Provocation:

We all have original sin. We all have accountability for our own sin. God is a god of justice. He considers all factors when judging. Particularly the cause of the sin. We focus on the reaction because we are blind. Learn a lesson from the narcissist friends who will push and prod and poke until their victim snaps and then say, ‘Oh, look! He was the issue all along. It’s deflecting the blame. Look: you see the severity of my sin. You are blind to what caused it. Which was much worse (more seriously traumatizing). How is it possible that two people have turned the world into bullies? I will tell you how. They are Jezebel and Ahab incarnate.

Look: that we have original sin is not akin to justice. True justice weighs into account these matters. It doesn’t judge blindly, based on what we see. Christians do not do that. If your beloved Saul would have been judged as such, he would have been beheaded quickly. This is a hidden, tertiary aspect of my message. One I have yet to touch on in depth. Forgive me, I didn’t think I needed to. Seems common sense to me. I know this is how you judge. It’s all you know. You need to know that we need not grow with the perspective drilled into us that this life is unfair… that it’s a cold world… yes, it is. But to justify further injustice because of this is just malicious and villainous. There is an alternative. We need to see this world through the eyes of love. Even still, I know I only preach to a fraction of you. I know the great majority of you have not a thought of love in your hearts. I can’t tell you how tragic it is for me when a pack of school children cross the street in front of me and there is only one white girl. Her head is lowered and she is dejected. You believe racism against blacks still exists, pardon me, because you are retards. Retards who have gotten hold of the power dynamic. If you could open your eyes, you would see what is really happening in the world. It’s happening before your eyes. They are literally saying it out loud. Their intentions… their ideas. And still you protect them. It’s because you are retarded. What does this have to do with anything? I will tell you. The world has been invaded by narcissists. This is a nice way of saying demons. Friends, original sin has nothing to do with justice. Discipline goes a long way with developing the child into the way it should go. We have now, a number of generations who know nothing of discipline. Myself? Alas, I know. But I am learning. These can learn too. Part of the problem is that entire generations of cultures have been raised and pampered like infants into their teens because of ‘oppression’ and ‘racism’. Look guys: I will offer you the antidote for narcissism. Stand firm in your place. Do not give and cave to their taunts. You are valuable. Their taunts do not decrease your value. It could be that the world has been infected with demons. It could also be that children simply do not have discipline. With all of this talk about culpability and ignorance of sin, this is another area of moral theology that moral theology never really gets into. It’s called reactive abuse. It’s demonic. Literally. To see you all supporting them because of what you see, because they have hijacked the power dynamic in the world because my truth is obscured, breaks my heart. And to see Catholicism follow them breaks my heart as well. Who can blame you? They do have the power. You need to know it won’t last. Like Satan’s power, it is limited and temporary. Learn from the narcissist: who projects their own behavior upon their victim. Learn a lesson from the demon: who denies ever having done things or said things, repeatedly insisting that their victim’s memory and perception is wrong. They kind of got a free pass to abuse me as much as they wanted with that injury. Who anticipates the disclosure of their victim and who tries to get to their friends first so that they can alter the perception. Perhaps gaslight and make them seem crazy. Learn a lesson from the demon: who provokes in order to make a reaction. Deliberately pushing buttons, then using the emotional reaction as evidence that you are the problem. Think of a school classroom. Every day, day after day, one student goes to class and is bullied beyond belief. He is assaulted, his lunch stolen, his dignity shattered. Then, one day, he has a mental breakdown, cries and screams at these little monsters, swearing at them and cursing at them. No, friends. This world’s justice is not justice. It has nothing just about it. God’s justice is perfect. You know nothing of God’s justice. Learn a lesson from the demon: Who when confronted, will deny, attack and reverse the roles, portraying themselves as the victim of their real victim’s wrongdoing. Learn a lesson from the narcissistic demon: who will use your vulnerabilities against their victim. Where information shared in confidence (like trauma triggers or pains) can be used against him to shame, frighten or control him. I can think of a particular case where demons are trying to provoke anger in order to justify a lifelong abuse. My abusers lucked out beyond belief after I had that head injury. They must have been in demon paradise. It really is a gaslighter’s dream. Now, any accusation they make, all they need to do is say the word crazy and the matter is settled. I am not crazy, friends. If they are truly unable to remember what happened, they are the crazy ones. EMDR had nothing to do with this awareness. False memory syndrome is a legal definition. Not a medical definition.

Here: A child is completely innocent. Look: you need to know that there are no badly behaved children. These are reacting. There are only bad parents. Believe me, when you see a badly behaved child, you almost always know there is something happening behind the doors of that family. It’s why children of single mothers struggle so much. You just need to know that a child is nearly never responsible for its environment.

Mental health. This is the reason you are a bit retarded. I don’t say that as an insult. I don’t know how else to describe it. You are stunted spiritually. Maybe it just feels this way because I have such wisdom. You have no idea about life or the nature of things. This stuff seems second nature to me. Like stuff you would learn in elementary school. See. Very little is genetic. In terms of traits. See. The way we look is genetic. Let me share with you a secret. Everything is a result of our environment. Is this bleeding heart? You can say that. I would call you a cold-hearted son of a bitch. This is what you do not understand. This is why you believe things are genetic. Children are born with deformities. So, you believe that it must have been a bad gene. It does not require the body for the consciousness of a person to exist. Spiritually, the individual is conscious long before he inherits a body. This is where it gets interesting. The child can see everything happening around it during its formation. Those alcoholic beverages you drank, mom? The child knows. See you think it’s about chemicals. You think this because you are retarded. The child sees that choice. It is an act of abuse. Even if it is not intended as such. Look, we all make mistakes. The point of this is that children are affected by trauma even prior to birth. When their lives begin to form, their sense of identity is extremely fragile and gentle. It is very malleable. So, when, in utero, that child sees their parents committing sins, being sinned against, it is affected. The child chooses its life course early on. It chooses every single thing. Like what it will look like, its disabilities. It makes these decisions right alongside God Almighty who is holding their hand through this process. Let us do everything we can to help them, on this side, to make these decisions from a place of love and not bitterness. This choice path is always changing. Is this here-see? Do you know and understand this? And still, you slaughter your children? Goodbye. So long. So sad. Your soul shall not be missed. These very children shall stand as your judges. Very little is genetic. Mental health struggles and memory issues are a result of enduring trauma. Developmental trauma. Either in utero or out of utero. Guys, we are killing our children. You cannot see why this is bad because your hearts are so overwhelmed with your sin. God sees things differently. To God, the most misbehaved child is greater and more glorious than the pope. But I know. Your science tells you that it is right. The same science that tells you that women can be men… that men can be pregnant… that open borders is safe and helpful. The Austrian painter was right about everything. He was so right that they needed to destroy him. In body and name.

Learn from the narcissist: They enjoy provoking because it feeds their egos and gives them a sense of control. This is really the only area of psychology that is garbage. Which is trying to understand the psyche of demons. Being provoked is only a reaction to stimuli and not a mortal sin because it is not a conscious sin. Choosing to provoke is a mortal sin. It is a conscious and deliberate effort to trigger someone’s anger and emotional upset. The decision to provoke is always a conscious choice to harm others. Both actions can lead to negative consequences, the motivations and circumstances behind them differ significantly. See, now you know. The next time you seek to trigger someone, now you know that it is not only evil as nails. It is also mortal sin. And more than the trigger itself. While you may look justified in societies eyes, God sees. He does. He will deal well with you.

The world... and the Church has been without a real father for way too long. You have become accustomed to climate and gender talk so that you think any leader showing real discipline and backbone is a villain. Wait. Wait. Wait. Soon you shall see that the history of mankind is poppycock. They kill the ones who seek the good of the world. Your good. They kill them in body and in name.

Church, are you siding with the bullies? Are you siding with the demons?