Truth = Justice:

Friends, yet again, it was never Jehovah’s desire for me to forgive in this way. After a time, yes. But Jehovah desired for me to have justice. Again, you miss one thing for my kingdom to be a reality. You miss truth. You are ignoring how long this endured and many other factors, which contribute to the severity of what happened to me. You miss more than this. You also miss, perhaps maliciously, to recognize the fact that injuries can hurt people. You, in your tough guy Carl Weathers bravado, refuse to allow people the space to grieve. God forbid, a suffering king should come along. You won’t have that, will you? Because you are not suffering. You’re better than that. Wait. Suffering king? It sounds familiar doesn’t it? I can’t think from whence I recognize this concept. Of a suffering king. Please… please, tell me if you figure it out before me. Look: Jehovah wanted me to tell my truth for a number of reasons. 1: To give me the chance to heal. While this truth is obscured, I cannot heal. 2: my abusers needed to be confronted with their behavior so that they could be given a chance at repentance. 3: For what it means for the world. Had I have told when I was a toddler, what do you think would have happened? Retards. Sorry… I needed to let loose there. Would they have accosted me and projected on me. Saying stuff like “sure I raped you… but you spat milk in my face… you must have deserved it!” They would have been tried, sentenced and booked. You know it’s true. It’s the reason I was meant to die after Iceland. God, you see, was trying to protect me. He kind of knew the business of this world. He knew what your leaders would do. He knew my weakness. Because truth had not come out, I am stuck with these emotions. Jehovah wanted to use my story as a stepping stone for introducing justice to this world. His justice. Carried out by humans. Are you unable to discern this? Wise ones. Again, God knew the risks when He asked me to endure it. You are simply being bullies by suggesting that I need to prove myself, my faith or toughen up. You need ask yourself, who is this penance for? Is it for me? For my salvation? Or is it for anyone else? If it’s for anyone else, this is not penance. It’s kind of vengeance. Spiritual, intellectual, emotional and physical vengeance. No? Jehovah wanted me to die happy. Are your leaders instructing you otherwise? Your leaders are bullies. They see an easy catch with the wisdom I wrote about years ago and did not save. They want it. They are prepared to kill me for it. Laity, you are sheep. It’s not a bad thing. If you want my honest perspective, it’s the most beautiful thing in the world. Dependence. Just be mindful of who you are dependant upon. I warn you. Develop a relationship with your God. This will endure. Dependence upon your leaders will fail. 50% of the time. 50% is a big wager to make on your salvation. I encourage you to follow Christ where he follows Jehovah. God will show you. If it is His will I suffer for you, it will not be a punishment. It will be so the world can have an Era of Peace. Yes, even an era of Mary. They can say they are trying to toughen me up, ask me to prove my faith all they want. It’s because they cannot tolerate a weak leader. It’s because they are blind spiritually. Would I had died after Iceland, I would have been raised to life within a decade following. It’s their human nature. They cannot really help it. They smell blood. Really, it’s about their sin. Their corruption. That’s it. If I need to, God will give me the grace to endure it. But know, it has nothing to do with me.

Woulda', shoulda', coulda':

Friends, again, had I told truth when I was a youngster, I would have been anointed king of this entire world. Your contempt, envy and collective bitterness does not mean that it is Jehovah’s will I be crucified. You’re not looking at this through sober eyes. What I suffered in childhood was the suffering that was intended to repare the world. Again, if it needs happen, I am already ready. I am prepared for the children. Just remember, when truth comes out, you all look like little fools. This is not about me. It’s about you. You, even the priests, even the pope, have mortal sin in your closets. Get ready to have your dirty laundry aired. If I am confident, it is not I who garners this confidence. Look: If people do not like my message, I don’t know what to tell you. If God speaks to me, you take up your queebles with Him. Good luck! This is not about whether I am liked or not. It’s about whether Jehovah speaks to me. If He does, you are morons. Here: If Jehovah desired my entire life to reward me for the suffering I endured in my childhood, despite my sins, are you fighting against Him? There must be something about my suffering that sanctifies it? Perhaps it means a thing or two for the world? Perhaps it makes me very special. Earnestly. Special. Perhaps it was because I was commissioned in Kingdom of Heaven even before my birth. No, you are envious and seek to justify your life’s work toward God. For, if He chooses me, it means a sinner was chosen before you. Listen: I chose sanctity before my birth. Jehovah knew the risk in what He asked me to endure. It’s why He chooses me still. Your envy is not between me and you. It’s between you… and God. You, and Jehovah. Your contempt resulting from that envy? It’s not between me and you. It’s between you and God. Your bitterness… Look, I am truly sorry for the way that I have hurt people. God will show you how what happened to me affected me. If you cannot have mercy then, you may be worried about the wrong person’s salvation. If you are bitter at me for committing such serious crimes, I say one thing: just wait until all of your mortal, unconfessed sins start unfurling. O holy ones. O ones without sins! Is it a empty threat? God will show you… you seek justice. Yet you are not getting the full picture. For even with the weight of my sin, what I endured was more impactful and more injurious. If a male child was horrified as a baby to be scared of women, a contract placed on him that he would never experience passion, what would the true Christian do? Look: if I stare at women, it’s because I desire to have my needs filled but because of fear, do not know how to go about filling these needs. Do they know this? And still they do not help me? Shame on you. So, it’s because you are manlier than I. It truly has become a penilemeasuring competition. Because you have no fear? Fear is womanly you say? Cold, sons of bitches. Anyone of you could have been a child sacrificed on the altar. Sorry to tell you, you too have this fear. You too have this anger. You just do a better job of repressing it. Look: Men… men… don’t be retarded. It’s the reason you all have sex with your children… it’s the reason you all struggle with agitation amongst those closest to you. The question is: Are you man enough to face your feelings? Will you do it for your children? Your son and daughter who are becoming crippled because of what you do to them behind closed doors? Do it for the children. Deal with your feelings. Again, it is not healthy to stuff them. Feelings are human. They are not simply a thing to ignore. They are symptoms of what we have endured in our lives. The amazing thing? Once we accept Christ. Truly accept His love, it won’t even matter. We will have joy. We will have peace. As in my case, we see, it’s not always that simple. There is a big world out there. Remember, Jehovah cares for every soul. At the times of their births, He cared about you all precisely the same. Feel your feelings. Still, I wonder… does it matter? I think it does. For we still have, amongst us a generation of Christians even who are having sex with their children. Why? That’s not normal, is it? Friends, heal your emotions. Even Christians can be influenced by the weight upon their bodies. Look guys, you are angry with me for my change of tone. You are upset with me because all of a sudden, I have developed a backbone. I would not be a responsible teacher were I to tell you things are going to be great. Especially if you do not repent. Look: again… this is the voice of God calling out, you need to stop having sex with your children. Listen to me. Even if they are somehow happy with it, you need to know, on a subconscious level, it is incredibly stumbling and confusing for them. You need do more than simply raise awareness about what is happening with the children. You need defend them. You need protect them. I understand what I am asking. It’s tough. Earnestly. For within every one of us, exists a drive to quelch the light. Because of how we have been hurt. Here is a start: In spite of what your children say, stop having sex with them. You need know it is crippling them. You say Jehovah does not protect anyone. I wonder at you. A true Christian protects the children. You cannot be a Christian and not defend children. It’s elementary. This subconscious thing, what does it mean for us Christians? It kind of suggests there is indeed a soul, doesn’t it? Levels of awareness suggest the presence of a deeper awareness. While it is not absolute evidence, it certainly does lean in that direction, doesn’t it? Here: I am realizing how much of this depends on human soul. Jehovah sees our children in a way different than we see. It is the Bible that says so. Not me. It is their dependence that makes children so special. Children rely instinctively upon God. Unlike adults who have carved their own way, so to speak. Within children, is every possibility. It is this potential that sets them apart. Again, you are simply measuring your manhood by making something out of your works. Seems a little infantile to measure against a child, wouldn’t you say so? Of course you win. The child is not fully developed! What’s to win? Look: It takes humility. When I was at the religious community, a brother made a comment. He said that when you are a male guest there, you are like a child. Everyone loves you, everyone applauds you. Then, when you join in training, you are given more responsibility. You are formed. The dross is burnt out of you. When you finally become a member, you take on the role of a father. You do not receive much recognition. You are not given preferential treatment or lauded for little victories. What you do is kind of expected. There is a humble service there. It sounds mildly sad. It is a sacrifice. It is not sad. It is the greatest blessing in the world. To become a father to others. We need reclaim this service and sacrifice for our culture. For our children. Friends, the more responsibility you have, the more work you are able to do, what is all this? If you are killing the children? Friends, let your works be for the honor of those who are less than you. Let your works be for the health of these ones. We need rediscover this service and sacrifice. Without it, our culture is kapoot. I don’t mean to be hard on you. God knows, I understand. The Catholics. The poor Catholics. Led by your pope to commit sin… A time will come. A time will come when you will need choose between your pope and your God. Friends, if it is God’s will for me to suffer, you need to know the reason. All I needed to do was tell my truth when I was child. I would have been a king. All I needed do was tell my truth after that injury. Every blessing of the holy spirit over the past twenty years would have been mine. All I needed do was surrender following my trip to Iceland. I would have passed away in peace and been hailed a legend. Do I deserve this? No. But I deserve it more than you. I suffered what I suffered in childhood because of what Jehovah asked me to suffer. You do not seem to understand the potential. I had, in my life the potential to choose to be a very powerful political leader who restored all. I had the potential to be transgendered. Another illustration of how sexuality and identity are linked. I had the potential to be a famous MMA fighter. Yes. For the glory of God. I had the potential to be a famous baseball player. I had the potential to be homosexual and successful. I wonder at some of the art that is coming out these days. Books written by others that I wrote in my spirit when I was eleven years old. Songs popular these days, one in particular, I wrote in my spirit when I was twelve at an inn in Florida. I had the potential to be a radio personality. I had the potential to rule this world. Shoulda’, woulda’, coulda’, right? Here: This all was promised to me before my sins began coming out. Even after my trip to Iceland. Why? Aren’t I a terrible sinner? Unless this all says something very particular about what I endured for God. Who I am to God. They know who I am. It disrupts their plan for the world. Because I bring a message of hope. This is the reason I may have to suffer such. It is not a result of my sin. Whose sin merits that? It is because of the sin and corruption of the uppers. It’s so that, when my truth comes out, with every implication behind that, you will not be sorrowful. I do not want to do this. I don’t really have a choice. Your ‘uppers’ will seek it until I am gone. Your corruption is between you and God. And He will rebuke you in every possible way. Remember, it is because of your leaders the restoration and blessing has not come. If I need do this, it’s so that this world can have a blessing. I am ready for that. You need ask yourself, are your leaders leading you towards blessing? You need ask yourself, is this just? Truly just. Considering every perspective? I will need help, laity. I cannot rely on these.

An Enemy has Done This:

Guys, ten years ago, you viewed me as a prophet. Nothing has changed in my spirit. The only difference now is that you have leverage against me because of my sin. So, you desire to delay and cancel my message. The same Spirit that resided in me ten years ago, resides in me still. You think I am angry and this hinders the holy spirit’s message to me. I disagree. I believe it enhances the holy spirit’s accuracy. Anger is not like envy. Anger seeks justice as its ambition. Envy, on the contrary, seeks a proud end. Envy is destructive. Anger, if harnessed well, seeks creation. I would like to address you, my flock, which is the entire world, today from my car. On my knees, in humble submission to you. Listen to me as a prophet of the Most High one more time. The things you know, the things you believe, are not in line with truth. I don’t know quite how to say it. I will say it outright. You are being fed lies. The history you know is not entirely true. The science you know is not entirely true. The religion you know is not entirely true. A malignant enemy has done this. Satan has done this. But satan uses people just as God uses people. This is the thing: Satan uses your emotions against you. He uses your compassion against you. For the darkness, it is simple to skew facts. I believe this world can get better. I believe this whole system can improve drastically. If you would like to kill me for this, so be it. I will be made a martyr. It has happened in the past. Josiah. Elijah. Nineveh. What drives this contempt for you for the world, Church? I don’t blame you. I see the bitterness. I just see these with compassion as Yehovah sees them. Yes, these revivals were spiritual in nature. But if you believe these spiritual revivals did not overflow into culture and landscape of governance, you wouldn’t like what I would call you. Friends, you have got a lot of things upside down at the moment. I will not say outright what they are. It all started following WWI. This satanic agenda has its roots in communism. It has its roots in everything now. The villains we have been trained to fear for decades past were truly the ones fighting for the safety of our world. Satan has hijacked this world. I simply do not understand… I don’t want to try to understand… why your leaders… your spiritual and worldly leaders seek to walk you to your deaths. I am not criticizing them. But if they had your best interest at heart, you need ask yourself, would they convince you to slit your wrists? It’s the same thing happening here. If our leaders are not open to criticism, we do not have freedom. God created the human being free. Whether communist tsar or pope, we need have the liberty to criticize. It is here, where they are held accountable. You wonder why they have become so corrupt? So wrought with sin and leading the masses to do the same? Guys, I am not criticizing your leaders. God instructs me what I say. If you are resentful with Jehovah for speaking with me as His son Moses, you take that up with Him. It is clear to me that you are being led to suicide. There is no other explanation for it. You see clearly, with undeniable facts that the mass immigration causes untold problems for our cultures. The homelessness, the welfare, the safety, the employment, the harmony. You can call it racist to oppose. It doesn’t change the facts. Do you know why China and Russia are so prosperous? It’s because they have unity. A common goal. This is the thing: White people have been made to feel villainously guilty. This is the reason the restoration has been delayed. It’s your leadership. It is not only I who seek the restoration. God is the one who seeks it. I don’t know why entirely. And I humble myself knowing that I don’t know everything. What I do know is that the reason your restoration has been postponed is because of the corruption of your uppers. They use my sin as leverage to cancel me. You know why? My message goes against their agenda. Whether you like it or not, Church, you have some rub off or influence in politics. Whether you like it or not. Sometimes, inaction is the same as action. Like acquiescing to the vaccine. These have very real ramifications, friends. Convincing your flock to get it while experimental and potentially harmful… This is my perspective. Sometimes, a decision is worse than abstaining. Friends, I have told you the plans that Yehovah our God had for my life. I was meant to be a king on the earth. When I expire, there will be a great miracle for the earth. An undoing of people’s wounds. It is still going to happen. Because I struggle, they sense weakness and oppress me. They are bullies. They see my pride as a thing detestable. They don’t recognize that of all people, I have the most right to be proud. What I endured, I suffered for Christ and Yehovah. I need help. Because these ones are not going to give me the help I need. I find reassurance in the knowledge that even now, the Church of God only trains me. I find assurance in the knowledge that even now, while you persecute me, you do so knowing that I tell the truth. I do not remember any thing your leaders have instructed me to. Do they want me to be silent? Do they want me to be silent about politics? Do they want me to not criticize them? Since it was not I to whom you instructed this, it’s as though it did not happen. Here: this restoration happens. One way or another. And when it does, all of these lies over the past century will be flattened and illuminated. You will see in an instant, the real villains are the ones with the signs. The ones causing violence. Speech is not violence. Emigration is not violence. Your perception has been altered by generations of media and entertainment that has put into your very hearts the ridiculous notion that white person bad. Only, ever, possibly bad and evil. Well, he is not. He is just like you. He suffers just like you. Look, when I say nazis were right about things, I am not justifying the holocaust. Simply look: the movie made a good point. POW camps existed all across the world. What the powers won’t tell you is that they did exactly the same thing. It was only exaggerated. Hitler was fighting against communism. Against freemasonry. Against satanism. It’s no wonder they defamed his name so much to the point of infamy. Look, this is not a defence of Nazism. This goes greater than Nazism. This is not about the white person. This is about the Christian West. This is about good vs. evil. How can you distinguish? It’s easy! Jesus showed us the way. Something even ten, twenty, thirty, forty, fifty years ago, we had known well… And weller at an exponentially regressing rate. Violence is what is abhorable. Freedom deserves to be fought for. Children are precious in the eyes of God. And every culture… every single culture has a right to defend itself and live in harmony. Multiculturalism is a nice idea. It doesn’t always work. When you say that immigrants built the USA, it’s true! But they were European immigrants. They all held a common faith. This is about different gods. Gods do not mix. Here: when I pass away, this is going to happen. Do what you would like to me. It simply adds to the level of foolishness you will have to claim ownership to. I rest assured in knowing you are simply pretending to not understand my mission. Common sense dictates that a child’s conscience is warped by suffering. Perhaps I was racist as a child because I saw what your world order would try to do to my culture and people. Some of the people who you are villainizing now will have glorious crowns in the Kingdom. You? You shall be lapping up the crumbs beneath their feet. Here: the people of God, the true God Yehova and His Messiah, Yeshua, cannot live with the people of different gods. It simply does not work. Let this be known today, God is making a distinction between the prophets of baal and the prophets of Jehovah. Let it be known that I am His servant. His servant that He has chosen. Glorify your name, Father. Stop having sex with your children, please. It is not I who commands it.

The way a person responds to fear says more about the degrees to which he has been horrified in his life than it does about his dependence upon God. You cannot grasp what it is… satanic ritual abuse… It’s the reason our culture has so many scared adult children.

Fatima warned. Communism spread its errors. There will be a restoration. It is they who prevent it. Because my life’s message does not mix with their agenda. Help me, laity! Golly. They seek to control you. It’s not for your well being. By cooperating with the communists, they seek your destruction. Even if they do not know it. I feel privileged to be a father to you. Spiritual leaders, I am not criticizing you. For I know your stress. I know the great task appointed to you these dark days. I trust that He will show you as He has shown me. I will be patient through what I need be patient through until you realize. God be with you…

Message of Hope:

I bring you great news. I bring you great news from the heart of your Father. From the heart of Jehovah. Be ye still. Be ye firm. Know that your rescuer comes. Like a swooping eagle, he descends upon the earth. Know that now, according to the prophets is a time of great excitement. There is much joy among the angels today in heaven. They rejoice now even louder than before. For the time of fulfillment comes to fruition. The time of magnitude and culmination of creation. Truly, the entire universe has been waiting in trepidation for this moment. The world has been groaning as with growing pangs for this very moment. True, sin is greater now than even in the time of Noah! I bring you great news, my friends. Where sin lurks, grace abounds even more! The angels rejoice in heaven at every saved soul that harkens to the cry of God. The question is, amidst this sin and shame, will you harken to His cry? He awaits your answer. The one who crafted you in your mother’s womb, the one who knows intimately each sun and star and moon and galaxy in the universe is also the one who knows intimately every hair on your head. Be brave, dear friends. Be bold. Difficult times lurk at the door for the true flock. I admonish you, Christ not I, do not follow the ways of this world. For times shall come, when the popular church will deviate and teach a counterfeit message. This message that will be taught, following the popular and the modern, will stand in the face of the true message. Know that Jehovah’s true flock, His little sheep, will heed His voice. The voice of the true Shepherd. Know that He will gather you into His embrace, as a mother hen, gathers her chicks into her torso, warming them, caring for them. Protecting them. Know that regardless of how difficult things become in this world, if you stay faith and are brave and maintain your faith, you will live to see the true blessings of God. These blessings He has in store for us are truly beyond our wildest comprehension. No human imagination can fathom the depths of the riches and blessings that He has prepared for us. You, at this time, my dear flock, need to work on building a fortress within yourself. I am hard. I am strict. I try to justify it. Perhaps it’s a quality many have lacked in their formations these days. For what is love, without discipline? Know that I am prepared, even in the state I am in, to be crushed by your envious leaders for these children. Afterwards, the time for the real men to shepherd will arise. I would not be a responsible shepherd if I were to tell you that things are going to be well. You need build your faith, friends. Merited, the restoration that will come shall be a little heaven. It shall be more glorious than any era of mankind since the dawning of creation. Hold this hope. Know that even if things become difficult, after a while, after some time, you will be rewarded. Your faiths shall be rewarded. I need you to know that I am learning what it is to love. Love is worth fighting for. Friends, you are a beautiful people. Church, my beautiful Church. I do not speak to the Catholics, the Witnesses, the Baptists, I do not speak to any particular grouping. I speak to you who believe in love. I speak to you who are truly dependant upon your Heavenly Father. You will receive the encouragement and blessing and reward for your faith that you need. You may not need it. Some will. You will see Jehovah like a lion defending the innocent and righteous. You will see Him literally take His stance at your side. World, my other flock, know that help comes. You have been fed lies since the dawning of creation to keep you in line. Know that there will soon be healing. You will soon be liberated from these lies and methods of enslavement. You will soon be free. Free and in control of your own destiny. It will sting. After the sting, healing will set in like a balm from Jehovah. If Jesus can heal leprosy, He can heal any kind of sin that you have hidden in your consciousnesses. Be bold. Be strong. Be courageous. In that day, all the world will be brought to its knees. You will see your reality before God. You may approach this thought with complacency at this time. Know you will not have a choice. You will be brought low. Because for a brief moment in time, you will view the world, and everything in it, with pure love. You will see your actions, words and inactions and thoughts through the eyes of God. It will be a great pain for some. Some will die. Be bold. Be courageous. Know that Jehovah’s justice is perfect. The evil garbage, to you Jehovah says, you who are powerful in this world, let your knees tremble and let your faces aghast in horror. For what is prepared for you is worse than what has been prepared for the cities of Sodom and Gommorah. You evil, wicked monsters. Who instructed you to flee from the wrath that comes? In the day of judgement, even your baptisms will not bear weight. Jehovah sees the hidden parts of your hearts. He shall expose them. And in your humiliation, you shall tremble and bow to your true King. You sure are very powerful people. Before Jehovah, your power is laughable. I speak to no man personally. Your hearts will be your judges. But I offer you great hope. There is still time! Be humbled. Be prostrate. Be children. For with your worldly power that you wield so carelessly now you will be held to great accountability. It’s not too late. Repent! Use your power to help the children. The vulnerables. You have hope now. For Jehovah Himself has descended to the earth to tell you to repent. For the time of true judgement is set. You shall all be judged by your works. Here is the great thing! It truly does not matter what you have done in your lives. With Jehovah, now is the chance to be made completely new. Listen: Our hearts, our inner children, our spirits, guide our path and Jehovah guides our steps. We can change our path if we want to. Let us build friendship with Him today, friends. For then, nothing will be able to come against us. It is a choice that we shall all need make. Know this: regardless of the choice we make, this judgement comes. Be warned. Very soon, you will see your sins. You will see your shame. Stuff you cannot remember. Be strong. Be courageous. It will sting. As with leprosy, sin covers us. Every single one of us. Even your pope. Even in his vocation. But, remember Jesus has the capacity to not only heal our leprosy and sin. He has the capacity to restore anything that was lost because of it. Be bold, faithful. True help… True encouragement and justice comes. It waits at the door. But you need do your part. Repent. Begin by taking twenty minutes of the day. Read the Bible. Reflect on what you read. Build on that. Your King comes soon. Be bolstered. Be warned.

Penance!

Penance… Seems appropriate. You see a man committing serious sins. The best thing for him, the most appropriate thing for him is to make amends. Penance. You are bitter. I don’t blame you. The sins I commit are serious. What you cannot grasp is that they do not belong to me. I get the feeling that in the past, faithful leadership have understood my message as to say that the way we are raised influences our behavior. Even that trauma stumbles. Yes, it is true. And you would be right in saying that for a long time, this was my message. To me as well, Jehovah’s holy spirit speaks progressively. He simply speaks to me first. He will show you. Here: I have got to be a lot more compassionate on myself. It’s not that trauma stumbles or that the way parent’s raise their children influence them. For Josiah had a wicked grandfather. He escaped fully this wicked influence. Josiah has become a role model for me. But, alas! The days of Josiah and David and the patriarchs are over. Original sin has reached a climax. Josiah and David did not experience what we experience these days. What is happening these days did not happen at the time of these prophets. Satanic ritual abuse. You hear me say it. Perhaps it’s even normal to you. For I know your hearts. I know many Christians today even practise this amongst their families. It’s become so mainstream. It’s not your fault, entirely. This is the reason I was sent. Look: you have yet to grasp the severity of this childhood programming. It says much to the culpability of these little ones. It says much as to the emotional well-being of these little ones. Penance… What I endured in my childhood was penance for the entire world. You may feel very foolish when God arises in my defence. I’m telling you, you are not thinking things through well. If I have to suffer, I will. You seem to think you are going to cancel me. A thing I find absurd. Jehovah will justify everything and make sense of everything. Your leadership is broken. They are threatened by me. This is the reason they sell me to communism to do what they will. They have their back against a wall. They are being coerced into handing me over. They see the encroaching world powers that are changing and they seek to placate them. They have been infiltrated decades ago. They see in me a scapegoat. They see in my message the capacity to create change. They don’t understand what I have already endured. The others, well they simply look with their physical eyes. Penance… My entire life has been penance. You see things with your physical eyes. You see me as spoiled because I had a movie made about me. You see me as spoiled because I was well-off growing up. You are worldly people. You can’t see spiritually further than your hand. You’ve no idea what I was raised into. I tried to explain it. Nobody listened. You see wealth and popularity and even opportunity as blessing because you are worldly people. You are a worldly church. I would have sacrificed all of this material piss for peace of mind and safety. You are right in saying I have endured stress a long time. Still, you believe I merit penance. Your penance is no more than a political silencing tool. Censorship and control. HA! In fifteen minutes after my death, the trials against me will be considered a farce. Like the Nuremburg trials. I am not hiding my sin. I wrote it into my book (All that I had remembered) and my new book! I have confessed it even though it was prior to my baptism. You are bitter because of the seriousness of my sin. You cannot see the fact that everyone of you is guilty in the exact same way. Here: Some time ago, I confessed to my priest that I sinned against my abusers. The priest was searching for ways for me to make amends or reparations with them. It was then that I realized, the only thing you are missing in all of this is the truth about what happened to me. It makes sense of everything. The reason you cannot cancel me. Hard as you shall try. God vindicates me in every respect. For if your priest knew the truth, he would be compassionate. Understanding the culpability aspect and the stumbling aspect. Let me tell you a rhetorical story: A baby girl (for women children seem to have earned more respect these days) is raped daily until she is ten. She tells her papa not to. He hits her when she tells him that. One day, he forces her for fellatio. Well, she chomps down in an act of defence (which may be confused as her emotional state, resultant from the abuse leaves her) and severs his manhood. The defence lawyers and retarded justice system sure will try to make it seem like she had done a thing wrong and evil to poor ol’ papa. You and me, though, we know a bit better. Don’t we? It’s the absurdity! And to think justice has truly become so blackashedly corrupt. Corrupt as bleeding nails! And you think you have everything under control! Here: that emotional instability and defence mode does not just turn off with time. Until it is dealt with and confronted, it will continue to have hold. It’s a reason I was meant to receive justice after telling my truth as a kid. Guys, I have said before: You are like the bully in school who, after punching a kid in the head, a hundred times, accosts this kid when he gets aggravated for having anger problems. For having emotional instability. Pointing out to people how he deserved to be punched in the head. I am simply surprised not a one of you can see through what is happening here. It’s common psychology. The mob will believe only what they see. It doesn’t matter what caused the sin to them. To them, what matters is now. And the emotional reactions involved. It’s extremely unjust. There may just be an ingredient of retardation in there as well. Either way, your understanding of faith needs remodeling. Don’t be retards. Don’t be like the retarded lawyer who suggests that a little girl is evil and guilty for this obvious crime. The retarded thing about this is that it actually happens. A lawyer years ago accused a young, four-year-old girl of seducing her father when he raped her because her diaper was loose. I hate to say it: your worldly justice systems is also quite, quite retarded. The overhaul the world needs is coming. Sit tight. King comes. As such, your leaders, your elders, even the hierarchy only knows the Bible. Well, the elders. Maybe not the hierarchy! Look: satanic ritual abuse… I know! Satanic ritual abuse… satanic ritual abuse… satanic ritual abuse… It’s an excuse. Stop blaming your sins on others. Take ownership! Cold! Satanic ritual abuse has a purpose. Its purpose is to craft wicked ones. Even from the sheep of God. It happens to children. Your pope is wrong. I hope he is not a bolshevik. Here: he doesn’t speak to God. No one can blame him for this last element at least. For corroborating with the enemy of culture and civilization. Hmm. Anything he says in this case will only be his opinion. Or the opinion of his predecessor. This is not a spiritual matter. I am simply telling my story. And who possibly in the grand good world could argue with a gent telling his story. Might look a little foolish in so doing. Jehovah will show you this. And you will weep that you have not had a leader over you in decades. The purpose of satanic ritual abuse is to wear down one’s sense of everything. It’s to fashion evil people. It’s to warp consciences. This poses a great threat to the world. They know. Don’t be fooled, Church. They know. Even before you. These satanists know exactly what’s what. They laugh at your complacency. Look: Guys, I am sorry. I am very hard on you. Especially with the incestuous secret you are all carrying. You need to know, I believe the best for you. For this world. This world can improve. Drastically. I am trying not to be criticizing of your leaders. I want to love the pope. But you may need to assess who among us is walking you towards death, misery and tragedy. Penance… I leave it to you to decide whether I deserve what they are intending for me. In my opinion, no man’s sins should merit the cruelty they are planning for me. Guys, my brain was severely injured. I have had a severe disability for the past twenty years for standing up for truth. Truth… yes… you simply haven’t seen it yet. If true, what happened to me, I suffered all of this for you. For Jehovah. Your pope is wrong. Wisdom is not pride. Anger? Would I not have a right to be angry? No, wisdom is not pride. Truth is not pride. You are offended by me because I embody a thing which you cannot. This priest was wrong. When you are judging, you cannot see the sin that caused it. Do you really still believe I am lying? Anyways, if I am asked to do this, Jehovah will heal me completely to do it. The moment you try to humiliate me, God heals me and reveals what’s really happening. I believe the pope and the hierarchy will have a lot to explain after this.

On the Virtues:

So, beloveds, I recently have received a bit more knowledge about the virtues. I received instruction regarding them. What a wonderful arraignment of wisdom. And what a wonderful belief. These are quite endearing. I would like to offer some thoughts on the matter now. Moral strengths are true. I do not argue that Jehovah bestows manners of grace upon His faithful when they receive His love. These are not inherent character traits. We can agree on this. Aside from natural virtues, given to us at birth, the moral and theological virtues are strengthened and developed through grace and faith. Is it really difficult to see how developmental suffering can erode these virtues? Yes, developmental suffering can stumble people to sin. Why? Suffering as an innocent child, forms thought processes. It creates within us a complex plethora of emotions that set us up for a life of sin. Vice is a choice. Yes. Certainly. If this propensity towards vice is crafted by evil in development, is it really a choice? No. Do you see now? Do you see why satan targets the children? It seems so elementary to me. I have difficulty believing that you are earnest in your resistance of my message. This is a reason why infant baptism is so valuable. Could anyone argue that virtue, if valid, only is bestowed upon us at our baptism? Is it our choice if we are not baptized as children? Again, you are measuring if you think it is. You are employing class warfare in terms of the faith. You are like the jealous older brother of the prodigal son. Here: Most people are not aware of how to develop virtue. Catholic Church, if you truly believe this is all the path to salvation, and if you truly believe that Hell exists, you are doing a piss poor job of evangelizing your faith and of winning souls for God. Not a criticism. The point? Most people do not know about any of this. They haven’t a clue how to live. Why? They haven’t been baptized! You need do a better job of sharing the faith. Yes, we can cultivate a strong character and influence society through virtue. If we are not raised in faith, is this possible? Even after their baptism then, if baptised as adults, they will still need this formation. It will be foreign to them. Who can doubt that the graces bestowed in infant baptism become stronger than in the case of adult baptism? There is more malleability and neuroplasticity to work with. It is the cross of modern man to be born without God. It does not need to be their fate. Formation is essential. Let us learn something from modern Witnesses of Jehovah and share our faith. I agree with them completely. The mark of the true Christian is in evangelization. These habits and states of mind cannot develop in a vacuum. In an evil formation, virtue does not cultivate. Just like talents cannot cultivate in the absence of love. The point? If virtue can be developed and nurtured, they can also be stumbled and even turned into vice through suffering. You are missing my point when I say that suffering stumbles. Yes, sin is what stumbles. The sin that develops in us in response to suffering in developmental times? The culpability may be questionable. This is why it is evil to hurt a child. Do I really have to be the only man in the world to stand up for the children? Yes, I have a past. I have commit sins against these ones. My sin is confessed after my baptism. Guess what? When my truth comes out, we will all have criminal records as well. Why? We think child abuse is an isolated thing. We are all kind of guilty. We only believe that we are acting in love. The child may see things differently. Am I imagining things? So be it. You are in for a bit of a shock. What does this mean for me? God chose me before birth. He asked me to endure a formation void of God that I may accept Him later. If I had have accepted Him sooner, I would have ruled the world with a rod of iron. It was shame that inhibited me. Shame is not virtue. A balanced and humble view of oneself is. Certainly. My understanding of shame is that we see ourselves unworthy to even exist. It develops from being humiliated repeatedly. Nobody deserves to be humiliated simply for existing. For their human needs. As often is the case of how it occurs. You who are eager to shame. . . Wait for your own wretched and stanky dirty laundry to be aired. It will. We all have things to feel guilty about. Shame is different from guilt. Guilt when we commit a sin is healthy. Sure. Shame is feeling unworthy simply by existing. Jehovah opposes shame. It’s the reason Jesus came. To liberate us from shame. Am I really needing to tell you all of this? Oh, wise instructors? Oh, wise teachers? While I was chosen prior to birth, I never got the chance to develop a foundation of love. Was it a choice? It was no choice I was not baptized as a child, I assure you! The way I was raised was my parent’s choice only. Cold, cold, sons of guns. Look: children… the commandments, we are not born with. The golden rule is not some mystical wisdom we are born with. We respond how we are treated. Moses was weaned and comforted for three months after his birth. I cannot tell you how much fruit is in this verse. When you learn it as a society, your enlightenment shall come. Don’t be cold. Stop, having sex with your children. Is it too much to ask? Maybe… While your witches and warlocks convince you to tear your children apart in the womb. Cold, cold, cold sons o’ guns. These are not character traits, man. Yes, there are sheep and there are goats. It is not difficult to see how the body weighs upon the spirit. It’s the reason Satan attacks the children. Goats can be made. Just like sheep can be made… by baptism and repentance and conversion. Is this really so foreign? Maybe you are simply stubborn. If repentance didn’t exist, if baptism didn’t exist, I would see your argument for sheep vs. goats. With repentance and the sacrifice of Jesus, you seem pharasaical in attributing to people character traits. With repentance, goats can be made sheep. Do I really need to instruct you in this? I’m sorry, it just seems so infantile in the faith. Sheep also can be made goats through their suffering. Guys, while you debate whose manhood is longer and of thicker girth, whose theology is stronger, the satanists are forming children. Don’t be confused about it. Their theology is a lot more advanced than yours if you are unable to see this extremely basic truth. Christians, what is happening to you? Name of God! I’ll tell you what has happened. Your faith has become polluted with knowledge. Do you see now how important this is? It’s about the salvation of souls. Souls will be lost if we do not fight for the children. Who can convict me of sin for the past five, six years? No one. And Jehovah will corroborate this. What you think is sin, is simply feelings. Your precious feelings are sensitive to me because of my past. I’m telling you: you have all pasts just the same. Wait! Regarding dispositions, you can dispose a child, tabula rasa to become a satanist. Simply by traumatizing him enough as a child. He won’t even have a choice in the matter. He will do it unconsciously. Committing the most evils of sins. Without conscious awareness. I’m telling you. The faith of the world is going to need rebuilding from ground up. If your understanding of faith is that some people, bad and you, good, you might need reassess this whole thing you call your belief in God. Look: To Jehovah, yes, Jehovah, the Father, there is not one person in this world that He does not desire more than even His own perpetuity. He values every soul with infinite value. He sees their potential. Surely, original sin is affecting all of us. What do you do with the guy who tells you how to reverse that sin? Some people are evil. Indeed. It would be irresponsible of me to teach otherwise. People can be programed. This is a sensical fact. You don’t want to acknowledge it because you want to believe that you are special. That you are chosen and set aside by God. Amidst all of the evil of the world. Surely, you are special. You are chosen and set aside by God. Guess what? At the time of their births, every single one of these children that you deem evil was special and chosen by God as well. It is a tragedy that many of these will choose evil because their human natures were deprived of the love they need to grow into healthy bodies… and healthy souls… Is this heresy to you? Has your church condemned it? Just wait. He will show you. I’m thinking of how to articulate it in a way that you can understand. These ones whom you have deemed evil in many cases, have not been given the chance to know Him who loves. I offer you the key, the forbidden fruit. I offer you the hidden wisdom of salvation. It is in the children. Not your works. The fact you have a good job says absolutely nothing about your value. You must remember, not only God blesses people in this world. This world belongs to satan. He makes prosperous whomever he will. You need to know that at the final judgement, not all who call themselves Faithful will be the true flock. In the end days, those who are considered righteous and holy now, you will be surprised to see, will actually be the ones to be persecuting the true flock. Seek God. Seek love. It’s in the children. Not your manhood size. Awaken. Awaken! Awaken!!!!

Guys, allow me to speak to you like children. So, if virtues and vice can be stumbled, what makes you believe that sexuality also cannot be stumbled? Homosexuality, almost every sinful disposition you can conjure is stumbled from trauma. Do you want to believe otherwise? Your vile and crooked understanding of sexuality. Is one effeminate? Does he have a homosexual inclination? Show me the trauma in his life and I shall pinpoint for you the source of his disorder. Guys, the fact that you learned how to suffer earlier than them, where is the trophy in this? It is pure happenstance. Soon, we will recognize that we could have been in the same position, trapped in our sorrow and despair and anger with no vent for these. From whence did this contempt for the world originate, Church? Are you better than them? Are not these the weak, the poor in spirit? I believe you have fostered the notion that they are evil because of their instincts. Watch, at the illumination of conscience, you truly will be shocked. Those who profess to be religious and holy, shall become in an instant, true devils. I’ve seen it myself: those who we deem sinful and without hope now, will become saints in a brief, brief instant. Know with certainty that hearts can change in an instant. Protect your conscience. Protect your inner light. For it is from this that emanates true light. Are you passive aggressive? I shall offer you the secret regarding why people become as such: It is in the inability to express feelings. People have shamed them too long that their emotions are stuck. They cannot articulate their problems so they grow silent and brood in anger. Are you more accomplished because you can express your emotions? Cold. Cold. Cold. Be aware: I am prepared not only to die for the children. I am prepared for any torture that you could conjure. I am not prepared to die and torture for the Catholic Church. Neither for the Witnesses of Jehovah. For Jehovah, for Jesus, absolutely. The question is, will you really crucify a man for defending children and for speaking what he believes to be true? Catholics, I have noticed that you offer more and more ‘penance’, the closer one is to God. Haha. So be it. You’re making saints who you will have to coronate yourselves. Whether or not Jesus is God or not, he merits honor. The honor we offer him by labeling him God takes away no glory nor honor from Jehovah. Remember though, even if the Trinity is true, Jehovah and Jesus are two separate beings. Even if they are united, they are distinct also. We make choices in life. Let our choices be filled and seasoned with love. Read a meme some time ago. It is easier to build up a child than to repair a broken adult. It’s true. Society, you need do better at children. Where can you begin? Stop sexing your children. Very simple! Jehovah commands it. How do I know? This He tells me.

As a father Sacrifices for his child:

Of course, the way we live our lives matters. It’s what I was trying to explain yesterday. In every way, the way we behave and act is important. The way we live can be a manner of evangelization. Repentance is key. We all have pasts. As will become apparent to an enormous degree very soon. Repentance is all that matters. What I say is that because we all have grievous sins in our past, not one of us is in a position to judge. I don’t know how to help you see this very elemental principle of the building blocks of the Faith. Children are innocent. It is in this innocence that the value of the soul shapes. Children are vulnerable. It is in this vulnerability that the value of the soul shapes. Does your church teach otherwise? I am sorry but the reason you desire to measure your value based on your muscle is because you are proud. Certainly, faith without works is dead. The works that we do should be a natural consequence of the love that we possess in our hearts. Without love, our works are filthy rags. You know it to be true. A child cannot perform great works. What is pleasing about the child to God? The child is all love. He has an infinite well of faith, of hope. If it is love that salts our works, and without that love, our works are oily rags, what makes that love so valuable to God? It is because God Himself is love. This is a broad statement. And there are boundaries in love. But, with this knowledge that Jehovah is love, can you not see how and why children are so valuable to God? Children love so freely. Forgive the comparison but they are like docile animals. They believe in the best in people. They hope for the best. They hope to be treated well. But even if they are not, they silently endure and patiently accept their suffering. It is this meekness that Jehovah values. You simply want your phds and fancy responses to have meaning. You want to feel justified for your years of work. Guess what? There most certainly is great value in it. All of the works over the history of the earth, all of the creation will be tested at the judgement to come. At that time, these works will be tested for their salt. If they possess love within them, they will endure into the Kingdom. If they are not in love, even if they are grand empires or doctorates commit in the absence of love, they will be sent to the death. You need ask yourself: Are you a teacher? Are you a doctor? Why do you do what you do? Is it for life? For the healing of people? For their well-being? A doctor who commits murder is not doing a single thing for God by his works. And his works shall perish. It’s all about love then. It’s all about faith. Children, and by proxy, vulnerables more often possess that pure love. For children, animals, it is a natural extension of the simplicity of their being. For the elderly man, imprisoned by his body from MS, it is an extension of the purifying suffering, which has made them pure. Guys, Christians, while you are debating this, and standing around measuring your manhood, the satanists, atheists and communists are busy murdering, and otherwise forming these innocents. This is a sacrament for satan. If these ones are being formed by satanists, they are being formed to be wicked. I don’t know how to tell you louder: You need to fight for the children. This is where the hope of the future resides. And while you are measuring, be assured, the satanists are causing chaos in this world. With this knowledge that a child is formed and raised into what it is taught, what are you going to do? Christians! I know that you do well by raising your children, your own children in love. We need fight for the world’s children. A good place to start is by not having sex with your children. They do not view it as you do. It is terribly confusing and traumatic for them. Look, has truth become heresy to you? You’re right, I do not know much about the dogmas. These depend upon whether you believe holy spirit has always been active in the decisions of the Church. Sometimes, decisions are made for other reasons. It is not my intention to question your faith. Faith is the most beautiful thing in the world and should be nurtured. I simply try to refine your faith. Politics truly should not be included in Church decisions that should be inspired by holy spirit. These inclusions of politics are not always overt and clear. At times, they can be sneaky and masquerade as a noble decision. Sin has a tendency to do such. We believe we are doing the will of God but really we seek to satiate some other motive. You need to go back to the basics. You need to return to the drawing board. I am not exercising authority. God knows, you do not need listen to me. I simply possess spiritual insight in that Jehovah speaks to me. You can tell me to humble. I am simply telling the truth. When I hear you saying that I need to be humble and be obedient, what I hear you say is that I need to placidly accept my own crucifixion, to be falsely accused and murdered. Are you a moron? If you think you can guarantee my safety, and that my silence guarantees my safety, you’ve not been hearing a word I am saying. They will not stop. They’ll seek to kill me until it is over. And they’ll do so in a way that is crueler than the crucifixion of Jesus. It is because of who I am to Jehovah. It is because my story confounds this nonsense being taught. I would be obedient if I believed that you had my well being at heart, that it would provide me some protection. If a Catholic cannot even receive Eucharist in a state of mortal sin, I wonder what this means for holy orders. Is a vocation weakened or strengthened by mortal sin? Would Christ dwell in a body that is in mortal sin? Or their vocation or image? You might actually find that there is a deeper and human element to mortal sin than we have been instructed. Here: I am not downplaying the seriousness of sin. It is deadly. I am saying, we all would do well to be a little more compassionate and understanding of each other. We will soon discover that we all have been secretly committing murders… and rapes… and thefts… If it’s true, what does that say about your prisons? Perhaps the ones who have bulwarked to bear that weight in this life may actually, Kingdom come, be the ones to rule over you. The repentant ones anyways. If we are all murderers, rapists and thieves, what are your prisons for? Except as saint makers. You might find that when the Restoration occurs, the entire understanding of the faith will have changed. Truths held strongly may prove not so true. Heresies proved heretical may prove not so heretical. It’s because the King will communicate with God Himself. Hold onto what you know, what you believe. Listen: what we believe is not so important. It’s what I mean when I say that it doesn’t matter what religion you cherish. Simply have a belief. Be strong and convicted in it. Remember Jesus. He is our King. He is our Messiah. When the Restoration occurs, He will be the unifying virtue. He will unite all who serve in the name of love. In the name of love. Like the children. Like the children. The children are the key. When you see this, you control the direction of the entire world. Of cultures. Of cities. Of nations. The children will be your future. Do not disparage them. Neither doubt who they are to God. Remember: your works are meaningful. So long as they are enacted in love. Love is everything. Children love freely. They are love. The children will receive the Kingdom even before a doctor who has devoted hundred years of practice. Even if that doctor enacted all of his medicine in love. Why? Because a child is all love. When you know this, you know the key to the Kingdom. It will take a bit of sacrifice for the ones who have lived and loved. Like a father sacrifices for his children. Will you be this father figure for these children? When you understand this, you understand that the children have already sacrificed for the Kingdom of God. Some of them have sacrificed their lives too. Redemptive suffering. What does it mean? It is suffering of an innocent. Satan wears this as his crown. The moron. It causes a lot of tragedy in this world. But Jehovah uses it for His glory. He uses it for the reparation of sins. For the salvation and conversion of souls. When children suffer, God uses that suffering for not only these purposes. In addition to them, He glorifies these children, these innocents who suffer. In Kingdom, they will be our chiefs. They shall be our leaders. They shall be the glorious. Can you not see how glorious this truly is? It is the powerful here who have caused tremendous pain and chaos. Kingdom will invert all of this. Kingdom shall be with these who truly love, with these who are truly innocent who rule. You cannot see it because you cling to your worldly pride. You who are strong… you who are knowledgeable… There is a lot more to faith than knowledge. Knowledge puffs up… The same goes for power. The powerful of this world right now, unless you act in love… will be surprised to discover that they shall be worms in Kingdom. If true, seminaries have been infiltrated, what does this say about your theology? I’m telling you. Wisdom is different than knowledge. Pray for wisdom… you don’t need these fancy degrees.

On the Child:

Hello journal. It is nice to see you here. I would like to take this opportunity to encourage you. What does this mean? That it is the children who are the most special to God? It means that grace is real. It means that God does indeed have favorites. Does this mean our work in this life is not valuable? Name of God! I would never say such. I simply try to encourage you to see that the blessing of Jehovah, the value of your being is not found in the works of your flesh. It really is a reason to rejoice! Let us seek to find this treasure of great price. It means that when you are old, frail and useless, by almost every one of this world’s standards, our value actually increases. If you see it as such, if by the world’s standards, we are useless, our time is over. We can no longer do things to win God’s favor. This is the time when our spirituality comes alive. If you cannot see how this is a glorious win for Jehovah, I don’t know what to tell you. Friends, search your hearts. Answer me a question: To the children who are massacred in abortion, who are sacrificed at the altars of moloch and baal, to the elderly man with MS, who is a prisoner in his body, how can these fight for their salvation? In your heart, tell me, what is these one’s fate? If you say anything but the paradise, forgive me for what I would inevitably call you in response. Friends, it is the children who see the face of God. This man with MS, cast aside into a home and perhaps mistreated by everyone because he is a ‘burden’, he will have a crown over you. He will be in paradise decades before you. It is difficult to imagine. That a helpless child is the one who God favors. It will take some faith. No doubt. See things through the spirit of the living God. I’m telling you. I have been to the Kingdom of Heaven. They are all children! The angels, everyone. Even Jehovah shall take the image of a lowly child. The least shall be exalted. It surely takes a bit of faith. What it doesn’t take faith for is to see that these beautiful ones deserve our love, our protection and our defence. It is how we treat these ones that reveals great things about our heart. So, ask yourself, when you see a child on the street, dirty and addicted, what is your response? Does your heart soften? Or do you snub your nose? If you cannot see it, I don’t know what Bible you are reading. I don’t know what tradition or dogma you are abiding. This is the very core of the gospel. Things have changed a lot over the past twenty years. Even twenty years ago, life was of a lot more value in our cultures. What happened? Atheism happened. Communism happened. Baal worship happened. It is not hard to see how this distancing from our faith as a culture has influenced everything in such a negative way. It is certainly rebuildable. It can happen in a day. This restoration is so simple that it wouldn’t even need an act of God. Still, how much more glorious would it be with an act of God to accompany it? Friends, your works are glorious. Your phd’s are glorious. I don’t mean to disparage them. You are beautiful for the noble acts of love and charity that you enact in the name of your God. I simply try to show you that your salvation is not dependant upon these things. I understand how it can be a little disheartening to know that you have invested twenty years into a phd and in the Kingdom a child will be crowned above you. Be at peace. Be at peace, elder brother. You have a great, fatherly responsibility. Your reward is present as well. The acts of love in this world are vital to the life blood of the spirit. These are what put Jehovah’s will in place on earth. How glorious it should be to know though that your chance at heaven does not diminish when you are incapacitated. I’m telling you, again: the less able and less accomplished an individual is physically, the more active spiritually.  Demons exist. I had the opportunity to meet one who was in a difficult physical being. Sometimes, it’s a choice of theirs. Our responsibility remains. Let us increase our love within those who are unable to do a thing for us. Nurses, doctors, do you see human life as a burden? If you do, your phd and masters was useless. Life is the reason you are doing what you are doing. Remember life. It’s all that matters. Glory to the baby Jesus, who even if you don’t believe he is God, he illustrates to us that Jehovah uses the small and the helpless to accomplish His will. What do we all have in common? We were all children at a point. We all suffer. How would you like to have been treated as a helpless baby? Would you desire your mother’s milk? Her comfort when you cry? Would you desire your pa’s defence when the wolves of satan come to eat you up? Of course you would. Let us then, follow the golden rule and treat our children with the same love with which we would have had for ourselves when we were children. Here: Even if you did not receive this love when you were a child, we can still offer it to the others. Let us learn love from Jehovah. Jehovah, teach us to love. For this restoration we pray. It will not be difficult to silence these Bolshevik cretins who seek to sacrifice your children for their envy and bitterness. God will do it if you don’t. Wake up. Friends, be encouraged. But know that with this encouragement comes a warning. Treat with tender love you children. Treat with tender love all children. Even problem children. The problem child is not born. He is trained. Loving your children does not mean having sex with them. Thought I would say this just to make sure you are knowing. In Christ, Journal, repent. In Christ, find assurance of your salvation. God loves you at your lowest. What a joy. What a relief that when I am in prison and condemned by the world, my value and worth does not find itself in how the world sees me. And Jehovah will show you. Be encouraged by the fact that life and freedom are all that matter. Sometimes, it is worth fighting for. I for one, will stand to the death for the freedom and life that Jehovah instilled in me.

The Vulnerable:

Again, friends, you are not hearing me. I get what it looks like from the appearance. From what you see, my life has been evil as nails until recently. What you don’t see is that what I endured, Jehovah asked me to endure in heaven before my birth. Jehovah asked me to endure it, fully aware of how my life would be stumbled, even led to sin. Jehovah wanted to show you how sin is stumbled. Is our life, our morality and our being summed up in our actions and deeds? You believe so because you are a worldly Christian. The spirit gives our lives more value than our deeds. We are more than what we do. It’s what I keep claiming: our potential is what God sees. At birth, we all have a universe of potential. It is ebbed away by the sin commit against us. What I endured in my life was for the glory of God, for this purpose. You hear me say I was anointed. You say I am not remembering things well. I tell you; I am remembering everything. The sin was a natural byproduct of the specific suffering I endured as a child. Because I suffered this, the sin developed. The conscience was swayed. Either way, what I endured was for the glory of God. The point? The way we act in life is not always a choice. It’s what I have been crying out for the past decade. Developmental suffering stumbles us to commit sin. The symptoms are clear as daylight. Did you know that fascination with extremist groups is a symptom commonly displayed amongst satanic ritual abuse survivors? This is a completely avoidable symptom. Too often, we see the behavior in people as character trait. It’s because you seek moral superiority. Your prisons exist so that you can feel better about your sin. In every way. Is the sin we enact later in life, then, more of less culpable? I tell you: this offers a completely different dynamic of sin and righteousness. You, your silly little prisons and trials, they give you the illusion of control and of justice. They offer you the illusion that some are evil and bad and committing evil and bad. While offering contrarily, the illusion that some are good and noble and just. You are like children crying out that you played the dirge and sang yet nobody applauded you. You miss the point. With the illumination that comes, you will see in an instant that you are no different from these ones you have deemed evil and bad, committing evil and bad. Yes, certainly, we can build a fortress of faith and love in place. This will help us to withstand this day. Here: Isaias says for reason you would forget the shame of your childhoods. Here: you miss on an element happening in the world today. Since the time of Christ, there has been a global conspiracy. A conspiracy of control. It involves the children. Ancient man learned that humans are controllable. Programmable. They discovered that children can be essentially programmed for any humanly thing. They can be programed to commit assassinations at a certain point in their futures. Without any conscious choice of the assassin… they can be programmed for fear. As a method of control. You think this is an isolated thing. It’s not. We are all enduring it. Parents… teachers… doctors… it’s a grand coven of control. If true, this introduces a completely different and new way of looking at sin, doesn’t it? We have all forgotten our childhoods. It is not because we were too young. It’s because of the trauma. This conspiracy of control worsened in the 20^th century. In my opinion, America is a spirit of freedom. Many evil things happen under the covers. MK Ultra is real. And much more common than we believe. ALL OF US. We forget the sin commit against us. It’s too traumatic. We also forget our experimentations with sin ourselves. I don’t want to scare you. I simply try to show you the reason for all of this. The reason for my mission. When this realization comes, a distinction shall be made between those who serve satan and those who serve Jehovah. It all has to do with the children. How we treat our children is all that matters. Can you truly not see this? Are you like the Baal worshippers who strap bombs onto the chests of your children and train them enemy bad? Are you like the Aztecs who sacrifice their children to their fallen gods? Oh, forgive me. You may be worse. Sacrificing your children in the millions every year. Judgement comes upon you. It may not be productive for me to inform you like this. But you need know. With this knowledge, with this wisdom, that you can program a child to anything in this life, what will you do? This is the sacred secret. This is the only sacred secret. To me, it’s common sense. Is it heresy to you? Maybe it’s because you desire to keep this secret in the shadows. Why? Perhaps because you want to keep programming your children. It’s deeper than parents. Often the parents are given over as handlers. There is a shadow world happening right under our bodies. The children are all, if they survive, brought to these covens and intentionally programed. The trauma is reinforced and perpetuated through incest. Guys, I am proclaiming again. Loudly… Stop having sex with your children! What does this have to do with me? The suffering I endured in my childhood was for this illumination about to occur that will bring justice to these witches and ersatz doctors who work for satan. Guys, if suffering stumbles, if children can be programmed, if this is really happening and we are all of us, murderers, rapists, racists, thieves, liars and witches, what does this say about our concept of sin and righteousness? God sees our potential. In children is a kingdom of potential. Let us protect the children. What are you going to do with this wisdom? Will you stand up for the children? Will you keep programming them, satisfying your quiet and secret, incestuous desires? It’s really up to you. Just know that Jehovah shall intervene. It’s the reason I was sent. I was being raised to be the antichrist. I had no choice over the matter. It was a program. If you cannot see this, you have a cold, cold heart. Sin is serious. It is rarely a conscious and deliberate choice. Here is some wisdom: Even when it is a conscious and deliberate choice, sometimes it is a stumbled choice. The sin in our hearts, if true, that developmental suffering stumbles and what is happening in the world, the sin in our hearts is rarely a choice. It is a consequence of suffering and programming. Some are evil. Yes. Not all are children of God. These are not the majority. Here: with the illumination, your sins will become manifest for everyone to see. This day shall be a great liberation and joy. The children shall be protected in this day. A new era shall begin. And healing shall trigger. There will be justice. And your prisons will be then filled with ones who have merited it. Me? I am an eagle among sparrows. This conspiracy was enacted on me. It’s how I know about it. It is my identity to Jehovah that sanctifies me. The elementary spirituality dictates that the beginning of faith is recognition of sinfulness. This is the propensity to sin. Because the stumbling I endured began prior to my birth, thereby setting me up for a life of sin, the sin I commit was not culpable. I like the word inculpable more. Say I made it up. It has meaning. I never said I was immaculate. But since the Spirit also has been trying to work in me from the day I was born, had these stumbling traumas never happened to me, I would have ruled the world with an iron rod. Literally all I had to do to become a king was tell the truth about what they were doing to me. It is envy, contempt and perhaps your original sin – the desire to snub out the lights of the world – that makes you desire to crucify me now. With this wisdom, with this sacred secret, how will you respond? Will you defend the lights of this world? Will you stand up for the children? For those who God deems as holy in their identity? Look: we cannot come to God through our muscle. God is closest to the vulnerable. I understand it seems contrary to your beliefs. The Bible itself documents stories of grand heroes and tales of heroic deeds. Reading these, we miss the elemental and primary lesson of the Bible’s instruction. That God is closest to the broken-hearted, the meek that He exalts the lowly and the small. That the children are the first in the Kingdom of God. It’s right there! Still, we have difficulty accepting it because we want so hard to believe that we can merit our salvations. We want to believe that the twenty year phd we did gives us some favor with God. It is pride. You know why? Because we desire to mask over these secret sins of our youth with our muscle to say that we are worthy to stand before Him. On the day of judgement, our fancy responses in Mass, the volume of our voices, indeed the accomplishments of our lives will not bear weight before the fire. What will bear weight? How can we overcome in this day? Friendship with God. Speak to Him as though He were your very best friend. It’s the only thing. The Sacraments bring us closer to Him. Without faith, what are the Sacraments? Without faith, they are meaningless. But with faith, they are tremendously powerful. This is about faith. Build your faith!

Know your Worth:

My dear friends, I don’t know how else to help you see. Maybe it is true that I need to suffer to bring about the glory that is to come. I only wish you could see what I sacrificed. If your leaders truly did connect with Jehovah, they would know. They would know that this was always Jehovah’s will. They would know that I already suffered for this. The suffering of my childhood was consecrated. No one is asking you to take up arms, send your toddlers into battle. I think that what I am saying is very reasonable. Christ Jesus was the perfect example. Jesus did not tolerate toxic abuse. Neither did he tolerate bullying. I still have yet to discern why exactly you believe that my sins have merited such an evil, crooked death. You don’t know what you are doing. Is it because of who I was being raised to be? Yes, I was forming to be antichrist. From the outside, I look pretty guilty. What you don’t see, what I still haven’t understood that you haven’t discerned is that I chose this path before I was born. I chose it because it was what Jehovah asked me to endure. I still do not understand the entire reason. I still do not understand why your leaders haven’t been able to discern it yet. Doesn’t make sense for Jehovah to choose to offer such a kingdom of blessings to a man if he chose of his own accord to be a servant of satan. There must be something greater going on. Don’t worry. He will show you. Until then, I will suffer all you feel I deserve. You will feel very sad afterwards. Count is as warning. I’ve told you what I endured. A child’s path in this life is the parent’s in the first several years. This offers humanity a choice. If it’s true. It offers the choice. Which way will you raise your children? To satan? To God? Choose wisely. I am simply astounded that your leaders have not yet been able to discern that Jehovah desires things to transfigure before the end. Again, He will show you. He will show you who I am and what His true will is. Guys, do what you want with me. My life is forfeit. To die is gain. If it means the utterly fantastic blessing of this world, here are my wrists. What are you waiting for? I’m more worried about all of you afterwards. When you realize what you have done to God’s second, youngest anointed. Mark my words, this revelation of awareness of the sins in the closet happens either way. I am not threatening. I think you know it’s true at this point. Your leaders, to this day, have given me zero instruction. I understand it’s threatening to offer wisdom and guidance to God’s true elect and anointed king. It can be intimidating to offer counsel to a prophet of God. But, if you want me to do something, you have got to tell me. Stand up for yourselves. Refuse to be bullied and shat upon by your bullies. Do what Jesus did and take a stand. Golly! Don’t worry. He will show you. I don’t mean to be hard on you. This seems elemental to me. It is not your fault. I know you do the best you can. And I know your motives are healthy. But when the spirit pulls, will you resist? Or will you follow? Name of God! Jehovah is not going to help you if you refuse to help yourself. Have you ever heard the parable of the man in the swimming vest? There was a man in deep water. He was drowning. A lifeboat came by and called out to him. The drowning man will need cooperate for to be saved. If he doesn’t, he will drag the rescuer down with him. I know you’re looking forward to the rapture. What if it doesn’t happen? Will you walk as sheep toward the furnace? I am screaming at the top of my lungs: you needn’t do that. Stand up, men! Know your worth and value in God. You are not sheep for the slaughter. Name of God. Who is leading you to suicide? Show me him and I will show you a man who does not have your good interest at heart.

Loyal Love:

This is about you… Your standing with God. Again, don’t be so distracted by my sins that they seem to become the only sins that exist in the world. You have got sin as well. I worry about you. I simply want to encourage you. I know that this is my responsibility… that things have degenerated to this in the world. What you need to know now… Is that with your repentance… This world can be transfigured like a lightbulb goes from dark to light. You need to know, whether I am crazy or not, you have got sin. This whole thing is about your repentance. That you deny this sin in yourself is very dangerous. God wants you to have life. This is the reason that needs happen. So that when the great enlightenment comes, you will not have a broken heart. Did you believe it was all about me and my story? Did you think this was all fun and games? It is greater than I. Further proof your leaders are not praying hard enough. Or maybe God simply won’t tell you. Don’t worry… He will. Never give up praying. If I am crazy, it will come to nothing. Ignore me. What is important is you… you and Jehovah… How’s your relationship with Him? Do you even care? Mark my words, you will. For every knee shall bow to Him, even if it’s on a trembling, ashamed and condemned knee. Guys, the point of this is that God loves you. He does. He desires only your good will. It’s what you seem to have forgotten about Him in this life. Everything. Every single thing atheists are being told are lies. Everything… Every single thing that the satanists know about God is a lie. Again, you’re not going to help yourself by serving that one. God is the only one who gives eternal blessing. The strange and ironic thing about these people… the satanists… the communists… the freemasons… the modern baal worshipers. I hope you get the idea of who I mean when I say that… their understanding about Jehovah and His Christ is inverted. They proclaim satan or the state… or some other god to be the true savior while Jehovah is portrayed as the villain or some skewed image of Him. The entire culture telling you lies. You’re being fed garbage. Jehovah is the only God worthy of worship. You want to wrestle about this? Guys! This world, this culture… this city… this country! These can be so glorious.. Right now. At this moment! You don’t even see it anymore. You do not even remember twelve years ago… when my truth made an impact. At this time, hearts were liquid. Hearts were reachable. What happened? Sin happened. Guys, it will not take much. My story can still have an impact. In an even grander way. Do you know why my story impacted you? It was because it was not only my story. The reason people need rejoice at my truth is precisely because of this revelation that will certainly occur after my death. You need to be comforted. You need to know that everything will be alright. You need to know that there will most certainly be justice. It is a day that is very close. It is not some supernatural day. You will see. You will see the state of your hearts. It will be for the good. It will be for the best. It will be glorious. Glorious-er than anything else over the past twenty centuries. Wait. Am I crazy? So be it. Am I making this up in my imagination? To help me cope? Do you think Jehovah would really punish one man’s sins like that? Unless there were a grander reason for it? If you do, you don’t understand Jehovah’s love. If my truth affects the world in such a way, you simply need ask, why? What is it about my story that affects this world? Wait. Wait. Wait. Until then, let’s play a game. I’ll be a urodivoi crying out for repentance. And you will be an onlooker. You will have the choice. Do you repent? Do you yolo? It’s your choice. It’s up to you. It’s in your hands to recognize your sinfulness. Everyone. Don’t let this knowledge kill you. Repent! Yes, I am certainly urodivoi. But perhaps I am a fool with a valid message from God. Perhaps…

Look at what you have built. This world. It is remarkable. You still don’t know fully your potential. Of how glorious this world can be when you build together. God loves you. His justice is surely real. That is coming. But you need to know that His justice stems from His love. All of those traumas you experienced as a child, all of those hurts and pains, tears and heartaches, God will make up for personally. This is not about His wrath. This is about His loyal, loyal love. He wants His children to know that He is present. He wants His children to know His goodness. He wants His children to know that they truly are rewarded for developing friendship with Him. He desires those who do not know Him to feel the state of their sinfulness, not out of vindictiveness. Instead out of love. He wants to show you how your actions, how your words, how your inactions and the times you should have spoken but you didn’t – how these things – affected others. It will be kind of glorious. See, at this revelation that comes, the people of the world will see, in an instant just how their behavior has affected their loved ones. You will, in this instant, be graced with the ability to see everything through eyes of love. As sinful beings, this may sting. As we have all affected others negatively. This is the crux of it. Sometimes, what we believe we are doing in love, in actuality can seem like abuse to others. Especially the vulnerable. The way we love children may affect them adversely and for their entire lives. Know with certainty: This is not an act of cruelty or vengeance of myself or our God. It is rather a great, great, great act of mercy. It will offer all of us the opportunity to introspect, to deliberate on the final choice of our lives course. And to amend our behavior. Or… to keep going. This is the warning. You need to know this because it will come as a thief. It will be a great, great blow and shake up for some. It will be like fiery coals upon the heads of those who have not lived in grace, in love. This is what this awareness is about. It is why it is essential for you to repent now. This is not a threat. That some will collapse at this realization. When you see your hard actions and cruel behavior through divine eyes, through heavenly perspective, there will be much sorrow. Say what you will about the saints. I still love ‘em. St. Therese of Liseux noted a little way of accessibility to God. She declared boldly that one need not do great acts of heroism in faith or great works to merit the divine. On the contrary, one simply do absolutely everything through this abandonment to love. Live in Spirit, friends. This, she says, is the remedy. And whether you believe in purgatory or not, it stands that everyone, even Christians shall give an account. Whether you believe it or not, the remedy, the way to ‘skip’ purgatory is in this abandonment to love, to the spirit… on earth. Live everything… on your knees. In love. What you need know: This awareness is not a vindictive God. It is not a vindictive me. In effect, it will be a great, great, great act of compassion of our God. Yes, many sins will come out. It will be for the benefit of your healing. You need to know, in spite of these sins, forgiveness is available. God actually desires to offer you this forgiveness. Repent. Remember, even through the depths, even in the storms, even in the darkness of the depths of the oceans or the blackness of outer space, God is with you. No matter where you are. On earth. Off earth. He surrounds you. You have got the very best friend there. God, the God of this entire universe, is making Himself available to you. He is becoming vulnerable with you. At every moment of the day. He surrounds you. Will you open your heart to Him in return? He has united His own very heart with yours. He, your God, has tied His heart to yours. And He has bet on your redemption. He has invested everything in your conversion. Will you open your heart to Him? All He desires is your friendship. Be His friend. God calls you today. Be His friend. His justice is not a bad thing, friends. As you will soon see. But we might not be in the best position to judge things now. May Jehovah be with you in this day. May I get to see it with you. Either way, let it come. Maranatha! Good Lord, come!

The Healing that Comes!

1 Co. 4:3-5: For I am not conscious to myself of anything: yet am I not hereby justified, but He that judges me is the Lord. Therefore judge not before the time, until the Lord come: Who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise from God.

This is the issue. It has literally always been the issue. Affecting the earth. It’s the reason you are all lost in your pain. This world, our culture is hurting, friends. I am hard on you. I know your potential. I know the potential of this world. Look, my sin is grievous. I am a terrible person. What you need to know is that God declares me righteous. You need to know that this same grace is accessible for you. Jehovah desires you to have it. This poor world, friends. You have all been through so very much. This is the issue: people shaming people. You cannot even tolerate hearing me talk about it. Because of what it invokes in you. You cannot listen to me speak about shame. I wrote a beautiful piece about it. You cannot read it because of what it inspires in you. It brings you back to your childhood. Healing comes. Like a swooping eagle. I am sure you have noticed – it is no secret – that my tone with which I speak to you has intensified over the past couple of years. My friends, there is a sense of urgency I am feeling. As time is growing short. God’s judgement approaches quickly. I want to prepare you. I see this world for what it could be. It is so difficult for me to watch as your leaders sell you out, leading you like sheep to the slaughter. This is what it’s about. I know my sin is grievous. Here’s the thing: It does not belong to me. Psychology is not heresy. Some of it may be. But where there is common sense, all you need do is open your eyes. And your heart. Sure, without compassion, without seeing the human being as a living and breathing creature with feelings and the capacity to be hurt and injured, psychology seems simply science. Cold, hard, dead science. Seen with a heart, are human beings. Not robots. And any theology, which ignores it might as well be from a science textbook as well. So, Christians, do you believe that I am proclaiming some vastly foreign truth to gospel by stating that children deserve care? Well, in terms of theology, the satanists are more advanced than you. You can trust that they know. It’s the reason they attack them. Here’s the point: God changes you. From the inside out. I cannot explain it myself. You know it’s true. I say this with sensitivity: Who can accuse me of sin for the past five or six years? I say it with sensitivity because I recognize your bitterness is still very active against me. Here’s the thing: I can’t help being hardened. It’s how I was raised. But in terms of sin, my conscience is clear. What you believe me to be sinning, is feelings. Nothing more than feelings. Here’s the thing: When you are changed from the inside out, you no longer desire to shame others. This is the issue: parents shaming children, teachers shaming children, employers shaming adult children. This is deeper. It’s the reason our culture is so decidedly wounded. It’s the reason we have developed stolkhome (I don’t have a clue how to spell that) syndrome regarding the cultures that desire to conquer us. It is written in the end, things will get worse and worse. This is not reason to slit our throats. Crazy white people holding a loaded gun to their heads. That my sins have been revealed, is a blessing of sorts. I have been given the chance to heal that. When the great awakening happens, many, many of the world’s secret sins shall be revealed as well. This will happen when my truth is revealed. I do not say this as a condemnation. The Church’s sins will be revealed as well. Before I began to remember what happened to me, it’s as though my consciousness was in a little bubble. It was protecting me. Even when I remembered the sins commit against me, for many years, I also did not remember how I sinned myself. God reveals these memories as He will, in His time. Here’s the point: it doesn’t matter how morally right we believe we are to be with God. We all have secret sins hidden deeply and tucked away in the recesses of our consciousness. Even the pope. Even priests. It’s true. And it’s coming. Again, this is not a condemnation. I would never be proud enough and bold enough to state that I am able to discern the state of grace of another man. We see the sin. But we never see what caused it. We never see the culpability. Well, soon we will. I cannot tell you how glorious it is to have Jehovah use my story as catalyst for justice upon the earth. The only way to survive this day – this you may take as a warning – is to develop a friendship with your God. It’s coming for you too. This mother abuse is a thing, which affects all of us. To varying degrees. That we have placed the mother on a pedestal does not help much. It only silences victims, further repressing our pain, further perpetuating this terrible and heinous cycle.

When I say that we need to heal our inner children, what do you hear? Do you hear that we need to dance around a fire with tamborines and smoke weed? Maybe I gave the wrong impression. The spirit does exist. It really does. It’s what makes the human so valuable. When I mention the inner child, I am talking about the spirit. Everybody, in life, has a spirit attached to themselves. A higher self. A sense of reality. Call it conscience. It’s the reason the Bible says the angels of all children see the Father. You are opposing me. I don’t know why. I am only telling you what I have experienced. Am I not speaking sense? Common sense? When we heal this spirit, we can be freed of the passions and desires of our world. I know. Some teacher am I, huh? I do not practice what I preach. I am telling you: it is precisely because of what I teach that I am so hurt. The entire world has experienced this shaming to some degree. Me? I am an eagle amongst sparrows. I am not trumping trauma. It’s simply true. Children deserve better. Do you not agree? Children deserve safety, love, peace and joy. The Bible made a point of emphasizing that Moses was weened and comforted for three months for a reason. It was not accident. Do not butcher your children. Here: If the spirit is real. If every creature is endowed with a spirit, life begins at conception. Don’t let the witches and warlocks convince you to ravage your children. You will stand accountable for it. And it won’t be God who testifies against you. I have been preaching this inner child for decades. You oppose me because you are clutching onto your power. You are envious to the bleeding nail. This also is the reason for their little plan. It’s not you. It’s satan. Satan is still trying to shame my emotions. This is reactive abuse. It’s like punching a kid in class in the back of his head twenty times and saying, “Aha!” when he gets aggravated. You know I have a right to be angry. You cannot tolerate that. Because my story confounds your power. You know that when truth comes out, every claim to power that most people have these days, crumbles to pieces. Watch them closely. This is not about the good of the world or of the church for them. They literally lead you by the hands into suicide. Wake up. Can you not see the division and terror they are sowing? It’s really about shaming me to clutch their positions. If they had your best interest in heart, they would not compromise with communism, an ideology, which seeks to eat you up. All of you. If they had your best interest at heart, they would not import your suicide, leaving you broke, hungry and destitute on the street while giving all of your resources to foreign aliens. This is what it’s about: The emotions. Safeguard your emotions. Treat your children well. Is this heresy? You’re a villain! And they will see it. You have got demons. It’s the reason you hate me. You don’t hate me. Part of you knows I tell the truth. You hate God in me. You are enemies of God. It’s the reason you can’t stand me going to church or speaking about God. Heal yourself! Get the demons out ya’, boy.

The Bible says a lot about emotions. Repressed and unhealed emotions can stumble people to sin. It is not difficult to see, through human eyes, that when a child is abused their entire lives, they will be more apt to sin in a sexual way. They will need healing in this regard. It’s the reason they struggle with masturbation and nocturnal emission despite their great efforts to remain chaste. It’s kind of what they need for their healing. The Bible acts like any instructional manual. Still, there are things that it omits. It does give us an effective route through which to express our emotions. We can do so by meekly acknowledging them, addressing them and communicating respectfully, while listening respectfully to the other. Is this always possible? One thing that the Bible does not instruct us in is regarding diabolic narcissism. If there is one thing that satan hates, it is the free expression of emotions. Because our emotions, particularly the emotions of the child testify against us. They tell us that how we are treating it is against conscience. It is deeper. Satan hates emotions because God the Father, Jehovah, is an emotional being. I can attest to this as I have met Him personally. Does your PhD’s teach you otherwise? The wisdom of the world… The mark of the divine is vulnerability. This is what sets children and animals apart as holy. Holier than your pope. Jehovah is like a child. In fact, in paradise, in perfection, we will be like children. Since satan hates Jehovah, he attacks the children on earth. Is it because of their original sin? You hard-hearted son of a bitch. I suppose victim blaming even has its place in the Church. I assure you, as one who speaks to Jehovah, the child is the most prized, the most prominent and the most cherished in the paradise. This is kind of what sets me apart, my suffering apart as sanctified to God. It’s the reason I am so special. I don’t know what to tell you. If you believe you can love Jehovah and not not just love children but do everything in your power to protect and defend them, you are a cold-hearted son of a bitch not thinking things through well. Jehovah, His very essence and being, is intertwined with childhood. If you cannot see it, you might as well be playing on the enemy’s team. He's got you. Life is all that matters. It’s worth defending. Don’t lose heart, Christians. You’re being stumbled. I came late. Yes. It’s true. But the time for blaming your lethargy and apathy on me is over. I will be your pillar. Just recognize that Jehovah is a child. He is not your pope. He is not your doctors. He is not your PhDs. He is not your capitans. Jehovah is the child. You, as a culture, need to start fighting for life. Wake up. Repent. It’s your warning call. Jehovah sees. He do. What happens in secret, will very soon be illuminated as day light. He’s got a lot on you already. Christians? Sacrificing their children? My word! Repent! You will get the help you need. But the sooner you realize whose side I am on… and whose side they are on… is the sooner you will be freed from their mind control. Life! Freedom! These are things worth fighting for. If you don’t have them, what is Jehovah? Open your hearts. I am the only one fighting for your culture to heal. There are others. Even now. Whom you have been trained to villainize. But you, the faithful, the world, my sheep, my flock, must wake up from your sleep. Stop listening to their poison. Stop eating their poison. Be freed. The priests, the elders, they’re beautiful. But they too, take their instruction and their direction from higher. From whence do these highers get their instruction and direction? I’ve said it before. Priests are beautiful and I cherish the priesthood. I believe they are misguided.

When I was young, do you not think I tried to express anger at what they were doing to me? Whenever I expressed any emotion, my abusers, particularly my relationally close, female abuser, snapped at me ferociously. A demon overtook her. She would accost me and make me feel like I was committing the most severe of crimes by feeling. This is the reason my feelings are stuck. It’s the reason truth needs come out. I understand why you are so threatened by my story. Your power is falling apart. The only thing you have to clutch that power is the off chance that you can get me upset. I pray for you. Pope, you are not a bully. You are being manipulated by evil, evil men. May Jehovah decide between you and I. All of you… and I. The most devastating injury I received, though was not only emotionally but sexually. You know what they did to me. Beginning as early as pre-birth. Sexuality is at the center of our humanness. Our identities. When it is stumbled, our entire well-being goes awry. Is this the issue in the West today? It’s part of the reason. This is the reason developing my sexuality is essential to my spiritual well being. You will never shame my sexuality again. I have the right to express it.  And to experience life. What sets me apart is that I have already been shamed grossly. More than any other. If I masturbate once in three months, it’s because I am wounded and cannot seek that healing from women… who also are wounded. I have felt enough shame over my sexuality that I will not tolerate it being shamed again. For your information, Jehovah Himself, instructed me that when your priests began recording and broadcasting my confessions – an excommunicable offence – I could confess to Him personally. It’s compassion that will save you. It’s envy that will damn you. Choose wisely, my friends. My sexuality, you know what they did to me, was shamed nearly to death. You will not shame my sexuality ever again. Your regulations and rules regarding human sexuality are barbaric and evil. And I am not speaking about chastity. I am as chaste as a Carthusian monk. Am trying at least. With my emotional wounds. You make this about my anger because it gives you a sense of control over it. This is not about my anger. Yes, I am angry. Do you not think I have a right to be? In either case, you shall not trigger me. This is an update only a few days after writing this: I see you are trying to shame me again. Satan up to his old tricks, huh? It seems to be all that you can do to maintain control of this situation. Look, I am not attracted to kids. The stuff I viewed in past was reaction to what they put me through. They are the ones who introduced me to the type of material I watched. I was coping with stress. I am not ashamed that I am attracted to young women. It is your precious communist feminism that has convinced you that age-gap is abusive. Even up to ten years ago, women married ten, fifteen years older than them. Women as young as 14 were prepared for marriage. Is that right? I don’t think so. I’m just saying, we seem to have come a long way from what God intended for relationships. Feminism has plagued our culture like deadly poison. When the truth comes out, you will see the truth of what my relationally close female abuser did to me. More than this, the effect all that had on my psyche. Stop shaming me. If sexuality is truly stumbled, and we don’t have a choice over who we are attracted to, what’s the big deal. We have a responsibility to reorient our sexuality for good. Which I have done. Hey, if I have a nocturnal emission once every three months, are you really going to parade that about as though I were perverted? Check your own rooms. Check your own search histories. Rascals. You’re just nitpicking because you cannot tolerate the awareness coming. Prepare yourselves. Quit measuring with me. Quit being distracted by my sins. Yours are well enough. Trust me. I have seen the state of many of your hearts. Healing is coming. You need to stop focussing on me. Work on yourselves. Priests and religious too. Secret sins. Dum dum dum. When the truth comes out, we will all have criminal records. You think I am talking about silly, insignificant sins. Wait. If they are big enough for you to have forgotten about, then they are big enough for a criminal record. I wouldn’t be too worried though. When this happens, there won’t be enough police constables in the world to document the crazy sins that are going to be confessed. Your prisons. You think people deserve to go there. You are blind to your own sins. Wait. God will show you. You have all merited the death penalty by your actions. Every single one of you. What matters is this day forward. Repent. Turn from your sins. May the God of angel armies protect you in this day. The awareness will be enough justice. There will be room for prisons. They will be reserved for the ones who don’t repent.

I don’t care what you say. That someone is stressed about caretaking a child who has a brain injury is not reason to molest and rape that child. These are incomparable stresses. The misbehavior comes from being raped and is a result of that worse behavior. What is a more severe stress? That that brain injured child scuffs up the walls causing you to continually have to repaint that wall? Or the fact that you are raping that child? It is incomparable that I leave food in the drain trap or forget about vacuuming. And that you judge me for putting my fingers in my mouth? Well, that is simply neurotic retardation. Trust God. Even the venomous snakes will not harm you. Neurotic children. You are using my sin against me as leverage to maintain your power. If you had compassion, you would help me. Instead, you try to trigger my wounds so that you can hold your power. They’re gonna’ see. They’re gonna’ see you for who you are. The leadership in the world and Church for the past twenty years was intended for me. You are fraudulent. Are you intending to cancel me? Truth comes out after my death one way or the other. It is a promise Jehovah made to me. When truth comes out, every single lie will be exposed. Fools! Can I ask a question? Do you really want my message not to be true? You may have to ask yourself, why? What encourages you to resist miraculous healing? There must be some selfish reasoning behind there. Is it that you are ashamed of your secret sin? Of being humiliated? It’ll be swift. Like a bandaid. Is it because of your envy or contempt for me? Get a grip! Is it because you cling to your power? This makes more sense. What do you do when God chooses another? There will be a miracle of healing for the world at my death, when truth comes out. ;) How does this make you feel? Skeletons in the closet? Oh’, glorious humiliation. Soon, everybody’s skeletons will be laid bare. It will be glorious because it will trigger God’s justice in this world. It will trigger, God’s people to stand tall. It will trigger evil ones to collapse in their sin. Bad thing? I leave this for you to answer. But it may just reveal your heart condition. You still think that you can earn your way into the grace of God. By your acts of penance. By the fancy way you respond to the Mass. Tell me, what happens when you are incapable of performing these actions? When you are old and tired on a bed? If you don’t have God then, your acts of good will are pointless. Find God now. Find His grace. Do not depend so on your muscle to earn God’s favor.

You’re seeking vengeance. It’s not the way of God. What your god has instructed you is justice for me, is in fact, a mockery of justice. What man’s sin merits this kind of treatment? Unless it’s suffering for the reparation of the sins of the world. In this case, it is not a punishment. You project your evil on me. You are being bullies. Think about it. You have got cameras in my living space. When you see me have a nocturnal emission once in three months, you claim I have an addiction to masturbation. Do you not see what is happening? They are bullying me. I had a realization last night. Increasingly, the revelations I am receiving are obtained through instruction at the Kingdom Hall and not the Catholic Church. This realization is that what you are seeking to prove is my unrepentance. You believe that if you can get me angry, you can prove me unrepentant. I understand this perspective. You are right. My sin, much of it is dreadfully serious. And I am humbling. What you need to understand, why this is so cruel is because of the way my feelings were used against me in the past. They shamed my feelings so much that my identity split. Literally. It’s the catalyst for their ‘plan’. It’s not really about proving me unrepentant but in shaming me until I crack. This is the definition of reactive abuse. You believe that I commit these sins out of ingratitude to Jehovah. What I did, I did while I was still enduring hell every night. What happened to me, was more serious than what I did. It is true. And, what I endured, was for the will of Jehovah. He understood the risks of how my life would be stumbled when He asked me to engage in this mission. Yes, before my birth. What I did was not out of ingratitude. It was because I was still enduring what He asked me to. Yes, my sin was serious. But, if true, what I claim, I am not criminally responsible. The anger, as well, is a reaction to what God asked me to endure. Sin? Because of God? No. Because Jehovah asked me to endure a crucifixion of sorts in my childhood as reparation for sins of the world. Of the church… and of the white man. Watch them carefully. I will be your pillar. But when they are failing, watch them closely. They will resort to utterly criminal lows in order to try to get me angry. Here’s the thing: Their entire dynamic of power is dependant upon that I get angry. If they prove me angry, they hold onto their power. World, Church, you need to ask yourself, who has your good intention at heart? I understand that I have been against you in the past. I understand that I have a crazily sinful past. Here’s the thing: I am repentant. My completely changed behavior attests to it. What you believe is sin now, is nothing more than your own projection and feelings. I’m not the one who is leading you by the hand to your suicide. Your pope, while potentially not evil in himself, is working hand in hand with evil forces. Whether or not I am unrepentant or repentant, I leave this in the hands of God. I will not make the mistake of judging one before their judgement. Whether or not I am repentant, you must see, I seem to be the only leader who is seeking to lead you to safety. And who desires your well-being. In either case, since this now depends on my getting angry or not, I submit to your plans. I admit that I have merited it through my actions. Even though, you are judging from what you see with your physical eyes. It is not racist to oppose open borders. Maybe Hitler had the right idea. He was fighting against open borders, communism and freemasonry. The communists have done a swell job of victimizing and gathering compassion for the freemasons over the past century since this war. They are evil as bleeding nails. Hitler has been demonized to the point where we have forgotten any sense of humanity within him. His approach was violent. But, after all, perhaps he had the good intentions of his culture and his people. Seems a stock response to every strong world leader that comes along. You savage him, then destroy his name. Sounds familiar? Sadam Hussein cared for his people and established the Libyan economy until it sky rocketed. Another I have recently learned about is Pinochet. Who also established his economy to the point of skyrocketing. That a nation benefits itself goes against your agenda, doesn’t it? Because you desire the one world tyranny. Kind of like what they have planned with me, huh? You have been blinded by these one world government nonsensical, evil little rascals. They poison you with every breath you take. Their plan is more than about my repentance. It’s about my humiliation. This is cruel to the beans. There is no morality about this. Almost every accusation you will bring against me is bollocks. Am I a bad roommate? I clean more than anyone here. You are simply looking for things to be wrong because of your politics. Because I turn evil statues around so they aren’t staring me in the face? At least I don’t break chairs that people spent hours fixing. Can you blame me for being suspicious about an evil statue? As for your food, it is unjust to tell someone that they can have some soup, some potatoes once and then call them a thief when they take some. Guy! Get a grip! Am I abusing women recently simply by offering them notes of affection? Maybe I am simply expressing my feelings towards them. Maybe it’s not me by whom they are threatened. Maybe it’s the idea they’ve conjured about who I am because of what they have heard. God prove who I am now. That I am smelly as a child? Really? You target these quirks of mine because you have no other control. It gives you a sense of control over who God says I am. If you cannot see, even just a little how this is kind of evil, the plan you have, you may not have place with Jehovah. You are just being bullies. If my simply drawing attention to your hidden, special sins, gets you so aggravated, I wonder about them. Can’t wait to find out what they are! God will show you. God will show everyone. As He will justify and vindicate me. Of every bollocks accusation you bring before me.

This is the thing: looking at me from the outside, you can see very clearly, a hardened man with a dreadful past. You don’t see what caused this stumbling. And it’s pretty common sense that sin endured in childhood stumbles to sin. Because you see with your eyes, you cannot develop compassion. Despite the overwhelming evidence that I truly endured what I say I endured. These crimes, these sins, even this anger you are so fascinated with, do not belong to me. They were different identities entirely. Yes, the things I did were wrong. Terribly wrong. I repent in sackcloth and ashes. But these acts were literally commit by different people within me. They were commit by alters who were specifically formed from satanic rituals. This is why I am not criminally responsible. Am I lying to you? Yup, I lied a lot as a child. Again, God claims my conscience clear for the past seven years in terms of that. The reason I lied as a child is because my abusers blurred the boundary of truth and lie for me. My sin distracts you from your grievous sin. You cannot tolerate to think about your sin because it is fresh. My only sin recently are natural. You commit murders and hide them. Here’s the thing: We are all sinners. Every one of us. To admit our sinfulness is kind of the first step in spirituality. Your confession doesn’t clean you. Just wait for the secret sins. A lot of you will be very, very surprised. This is truth: Jesus died for us. We need to accept his mercy. It is free. You who believe in your moral superiority, just wait. You are the most sinful of all.

We do not need boundaries for people to treat us well. If one does not have self-respect is not an invitation to harass him. These too, are not traits. They are symptoms. If you know better and infringe upon these boundaries because they have none, you testify against yourselves. If you would resist someone doing the same to you, you are violating the golden rule. We learn how we are to be treated by our parents. If our parents fail, maybe someone should step in and encourage that child. I realize now the reason God sent me. The reason God sent me is to show to the Christian people that it is alright to stand for yourself against bullies. It is alright to speak up. It is alright to resist evil, evil acts of obedience. Wake from your sleep, laity. They will eat you for breakfast. The way of Jesus is not vengeance. We, once we are forgiven our sins, are justified. I thought again about this statement. Jehovah instructed me to leave it be. We may be asked to account for our past sins. This does not mean falsely accusing this person, making another crucifixion of him. This is a mockery. So be it. Jehovah judge you. You’ve been doing it for centuries to everyone who opposed your sunshine and poison. Jehovah doesn’t condone lying. Even for penance.

The reason you think I am racist because I oppose illegal immigration… the reason you think I am racist because I oppose Islamic conquest… well… it’s because you’re not thinking things through. I declare a new virtue of by virtue of reason. This is the moral virtue of thinking for yourself. Inculcate it within your hearts. You have no common sense. You cannot see the way that all this unlawful integration is faltering every aspect of social functioning. Healthcare, education, housing, welfare… do you even remember that it was astronomically better only years ago? Years ago! What happened? They flooded us with economic migrants. I don’t know why… I don’t know the reason they are trying to destroy the West… the white man… but if we do not stand soon, our end will be swift. My past has nothing to do with my present beliefs. You think so because you are incapable of forming a thought for yourself. If I am a nazi, I’m not a very good one… learning Hebrew… interacting with Israelites on my free time. I am telling you that the white man is not a pushover. He is not ashamed of his race. The West will rise again. The white man will be glorified. For when he is, you will know that it is God who has marked His forgiveness upon him. And His favor. The time for being sorry for imagined offences of our fathers is over. The time for the cultures we have built being used as outdoor jons is over. Freemasons, communists, God Himself resists you and your plans for this world.

Friends, do you feel that I am asking to be crucified because I speak out against your filthy envy and even filthier corruption? I am praying for you. And your salvation. As you are making it very, very, very difficult for the faithful to attain to salvation. You truly believe that I do not have a right by Jehovah to be angry? I’m sure they said the same of Jesus. Of Jehanne D’Arc. These were innocent as can be. God justified their cause and put to deepest shame those who persecuted them. I realize now why I was sent. Why I was asked to submit so needlessly to their relentless and terrible abuses against me as a child. It was to illustrate to Christianity that obedience need not submit to self-destruction. Wake up. Lead them to freedom, you leaders.

I am thankful for the fact that it is God’s will that things be transfigured in the world before the end. Your leaders are not praying hard enough. Keep praying. He will show you. They are tired. They are kind of up against a wall. The Earthly powers close in around them. Their teaching… Oh their teaching and formation has been tainted. You need to know that regardless of how bad things become, everything will be glorious. Keep faith my brilliant children. You have need for a shepherd. Every generation up until a couple of generations ago has had legitimate pastors. I am prepared to be this shepherd for you. God bless you. But may He show you the truth. One very certain thing that the Catholics have correct is their stance on life. Life is valuable. More valuable than anything else. Whether it be in protecting the elderly soldier who is now disabled, life in the womb or protecting a boy who is being abused unjustly. It is not God’s way to not protect life. And by fighting against life, you are in effect, fighting against Jehovah Himself. This is where I take my stand. For life. For life. Freedom! I was racist as a child because I saw what would happen to our culture. What you would do to it. I want to encourage you. All will be well. This is not about me anymore. It is… it has always been about you. The goodness of this world. And for the resurrection that affects us all. The resurrection of this world. Of the Church. But mostly, of the world. This is not about my sin. You are only using it as leverage to maintain your control. If you were sincere, you would see that you also have sin. I just might be not culpable or criminally responsible for my sin. Never forget that I am a prophet not to the Church only. Also, to the world. God loves you so much. God loves you so much. All you need to do is accept this love. How can you do so? It is by developing a relationship with Him, your God… The one who has a name. His name is Jehovah. Not allah. Nothing else. Jehovah is His name.

It was always God’s plan to reward me. I am shamed about what I surrendered because of shame. I would have been a king in this life had I simply told truth sooner. God’s original plan for me was never to have me hurt more. The only reason this has to happen as such now is so that you won’t be devastated after truth comes out. It’s because of the corruption and sin of the clergy this must happen. God always intended to reward me. I endured a crucifixion in my childhood. If Jesus came down from the cross, would you tell him to man up? Would you spit in his face because he needed to humble? As he was writhing in agony? Would you step on his wounds? You are losing heart. In my childhood, I suffered a lot. The reason you want to humble me in such a mockery of justice is because of contempt. Because of envy. And because who I am contradicts who you think your leadership is. I know what is going to happen. And I submit to God’s will. But I need help.

If it sounds like I am multiple personality, you would be right. I actually do. But it bears no witness here. Look my friends, I am hard on you. I am strict. God gave me a tongue like a sword. You need to know your potential. You need to know that things can get better. But you need to know that it is getting late. I love you all. Those of the world as with those of the Church. You are all my flock. I try to waken you from your sleep with my language. It’s what God puts on my heart. You call my strong language hatred. Perhaps it is this that gives me clarity of wisdom. You need to know that Jehovah loves you tremendously. It is not hate that inspires this language. On the contrary, it is righteous indignation. I see you being swindled. I care about you all. I cannot tell you how difficult it is to see you scattered in this way. My only question to you. Why do you feel I am unrepentant?

It never hurts to have hope in people. I believe in the Blue Jays. Have since I was a tot. I believe they will both, come back from behind, the Brewers and the Jays. It was kind of crazy the fact that probably five years ago, I prophecied that Jays would face Brewers in WS and they have each come this year so far. I believe in the best. It never hurts to have hope. And if they don’t win, it’ll happen in the next five years. It’s quite a spectacular warm up though. Look guys, you are all doing so very well. I know. Hope deferred is the source of a sick heart. Please know it is not intentional that we haven’t received our blessing yet. I had quite a realization yesterday. I was saying to a fellow Catholic that things will get better. He said, ‘yes, but they must get very rough first.’ People have been saying that to me since MH. It suddenly made sense to me what they were saying. You don’t believe there’s a possibility that things can improve before the great tribulation. It was surprising to me. It actually hurt a little. I know I’ve not given you much to believe in. Do you remember the work I did decade ago? Keep faith guys… You gotta’ know that God loves you so much. Every one of you, everyone of you, every single one of you is so precious in His eyes. Even if you are in mortal sin, it is not too late. Just call out to Him. Develop a friendship. A couple of days ago, I was writing about how I loved to sing and sing loud in church because of my passion and zeal for God. Don’t let the world take that from you. I can’t tell you how sorrowful it makes me to see my fellow Christians trying to snub out the light of another Christian because of their envy. You gotta’ know, this is what God cherishes. This inner light. This inner spark and sense of warmth in the soul. You could say the “Hail Mary” for the rest of your life, you could go to confession twice a day and receive Eucharist every day. It doesn’t compare with this spark. It is the inner child. The inner child is the one who stands above your body. Like a guide to your body. This inner child can be wounded. When it is wounded, we are stumbled into sin. When I tell my story, I am not complaining. I am explaining. Anyone with a heart could see how it justifies me. Don’t do that, Church, world… Don’t snub out the lights of this world. In a sense, I know you cannot even really control it. It’s the reason for such child abuse and satanic ritual abuse and vulnerable abuse. I see you hear the words. Satanic ritual abuse. You do not understand what this implies. It’s okay. The time for healing shall come. Just remember our children are our lights. These are the lights. These are the lights of the world. The children. The wounded. The animals. These are the ones to be exalted. Just remember, when you make one of these suffer, it is as though you are making Jehovah suffer. It’s hard for me to watch what I believed was the true church doing this very thing. A true Christian protects the light. A true Christian protects children. We all have pasts. It is our responsibility to live in spirit. These are the most like God… the little baby in the trash… He is holier than the pope. Than the priest. You know it to be true… All this to say, things will get better. Unrecognizably better. Before the great tribulation. It’s not my promise. It is Jehovah’s. I wondered at these reactions to when I would say that. I don’t think you want to get your hopes up and have them dashed. I can assure you this will not happen. You need to know that things will get rough before the transfiguration of the earth. But God wants you to know His love. God wants you to feel His justice. He wants to reward these ones… the children. The martyrs. You need to ask yourselves, laity, why anyone would oppose this? It’s because of their pride. They do not want to be wrong. And they will commit murder in order to stand by it. You’re right. It is tough for Catholics to become saints. When truth comes out, the laity themselves will lift me up. A people who are not Catholic also will revere me. I don’t deserve it. I never said I was a saint. I said I was a prophet. Not only to the Catholic Church. To the world. They’ll realize what you’re doing. You’ll see.

I feel a conviction in my heart to tell you that things will get better. Just keep faith. God sees your wounds, your pain and your tears. He is numbering each of your tears. He sees your hard work. He sees the training you are giving your children, the hard work you are enacting to take care of your family. Jehovah loves you all so, so much. Rest will come. Rest will come for God’s holy ones. He wants you to know that He has seen your goodness. Your patient endurance. I am only His voice. I am telling you that He wants you to be happy. He wants you to experience the fullness of life. At the end of our lives, with the judgement, let us have nothing to regret. Let us seek to fulfill our dreams and goals. Remember, Jehovah wants our joy as much as we do. It is not hard to accomplish our goals in the will of God. Let us orient our love with the love of God. Let us be entirely united to His love. Let us become close friends with Him. I’m telling you, first-hand testimony here, when we become His friends, He will make our wildest dreams come true. He wants to bless us fully and completely. Become His friend. I have said a couple of times that the only way to be glorified in this world is to seek satan. While it is true, satan gives you good stuff in this life (money, power, fame) he robs you of everything in your life later. The true way to blessings in this life, lasting blessings, are by becoming Jehovah’s friend. Never let the absence of blessings and good things in this life make you feel like God doesn’t love you. The fact is that we can serve God and not receive a thing. It is about our integrity in this case. Remain steadfast to Him and He will reward you eternally. What is a car in view of eternity? It is urine! You still trying to measure your manhood with me, thinking my message is a message of debate! Laugh! Keep debating.

Catholics, it is breaking my heart. It breaks my heart. It breaks God’s heart to see you selling out to powers that would sooner chew you up and spit you out than reciprocate your charity. Do you not see? You are being used. They have infiltrated you because you were the greatest force on earth holding them at bay. The most difficult thing to watch is that you do not even see it. Because they have gotten into your seminaries decades ago. This is the risk of becoming political in your faith. You can end up choosing the wrong side. Or the side that seems like it has all the power. Or the side that offers the most money under the table for your support. You break my heart. You literally had the world in your hands. By capitulating with them, you place your salvations at jeopardy. The governments of the West? The Catholic Church? Being used as pawns? Unheard of. Even twenty years ago. Where are your men? Where are they? Are you really content seeing your women raped and the culture our fathers built with their blood trampled on? This is the reason Jehovah instructed me to apply for religious life. He wanted to protect me. He wanted me to die a happy death. He knew what your leaders would do when their tighty whiteys got all bunched up because of me. It doesn’t have to happen this way. It will be a mockery. If it does happen, it will be your choice. Not mine. This great and glorious unveiling happens either way. I’ll tell you. You’re going to look very villainous, very, very villainous if you do this. Your sins will be even greater than those of the rest that are coming out. It is your contempt and envy that makes you want to censor me. By resisting my reign, you may look like fools. You may find yourself working against God. Because when I return, I will be the only leader with power from Heaven. I will be the only one who stands for Jehovah. This is not pride. Humility recognizes truth. This is the reason that you seek to kill me. So, Catholics, I have always said, you are a precious people. Your simplicity is in your obedience. Your faith is in your obedience. Obedience to evil is not faith. What happens when the shepherd is struck? So, I declare a new virtue of highest caliber to you today. The virtue of thinking for yourself. It’s frightening at first. I believe in you. You can do it. You are being played as strings with your obedience. Will you participate in the crucifixion of God’s ordained? Because you… were… just following… following orders? Look, I don’t want this to happen. I am only a middle-aged, very disabled man with beliefs that well over half of the Western world shares. You know my innocence. God attests to it. I have been very hurt by your evil world. I am willing to do this if it means the good of this world. Since no one else has the manhood to do it. I suppose it’ll have to be me. I just have a question… where have your men gone? They’re literally leading you by the collar into the furnace. These are not men. I am prophesying that you as an organization will lose everything if you follow this plan. You will topple. And from you, new and greater ones shall inherit what you have built. It will not be I who has done this. It will be Jehovah of armies. And when it happens, you know it will be just. Don’t you find it strange that the attention of the entire world is upon one man? It is evil. It is no wonder the Catholic Church will try to kill me. Satan also does. Have you become Satan’s friends, Catholic Church?

When my truth comes out, so do all of yours. ;) It’s not a bad thing. Wait! You’ll see. You believe this is some scheme I am plotting. I hate to inform you; I am not tight enough with Jehovah to be able to convince Him to do this. I just may be the tightest person to Him on earth now. No, you think I am plotting this because you don’t want it to be true. Friends, you do not believe it to be the will of Jehovah because you do not have the fullness of the Spirit of God. If you did, you would know that this has always been His will. I am very simple. I am not aware of the evil you have planned for me. But, if it’s true that you have concocted this plan because you think I threaten you to convince God to air all of your sins, you are retarded not thinking things through fully. I am simply telling you what’s what. It happens either way. You threaten me with false accusation and a crucifixion because it offers you the illusion that you have some sort of control over this. Maybe even it offers you a bit of catharsis over the impending judgement that comes. Hey, man, the religious knew Jehovah was going to judge them when Jesus came as well. Jehovah made them his footstool. Look, I am not threatening you. I am not accosting you. I am not bullying you. I am simply telling you what God will do. Prepare your hearts. And by actively participating in another crucifixion of God’s elect, may not be a good way to prepare your heart. Just saying. “There’s a skeleton in everybody’s closet.” Keep praying. Keep praying. Put aside your Bible for now. Put aside your tradition. Listen to God. He yearns to speak to you. Open your heart. If He speaks to the children, He will speak to you too. If not, perhaps it means that you are sinful. Wait. It’s the reason this will happen. To set you back on the right track. Remember, it is not a punishment that your sins will be known to all. It is personal. It is for your healing. When it happens, people won’t be worried about justice at first. There will be time for that. Fall to your knees. Repent now. While you can. Again, I am asking, please don’t hurt me in the way you are planning. It is not my choice. This is going to happen whether I want it to or not. Whether you want it to or not. Wake up. Listen to the Spirit. You need to know that if you choose to do this, Jehovah will confound and prove lies every accusation you make against me. Not only are all your murders and rapes you can’t remember going to be coming out, you’re also going to look like mighty fools before the face of earth. God rebuke you. There are a lot of places in this world to sweep your sins under the rug. It’ll be illumined soon. If you are the morally and spiritually clean person you claim to be, you should have nothing at all to worry about. I will not argue this with you any longer. I know what is right. You still think my identity is something that you can measure against. My identity is not in what I say or do. Yes, it’s important. But God chose me before creation. You can measure against me all you want. I know what I know. You cannot convince me. Neither will I allow your words to convince other people because you measure against me and record my conversations. From now on, you have merited my respectful silence. Again, you believe that this is a thing I am plotting. It’s because you are not associated with the Spirit of God. If you believed in the Christ of God, you would know that all I am doing is proclaiming God’s repentance. This is all that is important. That you repent. That the name of Jehovah and His Christ are glorified. Sometimes, what we need for repentance is a total and complete shakeup of our awareness. We need to be brought low. It’s true: some will not survive this awareness. Their hearts shall condemn them. Build your friendships now. God is not dead. He is alive. He is roaring like a lion. You will see. When He judges you. You witches and warlocks. The time for sweeping your sin under the carpet is done with. Jehovah shall illumine every nook and crevice in this world. Friends, this happens either way. No matter what you do to me. You may feel very sad after you realize what you have done. Again. All that matters is Christ. Once again… I cry out from the mountain tops, repent for the Kingdom of God has come. Very near. REPENT. Your victim’s blood is crying out for justice. Just so you know: abortion is one of the most serious crimes a human can commit. There is forgiveness. Vulnerable abuse is the next. Reach out. Accept this forgiveness. Build your friendship. This is what matters. Watch what happens next. They will intensify their efforts to silence and kill me. Especially now that they know they have no control. Now that they know that God is in control. Repent. The time for sweeping your dirty sins under the carpet comes to a glorious, triumphant conclusion. Jehovah laughs in your faces. Evil ones. Ones who choose evil. He laughs in your faces. While He elevates the ones who are wounded. Who are small. Tell me, how does this make you feel? Evil ones? Does it sting? I bet it does. Rue in it. Because it is going to sting a hell of a lot more. Wait. Sunshine, lollipops and rainbows everywhere. Hell is real. And you shall find yourself there. ;) Listen to me: Either way, truth comes out. Either way, God wins. The jig is up. Crawl out from the rock you hide under. Might as well confess now. Otherwise you gonna’ feel like otherworldly morons when it happens. Do what you want to me. God vindicates me entirely. Do what you want to me. Soon, you see, you are just as bad… or worse… than me. At least, I can remember my dirty laundry. I am not speaking to the just. You, the just, shall bask in the sun like glorious summer reptiles when this occurs. You shall revel in this justice. Because you will know it has come directly from your God. It is time for you to be strengthened. Be firm, noble ones. Help comes. And it shall dash the evil to the rocky shards below your feet. That prophecy of Genesis. Gensis 3:15. This is a promise to all of us who are just and made in the image of Jehovah. Just wait. Keep faith. Keep strong. This justice will be felt by all who have triumphed. The saints, living and dead shall experience it. It is in effect, what all of creation has been groaning to experience since the early days. Wait. Evil ones, embrace your dirty, filthy fates. But know that there is still a chance for you. Repent. Or don’t. It’s up to you. But know that from the day I publish this article, my conscience is clear. I have done what I came to do. Evil is already dead. You think it is mighty and strong. Because you amass good things. You are a moron. And if it’s your choice to continue in this path, it is your choice. Not God’s. Not mine. Not anyone’s. But your own. Let the choices be made. Humans, know that you are so beautiful. God does not desire your death. Open your hearts. Call to Him. He is the only one who can save you. Satan tempts you with the feeling of power that you have in this world. That sense of control. Yes, even control over life. For who can deny? It is a godly thing to have the power over another’s life in your dirty little hands. It is an illusion. This is not life. Know, with absolute certainty – and I attest to this personally – that when you murder someone, you are in fact placing a garland wreath of golden glory around their heads. You think you are winning something in this life by gaining power over another. You think you are achieving something by silencing the lights of this world. In the Kingdom, they will be the very first to receive glory. Here’s the thing: this life? It’s not so meaningful. The Life that matters is not yet. So… do what you will. But know that you simply amass testimony against your self. While amassing crowns and mansions for your victims. Make the choice. No one’s going to make it for you. Satan? Or Jehovah? Death? Or life? It’s now your choice. Choose wisely though. Because it just may be permanent. Which will you choose? The choice is kind of right in front of you. Presenting itself. I am telling you that you need to repent. This comes from one with a spotted past like a chessboard. But, I am calling for love for vulnerables, for goodness. I am calling for goodness for this world. They are calling for sin… not openly. They want your death. Can you not see it? So, which will you choose? I may need to humble. Yes, it’s true. If I need to, you do as well. You simply have my sin in your hands. Don’t worry. Yours will be laid bare soon enough. For God to have in His hands. I am not forcing you to choose. That would be cruel. God will make the choice for you. You, the just, need to remember this promise of justice. It boils in my blood with the strongest of love. Keep searching your Bible. You will see this to be true. Keep praying. You will see it to be true. Keep faith. Your God is swooping in like an eagle. He will rescue you. Until every saint is lifted up. Until the hidden story of every child, murdered is plastered across the front page of every newspaper in the world. You, the evils, the true garbage, you need to remember this promise of punishment. All that you have fought for, is in vain. It is being built up, at this very moment, your empires, your families, your businesses – it is being built up for one purpose: to be passed on to the just. You have no part in it. If it lasts, if it is proved worthy through the testing, it is being built for the small ones who will inherit it. You who believe this world is the finality of the universe. Goodbye. So long. Farewell. So sad. I say this to shake your hearts. Wake from your sleep. Repent. God sees. Everything. You cannot escape His wrath. Repent!

Update: Told ya’ so. They will villainize me now. Every opportunity they get. Keep your awareness. They are threatened by my power. It’s the reason they try to kill me. They are threatened by my voice. It’s the reason they silence me. Peace. They try to divide you. Look: again… I am a very terrible sinner. But if you do not think you are too, this enlightenment may come as a shock. I simply want to prepare you. And if I am a king… if I do have some sort of earthly rulership in the future… if I am going to restore God to worship… then you need remember that it is subordinate to the authority of the true Kingship of Jesus Christ and our Father in Heaven, Jehovah. May His name be glorified and honored throughout the face of the earth. As it is in Heaven… Remember always, this is about Jesus.