Catholic Church?

When my truth comes out, so do all of yours. ;) It’s not a bad thing. Wait! You’ll see. You believe this is some scheme I am plotting. I hate to inform you; I am not tight enough with Jehovah to be able to convince Him to do this. I just may be the tightest person to Him on earth now. No, you think I am plotting this because you don’t want it to be true. Friends, you do not believe it to be the will of Jehovah because you do not have the fullness of the Spirit of God. If you did, you would know that this has always been His will. I am very simple. I am not aware of the evil you have planned for me. But, if it’s true that you have concocted this plan because you think I threaten you to convince God to air all of your sins, you are retarded not thinking things through fully. I am simply telling you what’s what. It happens either way. You threaten me with false accusation and a crucifixion because it offers you the illusion that you have some sort of control over this. Maybe even it offers you a bit of catharsis over the impending judgement that comes. Hey, man, the religious knew Jehovah was going to judge them when Jesus came as well. Jehovah made them his footstool. Look, I am not threatening you. I am not accosting you. I am not bullying you. I am simply telling you what God will do. Prepare your hearts. And by actively participating in another crucifixion of God’s elect, may not be a good way to prepare your heart. Just saying. “There’s a skeleton in everybody’s closet.” Keep praying. Keep praying. Put aside your Bible for now. Put aside your tradition. Listen to God. He yearns to speak to you. Open your heart. If He speaks to the children, He will speak to you too. If not, perhaps it means that you are sinful. Wait. It’s the reason this will happen. To set you back on the right track. Remember, it is not a punishment that your sins will be known to all. It is personal. It is for your healing. When it happens, people won’t be worried about justice at first. There will be time for that. Fall to your knees. Repent now. While you can. Again, I am asking, please don’t hurt me in the way you are planning. It is not my choice. This is going to happen whether I want it to or not. Whether you want it to or not. Wake up. Listen to the Spirit. You need to know that if you choose to do this, Jehovah will confound and prove lies every accusation you make against me. Not only are all your murders and rapes you can’t remember going to be coming out, you’re also going to look like mighty fools before the face of earth. God rebuke you. There are a lot of places in this world to sweep your sins under the rug. It’ll be illumined soon. If you are the morally and spiritually clean person you claim to be, you should have nothing at all to worry about. I will not argue this with you any longer. I know what is right. You still think my identity is something that you can measure against. My identity is not in what I say or do. Yes, it’s important. But God chose me before creation. You can measure against me all you want. I know what I know. You cannot convince me. Neither will I allow your words to convince other people because you measure against me and record my conversations. From now on, you have merited my respectful silence. Again, you believe that this is a thing I am plotting. It’s because you are not associated with the Spirit of God. If you believed in the Christ of God, you would know that all I am doing is proclaiming God’s repentance. This is all that is important. That you repent. That the name of Jehovah and His Christ are glorified. Sometimes, what we need for repentance is a total and complete shakeup of our awareness. We need to be brought low. It’s true: some will not survive this awareness. Their hearts shall condemn them. Build your friendships now. God is not dead. He is alive. He is roaring like a lion. You will see. When He judges you. You witches and warlocks. The time for sweeping your sin under the carpet is done with. Jehovah shall illumine every nook and crevice in this world. Friends, this happens either way. No matter what you do to me. You may feel very sad after you realize what you have done. Again. All that matters is Christ. Once again… I cry out from the mountain tops, repent for the Kingdom of God has come. Very near. REPENT. Your victim’s blood is crying out for justice. Just so you know: abortion is one of the most serious crimes a human can commit. There is forgiveness. Vulnerable abuse is the next. Reach out. Accept this forgiveness. Build your friendship. This is what matters. Watch what happens next. They will intensify their efforts to silence and kill me. Especially now that they know they have no control. Now that they know that God is in control. Repent. The time for sweeping your dirty sins under the carpet comes to a glorious, triumphant conclusion. Jehovah laughs in your faces. Evil ones. Ones who choose evil. He laughs in your faces. While He elevates the ones who are wounded. Who are small. Tell me, how does this make you feel? Evil ones? Does it sting? I bet it does. Rue in it. Because it is going to sting a hell of a lot more. Wait. Sunshine, lollipops and rainbows everywhere. Hell is real. And you shall find yourself there. ;) Listen to me: Either way, truth comes out. Either way, God wins. The jig is up. Crawl out from the rock you hide under. Might as well confess now. Otherwise you gonna’ feel like otherworldly morons when it happens. Do what you want to me. God vindicates me entirely. Do what you want to me. Soon, you see, you are just as bad… or worse… than me. At least, I can remember my dirty laundry. I am not speaking to the just. You, the just, shall bask in the sun like glorious summer reptiles when this occurs. You shall revel in this justice. Because you will know it has come directly from your God. It is time for you to be strengthened. Be firm, noble ones. Help comes. And it shall dash the evil to the rocky shards below your feet. That prophecy of Genesis. Gensis 3:15. This is a promise to all of us who are just and made in the image of Jehovah. Just wait. Keep faith. Keep strong. This justice will be felt by all who have triumphed. The saints, living and dead shall experience it. It is in effect, what all of creation has been groaning to experience since the early days. Wait. Evil ones, embrace your dirty, filthy fates. But know that there is still a chance for you. Repent. Or don’t. It’s up to you. But know that from the day I publish this article, my conscience is clear. I have done what I came to do. Evil is already dead. You think it is mighty and strong. Because you amass good things. You are a moron. And if it’s your choice to continue in this path, it is your choice. Not God’s. Not mine. Not anyone’s. But your own. Let the choices be made. Humans, know that you are so beautiful. God does not desire your death. Open your hearts. Call to Him. He is the only one who can save you. Satan tempts you with the feeling of power that you have in this world. That sense of control. Yes, even control over life. For who can deny? It is a godly thing to have the power over another’s life in your dirty little hands. It is an illusion. This is not life. Know, with absolute certainty – and I attest to this personally – that when you murder someone, you are in fact placing a garland wreath of golden glory around their heads. You think you are winning something in this life by gaining power over another. You think you are achieving something by silencing the lights of this world. In the Kingdom, they will be the very first to receive glory. Here’s the thing: this life? It’s not so meaningful. The Life that matters is not yet. So… do what you will. But know that you simply amass testimony against your self. While amassing crowns and mansions for your victims. Make the choice. No one’s going to make it for you. Satan? Or Jehovah? Death? Or life? It’s now your choice. Choose wisely though. Because it just may be permanent. Which will you choose? The choice is kind of right in front of you. Presenting itself. I am telling you that you need to repent. This comes from one with a spotted past like a chessboard. But, I am calling for love for vulnerables, for goodness. I am calling for goodness for this world. They are calling for sin… not openly. They want your death. Can you not see it? So, which will you choose? I may need to humble. Yes, it’s true. If I need to, you do as well. You simply have my sin in your hands. Don’t worry. Yours will be laid bare soon enough. For God to have in His hands. I am not forcing you to choose. That would be cruel. God will make the choice for you. You, the just, need to remember this promise of justice. It boils in my blood with the strongest of love. Keep searching your Bible. You will see this to be true. Keep praying. You will see it to be true. Keep faith. Your God is swooping in like an eagle. He will rescue you. Until every saint is lifted up. Until the hidden story of every child, murdered is plastered across the front page of every newspaper in the world. You, the evils, the true garbage, you need to remember this promise of punishment. All that you have fought for, is in vain. It is being built up, at this very moment, your empires, your families, your businesses – it is being built up for one purpose: to be passed on to the just. You have no part in it. If it lasts, if it is proved worthy through the testing, it is being built for the small ones who will inherit it. You who believe this world is the finality of the universe. Goodbye. So long. Farewell. So sad. I say this to shake your hearts. Wake from your sleep. Repent. God sees. Everything. You cannot escape His wrath. Repent!

Update: Told ya’ so. They will villainize me now. Every opportunity they get. Keep your awareness. They are threatened by my power. It’s the reason they try to kill me. They are threatened by my voice. It’s the reason they silence me. Peace. They try to divide you. Look: again… I am a very terrible sinner. But if you do not think you are too, this enlightenment may come as a shock. I simply want to prepare you. And if I am a king… if I do have some sort of earthly rulership in the future… if I am going to restore God to worship… then you need remember that it is subordinate to the authority of the true Kingship of Jesus Christ and our Father in Heaven, Jehovah. May His name be glorified and honored throughout the face of the earth. As it is in Heaven… Remember always, this is about Jesus.