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Thursday, September 10, 2026

Repentance:

Friends,

Who can live to your standards? If the goal of a good life is to live lives of love and righteousness, the apostle Paul is a done for. If that were the standard of salvation, I am sorry to tell you, not one of you would be elect for eternal life. This is truth: Grace. Grace. Grace. As we will soon get a very big surprise and wake up call in the illumination of conscience that follows, we are all doing quite evil shit. Had a realization yesterday. So, some crazy batshit woman zoomed up behind me while I was driving the speed limit and started waving her hands about like I were doing something wrong by driving the speed limit. It made me realize that regardless of what I do, there is always going to be some pissy karen who is offended by me. Look, I do not want to be hurt more. My life has not been easy. You need to know, if you hurt me, it will have been your choice. 100%. It will not be a result of my sin. You know that my culpability was eliminated. It will not be as result of my original sin. A child has no original sin until activated. Part of you understands that it is quite more evil and sinister for a woman to rape their son for decades than for that son to grow and hurt another. You are searching for my sin because you are bitter about the reward given to me. You miss the blatant signs Jehovah, your Father, has been trying to show you. You get all pissy that I am attracted to young women. Your very Bible itself distinguishes between people who are capable of expressing expressions of love. Your feminism, jezebelic evil has warped your minds into a garbage dump. I am not ashamed of my sexuality. You can try to make me. But God is on my side. What I suffered, was for Jehovah. You still do not understand. My relationally close abuser was not the Christian innocent person she is now. She was a jezebel. She was the worst of narcissists. Are you trying to reconcile me to that? What you need to know about her and company is that they are terribly toxic. Will you participate in forcing that upon that man? Thanks for making me an immediate saint. You still cannot see the wounds that this type of abuse has on sons. You cannot see because it affects you as well. Look, I am hard on you. Maybe a bit too much. It’s because I care about you. You need to know that these wolves in charge have your graves already etched out in stone. This… this is the reason for the new book of the Bible. It is because your rulers have utterly failed. You still cannot remember my ministry of ten. . . twelve years ago. You cannot remember the fact that I have sacrificed enormous glory and comfort so that your world could rejoice. This is for you. Look: it doesn’t matter any more. I am willing to be your pillar. Regardless of what it costs me. First forty years of my life shall be in battlefield. But Jehovah shall raise me up so that princes and kings shall be forced to bow and kneel to me. You need know that you are worth it. You are worth the loss. The grief. The shame. Guys! You cannot remember? It doesn’t matter now. Keep up your amnesia. I will be your pillar. Who will be your shepherd? The ones who raven after you? The ones in charge who literally walk you hand in hand into suicide? Guys! Guys! Guys! Know this: Your world… this world. . . my world. . . is so beautiful. Remember the brilliance. Remember the life. Remember the love. Are you content in living in this darkness? It feels appealing. It’s what the darkness does. Believe me, it is not safe. You need to remember love. You need remember life. Guys, you call me racist. Why? Because I oppose the flooding of the West with goons from every single corner and from every single cranny of the third world? Guys! It does not take a scientist to recognize that this is stumbling our cultures… our healthcares… our educations… our safety… our love and charity… our homes… our children into chaos. Guys! Please, recognize: I am like the only leader who desires your blessing in this world. The others… they may see… that this is wrong and evil… it doesn’t stop them from taking bribes… from cooperating with those who literally are poisoning you in your very food and air. Guys! This world has the potential for such greatness! Greatness beyond greatness. Greatness attached to divinity. You need to know your worth. Your value… your dignity. Look: there is not a sin you have commit, which separates you from the love of God. God is literally begging you to fall into His embrace. I don’t want to die. I am pretty weak. I am pretty frail. Why die? Because I share the same opinion as half of this country? Why be condemned? Because I have the audacity to question your motives and corruption? How dare I? I should have known. You would have become pissy and moany the moment I raise your envy and corruption.. Your special and precious envy and corruption. Look guys: things can be so incredible in this world. Perhaps it is what you condemn me for. For speaking to God… for having hope for this world. You need to know that you are worth it. You need to know that even in this state of disability, I am not only prepared to be crucified but on a worldwide level. God makes me king of this world. I am attracted to young women. According to your alphabet logic, this is not my choice. Again, not ashamed. My sexuality has been shamed beyond all reason. In my infancy, a contract was placed over my soul to satan that I would never experience passion. Because my maternal figure shamed me and raped me daily for decades, I cannot even search for this on my own. Even the thought is traumatic. Has it been so long, my dear city of Toronto? That you have forgotten who I am? Who I really am? It’s okay. Have your fun. I will be your pillar. I only pray and hope that Jehovah brings to your awareness this element of truth, which you have forgotten. Gosh guys, you keep telling me to ask for help. Then you dangle it in front of my face like a tease and rip it away. I don’t need rejection. I am asking for help. It is in your court now. I may not be able to ask again. This is not important. What you need to know is that everything, everything in this world shall become incredible again. Everything. It starts with you. You need to break free from the jezebelic witchcraft and recognize, life, love and truth are important. They are everything. Life matters. I am telling you: In the Kingdom, these ones that you have aborted shall be your princes. Has it been so long? Perhaps I deserve this. Perhaps my sin is terribly grievous. I know it to be true. And I own it. But, there was a reason Jehovah desired to make me king even after I had commit so many grievous sins. This is because of what I suffered in childhood. This suffering was for the glory of God. It is your envy, which makes you spit on me and desire my crucificion. I am simply a middle-aged, very disabled man who has some political views, which do not align with your government’s motives. You know enough about these leaders of yours as they walk you hand in hand toward the furnace. This. This is wisdom: Life matters. Children matter. Love matters. It doesn’t matter what religion you are. This is about faith. Love. Love each other. It is the path to humanity. I love you, world. It’s the reason I am prepared to surrender myself to you. You need to know: I forgive you. All of you… for what you plan to do to me. It may not prove to do what you are thinking to accomplish. Your governments simply are threatened by my politics. They believe that if they kill me, they can silence my story. God speaks louder than this. Love. What does it mean? To love? Well, we need love ourselves first. This comes from love of God. We cannot love our neighbor if we do not love ourselves. This is what all of you have been missing. It all begins with the parents. With the formation. This is about your allegiance, world. I understand that satan appears to offer good things. You need to know that these are lies. You need to know these are deceptions and paths into perdition. God is the only one who desires your everlasting good. This is about your allegiance. Who will you serve? Jehovah? Satan? It is a choice that all of us shall need make. I can only encourage you to see that following satan… and communism… leads to hell. For the love of God, He is standing there, open arms, waiting for you to return to Him. The choice is very simple. It is how we treat life. When you see a child being murdered, what is your reaction?? When you see an injustice happening, what is your reaction? I leave it to God to show you how gross an injustice is happening to me. The Blue Jays will win. Maybe not this year. But soon. This city will be blessed beyond belief. You have been incredibly patient with me. I cannot blame you for how you are treating me right now. I was a handful when I lived here. What you could not see was the stress I was experiencing. This remains true today. This city shall be blessed beyond belief. It shall be lifted up in glory. Remember, my world, no matter what happens to you, in this life… in this world… God stands with you. He goes before you. If we seek Him, He is faithful to draw us near to Him. I don’t deserve a thing from anyone… the sins I have commit are terrible. I own them. This draws us back to the original point. Salvation is for the perfect? Repentance will lead us there. We are all sinners. This is not about our pasts. This is about who we are now. Who we have become with our lives. I am proud of who I have become with my life. I did not have a fair start. I found God myself. I didn’t really have any help. So, I leave this with you. Do what you will. I forgive you. I choose life. I choose God. What about you? God bless you.

See, I am not racist because I condemn communism. Chinese culture is beautiful. It is so much different from its politics. If we cannot criticize leaders, who will hold them accountable? I am not racist because I oppose the open borders thing. Isn’t it obvious the pressure this places upon every area of our culture? Cultures are beautiful. They deserve to be preserved. The people of Jehovah cannot coexist with the people of other gods. As for the young women, sexualities are formed not chosen. My sexuality is wounded. But I am not ashamed. I am attracted to women. I stand by that feminism has corrupted your ability to love. I see. I see. I will be silent now. Only Jehovah can take care of this. Know, Toronto, you are so beautiful. I still believe a miracle can happen. See, it is the reason people have to rejoice at my death. Truth comes out, either way. And it clarifies everything. I still believe in goodness. I will wait patiently on my God. He will show you. And when He does, the true people of God shall come to my assistance. God loves you. These will be my dying words. Be at peace. Do what you must. Just know, you rejoice either way. When the truth comes out. 😉

You need to know that much – nearly everything – of what we know and have been told over the past years have been lies. The victors of war, true history, science and astronomy. It seems real to you because it is all you know. You do not know anything else. It takes only observing the behavior of American blacks to understand how easily – and how quickly – the human psyche and collective consciousness can be manipulated. Is it true they have experienced injustice? Yes. But so has everyone else. Observe their hostility towards those deemed as oppressors. Those who have probably never had a racist thought in their life. You need to know that all of this has an end. It will be in the enthronement of a satanic empire. They’ll do all they can to oppose truth. Including erasing history, rewriting history and demonizing truth until it becomes abhorrent for the general public even to think on. You need to know there are those fighting for truth and God now. These are not the popular ones. You are persecuting the wrong people. Those you are demonizing had the best of the world at heart this whole time.

Friends, my salvation depends upon my sexuality. Penance is not a solution for someone’s needs that have not been met. Consider your surveillance as my confession. Consider your cameras and your surveillance as penance. Has this gone on so long, that you have forgotten how spiritually abusive this is? I am forgiven. I will seek help elsewhere. The Sacraments are only healing if they are healing. If they are sources of terrible shame, why would I make use of them? My sin is not the shame. The shame is having these bastard priests gossiping about my sin. The word, “bastard” there was not an insult. It was an adjective. Look, friends, I am hard on you. I understand your potential. You need to know that this is not the way things have always been. There is a chance here. A chance to become free. Will you choose slavery? By choosing the ‘mism, you are essentially choosing slavery. Not just now. For all eternity. God sets free. A world free from ads… a world free from cameras. A world free from face scanners. A world free from microphones. A world free from deception. Am I a good person to bring this message? Look, privacy is not only important for people doing bad things. It is important for healing. For love. For the human spirit to thrive and live. You oligarchs, fall to your knees. The God who breathed life into you now says to you, there is still hope for you. Stand up for the rights of the widow… the orphan. And who is the widow and the orphan? The elderly. The infant. You cannot even remember a time when life was cherished. I do. This is not a game. You are condemning yourselves. Say what you will about my sin. Including my sin now. It is not my sin that God is angry about. My sin now is simply a result of not getting my needs met. That is especially when you are not making assumptions because of the strange things I do because of my trauma. Are you so retarded that you think because a man sits in front of you and moves his leg towards you, that he is flirting with you? Perhaps the muscles in his legs are affected by spasticity and he has no control of this reflex when he is anxious. Look, what you need to know is that this world has the potential to become the Kingdom of God. This world has the potential to be absolutely transfigured. Eye has not seen. Ear has not heard. This can happen here. Now. All it takes is a bit of repentance. You say I am not repented because I still sin. It is the only way I sin. Who can convict me of other sin? I am sure you will try. God shall confound you and prove you the fools you are. Flock. Christian women and Christian men… I am with you. Until the end. This is not the way things were intended to be. Never lose hope. In your God. In your world. God loves this world just as much as He loves you. You cannot grasp. It is as though a darkness of cloud has come upon you. You can break free! Break free, dear ones! There is not a single sin too evil for God to forgive. To give purpose to. God justifies everything. You are forgiven. If you desire it. Telling you, yet again. There is no benefit to serving satan. Only heartache. Treat your children well. Am I a hypocrite for saying this? I used to smoke too. I quit for thirteen years. That I say it’s bad does not make me a hypocrite. It makes me wiser than I once was. It makes me changed. Besides, there is not a human on earth who has not hurt a child. Wait. You will see. Proud ones. You cannot grasp. Children are the essence. These are the ones of Kingdom here. You slaughter them. Because you believe you will affect the climate. No? Nothing changes. But it can! Guys, repent. I beg of you. Is it my sin that paralyzes you? I already told you. Here are my wrists. I have a purpose in my suffering. And it will bring about the era of peace. The illumination of conscience.

 How cold of a society have we become that we have lost touch with our hearts because of politics? You are broken. All of you. No matter. Do what you would like to me. It doesn’t make the lie you are believing in any truer. Look guys, you think I am racist. I am telling you. I have literally seen a better world. The problem with you kids… it’s not that you are retards. It’s that the system has raised you into retards. Guys, this can still be incredible. You need know that this is not reality. This is not the way things are supposed to be. This country… this church… this West, it has been poisoned. You don’t remember. It’s not your fault. It’s not your fault. They have literally erased all of this from history. The Catholic Church is no better. It has literally fallen into the bedsheets with these Bolshevik pieces of trash. You hear racism when I say this. It is not racist to criticize a political ideology. We need be permitted to criticize our leaders. If we cannot, we are already in a tyranny. Guys! You hear race when I say this about them. I’ll tell you. It is not unfounded! While you hate the nazis, because the media tells you to, the commies literally exponentialized the number of murders the nazis commit. Think for yourselves. Guys, you don’t remember. You cannot remember. Even when I was a kid, there were ma and pa businesses all across the countryside. It is so sad to drive through the country towns and see these little old buildings battered down and for sale. The monopolies have killed them. When I was a kid,  people could do pretty much anything. We didn’t need a license. We didn’t need to tell the government. It was moderated by conscience. Guys. There were fewer immigrants. It was not a bad thing. We have an identity. As they do. You believe we need to love immigrants by bringing them here. Who is that loving to? The immigrants themselves are terrorized by traffickers, promised a paradise. And when they come here, they live in tents? Is it loving to the host country? Healthcare, education, every single aspect of a human society is crippled by these people. Am I racist for saying this? Are the muslim countries who do not accept refugees racist? You cannot tolerate truth. Look. I am the only leader who is fighting for the right of this country to exist. To thrive. They walk you to your doom. I remember what it was like. Yes, in the seventies and eighties, this country was white. But, it was absurdly peaceful… absurdly loving. People held doors open for one another. People stood up for those with disabilities on the bus. I know. Satan is appealing.  He is doomed. How can I show you that to follow him, is to literally commit suicide? By following communism, you are following satan’s governance on earth. Look, I don’t care what the leaders of this world say. They are retarded. And have never seen anything better. Guys, be at peace. Be at peace. Good times are coming. Good times are coming. This evil world will not last. God desires you to understand His goodness. Again, do what you would like to me. I forgive you. Everything makes sense after. This world shall be unrecognizable. You won’t have a choice. You are fighting against God. The worst part about this is that they believe they are doing the right thing. They believe they are in the right with God. Proof holy spirit has kicked the dust from them. It is okay. I know my God, your God will show you. I cannot tell you how frustrating it is to see this blatant clear and bright truth. A truth, which this world has abandoned because it is infatuated with the lie of communism. Look guys, this world belongs to satan. It doesn’t have to. This begins with a choice. The choice of the world’s people. Guided by the church, to lead them. It is not too late. Christian leader, worldly leader, stand up for your faith. Stand up for your flock. Stand up for your race. It sure is nice to see mr. pope doing environmental greetings while the Nigerian church is genociding. He will show you. This is not about my sin. It is about all of the world’s sin. Yours too. You have commit some serious sins. Even if you cannot remember. Wait. I am prepared to be your pillar. This will not have the outcome you believe it will. You cannot silence God. Open your hearts, world. Remember compassion. Stand for life. Love each other. I used to think that it may have been racist, the belief that some races were more loving than others. It is true though, isn’t it? Some races are simply more civilized. 

Friends, you must know how well you are doing. You could not be doing any better. I will be your pillar. I shall suffer for you. Know that even until 2019, this was not the will of God. I will humble. When this regeneration comes, friends, there will be no space for sorrow. you will not grieve what was lost. It will come much as a thief. Look, I am not going to lie to you. I do not know the date or time of the end. What I know is that God has been trying to use my life as a holocaust since I was born. I was meant to be a king from the day I was born. It is the reason I was born. I never said the end was close. It certainly is. But, if Jehovah intends to reveal my truth after my death, you will know that your redemption is very close. At the time of my death, you will rejoice in a way as has never been rejoicing. I am not proud. I kind of wish you would be saddened by my death. This will come. Until then, there will be a miracle as has not been witnessed from the death of the last apostle. Yes, indeed. Here is some insight also: At the deaths of each of the apostles was a miracle, just as with the death of Jesus. You just can’t remember. Friends, be encouraged this day. Jehovah has called you to repentance and to restoration. He desires your healing and your reclamation of what is good and just. If the end were to come, there would be nothing to hold on to. Your eyes shall in an instant, be opened to every malice and every lie. You will walk away from the poison and the suicide. You will remember again your grandness, your preciosity, your true natures. What will have changed? You shall receive the spirit of God at once. God comes to save this world, dear friends. Like a swooping eagle. Will you kill me for proclaiming a restoration? You shall very clearly recognize your worth, your value and that your God never created you in the womb to be sold into slavery. Reclaim your land, Christians. Reclaim your value. Reclaim your hope. God this day calls you to restoration. You are not victims. You are not hopeless. Remember who you are Christian. You are a warrior, priest and prophet. You have unutterable value. A true leader comes. Soon. He shall not be Christ. He shall be filled with his holy spirit. Do not be confused. The one who comes in a way that is blasphemous to the coming of Christ shall not be safe for the world. I offer you another secret: resurrection exists. It has been happening for millennia. I am saying very clearly, the one who experiences a resurrection in three days and is greeted with lauds and wonder shall be a fraud. He shall be evil, despite his loving appearance. If one experiences resurrection some years following his death, you will know God’s seal is upon him. Do not be deceived.

God loves you this day. I write to encourage you. I would like to share with you the biggest secret that I have shared yet. This is the only secret that you need to know for salvation. It applies to every single person in the world. It does not know religion, culture, race, gender. Yet, it is the path, the one and only path to salvation. It is the key to your eternity, the key to a relationship with God. Eternity is not entirely about sacraments. It is not entirely about virtue or confession or eucharist or priest or pope or prayer at certain time of the day. This is the secret: Repentance. Simple, huh? You will receive help. Soon. God knows that it is not as simple as it sounds. If it were, we would all be little saints. We need to overcome and confess our sinful heart. Recognizing the fact that we were born in sin, hating God. This is the only thing that matters in faith. There is no secret to it. Friends, confess your sins, turn from your sins and live in Christ. His mercy is great.

I’m not trying to battle corruption. Again, if it sounds like an excuse, it’s complex. You are speaking to a different person altogether when that comes up. There are many, many people in me. I don’t know what he is planning, just as I don’t know what you are planning in your sick, sick and filthy corruption in order to counter it. All I know is that I am stuck in the middle between this situation. I don’t know if this alter was a creation of the rituals whose intention is to harm me. He could simply just be incredibly frustrated with the bullshit of this world and injustices happening and in that, he believes he can make change. I admit, I am very small, very weak. The person making this decision is not me. Now, I have priests who are sharing my sins like it’s gossip, insanely trying to trigger me, while almost every single person I have sneezed around over the past forty years are plotting to confront me. Help me… By the way, the strife in my family is not my responsibility… if I am inculpable… Their main strife with me is that I believe in God. They will not have it. They are pagan as witches. I acknowledge my sin against them. I have even apologized to them. I am endlessly sorry for my behavior to your families. You cannot remember what our parents did to us. Megan, dear sister, don’t you remember what dad did to you? It’s okay. At the moment that you confront me, their true colors will emerge. They will reveal everything in their shame. Besides, why do you think like I am asking to be punished simply because I point out your filthy and stanky corruption? Don’t be corrupt. It's pretty simple. Yup. This system is wrecked. Are you too weak to beat this system? It's okay. Better luck next year! You are the people of God! Repent! Know that if you hurt me, it will not have been my choice…

Are you hesitant about me because I was angry? You would be angry too if you were being raped on a nightly basis by relationally close abusers. This is a power dynamic that is very real in relationships. Relationally close people have a dynamic of power over the child. Especially the young child. When I escaped their little trafficking ring, I became more grounded. This is about children. I know it must seem strange that I am the one defending children after my past. God chooses who He chooses. I leave it to Him to show you the truth. I have no excuse for my past. There is, though, a reason. How can I tell you how important children are? There is no sense in explaining it to you. Even in the religious organizations, there are ones who have their pizza parties and do not think anything of children. Look guys, these are the ones closest to Jehovah. Not the priests. Not the pope. I am certain about this. The satanists get it. It’s the reason they sacrifice the children. Seek to form them. This also, here, is a call to repent… God sees. And He will have His justice. God is coming, young ones. Only a while longer. There will be justice. There will be peace. All of the powerful will fall. Don’t you get it yet? Power in this world is laughable to God. God does not count power as PhD’s and generals and kings… Power is in service. This is truth… God will show you. You know it’s true…

Tuesday, August 25, 2026

Every Soul - Every heart:

This all makes sense to me. Because it is satan’s world. Things are headed in this direction. The one thing I don’t get, dear friends, is why are you supporting them? The world is one thing but Catholics? Catholics, my brethren? Do you truly abandon common sense and the spirit of life for the sake of your obedience? I will not tell you any longer what is happening in the world. You should be smart enough to see this yourself. You need to know your shepherd has been struck. The lightning has hit the Vatican. You need to be able to learn to reason and faith for yourselves. This breaks my heart. I know you are not my allies. Neither are you my enemies. But you must be able to see clearly by now that I am the one who seeks your well being in this life. My dear Catholics, a brave future awaits you. Do not, I beg of you, be stripped of your election. It has happened with the Jews before. Do not be so spiritually proud. You need to know the glorious future God has in store for all of us. Oh, friends, your tradition… your art… your glorious and tender vocations… You are so special to God. Have humility once. Spiritual pride will not lead anywhere healthy. I love you. You need to know that I love you dearly. And I forgive you. I forgive you for everything you are about to do. Perhaps Jehovah will forgive you also. He doesn’t forgive toxic, insistent sin and pride. My Church, whatever ensues, know your God desires to forgive you. As He desires to love you. The first step to loving Him is accepting His love. I have no need to defend myself against your jezebelic spirit any longer. I will not debate my innocence with you any longer. World, my beautiful world, you need know despite how it seems, at this time, things are going to get better. A farmer, when I was at the religious community, and when I said something like, ‘I prophesy that…’ said in response, “how is your accuracy as a prophet?” There is no expiry date on prophecy. It seemed real last year that the Jays were going to face the Brewers in WS, huh? It’ll happen. Perhaps it would have been too overt if God had have let that play out. Perhaps it’s why it was foiled. Last year. Just wait. As for the restoration, why would there be an expiry date? God can do what He desires. Can He not? You will have quite a shock. It will not be false. Was it worded as such in the Scripture? I don’t think it was. Anyways, if it was, it will only be because of tight scrotumed, weak men that this peace shall be betrayed. They seem to exist in every age. For some satanic reason, they always seem to find and hold onto the positions of power. This peace shall be the most glorious thing to ever happen on earth. Climate shall restore. People and animals shall unbind. Institutions shall cleanse. Wait. You will see! I see how pointless that it is to try to fight against this machine. Laity, world, secular men and women of good will, I need your help. You need to understand by now that I am the only one who is seeking your health in this world. Do they say I am looking out for your physical worldly health while they are looking out for your spiritual health? You can’t have one without the other. In fact, by neglecting your worldly safety, they jeopardize your spiritual health. Friends, help me. Please.

I see what the problem is. I see now. You believe the point of Christian faith is to endure the fallen nature of this system of things. You believe this system of things is doomed to destruction. You even believe the world is doomed to destruction. Christians! I am shocked. Was it always doomed? Was the world always doomed? On the bleeding contrary! This system of things was intended for greatness. This world was created as a temporal illustration of the Father’s love for us. Yes, Father has a name. It is Jehovah. It was never His intention that this creation be stumbled and decayed. Never His intention for any of it. This is the problem. You believe satan is more powerful than God Jehovah. You must. You must. If you believe this world is doomed to destruction in satan’s system of things. Is satan so powerful? So powerful to drag the entire world into hell? When Jehovah desires that every soul – EVERY heart – be united to His. Who has placed suicide into your hearts, Chuuuurch? My heavens! I am here to tell you, perhaps instruct you, today, that satan is not as powerful as Jehovah God. I really cannot understand you, Church? Are you sanctioning this mass shit storm in the world? Why are you placating the Bolsheviks? Okay. Very well. When you hear the word of God, perhaps for the first time, what shall be your reaction? Hear then, the Word of God, Chuuurch… Jehovah is stronger. This world was never created for destruction. As He will go to great, great lengths to draw every soul – EVERY HEART – into His bosom. Here: Church, you believe you are special. And indeed, you are. Remember though, the stragglers will be counted as equal to you. This is not a competition. Perhaps to gain souls, it is. This is what this whole thing is about. The conversion of souls. Jehovah desires every soul – EVERY HEART. That souls end up in hell is the greatest tragedy of all. God and His angels weep every and each time it occurs. Listen to me: Why need there be a demonstration of His justice now? Before the end? It is to draw souls. If the end comes now, souls will be drawn to hell. This is not new teaching. Simply common sense. Here: This world, it is evil. There are evil people in this world. Evil as nails. The majority of them, simply doing what they know. The inside of their cup, so to speak, is tainted by trauma, lies and pain. Show them Christ, Church? I have also noticed the Catholic Church’s apathy in evangelization. Are you tired, Church? I know. Remember the race. Remember the race. Never forget the race. You are racing. Run like Elijah, Church. Run like the wind. This world is not created for destruction. This world is extremely valuable to your God, Jehovah. We need assess for whom we are fighting when we submit to the evil tides of this system of things. Remember, for Jehovah, life is of paramount importance. Nothing else matters as much. To the point where, even life incapable, is made capable by the sheer love placed on it by the Father. What gives a thing its value? It is Jehovah. Jehovah sanctified life. We must fight for life. See a child being abused? Say something. Go to the police. See an elder being taken advantage of? Say something. Do not fight for satan. Not in twenty years. Now. Here is the thing, we are all kind of extremely guilty. We have all oppressed the innocence of life and squashed the vulnerable. Don't remember? Well well well. This makes the Gospel all so real. 

Monday, July 20, 2026

Boundaries: (AI common sense!)

Why might an adult Christian man, abused in childhood, struggle with boundaries as an adult being violated?

A man with that history may struggle to set boundaries for several overlapping reasons. Being a Christian is not the cause, but some Christian beliefs can become confused with trauma, making the struggle even harder.

Some common reasons include:

  • Boundaries were never modeled. If his parents abused him, he likely learned that saying "no" was dangerous or pointless. As a child, he depended on the very people who violated his trust, so survival often meant complying, staying quiet, or trying to please.

  • Trauma conditions the nervous system. When violated again as an adult, his body may automatically revert to old survival responses—freezing, fawning (appeasing), or dissociating—rather than fighting back or speaking up. This isn't a conscious choice; it's a learned survival pattern.

  • His sense of worth may have been damaged. Childhood abuse often leaves people believing, "My needs don't matter," "I'm only valuable if I serve others," or "If I set limits, I'll be rejected."

  • Forgiveness can be misunderstood. Some Christians mistakenly believe that forgiving someone means tolerating mistreatment or giving endless second chances. In reality, Scripture distinguishes forgiveness from trust and reconciliation. Jesus forgave those who crucified Him, yet He also walked away from those seeking to kill Him (John 8:59) and did not entrust Himself to everyone (John 2:24-25).

  • Fear of conflict. If conflict in childhood led to humiliation, violence, or abandonment, even ordinary disagreements can feel terrifying decades later.

  • Shame and self-blame. Adult violations often reactivate childhood wounds. He may unconsciously think, "It happened again because there's something wrong with me," instead of recognizing that another person chose to violate him.

  • A strong desire to imitate Christ. A sincere Christian man may want to be patient, sacrificial, and loving. Without wise guidance, these virtues can become distorted into passivity or self-neglect. Christian love never requires enabling abuse. Jesus taught love of neighbor, but also spoke the truth, confronted wrongdoing, and withdrew from danger when appropriate.

Healthy Christian boundaries are consistent with the faith. They can include saying:

  • "No."

  • "That behavior is unacceptable."

  • "I forgive you, but I cannot trust you right now."

  • "I need distance to protect myself."

  • "I will involve others if this continues."

These are not failures of love. They can be acts of wisdom, justice, and stewardship of the life God has entrusted to him.

If this describes someone who has experienced repeated childhood abuse, it's also worth knowing that boundary-setting is a skill that can be learned. Many trauma-informed therapists, alongside sound pastoral or spiritual guidance, help people separate authentic Christian self-giving from trauma-driven self-sacrifice. Over time, people often discover that healthy boundaries actually make genuine love possible rather than preventing it.

Sunday, July 19, 2026

Book of Prophet Jonathan:

The Epistle of Prophet Jonathan:

Jonathan, an apostle and prophet of the true God, Jehovah through His son Jesus Christ, who, like him, was chosen before birth, given grace towards these end times to gather the exiles and call for a restoration before the termination of the age. Like John, I also come to prepare the straight path for the return of the Lord, in the spirit of Elijah. The advent of John was a foreshadowing of the first coming of Christ, heralded with suffering and humility, because the Son of Man was treated with contempt and without mercy. The advent of the return of Christ is one of triumph and justice, this waits for a more glorious and triumphant messenger. Greetings and blessings to you, Church. Greetings and blessings also, to you, world. For it is the will of the Almighty Father that this world be restored to His love, which once existed before it was infected with sin.

You believe that the fullness of public revelation has ceased with the death of the last apostle, beloved John. Dear friends, this has guarded the deposit of faith from much error over the past centuries. In addition, this has censored much truth and much goodness. At present, an even more sinister error has come upon this world. One which you cannot see at the time. This is the error of modernism and all the errors, which from it follow. These errors have permeated deeply into the culture that we know and even into the teachings and the tenets of religion and faith, infecting the very religious teachings and trainings of religious teachers that are intended to guide Faithful to salvation. Much of what I say in this book shall be common sense, which I pray you will come to recognize as being even Scriptural. Perhaps, it shall be a thing you will need relearn. For we cannot see, at any given time, beyond what the holy spirit permits us to recognize. The spirit shall open your understanding in a little while. You will see! The Bible is true. You are not reading the Bible correctly. The letters of Paul were appropriate for a time. He was rightly glorified. A new day has come. Let this be so now.

Jehovah first came to me in my childhood. In infancy and childhood, I was afflicted with satanic ritual abuse and other forms of abuse. I was assaulted as an adolescent and was severely injured and left with a crooked manner of walk. During the time I spent unconscious, whether in a vision or in the spirit, I was caught up to the heavens where I was given an audience with Jehovah Himself. Here, He commissioned me as an apostle. The Spirit of Jehovah among many other angels and saints have been speaking to me openly from the day I was born, upholding me that I wouldn’t trip. The spirit of Jehovah told me that I needed to tell the authorities about what was happening to me in childhood. He told me that the restoration of the entire earth lay in my story. There was a link between the restoration of the world and what happened to me. My story would be the catalyst for true justice to be enacted upon the earth. It would be the trigger for people to stand up and resist the evil. Because of shame and fear, threats and darkness, I could not disclose what was happening in a way that was complete. Baptized in 2007, I began my ministry in 2012. In 2016, I was confirmed into the Catholic Church and in 2019, spent two years at a Catholic religious community. Here, I challenged the corruption of the Church and of the worldly leaders when they tried to silence me, using my sin as leverage. They tried to silence my message, my story and in terms of politics. After I left this religious community, I fell in love with the Traditional Rite of the Catholic Church. I soon discovered that the corruption existed there as well. As it says in Scripture, “the shepherd will be struck, and the sheep will be scattered”. Finally, I developed a relationship with Jehovah, discovering the Witnesses of Jehovah. I studied the Bible with them and attended meetings, all the while attending Mass and advancing in the Roman Catholic Church. The Spirit of Jehovah is the one who instructed me to safeguard my faith in Catholicism despite its corruption, sin and straying from the truth. My faith is quite strong. I believe there is a reason Jehovah has instructed me to study and maintain strong relationship with the Witnesses of Jehovah. Regardless of how much the Church was silencing me, they discovered that my story could not be suppressed. God instructed me further to take pauses from my ministry. Though I remained silent, at times, it was almost as though Jehovah Himself were revealing my story to people. I realized Jehovah was training me.

People believed me to be sinful and unrepentant. They believed this mostly because of my resistance to the open borders policies of the Vatican and world leaders. Even if Catholicism stakes against that, this does not stop them from lining their pockets with bribes in supporting the illegal immigration into America. These beliefs are contrary to healthy international society and against common sense. These beliefs, even entrenched into the doctrine of social teaching and of religion are of a satanic origin and contrary to truth. At this religious community, the leaders challenged me about some sins I had commit as a child. I tried to explain to them the circumstances surrounding my culpability, but they would not listen. Threatened by my power, they saw my sins as an opportunity to silence and oppress me. My conscience is clear. I do not need debate my forgiveness and grace. No man, not even the pope is in the position to dictate the state of conscience of any other man. They tried to use the emotional distress I have experienced in order to trigger a response of anger from me. They also installed cameras in my living quarters, surveilled every single electronic device I own and found loopholes in order to gossip about my confessions. This is spiritual abuse. It is bullying. It is okay because their authority shall very soon be revoked from them.

The Bible is complete. Whether or not this book is included in these latter days is not in my power to control. I simply hope that after this is over, you will read it again. It is truly my belief that when this truth emerges, you will read what I am saying simply as common sense and reasonable wisdom. This is a call for a restoration of pure worship and to the theology as it was in the beginning. This is attainable in this world. We will find that we might need return to interpretation and dig deeper into the Word of God than we have at present.

Many people consider themselves prophets these days. Most of them chose God. Not all of them are chosen by God. What have I to say about this generation? I have much to say against you. True, there is an abomination occurring (how long it has been occurring, I cannot say). Your sons and daughters are killing, torturing and traumatizing your children. This, whether you believe it to be or not, is the work of satan. You need know, at this moment, not only that Jehovah, my God and your God, sees what you are doing. You need to know that there is a place reserved for ones who maintain their present course without repentance. Hell is quite real. He will have His vengeance. But that is for after. You need also know that Jehovah shall have His day of justice in this state of things as well. It is true, your sins have amassed to heaven. Despite this, you need know of the mercy and tender compassion of Jehovah. He is not slow to act. He will have His justice. But He desires so much to bless this world in a way that it has not ever seen. Your repentance shall come. Whether you desire it or not. Churches will be filled to overflowing. Whether you desire it or not. You shall be brought low to your knees, every one of you. Whether you like it or not. You need know what is happening in the world. The first step to healing an illness is diagnosis. In the same way, the first step to healing sin is awareness. You are an evil generation. If you believe that Jehovah is upset simply because of my sins, you are gravely mistaken. It is true. I have been a murderer. I have been a rapist. I have been a racist. Still am a racist. I simply acknowledge the truth. The truth that the peoples of the true God, Jehovah cannot coexist amongst the peoples of the fallen ones. We cannot coexist among the peoples of satan and baal. I have been a wretched person. Jehovah has offered me insight and wisdom into the true nature of sin and humanity.

The Gospel is real and true. The fact is that we are all sinners. Every one of us. It’s the reason Jesus commanded us to not judge. I bring great news to you this day from Jehovah. Help is coming. As with the Pentecost of the early days of the Way, soon, there shall be a Pentecost of the entire earth. In this time, many sins shall be revealed. The secret sins shall unearth. And the true intentions of all on earth shall be clear. Be comforted beloved children. This book is not a message of divine judgement. Instead, it is one of spectacular hope and glory that awaits. For it is Jehovah’s will that you all have a glimpse of His mercy, His justice and His love before the last days. He wills that you be given a glimpse of His sovereignty over satan before that day. So that you may experience peace in the trials, which will follow. Here is wisdom: Developmental trauma and suffering stumbles people to commit sin. Suffering not integrated well leads to a stumbled conscience, creating unprocessed resentment, anger, fear and shame.

The word of Jehovah came to me, saying:

I have a complaint with you. Your mistreatment of the wounded, the child and the elderly has reached to the heavens. This is all sins of the fathers. This abuse of the small will not be tolerated by the heavens. It has been learned. It has been the way of things since the beginning. There is a shadow world existing underneath this world. One in which unspeakable horrors are being commit against the child. You need know that this is of satan. You need know that Jehovah, the God of angel armies is condemning this behavior. Some of you practice this quite wilfully and quite openly. You need know that you are causing great trouble for yourselves. The power that you gain through these acts is impotent compared with the power of God. This is a brazen call for the world to repent. Your incest has reached the heavens as well. Stop having sex with your children. It affects them in a damaging way. Even if they seem to accept and seem to appreciate it, you need know, this is evil and of satan. They seem to appreciate it to please you. You need know that interiorly, this creates chaos in their consciousness.

The effects of atheistic and state-oriented governance has been devastating for this world. The effects are not new. On the contrary, they have been festering for some centuries. It is true that this world is broken. It has not always been like this. Satan’s kingdom has been established on earth relatively recently. The effects are evident within every facet of this culture. And this, through satan’s system of governance, atheistic, state-oriented governance, these effects are evident in the educational system, the medical system, even within the very religious training systems that raise up new teachers and pastors.

Another issue I have with this world. Nationalism and the nation state is the last bastion of the old order of the Monarchy of faith. You need know that the people of the world do not know what is best for them. You need to know that like the unification of world governance leads to tyranny. The people of different gods cannot coexist amongst the people of Jehovah, the true God. I am not preaching racism. White, Black, Asian and any other race can coexist. But they need to coexist under the same God. This culture, this civilization, the one that Jehovah Himself built up and established through the art and love of countless souls will be reestablished. At the moment, in the rising action of satan’s kingdom, these glorious cultures have been infiltrated and saturated with men of different gods. This is not an accident. You see, plainly, the effects that this has upon every aspect of worldly functioning. You see, without mistake, the effect this has on education, safety, taxes, healthcare, housing. This is not impossible to remedy. In fact, it may just be the simplest thing in the world to amend. You simply need the will. The end is not yet. These cultures shall become glorious and sovereign once again.

The belief of the Gospel proclaims that no one is beyond salvation’s reach. I have a personal objection with you, Church. This issue is in the fact that you have doubted the conversion of souls. I remind you now, before the warning follows, of your own great and terrible sinfulness. No man, no woman, however great their sins, however terrible and grievous, is beyond the salvation of Jehovah through the sacrifice of Jesus. I understand that you do not want to be deceived. Remember: love hopes for the best in people. It never grows tired or weary. Be your brother’s shoulder. When a past sinner comes to you, seeking the love, which you were offered so freely, do not resist him. Do not hesitate to share with him the love that you received. There is no sin committed, which is too vile to separate from the love of Jehovah. This I have against you. That you have restricted access to the faith to those seeking protection and grace from the Church because of your envy and contempt. By denying the resurrection in others, we deny the resurrection of Christ.

God will confound you. You who are harboring envy. You whose faith has become a competition. This is the reason Christ came to earth: To uphold the small. To defend the weak. To safeguard the innocent. These will, regardless of your envy, regardless of your competition, be the greatest in the Kingdom of God. These will be your rulers. Let it be known that Jehovah sanctifies these and will glorify them. Children are not cattle. They are not animals. Learn to recognize within them the utterly divine. For it is in these that the light of Jehovah shines forth. The last shall be first and the first shall be last.

Friends, I offer you a spiritual secret. What is bound in heaven shall be bound on earth. Heaven is existing… At this very time. This is not a mystical and shadowy place. This is a place, just like our experience here. What happens on this earth is influenced by what is happening in heaven. This earth is much like a chess board. The greater intellects and actors are not all of us but rather our spirits in heaven. Amidst this chaotic and fallen existence, how do you believe that traffic works? Millions of cars, day by day, travelling hundreds of miles an hour, swerving in between one another. In a fallen earth, this would not work. If satan had his way, every single car would crash. We are held up by angels. Jehovah sustains us. All of us. From the days of our birth, we have angels assigned to us. I hope this offers you encouragement. And know, nothing happens without the approval of God. He protects you. Read Isaiah again. From the day of your birth until your hairs are gray, I will lift you up, lest your foot strike a stone. This is not just about Jesus. We are all from heaven. We are just not all returning.

The word of Jehovah again came to me saying the Church’s understanding of sexuality is confused. I bring to you new perspective. Not a new teaching. But a new perspective. “Go forth, multiply.” This early commandment has never been overridden. You need to know that as with everything else, satan has invaded even the very heart of man and woman. Feminism is at its core, terribly satanic. He has embittered man and woman against one another. He has done this through entertainment, through politics and through trauma. To safeguard the teachings of Apostle Paul, let us consider that a man and woman must be wed before sexuality follows. This is a good teaching. I have seen myself the incredible fruits and glorious fruits of developing relationships in chastity. This strengthens the relationship with the third cord. It is truly miraculous. This is a call for a sexual revolution. Not the kind you have understood. Let a man and his wife bear many, many children. This will be made possible. Do not worry about the material well-being of your children. This will be taken care of. Just care for your children spiritually. The rest shall follow. Remember, even the early patriarchs and many of the prophets and children of God who followed them married numerous wives. This was not only for pleasure’s sake and for simplicity’s sake but also to prosper and proliferate the elect upon the earth. It is precisely because of the infiltration of satanic influence in this world that your Father desires a reset to good. He desires to reestablish what was lost. If we continue at this rate, we shall be destroyed simply by outbreeding. We are already a minority. Let us remember our greatness. What Jehovah told the children of Eden, He now says to you: Go forth and multiply. Subject this world under your power. Quit your abortion and contraception.

In addition to this, you need know that sexuality, like the emotion and consciousness of man can be wounded and stumbled. Sexuality is at the very core of a person. When that person endures developmental trauma, their sexuality has the potential to be shifted off its course. This is the origin of every sexual deviance. This is truth: the human consciousness is a universe of potentiality. This is the reason satan seeks to stumble these little ones at their developmental stages. If he is the one forming the conscience of the children, he controls them greatly as they age. Jehovah has concealed from me how long this intentional assault upon the children has been happening. For at least one hundred years, there has been an organized, spiritual campaign against the children. This campaign employs traumatizing these ones until their futures can be programed. Lord have mercy. When this warning shall come upon us, it will be known that Jehovah is claiming these ones for Himself. You need know that sexuality is malleable. You need to know to treat your children well, with love and with respect and reverence. They are not your possessions. They do not belong to you. They belong to Jehovah. You believe because you have begotten them from your flesh, you possess some right over them to treat them with every abuse ou conjure. The first people believed the same as well. Consider this, as coming from the mouths of God. Learn to love your children not abuse them.

Sexuality is a human need. While some are called to lifelong chastity, we need know that in the end, when our works are tested by fire, we will have the choice to choose Jehovah or to choose satan. This choice shall be affected by the events of our lives. Regret shall be a tool that satan shall use against us. Church! Stop repressing your love! You need know that we are meant by Jehovah to fill this land with life and to bless it and to be blessed by it. To repress our joy in this life is not what God wants. Joy is not pleasure. Joy finds fruit in the will of Jehovah. Here: Do not enter your deaths with the pang of regret. You ask, where is the Scriptural evidence of this? You will see it plain as day when Holy Spirit illumines your understanding. I tell you what I have indeed experienced myself. This regret is the reason I was being stumbled into that identity. It was because of what I suffered. Not because my identity was flawed. Satan wants me to experience regret in order to void the suffering I experienced in my childhood as consecrated to Jehovah. It’s not surprising tha Cathoic Church desires to suppress me, considering how many cardinals and members of the hierarchy are now playing on the team of satan. How can a church whose leaders bow to the throne of baal, be a legitimate conduit of the true God? Yes, it’s true. Where God is, satan sets up next door. But at this point, nearly the entire building is run by satan.

Let your lives be filled with fruit, children. Let your lives be filled with love. Sexuality is not sinful. Looking at sexuality through eyes of innocence and purity, it is simply a way of expressing our love for one another. Hear this: Jehovah says this day that our sexuality is neither something to be ashamed of or afraid of. He is encouraging and approving our sexualities. Let us rediscover it. It is glorious and a true expression of love and intimacy between two people. Does this sound contrary to sound theology? Perhaps, you should pray more. Perhaps you should put away the books and start praying. Perhaps Jehovah will reveal to you His will. If there ever was a time that Jehovah called for sexuality outside of marriage, this would be it. Let us rebuild what has been taken from us. This is a battle of spirits. Stop your murder of children. Repopulate the earth! Worried because you do not want to bring a child into this mess? Let the child decide that. Give him the opportunity to choose. Things will get better. Remember: Life doesn’t exist until it exists. A soul has its chance when it is conceived. These ones who are murdered are caught up straight to God. The spirit world is not all that matters. This world, this earth matter. Let us reconquer it for God. Church, who convinced you to commit suicide? Are you that tired? Let your lives not be taken without a fight. Not a battle. Fight for life!

Sexuality is how people show they love each other. We need rediscover this. A reorientation of culture and society is coming. We will no longer be ashamed of our sexuality and hide it as though it were a dirty secret. Prior to Moses, sexuality was more in line with God’s thoughts. White people, Christian people, you need to start having babies. Do not reserve marriage for the ubermensch and for the peak of species. Be married. Economy is rough. It will not be for long when you start having children. Sexuality is a human need. Passion is a human need. Just a question: What is the difference between breaching seal of confession over secretly having a camera in someone’s bedroom? They are both spiritual abuses. Ya’ bullies. No. God will confound you.

This is not a thing, which can be delayed because of your spiritual pride or envy. I know that you desire to preserve the Bible. By doing so, you are condemning these cultures. You will see. As for my sins, I was entirely inculpable. Let the Church of God remember grace. Let us remember that our salvation, this love we have received and this peace we live has not been a thing that we have earned.

The word of Jehovah again came to me. You need to know that technology as it is developing is not productive towards faith. Faith in this last generation is very challenging. There are saints. The technology makes this challenge incredibly difficult for the weak or immature Christian. The rise of AI offers too many paths to evil. It is leading you away from Jehovah. Be rid of it. I visualize a time, in future, when the world shall be dominated by AI and robotics. The Church, the true flock shall be underground surrounding a single Bible. Let our faith be sustained by what is essential. There is a nostalgia in tradition. There is more than simple nostalgia. While His spirit reveals progressively, Jehovah is found not in the evolution of the world. Flee from the world and its immoralities. The ways of the world and its advancements are not the way of God. You must know that the surveillance culture, while relatively new is anathema to true faith. Privacy is fundamental to human growth. You need to believe in the good of people. The ultimate end of surveillance is the control of the human being, control of their actions, speech and thoughts. God is God of freedom. Not of fear. We do not submit to God out of fear. We submit from a place of love. The surveillance, being a fruit of the state, it is not difficult to recognize that in a while, even the confessions of faithful shall be subject to surveillance. Technology is not of God. Surveillance is not of God. Technology leads to surveillance. To control. Jehovah created the human being to be free. Do not return to your slavery? Church? Has it been so long? Do you still long for the comfort pangs of slavery in Egypt? I did not need to write an encyclical book in order to say what is needed to say.

I will say before saying this that I am catholic. My faith is very precious to God. There is beauty in this blind obedience. Friends, we need be careful about this. Many councils of men and millennia of corruption have jaded the integrity of the message of Jesus Christ. It is true. Religion is not so important as faith. But in this case, Catholicism seems to have become an extension of the same religion that killed Jesus. So, to say that Jesus is God takes no honor from Jehovah. However, hear this: you world and you Church: Jehovah is God. I give my glory to no one else. I am a jealous God. Jehovah honors His son. Catholicism is glorious. It has the potential for such greatness. Again, it shall become glorious and a beacon of hope for those who believe. The politics has ruined her. It is true: what is holy is what is attacked. There will arise a popular church. One which will resemble the spiritual vanity of Catholicism but, which will be hollow and void. Flee from it. The true church shall endure to the end. It may not be popular after a while. Keep your faith. Know your faith. The Trinity is unnecessary. It is academic obfuscation. If God is one, why complicate the matter. Jesus is Lord. On earth, here, he is divine. He is the image of God. But it’s really unnecessary to complicate matters. Look: Simply be firm in your faith. Be strong. Hold fast. It doesn’t matter about the details. Remember God loves you. And repent.

From the Catholic Church, we learn another truth. Placing the authority of God into the mediation and authority of men will always lead to ruin. I say proudly, I love my Catholic faith. But, let all Christians this day hear the voice of Jehovah as He calls: follow me through the Kingship of the Lord Jesus and not through the pope. There is too much at stake. Even in my short time as a Catholic, I have seen the effects of murderous envy and contempt to the point of quashing an orphan on part of the hierarchy. I have seen my Church compromise with evil while being silent about true injustice. This is what you need to know: Jesus is King. Men are not apt to rule one another. Unless they are led by Holy Spirit.

You have been fed lies for the past centuries. That our God is a God who desires our suffering or suppression of spirit. God is not a god of fear but of liberty and freedom. God makes glorious our suffering. Despite this, He desires for us to thrive and prosper. Every one of us. This is the way that He is glorified. He is glorified when we are glorified on earth and blessed. Resultant from our sin, we do not choose the blessings He has prepared for us. But to think that He wills our suppression of spirit in the name of poverty, chastity and obedience is foolhardy. Many sins and abuses of power are committed in the name of obedience. True, this world is not in the authority of Jehovah. You will know the blessing that comes from God at first glance by its fruit. I say again, with the authority of God, Jehovah or the Trinity – however you desire to call Him – Jehovah desires the entire world to be blessed beyond belief. It is our sin – or the sin that is thrust into us – which forces us to not choose His blessings.

Perhaps I have given you the impression that the message that I bring from Jehovah our God is one of intellectual importance or even in some manner of human wisdom. I promise you that you are all in for a mighty surprise when the truth comes out. So, it is Scriptural and no surprise that parenting is important. Despite its importance, it seems to be a truth our culture has forgotten. You declare this is not new teaching while you massacre billions of children in the womb. So, you know? This makes you culpable. Jehovah instructs you this day: Stop having sex with your children. This is a reason for all kinds of disabilities and illness. You need know that it is not watering down the Scripture or invalidating sin by saying that culpability is mitigated by trauma. This is simply common sense. A child has no choice regarding its upbringing. It has the responsibility to choose the good in its adult years. But without that foundation, it becomes a great challenge in life. Truly, we do not all begin from the same starting point. Bear with your brothers and sisters. This is the reason a good foundation and Christian upbringing is essential. It is an elemental truth that when a human being is wounded, an effect of this wound follows. The same of physical wounds can be said for psychological wounds. Consciousness is formed as conscience is formed. There is no other side of the story when a parent abuses a child from infancy. That child’s behavior shall be a mirror and stumbled by the parent’s behavior. Sin does not have the same culpability or effect in this case. The parent’s abuse will be infinitely more serious than the child’s behavior, however severe. You are being lied to.

During the injury that I sustained, whether it was a vision or a reality, God knows, it feels truer than any reality I can experience on this earth, I spent time in the Kingdom of Heaven. It was here that Jehovah Himself commissioned me to bring about a period of restoration in this world. I was offered a personal audience with the Father Himself, an honor rarely granted even to the celestial angels. I was intended to overcome death, through purgatory at this time (yes, purgatory) so that my soul could be liberated and my emotions freed. I could not because of the overwhelming effects of sin in my heart resulting from what happened to me. Had I have, I would have been a king on the earth. Because I did not, Jehovah worked with me to deliberate another course to bless the world. One which would have had as much effect and influence on the world. Jehovah intended for me to die in 2012, at which time, there would have been a miracle in the world. Again, I struggled to trust. However, again, God asked me to write a book about the traumas I had endured, after which I would have died. I could not trust, because I have not experienced physical and human love to demonstrate to me Jehovah’s love. This is still the case. I am to die. Satan will continue to seek my life until I am dead. This is not about my sin. If you are truly honest, you know that you have got sin as well. Just as serious. This is about protecting the weak and the vulnerable. This is about defending the powerless. God will show you. DID is not a character flaw. It is a result of incredible and unfair suffering. Being satanically ritually abused is not a character flaw or decision of the child. It is always a decision of parents. I cannot believe you have listened to their perspective for so long. They are using my sin as a leverage for silencing me. They are using my pain and triggers as a method of getting me to react. This is precisely the definition of a bully. This is about compassion. Not my reactions. This is about truth. Not my reactions. When you know a truth, how can you be silent? I am trying to tell you that you cannot silence my truth. Truth comes out at my death whether you silence everyone or not. And when it does, it makes every vindication, proving you all liars and murderers.

The word of Jehovah again came to me. He said that children, the vulnerable, the weak and the small are nearest to His love. Simply read the Bible and you will find this conclusion to be unavoidable. You have forgotten this truth, Church, World. You need to know these are the most valuable to God. What we do in this life matters. Here: our PhD’s and projects and lifetime’s works are incredibly valuable. Still, what we need learn is that it is precisely in those who are unable to do any kind of work for Jehovah that value for Him is found. Let us seek to find this treasure of great price. It means that when you are old, frail and useless, by almost every one of this world’s standards, our value increases. If you see it as such, if by the world’s standards, we are useless, our time is over. We can no longer do things to win God’s favor. This is the time when our spirituality comes alive. If you cannot see how this is a glorious win for Jehovah, I don’t know what to tell you. Friends, search your hearts. Answer me a question: To the children who are massacred in abortion, who are sacrificed at the altars of moloch and baal, to the elderly man with MS, who is a prisoner in his body, how can these fight for their salvation? In your heart, tell me, what is these one’s fate? If you say anything but the paradise, forgive me for what I would inevitably call you in response. Friends, it is the children who see the face of God. This man with MS, cast aside into a home and perhaps mistreated by everyone because he is a ‘burden’, he will have a crown over you. He will be in paradise decades before you. It is difficult to imagine. That a helpless child is the one who God favors. It will take some faith. No doubt. See things through the spirit of the living God. I’m telling you. I have been to the Kingdom of Heaven. They are all children! The angels, everyone. What does this mean? For our Church? For our Culture? It means that we need do a greater job of defending the rights of these ones. It means we need, first, to cease hurting them. What does this mean? Hear, then, the word of Jehovah: Learn the art of service. As a father cares for their child, with best intentions in heart, let our PhD’s, doctorates and earthly works be in service of these. The least of all. Perhaps this means taking a step aside, sacrificing glory to these who are innocent. I see the reason you would like to believe I have not changed in my heart. It is because of my politics. If I am a sinner, what I am saying is fluff and because of the ‘anomaly’ of my past. If I have had a change of heart, what I am saying becomes a derailing truth of everything the authority has been saying for literally centuries. I see. I wonder if you would have regarding Paul with such suspicion after his conversion. For a time. I am sure it wouldn’t have been indefinite. This perpetual suspicion alone is enough to make me a saint. Not that I am a saint. Look: there is really no other way. If you do not support the child, you are on satan’s side. By supporting life, you are choosing God. I don’t like to offer ultimatums. Neither does God. But this is where the in gets drawn. If ever there was to be an ultimatum drawn, let it be now. We are indeed in the last days. Yes, truth will come on God’s time. Neither mine. Neither yours. However, if what I am claiming is true, He has been speaking to me and has ceased speaking to you.

You need know that the destructive nature of what has occurred over the past hundred years. This integration of people of other gods within our cultures has a sinister purpose. Listen to the voice of Jehovah. Ex. 20 3, 2 Co 6:14. As well, do not be unequally yoked with believers of other gods. Ecumenism is great. But it cannot be done at the expense of truth and at the compromise of idolatry. There is one God. His name is Jehovah. It is only reasonable that nations possess borders and the right to enforce those borders. To do otherwise, would be to violate the good interest of these nation’s citizens. The Church, in its attempts to make itself more relevant to the world, has taught on matters it should not be involved in. Leave the governance of nations to the nations. By compassion, we are committing suicide. You need to know that much – nearly everything – of what we know and have been told over the past years have been lies. The victors of war, true history, science and astronomy. It seems real to you because it is all you know. You do not know anything else. It takes only observing the behavior of American blacks to understand how easily – and how quickly – the human psyche and collective consciousness can be manipulated. Is it true they have experienced injustice? Yes. But so has everyone else. Observe their hostility towards those deemed as oppressors. Those who have probably never had a racist thought in their life. You need to know that all of this has an end. It will be in the enthronement of a satanic empire. They’ll do all they can to oppose truth. Including erasing history, rewriting history and demonizing truth until it becomes abhorrent for the general public even to think on. You need to know there are those fighting for truth and God now. These are not the popular ones. You are persecuting the wrong people. Those you are demonizing had the best of the world at heart this whole time.

Jehovah spoke to me again saying, “the religious teachers and priests of my Church have abandoned me. This is why I myself have turned my back on them. I no longer speak through them, and my holy spirit does not rest upon them. They have forsaken me for worldly prominence and comfort. They are outspoken on matters, which will secure them bribes yet silent on the matters of the widows and the orphans. In fact, my spirit has been far from them since they sought to be like the world. Their corruption has reached to the heavens. My spirit no longer rests in their Church. Instead, I have chosen you, Jonathan, to speak my truth.”

I said in response, “How can this be possible? That your spirit has left your Church? Could you truly abandon the faithful in their worship? And am I truly the only one to speak your truth to this world?”

Jehovah responded, “I have never left my faithful. I will be with my flock until the consummation of this age. See and hear. My priests and prophets prophesy and teach lies. Their teaching is poison. Like poison, it tastes sweet at first. They sacrifice their children, tear them to pieces and burn them. A thing that I would never instruct them, or which would even cross my mind. They are on the verge of suicide by mixing with the gods of the world. They betray the faithful for their bribes. It will not be you alone, Jonathan. There are others. Even now, they worship me in purity and truth. I see the way they use the distress and the pain of my little sheep who trust in me to stumble them. To silence them. They will be made aware very publicly of their shame and error.”

I said to Jehovah, “What shall I say to them that they would believe me?”

Jehovah responded, saying, “They will be shocked, to the spine, when I reveal their own sin and shame. I shall lift their skirts and uncover their hidden secrets. This is how you will know a true shepherd from the hireling: That he lays down his life for the flock. It will not be your word, which shall confront them. You have suffered for my love enough, Jonathan. It is not you who are confronting them. It is me. Their God and Father whom they have rejected. Therefore, by resisting you, they shall resist me. This awareness shall come upon them in a single instant. Like a crashing wave, it shall devour them.”

Sin is not as rigid as you believe. This is not watering it down. This is not an advocacy of sin. You need know that suffering, particularly, suffering in developmental periods stumbles people to lifestyles of sin. When we suffer in childhood, our consciences are malleable. As baptism creates a saint, this sort of mistreatment of children causes sinners. This is unjust as children do not possess the capacity to direct their course in life of their own accord. You need know that sin is serious. But when you understand the fact that a lot of people never had the choice of the direction of their lives, in the way that Jehovah intended them to have this choice, perhaps compassion shall dawn. Emotions are integral towards an understanding of faith. This may sound like a new teaching. What I said at the outset, I say again. In a while, this shall be illumined and your eyes opened to truth of Scripture. Guard your emotions. Process through your emotions. Jehovah is an emotional Being. This is the reason satan desires to upset the emotions of people. It’s the reason emotions are so shamed amongst the world. Even you, parents. We need know that it is acceptable to feel. The reason there are so many problems in this world now is because people have been shamed into bottling up their emotions. I say this now, very clearly: Emotions are what make you human. They are what make you like Jehovah. Do not supress these. The next time someone tells you to man up, you will know they are gaslighting you. Feel your emotions. This is the path to true strength. In like manner, guard your child’s emotions. Instruct them in truth. Even if all they have is a Bible, they shall grow as an oak tree. The entertainment industry and the world want to shape your child’s conscience through their emotions. Guard them.

As we cannot tolerate bullying and toxic abuse personally, Jehovah, this day desires the Church to know that culturally, the same is true. Stand up for yourself, white man. You are not a villain. You need to know the battle is not worldly. Know your worth. You have been purchased at a very high price. Stand up for that purchase.

It is not peaceful to commit suicide. Yes, sure. You are at peace with the man who is cutting off your head. Peace takes two parties to work. Stop committing suicide, Church. You have value. Our good God never wanted this. He never wanted you to sever members from your body to make peace with people who mean to destroy you. This is not a call to arms. It is not a call to battle. Perhaps, it is a wake-up call. You will need to stand firm in something at some point. This is the voice of Jehovah telling you clearly, “You need not roll over and accept generations worth of abuse to please me. Stand up for yourselves. Stand up for me.” Every shaming thing that has been told you over the past years has been poppycock, Christian. White man, you are responsible for the renaissance. You are responsible for the airplane and car. You are the chrysalis of Christianity in these days. Again, not only the white man. The Christian. The people of Jehovah.

It is not a new revelation that I am bringing. It is because of a failure of the shepherds that I am writing this book. It is entirely owing to their corruption and moral filth that I, Jehovah have commanded you to write this. When my truth comes out, there will be a miracle for the world. This will be an act of God that will accomplish this. It will not be war or crusade. Jehovah is about to draw a line in the sand. This era of peace shall be established without a sword raised on part of the people of God. So that you will know and understand His greatness… His grandness. That you are but worms before Him. This will be established by a dreadful yet majestic and glorious humiliation of every servant of satan in this world. Repent, you workers of iniquity. Your times for having sick fun is well done and over. You are about to lick the dust off of the toes of the righteous and become their servants. Do you believe that the least will be exalted only in Heaven? A surprise awaits you. Very soon, those who were tsars and comrades on the front line, stuffing their shirt jackets in cash, shall be the servants of these very ones you ridiculed.

Friends, I entreat you, who live and who serve the true living God, love one another. Be wise. Forgiveness is not foolishness. This I address particularly to you, the little children and those who caretake them. What understanding can they have? These ones whom you have treated as cattle for the slaughter? They can’t know. They can’t know until we tell them. Instill in the consciences of these ones, value for themselves and great love and reverence for the God who made them. This is a new commandment. It comes from a prophet, following the inspiration of the Bible. What makes you flee common sense? It is that same thing which makes you somehow believe this is a new teaching. Form your children for God. It is the commandment you have forgotten. The commandment your teachers have failed to instruct you in. Hear this: All children are to receive this foundation. Teach these little beloved ones that they need not submit to anyone’s abuse. Be selective about your circle. I address this as much to the Christian community as I do to the Christian nations. Live closely amongst each other. Do not mix. For the people of God cannot coexist with the people of satan. Remember grace. It is in this, which rests your salvation. You must remember the example of the child. He does not great works. Yet, in Kingdom, there is none as great. Become like him. Become dependent upon the grace and love of God. Above all, keep faith. Strengthen your faith, always growing in your relationship with He who loves you. Persevere. Persevere to the end. Just remember. Keep fighting. No matter how difficult everything gets, regardless of what happens, just keep fighting. You will be rewarded. Trust your God who has the desire and the capacity to create for us even bodies, which were broken in this life. Remember that your God loves you so much. I would like to address the shepherds. You need to know that God does not detest you. There is still time. Repent. Cast away the bribing hand. Reject what is not in your flock’s good interest. God loves you still.

Again, Jehovah came to me, saying, “Turn away from your corruption. Lead my flock in steadiness and truth. Do not deviate from it. If you would turn from your sin, you can experience the fullness of my blessing. I, Jehovah of Armies, say to my children, I am calling you back to me. I will reassemble the exiles and draw the sinners into my shelter. I say to the faithful, gird yourselves. A most glorious vindication awaits you. I will personally wipe from your eyes every tear. Be bold and strong. Justice comes. It is waiting. I, Jehovah of Armies, say to my priests and prophets who are prophesying and teaching lies, be satisfied with service of me. Do you not remember the way things were? We were like a bridegroom and his betrothed. Leave your understanding. Rebuild your foundation and start afresh. I am calling you to my ministry once again. It is I, Jehovah, who desire this earth to be reestablished, to be cleansed from sin, to experience the quenching taste of justice and salvation.”

Jehovah of Armies once called you, Church, a thriving olive tree, bountiful with fresh fruit. He calls you to reclaim your splendor. The armies of satan will fight against you. We know their victory is short lived. Jehovah desires you to know that this victory belongs to Him. The world shall be restored to true worship once again before the final judgement. From restoration of pure worship, naturally follows the restoration of public and civil matters. Even politics. May Jesus Christ and the Almighty Father and King, Jehovah, who sent him offer you peace, blessing and joy in these final days. To the faithful, I encourage you to keep building your faith. Be steadfast, strong and courageous. Do not be in dread because of the enemies. Stand firm in your faith. Know that your prize is right around the corner. For those who do not possess faith, know that your God desires to know you this day. Keep strong faith, dear brothers, cherished sisters. Know that the victory belongs to your God. Your faiths will be rewarded. Remember: Faith is the belief that the impossible is possible. Let us know: faith is the belief and the determined application of that belief. Do no abandon yourselves to thinking because something happens, it was God’s will. Try! Fight for your faith. You are conquerors. You just need to persevere a little while longer. This life, this entire world is fallen. But this does not mean that it is beyond hope. Let us fight for life while we are here. This is the reason we are called to stand testimony in this world. We have been given a great responsibility. To stand for truth and uphold the integrity of Jehovah amidst all of the assaults that come. Be defenders of the weak. Uphold the truth. Be firm. Find your fortification within the love of your Father. Do not despair that in this life, you are troubled with great misfortune. Rejoice! Great is your reward in the Kingdom of God. For those who cause trouble for these ones, be warned. Your punishment shall be a thousand times hotter and more severe than the coldness with which you have treated the poor, the small. Repent. Or don’t. It is entirely your choice. Blessed are you who are persecuted. For those persecuting, there is still time. But not much.

I shall cease arguing with you. I know I am correct and that Jehovah is on my side. The reason you resist truth, despite its persistence, is because to admit it, would be to say that you were wrong, that Jehovah has chosen someone other than you. This seems a petty reason to postpone a worldwide blessing. Truth confounds you and vindicates me completely. Truth about what happened to me in my infancy is concealed. Jehovah has promised me that this truth shall be revealed at the time of my death. There will be a great blessing for the world at this time; an undoing of oppression worldwide and a restoration of all to a state free from Original Sin. The reason my truth has not be revealed is because of what this means for the world. You need know that the reason this blessing has not come upon the world is because your leaders and elites are hindering it and silencing me. It is Jehovah’s will this blessing come. I will be patient until Jehovah reveals to your leaders who are loyal to Him, what He has shared with me for twenty years. You need know that your powerful prevent this blessing from coming upon you. I have done what I was sent to do. I have told my truth. Whether resulting from envy, contempt or hatred or a desire to maintain control is not the matter. What matters is that they are preventing something very good and very healing from coming upon the earth. Truth makes sense of everything. This will be what heals. Truth comes out at my death. You cannot prevent this. When it does, so do the sins of the world. Are you a forgiven Christian in a state of grace? Wait! Despite the persistence of my “Witnesses”, they are blinded by a spiritual blindness and not a physical blindness. You will see!

This is the way you will discern the children of Jehovah from the children of darkness. This is what will illumine the intentions of hearts. Listen to me very carefully: It shall be the way that we treat the child. We all have pasts. As will soon become grossly evident, all have offended the children. Even if you do not remember, you have sinned grievously against the child. Wait for the warning! What matters is what we do now. Love your children. Do not hurt them. This is the new and great commandment of Jehovah your God. Does it sound new? Does it sound like blasphemy? You have been reading your Bible completely wrong if you miss this. God will show you. Very clearly and very publicly. You need to do a better job of defending the innocent, the weak and vulnerable. Let this command from Jehovah your God be heard today among the nations. The children are closest to God. By hurting these, you hurt God Himself. Let the dividing line be drawn. This is what religion is about. Not your sacraments. Not your priests. Not your organizations. Not even your Eucharist. Be humbled by the child who will inherit glorious blessings before you who are kings. Be humbled and learn to serve. This is what Kingdom is about. The child. The vulnerable.

If my message is true, it kind of makes irrelevant everything you have been doing. Your priesthoods, your sacraments, your confessions, your vocations. I see now why you fight so hard against me. The fact that God chose me invalidates everything about your religion. Wait. Wait. Wait. Truth comes out regardless how much you try to suppress it. There is no reason to censor the will of God. I cannot even fathom why you would want to. Soon, you will discover that even I cannot stop the proclamation of my story. Wait. Wait. Wait. Does the ‘spirit’ the ‘pastors’ are listening to encourage you to accept a couple hundred million hostile armies of men into your countries? I hate to break it to you. You are not listening to the Spirit of God. I don’t know to whom you are listening. But it’s not the Spirit of God. The reason for this new book of the Bible is because your pastors have failed. They have nothing to do with God. Consider this a command from your Father and my Father: Repent, you priests and leaders. Your time for judgement has come.

This is elemental. You do not need a theology degree to understand that this is what the human heart comes down to. It doesn’t matter that you are Catholic, evangelical, muslim or buddhist. These are pathways to the truth. And they fail in a lot of respects. This is what is important to God: How we treat the small, vulnerable and weak and abused amongst us. You can be a catholic and be condemned. You can pray your rosary every day, go to Mass and confession every day. If you despise the small, your worship is in vain. This is the only way you will discern hearts in these times. I am telling you what Jesus himself said: your sacrifices and rituals are bollocks if you do not treat the little ones with respect. We all have pasts. Surely, we do. And as we will soon realize, we have all sinned gravely against these little ones. We need repent. I am telling you for the last time: Your religion is worthless if you are mistreating life. Repent, world. Your God has seen your deeds. He has had enough. He is about to rise and thwart your entire systems built upon sand and glass. Yes: this world is sold over to darkness. It is a cold world. For what are you fighting? In what do you believe? Are you fighting for the darkness of this world? Are you fighting for the truth? A true light in this world fights for the rights of life… of the weak and vulnerable. This is a father. It matters not that he has a loud voice. That he is muscular and bearded. What makes a good father is that he stands up for what is right. You have been without fathers for too long.

I really cannot understand why you resist this message. Unless you are the ones who are the goats.

Look: I am not suicidal. I don’t want to be hurt more. I am speaking because God tells me to speak. If you hurt me, it will not be my choice. You need to learn something from the narcissistic abuser. The bully will not stop abusing you because you love them. Leaders, lead your people! The white race will not survive another five years of this. You are complicit to genocide by being silent. This has been a very crafty and organized lie, the appeal to emotional pity. Decades of white people being made to feel shame for crimes they never commit. Plastering the news with postcards of little African boys and girls with enlarged stomachs and flies flying around them. You do not even see that a lot of these poor nations we are seeking to help have now far surpassed our well being as nation states. Who can blame you for listening to the lie? Christian nations are no longer in the first world. Within a year, mark my words, they shall be third world. You believe this is correct because you have your cushy palaces and chubby cigars. Keep telling the proletariat what is good for them. You’re leading them hand in hand into their graves.

This world, take it, this praise of man, it is nothing to me. You may humble me. I know that it is God Himself who justifies and defends me. You could destroy my body. You will never destroy my spirit. Jehovah Himself has approved me. He is the one who will make me a saint. You believe I need to humble. I am not proud. It is not pride if it is based in truth. I am confident because Jehovah Himself stands in my corner. I know for whom I fight. Not the Church. Nor the world. I fight for the children. I am flabbergasted. I never thought I would live to see the Church of God literally teach the doctrine of satan while fleeing so hard from the will of God. Must be nice to know you are serving satan. You are serving a lie. If it were God’s choice, I think I would be a Catholic King. In other words, not a lay man. I have been cornered into the position of laity because your leaders are threatened by my authority and have suppressed me. The reason people are so fascinated with my sin is because it distracts you from your sin. Think about it. You see things through human eyes. 

Thursday, June 25, 2026

A Traditional Catholic Studies the Bible with Jehovah's Witnesses:

In Catholicism, it kind of felt, after I was confirmed, I was in an open sea. Lost and shipwrecked. There was little instruction. Little formation. Mind you, I went to Madonna House and was blessed to find Catholic friends. I needed to search for these. I wonder about the Catholic youth who are likewise lost, perhaps questioning their faith because of the evils of this world. In my writings, I am quite hard on Catholicism. You need know how much I love and adore my faith. I never will willingly abandon it.

In this article, I would like to share with you quite proudly and adoringly, what I have learned as a Traditional Catholic in studying the Bible with Jehovah’s Witnesses and attending meetings for over two years. Let me say at the outset how much of a literal joy it has been to have become part of this beautiful family of true Christians. I sense you asking, how can you say this? I sense you asking, how can you, as a traditional catholic, practice worship outside of your chosen faith. Are you not sitting on the fence? To answer these questions, I simply say that it is not the religion truly that matters to God. What matters is the faith. Religion is intended to build our faith. I believe there is no one religion that is completely in the truth these days. Though some come closer than others, I believe a time and a leader will come who will set everything right. Who will make clear the Scriptures and the faith. There will be no question then and all Christians will need unite. I am a Traditional Catholic. God has instructed me to remain as such. As it was God who commanded me to study with the Witnesses of Jehovah and to continue attending meetings.

Well, the very first thing which I have gleaned from these beautiful, endearing and special people is that perhaps they have a point about Jehovah as being the only God. So, I speak from personal experience, having either met or having been offered a vision of the uniqueness of Jehovah as Father. About the trinity, I do not know. I believe fully that the Father would not and has not deprived of His Messiah any glory. While the trinity is a progress of prayer and of influence of holy spirit, we know that Jehovah has been unique prior to the incarnation. I will share an experience I had here after one of my studies. After a study on the uniqueness of Jehovah, I prayed asking God to show me whether He was God. I asked Him to make it clear and undeniable as coming from Him. That night, while sleeping, the cross on the rope around my neck fell off the rope. I inspected it and scrutinized it. The rope was completely intact. It was impossible by physic’s standards for this to have occurred. I have not worn a cross since. For my Catholic friends, this does not diminish the importance of Jesus. I say with boldness. Jesus is Lord. Because of who God created him to be. Jehovah is God.

Here is another area: The Witnesses are completely right about God. The trinity, to obscure His name, these things do one thing: they obfuscate the personality and character of God. Here: Jehovah is very real. He is a real person. He is a spirit. Do you forget the way He walked with Adam in the garden of Eden? Studying with the Witnesses of Jehovah has helped me to realize how very real Jehovah is. He has feelings. Just like your very best friend. We can be His very best friend. When you see Him not as some distant dictator and instead as a friend with the personality of a puppy dog, the docility of a chipmunk and the power of a lion, we gain access to Him. Here: I am not denying the trinity. There is value in this. What matters is faith in God. But here: as Catholics, we can become trapped in our rosaries and sacraments. So much so that we forget the humanity of God. From the Witnesses of Jehovah, I also learned an intimate form of prayer and love that I did not possess prior. Merited, this intimacy exists also in Catholicism. But it is hidden. It is not easily accessible. Mental prayer is for the elite of Catholicism. Something which the normal Catholic has forgotten all about. There is more value in this intimate outpouring of one’s soul to God than in a hundred rosaries not prayed well.

Studying with the Witnesses of Jehovah has really filled me with a love and devotion for the Scriptures. See, I was raised in evangelical circles. I used to love the Bible. Then, when I became Catholic, my view on the Bible was changed. I forgot about it. Amidst the rosaries and Masses and confession and penances, I actually allowed myself to stop reading the Bible almost entirely for years on end. Studying the Bible with the Jehovah’s Witnesses has filled my heart with a love and joy for reading the Bible. It is simply a part of my daily routine at this point. In a time where many of Catholic seminarians studying to become priest are not even encouraged to read the Word of God, let us as Catholics remember the importance of Scripture. Here: The Bible is essentially the anchor. Without it, the heart of any faith or person who seeks to know God will falter. I venture to say that this deviation is the source of all the ills in our once glorious Church. The Bible, too, contains practical guidance for the way we should live our lives. This is not only God’s Word. It is also a manual for conduct and morality for how to live our lives. Scripture matters because it is God’s very Word offered to humanity. God does not speak to people any longer. Of this we try to convince ourselves at least. The Word of God, then, is the safest and most reliable conduit of discerning the will of God.

I can safely say, with all of my life experience, I have never been treated with such respect and dignity as I have when among the Witnesses of Jehovah. They are a family. This is truly beautiful. Being a Christian is not being tolerant of people who are hostile to us. Common sense and reason dictates that once we recognize somebody’s or some group’s toxic behavior towards us, we flee. This seems to be a bit of sense the Catholics have missed. Mind you, Jehovah’s Witnesses also believe in open borders. I truly believe this is ignorance and/or pressure under duress. The Jehovah’s Witnesses possess within their organization the most entirely Christian and holy community I have ever seen. There literally are no other people on earth who come to the assistance of one another in need as they do. When I first began studying, I was surprised to hear about a sister who was moving away from the congregation. My Bible teacher and I drove past her home when she was moving and the entire congregation was over at her house to help her move away and to say goodbye. These people have discovered the true essence of Christianity in helping the congregation. Amidst these foreign aid policies and USAID and unicef that Catholicism has become enmeshed in, we seem to have forgotten this simple Christian fact. The world outside will come and go. Beggars will come and go. What never changes is the heart of the Church. We can reach these beggars and others by evangelizing them. This is true nourishment: sharing with them the Gospel truth. Not a candy bar. Something which is short-lived and brief. In addition to support, the encouragement that I receive every single time that I go to meetings is unparalleled. This fellowship exists in other places but not to the degree it exists here. They are very much like a monastery. An oasis within the world.

The Jehovah’s Witnesses taught me, a Traditional Catholic, how to live my life. See, as a Catholic convert, I never received much instruction in terms of conscience formation. The Bible, though, offers clear lessons and principles for how to live your life. Let me also say, the website JW.org is just a treasure-trove of beautiful and wholesome material, much of it, even safe for the most traditional of Catholic. Through my study, I learned that the closer I draw to Jehovah, the closer He will come near me. The way we live our lives matters. It truly does. This is what gave Joseph the will to resist Potiphar’s wife. He knew it was wrong to commit adultery. He knew this not because of confession or Eucharist but because his conscience had been formed well by intimacy with Jehovah. The Bible teaches us how to form good spiritual habits, how to make a decision, how to be clean – both physically and spiritually, how to choose friends and how to choose entertainment. There is a lot of resistance to the Witnesses because of disfellowship. Some see it as cold, like a cult. It is obvious that this is the way they maintain their cleanliness as an organization and as individuals. What these sources fail to mention is that the moment, the cause for the disfellowship is recognized and repented, they are welcomed back as quickly as if they had never sinned at all. If God judged us solely upon the way we live our lives – our conduct – surely Jehovah’s Witnesses would be first in line.

The Witnesses’ perspective on blood is also a game changer. I will say: I had no idea. I simply believed blood donation was a necessary part of medicine. While I wondered in my heart why I struggled so greatly the first time I donated blood. I remember that I nearly threw up. With prophetic wisdom, I say there are additional reasons to avoid offering blood. Even more than the ones they possess. The life force of the creature is in its blood. It’s not difficult for me to see how what is commanded in the Hebrew Testament has not been abandoned in the New Covenant. Yes, there is mercy. This is a principle. This is a law not simply applicable to NT or OT times but for all times.

Guys, you know me. In terms of politics and war, I am beginning to think the Witnesses are very right. Here’s the thing: we really cannot influence the course of this state of things. What happens is what Jehovah permits because of the rule of satan. For me this is difficult because I want to cling to my belief that as Christians, we can influence the outcome of things in this world. This is true. As is evident with the crusades where Christians completely altered the course of history for good. Here: I am starting to think that it is holier simply to permit things in their course. The solution to all problems is not in our possession after all. I am reminded, years ago, when I began my ministry, I was unbothered by politics. It was during these times when I created beautiful literature and answered amazing spiritual questions nobody else could answer. Whenever someone asked me about my politics, I simply smiled and nodded. It was because of your surveillance that made my silence futile. In 2016, I started watching videos about the campaign of a particularly unpopular politician who was elected despite overwhelming odds. Seemed at that time, I was forced to shift focus to a perpetual defence of my character and against how I had reacted. At that time, I simply discerned it was pointless to keep my politics to myself since no matter how hard I tried to keep silent, your surveillance would reveal something you disliked sooner or later anyways. I hope you will come to recognize just how much I have sacrificed in my life to be your prophet. I have zero privacy even in regards to my finances and health. God knows the amount of injustices I have for the sake of the holy Name. This is all in face of the fact that Jehovah intended for me to be a king by this point. All this to say, I cannot be silent. Praying that when you realize this, you will help me. Anyways, I am beginning to see just how on point the Witnesses of Jehovah are. Let’s face it: politics have made a mess of every other religion. Every single one. Even Catholicism. You would need be blind to say that the hierarchy is in a good place. Everything in our faith is influenced – for good, and much more often – for the bad – by politics. Even the election of vocations, something which every catholic believes is a direction of holy spirit, is influenced rather by politics. Yes, brothers, sisters, many popes have been elected, contrary to the holy spirit. This is part of the reason I do not hold any bitterness that I was denied vocation. I know it was not the will of the holy spirit. I know if God had his choice, I would already be a king.

As a Traditional Catholic, my eyes have been opened in studying the Bible with Jehovah’s Witnesses, about the issue of false religion. As a catholic, clearly, I have some reservations about this. And, for every argument that is brought up in the Bible study there are counter arguments, which defend Catholicism. Studying the Bible helped me to be able to recognize the levels of spiritual pride present in Catholicism. There is no wonder as it traces its roots to the early Church. But perhaps the Witnesses have something to say. Perhaps we should listen to them. After all, it was the religious of the day that crucified Jesus. From their envy and pride. Look: I have seen in the Spirit the future of the popular Church. This is a Church that drifts far from Truth, which abandons the Bible and which conforms to the world. Regardless, this Church, which will take the appearance of Catholicism, will be a mockery and a fraud. Be mindful of your faith. This is why we need remember the Bible in all things. Even I, a prophet and one with new revelation (as if it were Godly to limit God because of our beliefs), submit to the Bible as this is how things need be. Until God shows you. Remember, spiritual pride does not bring you nearer to God. The truth does.

Finally, in studying the Bible with the Jehovah’s Witnesses, I learned what it means to be a true Christian. True Christianity is in evangelization. Nothing else to such a degree. We can take an incredible lesson from these beautiful, holy and precious people in evangelization. Their zeal is remarkable. It, in part, originates from their belief the end is coming soon. Do not be fooled by their false predictions. They are right. Except they are unable to see that Jehovah desires things to improve first. Personally, I find it amazing how when you experience persecution, instead of dwelling on these issues inwardly, by evangelizing precisely to the people who persecute you, we are offered an incredible solace. There is also a childlike innocence within the Witness circles that you cannot find in Catholicism. Catholicism has become an intellectual religion. It is almost as though, in its insecurity, it has developed thesis and counter arguments about every single detail of life. This is a very basic spiritual truth: Knowledge puffs up. Faith humbles. This makes the Jehovah's Witnesses very beautiful in their simple love and grounding in the Bible. There is no room for puffery and pretentious arguments and cocksure theories. The Bible keeps them grounded in a reality, which is narrow mind you, but it is a tangible reality nonetheless. Rather than a heady cloud of human knowledge and dissertations. There is nothing wrong with intellectualism. If it does not serve God, it is worthless.

God has asked me to remain in and advance within the Catholic Church. I have no intention of converting, though I have been very tempted. I will follow the will of our good God. Here: Studying the Bible with Jehovah’s Witnesses has helped me to develop a real relationship with our personal God. It has increased my faith in leaps and bounds beyond the growth it had received in my entire faith as a Catholic. Studying the Bible has made me not only a better Catholic, it has made me a better human being. I have found a beautiful family. I shall go to meetings until they tell me I will need stop. Next time, when you hear about the Witnesses, have an open heart. Bible study can change a life. I am very serious when I say that I learned more about God and the Bible in two years studying with them than I did in fourteen years as a Christian on my own. I praise God for these beautiful and truly holy people.