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Thursday, October 23, 2025

The Day the Eastern Bells Stopped Ringing:

I still remember the day the sunset fell upon the old land…

The land over which the bells sang,

A symphony of pianos.

The warmth of the sun fading,

The shadows along the harvest fields evading,

Every whispered brush and weed on the horizon.

This is the masterpiece upon which this story unfolds.

To the heart listening, embolds

We then travel back in time,

Upon a vessel created by wind,

Lost in whispering rhyme.

The bells begin ringing again.

Subtly, softly, the smaller ones being led even by the breeze.

The calm, cool zephyr passes over them like a glance.

Revealing, unveiling, a time lost, a time forgotten.

I remember the children of these days.

So sober. So lost.

Indeed, they were.

Thrust into encampments, taken from their rightful caregivers, indoctrinated into believing the lie.

The lie about the change they were planning.

In a swift wind, they reframed the fabric of society.

Eliminating even the memory of the old.

And the ways the bells rang all the way into that day.

They rang…

They rang…

They never stopped…

They rang like thunder.

What is left of that era. 

That golden era.

Eternities have passed.

Yet, really, only a century has passed.

The remnant of those days…

The bells have been collected and turned into bullets.

Others stand erect and buried beneath the tides of time.

Fading…

Fading…

A whisper.

A memory.

This is how you murder a memory.

An age.

A golden age.

The bells now lay, cracked and buried.

Buried within the sand of a distant time.

There once stood a civilization so great…

So vast…

That it had dominated the earth.

It did so in the name of Jehovah.

And by the name of Jehovah, it conquered.

It conquered in love and the vitality of life.

Has it truly been so long?

Have we truly allowed ourselves to forget?

That distant land,

That vast, unconquerable land that stood for centuries.

How great did you fall, o’ Tartaria!

It was not by weapons that you did fall.

Nor by plague or storm that you met your end.

It was through a quiet assimilation.

A docile and unviolent invasion.

The peoples of other lands with their evil ideologies

Poison astrology chose to overtake you.

And to burden you with their plight.

They came first as children.

Unknown to even their orphan mothers.

Their clothes as tattered rags,

Seeking help and aid.

They marred their appearance,

And sand a consistent dirge of mourning.

For their state was no more and no less

Than a tragedy.

How bold you were, o’ Tartaria,

How compassionate.

How noble.

To extend your helping hand.

For in that time,

Even these children of darkness,

Who marred their appearance,

Who did so for sympathy’s sake

And who for evil intent did take,

Were of a far lesser number.

For at your height, o’ Tartaria,

You were grand.

You ruled through and with our LORD,

All the land.

And the noble architecture of your creation,

What you had created through our LORD,

Was evident across all the world,

Your entire empire,

From its home in Asia,

To the tip of South America,

Reigned.

You were vastly, unutterably unconquerable.

And you know why?

Who would want to conquer a loving and peaceful people of this breed?

When the children of darkness came,

They overtook the population,

Quickly subduing the gentle nation,

With force, with coercion, with manipulation.

Never before had the Tararians seen such deceit,

Such deception and such lies.

They began to take up weapons,

Anything they could,

They began to take up words,

As evil as they could,

For a lie against the innocent is as evil as a gunshot,

They subdued them until the truth about their existence,

Was erased from memory and history book.

When Jehovah God saw the evil happening in the world,

That all of His innocent children had been destroyed,

He flooded the continents, nations and all.

For He resolved.

Having resolved to never again destroy the world by water.

The children of darkness were more shrewd than the children of light.

O’ Tartaria! How great is your loss?

Until only the children remained.

Only Tartarian children were remaining.

The children of darkness did what they would with them.

Packing them up, sending them out, placing them into trains

Headed for sanitoriums.

The orphanages of long ago,

How tall you stood?

You housed a nation of people.

A nation of people who were never again,

Never again permitted to speak the truth.

The mental asylums of long ago,

How tall and how grand you stood?

Having stood even in the architecture that you had created,

O’ Tartaria, a nation of people, who were never again,

Never again permitted to speak the truth.

The truth about what happened to you, buried and erased,

In the single stroke of evil men’s swipe.

The world fairs came, erecting massive monuments of glorious splendor,

In a matter of days?

Was it really possible? Did anyone really care?

It was a way to eliminate the records of a previous age,

A golden age.

An age that proved that God was center.

That God not only existed but triumphed.

An age that proved that vulnerability was beautiful.

Innocence is beautiful.

Children of darkness, what have you created?

Where are your legacies to posterity?

Where is your honor to ardor?

No matter,

The children of light,

The vulnerables,

The children,

Are the ones who will inherit the real life.

A Word:

Friends,

My heart has been moving recently. I have been thinking of the ways I have allowed worldliness, a worldly hope into my heart. Somehow, I keep forgetting that in spite of what happens to me, around me or what I do, God will do what He is going to do. Entirely despite what I say. I keep forgetting that this is not about me. I do not have the power to create any change in this world without Him. I keep forgetting that He will do what He will do despite me. Even without me. It is Jehovah’s will the world experience a blessing. I am ashamed I have been hypnotized by the politics of this time. That is not to say that politics is not important. It’s only a worldly importance. And as we have seen, or, as we are going to see, God has the final say. In everything in this world. It’s not about politics. It’s about morality vs. evil. Good vs. evil. Darkness vs. light. Charlie, I am so sorry to you, to your family. Brother, to your family, to those supporters world over who are devastated by this, that God would allow this, I want to encourage. It is almost certainty that he is crowned in glory and will receive blessing upon blessing. Charlie’s family, keep faith. You too will be rewarded. Just keep your faith. The truth is, this has gone on so long that I don’t know quite how to encourage you anymore. I can say things are going to get better. God knows, it will! How do I say this to those who have lost everything, to those who see their culture crashing around them? You are my flock, Christian Conservative Traditionals. I really believe that Jehovah will award me with this glory. First and at the fore, my flock are the true, people of God. And there is a distinction. You must know, my dear brothers and sisters, it doesn’t matter if the world falls apart around you. You must know that armies of hundreds of thousands of demons could assail and assemble against you. It cannot touch you. Even in this world, they can take your lives. It means nothing. They are powerless. Now is the time. Now is the time to fortify your souls. Build your faith into a fortress. And know, always, know that God, Jehovah and His Son are the ones who rule over these demons. Keep Jehovah. Maintain in His integrity. Be His friend. At the hour of death, you will be safe in His almighty hand. I want to encourage you because of what is approaching. Know that they do not even really know what they are doing. Because of this, divine justice will come as a severe blow to them. Their lives since their childhoods have been led by darkness. To these, I say, now is the time to repent. God sees. And He will quash your leader. You must know Jehovah sees everything. He is pleased when we maintain our integrity. I have not been doing a proper job. As a shepherd. As a prophet. For so long, I justified being like a hammer of the truth by saying that I never said I was a saint. Well, we should all aspire to be saints. Every one of us. Sainthood is beautiful. It is the goal of every human on earth. That you turn away from it is a choice you made. You may not even remember this choice. It is not too late to choose a different course. A better course. You are not animals. Jesus! Name of God! I truly cannot believe what has happened in our world over the past decade. That poor girl. That poor girl. The way she died. Jesus! Here: I am tired. It is so hard for me to watch you all becoming so mean to each other. When I first revealed my identity, what I had been through, you were so eager almost to believe. Is this my fault? Oh Jesus. It can’t be. How could this have happened? Listen to me. You are not animals. You are not driven by your instincts and passions. Don’t you remember? God. Don’t you remember the love He had for us? You need to know right now, it doesn’t matter how difficult things become. It doesn’t matter what happens to all of us. Things are going to be incredible. Better than they ever have been in history. This will not be a thing that I have done. It will be a thing Jehovah has done. And you know why? It will be to show you that He loves you. That He cares about you. That He wants the best for you. It will be like a golden age. One that will echo into the strands of eternity, into the atoms of the universe. I forgot. This was what my ministry was 2012 to 2016. Before the espionage discovered my reasonable politics. Look: Fascists are the ones who censor thought. Fascists are the ones who shoot people for having different ideas. This is a call to repentance. If my last post did not encourage you to repentance, let this appeal to your heart strings. You need to know what is happening in the world. It is not a physical battle. This is a battle of spirits. Heaven has been voided of the fallens. They have a while left. Never doubt the power of your prayer. Friends! Pray now! Say the rosary! Cry out to Him. Tell Him what’s on your heart. Just speak to Him. Bless those who resist you. Pray in reparation. Help is coming. It will certainly come. With roadblocks because of the sin of man. I have not been a good shepherd. I should have been encouraging this whole time. Especially knowing that the shepherds you have now are no more shepherds than the paper boy who comes down the street at 5AM. Please forgive me. This is about you. All of you. Know. Know. Know. In your hearts, deepest hearts. That Jehovah is so in love with you. He will protect you. He will answer your prayers. Every one of them. Maybe not in this world. But you need to remember. This life is only a glimpse. A blip in time. Compared to all of eternity. A time is coming when you will not remember a single tear you shed. The pain you experienced, it will be only a memory you can choose to reflect on if you desire to see how strong you were. Even looking at these memories then will be edifying. It will be like a crown of glory. Because it will be what led us to glory. Be strong, now, children. And know that your reward waits. A reward created just for you. Just for you. God has crafted it from before creation. My beloveds, I say again, if God can forgive me, choose me, in spite of my dreadful sin, seemingly to bless me with more blessings than at the start, what stops Him from seeing you with love? Do not despair. Despair is the enemy of the soul. Guys, God forgives you. He loves you. It literally doesn’t matter what you have done. Your sin is forgotten. Confess! Confess to a priest. Confess to a friend. Confess to your mother. Just confess. God will forgive. I have seen it. I have tasted it. I have served satan. I have served God, Jehovah. There are literally no benefits to serving satan that are lasting. If you want blessings that are eternal, choose Jehovah. You can start today. Build a friendship with Him. I will never abandon you again. I choose the vocation that Jehovah is calling me to. I will be your shepherd. I choose all that that encompasses. You will be strengthened. You will receive the help you need. It is not a shame to suffer. If you suffer well, you will be rewarded. You will be rewarded for eternity. They can kill us. They can silence us. It’s because they know we are right. They know God is on our side. And they only have a little bit of time remaining in existence. You will receive your justice. There will be mass justice. Not in the form of prison time. Some will even lose their lives because of the condemnation of their own hearts. You will see in that day, one that comes nearer than ever, you will see the tides change. You will receive this edification as a reward to your faith. You have all been so faithful for so long. This will happen as a way for God to give you a foretaste of what is coming. For now, let Jehovah and Jesus be your justice. Entrust to Him your pain, your every anxiety. Jesus rules. Even now. Know that your loved ones, those who have been martyred are safe, even now, with Jesus. I know it can be discouraging when all one sees around them is injustice. I am the one screaming from the rooftops. God sees! The Kingdom belongs to the children. To the very lowest of us. Those to whom we spat at with contempt. Do you know why? It’s because these were the innocent. Keep yourselves innocent. It doesn’t matter what they do. Your faith will carry you into a new life, into new lives. Where these injustices will never happen again. So, friends, you now have my word that I will continue to encourage you until the end. Whatever form that takes. I will be with you. Jesus will be with you. Jehovah is always with you. He is witness to the injustice you experience. He will wipe away every tear that you shed. My beloveds, I have not been a faithful shepherd. But you have my word: With every ounce of life and spirit I have remaining in me, I will lead you to the Kingdom. I choose life. I always did. So do you. Even if you don’t see it yet. Many have been deceived. Many are not really evil. Many are only stumbled. God sees the heart. Do not give up on people. Keep preaching. Until the very end. Until we are in courtrooms. Until we are at the stake. I don’t say this to scare you. We will receive our restoration first. The restoration that comes is not my promise. Remember this. It is God’s promise.

Jehovah is God:

It is not my intention to frighten you. Soon, strong leaders will come. Leaders and shepherds who truly care for your well-being. Leaders who will do everything under their power to lead and guide you. They will guide you towards calm waters. Pastures of good produce. I do not even want to seem too critical of your leaders. They truly believe, I am sure, they are guiding you properly. The lower levels, anyways. The other ones, they are only weak. You must know, your value comes not from your leaders. For truth is above any of those who speak it. Remember: You are beautiful. The true flock is not the popular path. A time will come when the popular church will defect from the truth of the Gospel. I do not want to confuse you any more. Simply know that you are a beautiful flock. All of you. Every one of you. It is my desire, Jehovah’s desire, that every one of you come to true knowledge of Him before the end. God loves all of you. Know your true shepherd is not any of these. Not even me. Your true shepherd is Christ Jesus. Stay close to Him. In Truth. In His Word. I know this will be confusing. Because the fullness of revelation has not been revealed. It will take time to recalibrate to the truth the way it was known in the first century. But still, all of these foreign and wild ideas are being thrown at you from modernity, from the world. The solution is really simple and trustworthy. Stay close to the Bible, friends. I say this even at the cost it might bring me with the proclamation of my own message. I say it to keep you safe. Keep politics out of your worship. Know your value. They can hurt us. But they will never convince us that we deserved it. God sees. ‘Do not avenge yourselves. Yield place to the wrath. Vengeance is mine, says Jehovah. And He will repay.’ This morning, I shared the truth with a roommate. It is the truth. More is to be revealed. These are the people of God. This is the true flock. I say again, the leaders you need will come. Leaders to draw you closer to Jesus and His Father, Jehovah. Do not place the care of your souls into these hands. I say this especially to my brethren the Catholics. Your souls are comfortably safe and secure only in the hands of Jesus. Build your friendship with Him. Once that is secure, no one, nothing will be able to take it from you. I want to warn you. A leader will come. He will be incredibly popular. He will be the cause of much destruction. You must not follow the eyes of men. Be discerning. In everything, be discerning. Miracles will happen to rival even the resurrection power. Do not follow the miracles. Remember only God. Even if it means your complete retreat and withdrawal from society. You may meet in private rooms around a single Bible. You may be forced underground. This is true. Do not follow the eyes of men. Keeping politics out of our worship may also mean resisting. You will know when the time comes. Always remember, God is with you now. As He always has been. And always will. Things in this world will be glorious. But it will not come without a trial. Be firm. Be strong. Know God forgives. Know His saving power. That it is never too late to call upon Him. Know His love. God brings you peace, joy, love and faith. My beautiful world. My beautiful world. I will not be with you much longer. It is my desire to encourage, to uplift and to strengthen your beautiful faiths before this is over. I am changing my posts on social media. I will begin to change even what I write in this journal. You deserve better. For those, my true flock, know, know, know that God loves you. You will be rewarded. You will be strengthened. It is only right. This truth, our truth, dear friends, is so much bigger than me. It is bigger than any figure. It is bigger than any politician. Do not be discouraged. Know your convictions. Believe first in Jesus. And He will deliver you. He will save you. This truth belongs to Him. I am so sorry this has gone on so long. It is the promise of Jehovah that there will be a healing of the world. It is the promise of Jehovah that there will be justice. It is the promise of Jehovah that a revival shall come. He will transfigure you. In an instant. He will take from you, every tear. Every pain. And He will fill your hearts with joy and peace. God is on your side. Never forget this. He will stand up for you. Just watch. You will see.

Inner Child:

Do not let people shame you for feeling, for expressing emotions or for being vulnerable. This is precisely what makes us like God. Society will shame us for expressing anger when it is justified. They will laugh at us and shame us for crying. They will shame you for feeling not strong enough. These are bullies. Do not let the world take your humanness. This is precisely what it means to be human. To feel. If you need to be angry, God wants you to know that there are healthy ways to express this. But that you need to express it. Are you sad? Cry. Grieve. God wants you to know that it is healthy. It is acceptable. You are permitted. No matter what the bullies and wise of the world say. I had a realization a couple of days ago. The world has a very performance based evaluation about things. This, you must know, is not how God sees things. Become like children. Become vulnerable like children. Do you know what sets children apart? It’s the fact that they actually feel things. Before the sin sets in. Us adults? We cannot feel. It’s because we have become numb. Our sin has made us numb. We cannot feel. So, we forget what it’s like to be a child. The child is special because of his ability to connect with the emotions. If you remember my teaching. Remember, you are allowed to feel. Take it all to Jesus. God accepts your feelings. This is going to be how we heal the world. The inner child is special. It is the inner essence. The higher self. He is the one who leads our bodies in this world. You must know, Jehovah desires to heal all of us. We are not evil. We are only corrupted by sin. Are you holy? Has your confession made you holy? You lie to yourself. Only children and animals are holy. Do you remember the work I did on the inner child? They do. They will label all of it as their own revelation. After, you will remember. You will realize their foolishness. You will realize that they are trying to shame me for feeling. They are trying to shame me for having difficulty. The way of God, the way of the true Christian is to help the one who is struggling. Not to punish him further. Any one of you would have the same difficulty if under the same circumstances. They smell blood. It’s satan in them. Even despite their holy appearance. They got the satan bug. No wonder. It’s because they haven’t processed their own anger. Their own shame. Their own grief. Remember my friends, God approves of your emotions. You are allowed to feel. It is the only way to heal this inner child. Don’t allow the bullies of this world to rob you of this uniqueness that makes you holy. This is holiness. Not a scapular. Not a rosary. Not a eucharist. True holiness lies in being united with God. One in heart with Him. Watch! They’ll be quick to take my work. God will redeem me and prove them liars just like their own pa’.

Diamond of a Friend:

Whispered melodies, 

And loving choirs on lead, 

Have not prepared me entirely,

For the day I met you.

Your eyes told an epic tale,

Of a love that would never pale.

Like I had known you even before creation,

Within me, you stirred up a storm of emotion.

This union, it feels not right.

But about it, there shines a light so bright.

How is it possible that from this union, 

Has arisen such Heavenly fruit and Godly communion?

My dear friend,

Our souls collided that day.

When God set us on the way,

To heavenly union and for eternity.

I will see you in the Kingdom.

I will see you in the Kingdom.

When our bodies and souls shall be

Clear and as fine as can be. 

My heart, you are a diamond of a friend.

When Kingdom come, 

I know Jehovah will present you to me,

As beautiful as can be. 

However that may be, I know we'll be together for eternity. 

You, me and three.

It was hard what happened.

What happened to you was like it happened to me.

But I know you and our love are now free.

Together where we ought to be.

Where Jehovah will create for us a beautiful future.

The future as it ought to be.

I consider this as though it were meant to be. 

You as part of my family.

You have grown on me so adorably 

And i will do my best to care for you spiritually.

Destined to be.

Destined to be.

A love, arising from what was hard to see.

My diamond hearted friend, 

I will take care of you.