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Monday, July 20, 2026

Boundaries: (AI common sense!)

Why might an adult Christian man, abused in childhood, struggle with boundaries as an adult being violated?

A man with that history may struggle to set boundaries for several overlapping reasons. Being a Christian is not the cause, but some Christian beliefs can become confused with trauma, making the struggle even harder.

Some common reasons include:

  • Boundaries were never modeled. If his parents abused him, he likely learned that saying "no" was dangerous or pointless. As a child, he depended on the very people who violated his trust, so survival often meant complying, staying quiet, or trying to please.

  • Trauma conditions the nervous system. When violated again as an adult, his body may automatically revert to old survival responses—freezing, fawning (appeasing), or dissociating—rather than fighting back or speaking up. This isn't a conscious choice; it's a learned survival pattern.

  • His sense of worth may have been damaged. Childhood abuse often leaves people believing, "My needs don't matter," "I'm only valuable if I serve others," or "If I set limits, I'll be rejected."

  • Forgiveness can be misunderstood. Some Christians mistakenly believe that forgiving someone means tolerating mistreatment or giving endless second chances. In reality, Scripture distinguishes forgiveness from trust and reconciliation. Jesus forgave those who crucified Him, yet He also walked away from those seeking to kill Him (John 8:59) and did not entrust Himself to everyone (John 2:24-25).

  • Fear of conflict. If conflict in childhood led to humiliation, violence, or abandonment, even ordinary disagreements can feel terrifying decades later.

  • Shame and self-blame. Adult violations often reactivate childhood wounds. He may unconsciously think, "It happened again because there's something wrong with me," instead of recognizing that another person chose to violate him.

  • A strong desire to imitate Christ. A sincere Christian man may want to be patient, sacrificial, and loving. Without wise guidance, these virtues can become distorted into passivity or self-neglect. Christian love never requires enabling abuse. Jesus taught love of neighbor, but also spoke the truth, confronted wrongdoing, and withdrew from danger when appropriate.

Healthy Christian boundaries are consistent with the faith. They can include saying:

  • "No."

  • "That behavior is unacceptable."

  • "I forgive you, but I cannot trust you right now."

  • "I need distance to protect myself."

  • "I will involve others if this continues."

These are not failures of love. They can be acts of wisdom, justice, and stewardship of the life God has entrusted to him.

If this describes someone who has experienced repeated childhood abuse, it's also worth knowing that boundary-setting is a skill that can be learned. Many trauma-informed therapists, alongside sound pastoral or spiritual guidance, help people separate authentic Christian self-giving from trauma-driven self-sacrifice. Over time, people often discover that healthy boundaries actually make genuine love possible rather than preventing it.

Sunday, July 19, 2026

Book of Prophet Jonathan:

The Epistle of Prophet Jonathan:

Jonathan, an apostle and prophet of the true God, Jehovah through His son Jesus Christ, who, like him, was chosen before birth, given grace towards these end times to gather the exiles and call for a restoration before the termination of the age. Like John, I also come to prepare the straight path for the return of the Lord, in the spirit of Elijah. The advent of John was a foreshadowing of the first coming of Christ, heralded with suffering and humility, because the Son of Man was treated with contempt and without mercy. The advent of the return of Christ is one of triumph and justice, this waits for a more glorious and triumphant messenger. Greetings and blessings to you, Church. Greetings and blessings also, to you, world. For it is the will of the Almighty Father that this world be restored to His love, which once existed before it was infected with sin.

You believe that the fullness of public revelation has ceased with the death of the last apostle, beloved John. Dear friends, this has guarded the deposit of faith from much error over the past centuries. In addition, this has censored much truth and much goodness. At present, an even more sinister error has come upon this world. One which you cannot see at the time. This is the error of modernism and all the errors, which from it follow. These errors have permeated deeply into the culture that we know and even into the teachings and the tenets of religion and faith, infecting the very religious teachings and trainings of religious teachers that are intended to guide Faithful to salvation. Much of what I say in this book shall be common sense, which I pray you will come to recognize as being even Scriptural. Perhaps, it shall be a thing you will need relearn. For we cannot see, at any given time, beyond what the holy spirit permits us to recognize. The spirit shall open your understanding in a little while. You will see! The Bible is true. You are not reading the Bible correctly. The letters of Paul were appropriate for a time. He was rightly glorified. A new day has come. Let this be so now.

Jehovah first came to me in my childhood. In infancy and childhood, I was afflicted with satanic ritual abuse and other forms of abuse. I was assaulted as an adolescent and was severely injured and left with a crooked manner of walk. During the time I spent unconscious, whether in a vision or in the spirit, I was caught up to the heavens where I was given an audience with Jehovah Himself. Here, He commissioned me as an apostle. The Spirit of Jehovah among many other angels and saints have been speaking to me openly from the day I was born, upholding me that I wouldn’t trip. The spirit of Jehovah told me that I needed to tell the authorities about what was happening to me in childhood. He told me that the restoration of the entire earth lay in my story. There was a link between the restoration of the world and what happened to me. My story would be the catalyst for true justice to be enacted upon the earth. It would be the trigger for people to stand up and resist the evil. Because of shame and fear, threats and darkness, I could not disclose what was happening in a way that was complete. Baptized in 2007, I began my ministry in 2012. In 2016, I was confirmed into the Catholic Church and in 2019, spent two years at a Catholic religious community. Here, I challenged the corruption of the Church and of the worldly leaders when they tried to silence me, using my sin as leverage. They tried to silence my message, my story and in terms of politics. After I left this religious community, I fell in love with the Traditional Rite of the Catholic Church. I soon discovered that the corruption existed there as well. As it says in Scripture, “the shepherd will be struck, and the sheep will be scattered”. Finally, I developed a relationship with Jehovah, discovering the Witnesses of Jehovah. I studied the Bible with them and attended meetings, all the while attending Mass and advancing in the Roman Catholic Church. The Spirit of Jehovah is the one who instructed me to safeguard my faith in Catholicism despite its corruption, sin and straying from the truth. My faith is quite strong. I believe there is a reason Jehovah has instructed me to study and maintain strong relationship with the Witnesses of Jehovah. Regardless of how much the Church was silencing me, they discovered that my story could not be suppressed. God instructed me further to take pauses from my ministry. Though I remained silent, at times, it was almost as though Jehovah Himself were revealing my story to people. I realized Jehovah was training me.

People believed me to be sinful and unrepentant. They believed this mostly because of my resistance to the open borders policies of the Vatican and world leaders. Even if Catholicism stakes against that, this does not stop them from lining their pockets with bribes in supporting the illegal immigration into America. These beliefs are contrary to healthy international society and against common sense. These beliefs, even entrenched into the doctrine of social teaching and of religion are of a satanic origin and contrary to truth. At this religious community, the leaders challenged me about some sins I had commit as a child. I tried to explain to them the circumstances surrounding my culpability, but they would not listen. Threatened by my power, they saw my sins as an opportunity to silence and oppress me. My conscience is clear. I do not need debate my forgiveness and grace. No man, not even the pope is in the position to dictate the state of conscience of any other man. They tried to use the emotional distress I have experienced in order to trigger a response of anger from me. They also installed cameras in my living quarters, surveilled every single electronic device I own and found loopholes in order to gossip about my confessions. This is spiritual abuse. It is bullying. It is okay because their authority shall very soon be revoked from them.

The Bible is complete. Whether or not this book is included in these latter days is not in my power to control. I simply hope that after this is over, you will read it again. It is truly my belief that when this truth emerges, you will read what I am saying simply as common sense and reasonable wisdom. This is a call for a restoration of pure worship and to the theology as it was in the beginning. This is attainable in this world. We will find that we might need return to interpretation and dig deeper into the Word of God than we have at present.

Many people consider themselves prophets these days. Most of them chose God. Not all of them are chosen by God. What have I to say about this generation? I have much to say against you. True, there is an abomination occurring (how long it has been occurring, I cannot say). Your sons and daughters are killing, torturing and traumatizing your children. This, whether you believe it to be or not, is the work of satan. You need know, at this moment, not only that Jehovah, my God and your God, sees what you are doing. You need to know that there is a place reserved for ones who maintain their present course without repentance. Hell is quite real. He will have His vengeance. But that is for after. You need also know that Jehovah shall have His day of justice in this state of things as well. It is true, your sins have amassed to heaven. Despite this, you need know of the mercy and tender compassion of Jehovah. He is not slow to act. He will have His justice. But He desires so much to bless this world in a way that it has not ever seen. Your repentance shall come. Whether you desire it or not. Churches will be filled to overflowing. Whether you desire it or not. You shall be brought low to your knees, every one of you. Whether you like it or not. You need know what is happening in the world. The first step to healing an illness is diagnosis. In the same way, the first step to healing sin is awareness. You are an evil generation. If you believe that Jehovah is upset simply because of my sins, you are gravely mistaken. It is true. I have been a murderer. I have been a rapist. I have been a racist. Still am a racist. I simply acknowledge the truth. The truth that the peoples of the true God, Jehovah cannot coexist amongst the peoples of the fallen ones. We cannot coexist among the peoples of satan and baal. I have been a wretched person. Jehovah has offered me insight and wisdom into the true nature of sin and humanity.

The Gospel is real and true. The fact is that we are all sinners. Every one of us. It’s the reason Jesus commanded us to not judge. I bring great news to you this day from Jehovah. Help is coming. As with the Pentecost of the early days of the Way, soon, there shall be a Pentecost of the entire earth. In this time, many sins shall be revealed. The secret sins shall unearth. And the true intentions of all on earth shall be clear. Be comforted beloved children. This book is not a message of divine judgement. Instead, it is one of spectacular hope and glory that awaits. For it is Jehovah’s will that you all have a glimpse of His mercy, His justice and His love before the last days. He wills that you be given a glimpse of His sovereignty over satan before that day. So that you may experience peace in the trials, which will follow. Here is wisdom: Developmental trauma and suffering stumbles people to commit sin. Suffering not integrated well leads to a stumbled conscience, creating unprocessed resentment, anger, fear and shame.

The word of Jehovah came to me, saying:

I have a complaint with you. Your mistreatment of the wounded, the child and the elderly has reached to the heavens. This is all sins of the fathers. This abuse of the small will not be tolerated by the heavens. It has been learned. It has been the way of things since the beginning. There is a shadow world existing underneath this world. One in which unspeakable horrors are being commit against the child. You need know that this is of satan. You need know that Jehovah, the God of angel armies is condemning this behavior. Some of you practice this quite wilfully and quite openly. You need know that you are causing great trouble for yourselves. The power that you gain through these acts is impotent compared with the power of God. This is a brazen call for the world to repent. Your incest has reached the heavens as well. Stop having sex with your children. It affects them in a damaging way. Even if they seem to accept and seem to appreciate it, you need know, this is evil and of satan. They seem to appreciate it to please you. You need know that interiorly, this creates chaos in their consciousness.

The effects of atheistic and state-oriented governance has been devastating for this world. The effects are not new. On the contrary, they have been festering for some centuries. It is true that this world is broken. It has not always been like this. Satan’s kingdom has been established on earth relatively recently. The effects are evident within every facet of this culture. And this, through satan’s system of governance, atheistic, state-oriented governance, these effects are evident in the educational system, the medical system, even within the very religious training systems that raise up new teachers and pastors.

Another issue I have with this world. Nationalism and the nation state is the last bastion of the old order of the Monarchy of faith. You need know that the people of the world do not know what is best for them. You need to know that like the unification of world governance leads to tyranny. The people of different gods cannot coexist amongst the people of Jehovah, the true God. I am not preaching racism. White, Black, Asian and any other race can coexist. But they need to coexist under the same God. This culture, this civilization, the one that Jehovah Himself built up and established through the art and love of countless souls will be reestablished. At the moment, in the rising action of satan’s kingdom, these glorious cultures have been infiltrated and saturated with men of different gods. This is not an accident. You see, plainly, the effects that this has upon every aspect of worldly functioning. You see, without mistake, the effect this has on education, safety, taxes, healthcare, housing. This is not impossible to remedy. In fact, it may just be the simplest thing in the world to amend. You simply need the will. The end is not yet. These cultures shall become glorious and sovereign once again.

The belief of the Gospel proclaims that no one is beyond salvation’s reach. I have a personal objection with you, Church. This issue is in the fact that you have doubted the conversion of souls. I remind you now, before the warning follows, of your own great and terrible sinfulness. No man, no woman, however great their sins, however terrible and grievous, is beyond the salvation of Jehovah through the sacrifice of Jesus. I understand that you do not want to be deceived. Remember: love hopes for the best in people. It never grows tired or weary. Be your brother’s shoulder. When a past sinner comes to you, seeking the love, which you were offered so freely, do not resist him. Do not hesitate to share with him the love that you received. There is no sin committed, which is too vile to separate from the love of Jehovah. This I have against you. That you have restricted access to the faith to those seeking protection and grace from the Church because of your envy and contempt. By denying the resurrection in others, we deny the resurrection of Christ.

God will confound you. You who are harboring envy. You whose faith has become a competition. This is the reason Christ came to earth: To uphold the small. To defend the weak. To safeguard the innocent. These will, regardless of your envy, regardless of your competition, be the greatest in the Kingdom of God. These will be your rulers. Let it be known that Jehovah sanctifies these and will glorify them. Children are not cattle. They are not animals. Learn to recognize within them the utterly divine. For it is in these that the light of Jehovah shines forth. The last shall be first and the first shall be last.

Friends, I offer you a spiritual secret. What is bound in heaven shall be bound on earth. Heaven is existing… At this very time. This is not a mystical and shadowy place. This is a place, just like our experience here. What happens on this earth is influenced by what is happening in heaven. This earth is much like a chess board. The greater intellects and actors are not all of us but rather our spirits in heaven. Amidst this chaotic and fallen existence, how do you believe that traffic works? Millions of cars, day by day, travelling hundreds of miles an hour, swerving in between one another. In a fallen earth, this would not work. If satan had his way, every single car would crash. We are held up by angels. Jehovah sustains us. All of us. From the days of our birth, we have angels assigned to us. I hope this offers you encouragement. And know, nothing happens without the approval of God. He protects you. Read Isaiah again. From the day of your birth until your hairs are gray, I will lift you up, lest your foot strike a stone. This is not just about Jesus. We are all from heaven. We are just not all returning.

The word of Jehovah again came to me saying the Church’s understanding of sexuality is confused. I bring to you new perspective. Not a new teaching. But a new perspective. “Go forth, multiply.” This early commandment has never been overridden. You need to know that as with everything else, satan has invaded even the very heart of man and woman. Feminism is at its core, terribly satanic. He has embittered man and woman against one another. He has done this through entertainment, through politics and through trauma. To safeguard the teachings of Apostle Paul, let us consider that a man and woman must be wed before sexuality follows. This is a good teaching. I have seen myself the incredible fruits and glorious fruits of developing relationships in chastity. This strengthens the relationship with the third cord. It is truly miraculous. This is a call for a sexual revolution. Not the kind you have understood. Let a man and his wife bear many, many children. This will be made possible. Do not worry about the material well-being of your children. This will be taken care of. Just care for your children spiritually. The rest shall follow. Remember, even the early patriarchs and many of the prophets and children of God who followed them married numerous wives. This was not only for pleasure’s sake and for simplicity’s sake but also to prosper and proliferate the elect upon the earth. It is precisely because of the infiltration of satanic influence in this world that your Father desires a reset to good. He desires to reestablish what was lost. If we continue at this rate, we shall be destroyed simply by outbreeding. We are already a minority. Let us remember our greatness. What Jehovah told the children of Eden, He now says to you: Go forth and multiply. Subject this world under your power. Quit your abortion and contraception.

In addition to this, you need know that sexuality, like the emotion and consciousness of man can be wounded and stumbled. Sexuality is at the very core of a person. When that person endures developmental trauma, their sexuality has the potential to be shifted off its course. This is the origin of every sexual deviance. This is truth: the human consciousness is a universe of potentiality. This is the reason satan seeks to stumble these little ones at their developmental stages. If he is the one forming the conscience of the children, he controls them greatly as they age. Jehovah has concealed from me how long this intentional assault upon the children has been happening. For at least one hundred years, there has been an organized, spiritual campaign against the children. This campaign employs traumatizing these ones until their futures can be programed. Lord have mercy. When this warning shall come upon us, it will be known that Jehovah is claiming these ones for Himself. You need know that sexuality is malleable. You need to know to treat your children well, with love and with respect and reverence. They are not your possessions. They do not belong to you. They belong to Jehovah. You believe because you have begotten them from your flesh, you possess some right over them to treat them with every abuse ou conjure. The first people believed the same as well. Consider this, as coming from the mouths of God. Learn to love your children not abuse them.

Sexuality is a human need. While some are called to lifelong chastity, we need know that in the end, when our works are tested by fire, we will have the choice to choose Jehovah or to choose satan. This choice shall be affected by the events of our lives. Regret shall be a tool that satan shall use against us. Church! Stop repressing your love! You need know that we are meant by Jehovah to fill this land with life and to bless it and to be blessed by it. To repress our joy in this life is not what God wants. Joy is not pleasure. Joy finds fruit in the will of Jehovah. Here: Do not enter your deaths with the pang of regret. You ask, where is the Scriptural evidence of this? You will see it plain as day when Holy Spirit illumines your understanding. I tell you what I have indeed experienced myself. This regret is the reason I was being stumbled into that identity. It was because of what I suffered. Not because my identity was flawed. Satan wants me to experience regret in order to void the suffering I experienced in my childhood as consecrated to Jehovah. It’s not surprising tha Cathoic Church desires to suppress me, considering how many cardinals and members of the hierarchy are now playing on the team of satan. How can a church whose leaders bow to the throne of baal, be a legitimate conduit of the true God? Yes, it’s true. Where God is, satan sets up next door. But at this point, nearly the entire building is run by satan.

Let your lives be filled with fruit, children. Let your lives be filled with love. Sexuality is not sinful. Looking at sexuality through eyes of innocence and purity, it is simply a way of expressing our love for one another. Hear this: Jehovah says this day that our sexuality is neither something to be ashamed of or afraid of. He is encouraging and approving our sexualities. Let us rediscover it. It is glorious and a true expression of love and intimacy between two people. Does this sound contrary to sound theology? Perhaps, you should pray more. Perhaps you should put away the books and start praying. Perhaps Jehovah will reveal to you His will. If there ever was a time that Jehovah called for sexuality outside of marriage, this would be it. Let us rebuild what has been taken from us. This is a battle of spirits. Stop your murder of children. Repopulate the earth! Worried because you do not want to bring a child into this mess? Let the child decide that. Give him the opportunity to choose. Things will get better. Remember: Life doesn’t exist until it exists. A soul has its chance when it is conceived. These ones who are murdered are caught up straight to God. The spirit world is not all that matters. This world, this earth matter. Let us reconquer it for God. Church, who convinced you to commit suicide? Are you that tired? Let your lives not be taken without a fight. Not a battle. Fight for life!

Sexuality is how people show they love each other. We need rediscover this. A reorientation of culture and society is coming. We will no longer be ashamed of our sexuality and hide it as though it were a dirty secret. Prior to Moses, sexuality was more in line with God’s thoughts. White people, Christian people, you need to start having babies. Do not reserve marriage for the ubermensch and for the peak of species. Be married. Economy is rough. It will not be for long when you start having children. Sexuality is a human need. Passion is a human need. Just a question: What is the difference between breaching seal of confession over secretly having a camera in someone’s bedroom? They are both spiritual abuses. Ya’ bullies. No. God will confound you.

This is not a thing, which can be delayed because of your spiritual pride or envy. I know that you desire to preserve the Bible. By doing so, you are condemning these cultures. You will see. As for my sins, I was entirely inculpable. Let the Church of God remember grace. Let us remember that our salvation, this love we have received and this peace we live has not been a thing that we have earned.

The word of Jehovah again came to me. You need to know that technology as it is developing is not productive towards faith. Faith in this last generation is very challenging. There are saints. The technology makes this challenge incredibly difficult for the weak or immature Christian. The rise of AI offers too many paths to evil. It is leading you away from Jehovah. Be rid of it. I visualize a time, in future, when the world shall be dominated by AI and robotics. The Church, the true flock shall be underground surrounding a single Bible. Let our faith be sustained by what is essential. There is a nostalgia in tradition. There is more than simple nostalgia. While His spirit reveals progressively, Jehovah is found not in the evolution of the world. Flee from the world and its immoralities. The ways of the world and its advancements are not the way of God. You must know that the surveillance culture, while relatively new is anathema to true faith. Privacy is fundamental to human growth. You need to believe in the good of people. The ultimate end of surveillance is the control of the human being, control of their actions, speech and thoughts. God is God of freedom. Not of fear. We do not submit to God out of fear. We submit from a place of love. The surveillance, being a fruit of the state, it is not difficult to recognize that in a while, even the confessions of faithful shall be subject to surveillance. Technology is not of God. Surveillance is not of God. Technology leads to surveillance. To control. Jehovah created the human being to be free. Do not return to your slavery? Church? Has it been so long? Do you still long for the comfort pangs of slavery in Egypt? I did not need to write an encyclical book in order to say what is needed to say.

I will say before saying this that I am catholic. My faith is very precious to God. There is beauty in this blind obedience. Friends, we need be careful about this. Many councils of men and millennia of corruption have jaded the integrity of the message of Jesus Christ. It is true. Religion is not so important as faith. But in this case, Catholicism seems to have become an extension of the same religion that killed Jesus. So, to say that Jesus is God takes no honor from Jehovah. However, hear this: you world and you Church: Jehovah is God. I give my glory to no one else. I am a jealous God. Jehovah honors His son. Catholicism is glorious. It has the potential for such greatness. Again, it shall become glorious and a beacon of hope for those who believe. The politics has ruined her. It is true: what is holy is what is attacked. There will arise a popular church. One which will resemble the spiritual vanity of Catholicism but, which will be hollow and void. Flee from it. The true church shall endure to the end. It may not be popular after a while. Keep your faith. Know your faith. The Trinity is unnecessary. It is academic obfuscation. If God is one, why complicate the matter. Jesus is Lord. On earth, here, he is divine. He is the image of God. But it’s really unnecessary to complicate matters. Look: Simply be firm in your faith. Be strong. Hold fast. It doesn’t matter about the details. Remember God loves you. And repent.

From the Catholic Church, we learn another truth. Placing the authority of God into the mediation and authority of men will always lead to ruin. I say proudly, I love my Catholic faith. But, let all Christians this day hear the voice of Jehovah as He calls: follow me through the Kingship of the Lord Jesus and not through the pope. There is too much at stake. Even in my short time as a Catholic, I have seen the effects of murderous envy and contempt to the point of quashing an orphan on part of the hierarchy. I have seen my Church compromise with evil while being silent about true injustice. This is what you need to know: Jesus is King. Men are not apt to rule one another. Unless they are led by Holy Spirit.

You have been fed lies for the past centuries. That our God is a God who desires our suffering or suppression of spirit. God is not a god of fear but of liberty and freedom. God makes glorious our suffering. Despite this, He desires for us to thrive and prosper. Every one of us. This is the way that He is glorified. He is glorified when we are glorified on earth and blessed. Resultant from our sin, we do not choose the blessings He has prepared for us. But to think that He wills our suppression of spirit in the name of poverty, chastity and obedience is foolhardy. Many sins and abuses of power are committed in the name of obedience. True, this world is not in the authority of Jehovah. You will know the blessing that comes from God at first glance by its fruit. I say again, with the authority of God, Jehovah or the Trinity – however you desire to call Him – Jehovah desires the entire world to be blessed beyond belief. It is our sin – or the sin that is thrust into us – which forces us to not choose His blessings.

Perhaps I have given you the impression that the message that I bring from Jehovah our God is one of intellectual importance or even in some manner of human wisdom. I promise you that you are all in for a mighty surprise when the truth comes out. So, it is Scriptural and no surprise that parenting is important. Despite its importance, it seems to be a truth our culture has forgotten. You declare this is not new teaching while you massacre billions of children in the womb. So, you know? This makes you culpable. Jehovah instructs you this day: Stop having sex with your children. This is a reason for all kinds of disabilities and illness. You need know that it is not watering down the Scripture or invalidating sin by saying that culpability is mitigated by trauma. This is simply common sense. A child has no choice regarding its upbringing. It has the responsibility to choose the good in its adult years. But without that foundation, it becomes a great challenge in life. Truly, we do not all begin from the same starting point. Bear with your brothers and sisters. This is the reason a good foundation and Christian upbringing is essential. It is an elemental truth that when a human being is wounded, an effect of this wound follows. The same of physical wounds can be said for psychological wounds. Consciousness is formed as conscience is formed. There is no other side of the story when a parent abuses a child from infancy. That child’s behavior shall be a mirror and stumbled by the parent’s behavior. Sin does not have the same culpability or effect in this case. The parent’s abuse will be infinitely more serious than the child’s behavior, however severe. You are being lied to.

During the injury that I sustained, whether it was a vision or a reality, God knows, it feels truer than any reality I can experience on this earth, I spent time in the Kingdom of Heaven. It was here that Jehovah Himself commissioned me to bring about a period of restoration in this world. I was offered a personal audience with the Father Himself, an honor rarely granted even to the celestial angels. I was intended to overcome death, through purgatory at this time (yes, purgatory) so that my soul could be liberated and my emotions freed. I could not because of the overwhelming effects of sin in my heart resulting from what happened to me. Had I have, I would have been a king on the earth. Because I did not, Jehovah worked with me to deliberate another course to bless the world. One which would have had as much effect and influence on the world. Jehovah intended for me to die in 2012, at which time, there would have been a miracle in the world. Again, I struggled to trust. However, again, God asked me to write a book about the traumas I had endured, after which I would have died. I could not trust, because I have not experienced physical and human love to demonstrate to me Jehovah’s love. This is still the case. I am to die. Satan will continue to seek my life until I am dead. This is not about my sin. If you are truly honest, you know that you have got sin as well. Just as serious. This is about protecting the weak and the vulnerable. This is about defending the powerless. God will show you. DID is not a character flaw. It is a result of incredible and unfair suffering. Being satanically ritually abused is not a character flaw or decision of the child. It is always a decision of parents. I cannot believe you have listened to their perspective for so long. They are using my sin as a leverage for silencing me. They are using my pain and triggers as a method of getting me to react. This is precisely the definition of a bully. This is about compassion. Not my reactions. This is about truth. Not my reactions. When you know a truth, how can you be silent? I am trying to tell you that you cannot silence my truth. Truth comes out at my death whether you silence everyone or not. And when it does, it makes every vindication, proving you all liars and murderers.

The word of Jehovah again came to me. He said that children, the vulnerable, the weak and the small are nearest to His love. Simply read the Bible and you will find this conclusion to be unavoidable. You have forgotten this truth, Church, World. You need to know these are the most valuable to God. What we do in this life matters. Here: our PhD’s and projects and lifetime’s works are incredibly valuable. Still, what we need learn is that it is precisely in those who are unable to do any kind of work for Jehovah that value for Him is found. Let us seek to find this treasure of great price. It means that when you are old, frail and useless, by almost every one of this world’s standards, our value increases. If you see it as such, if by the world’s standards, we are useless, our time is over. We can no longer do things to win God’s favor. This is the time when our spirituality comes alive. If you cannot see how this is a glorious win for Jehovah, I don’t know what to tell you. Friends, search your hearts. Answer me a question: To the children who are massacred in abortion, who are sacrificed at the altars of moloch and baal, to the elderly man with MS, who is a prisoner in his body, how can these fight for their salvation? In your heart, tell me, what is these one’s fate? If you say anything but the paradise, forgive me for what I would inevitably call you in response. Friends, it is the children who see the face of God. This man with MS, cast aside into a home and perhaps mistreated by everyone because he is a ‘burden’, he will have a crown over you. He will be in paradise decades before you. It is difficult to imagine. That a helpless child is the one who God favors. It will take some faith. No doubt. See things through the spirit of the living God. I’m telling you. I have been to the Kingdom of Heaven. They are all children! The angels, everyone. What does this mean? For our Church? For our Culture? It means that we need do a greater job of defending the rights of these ones. It means we need, first, to cease hurting them. What does this mean? Hear, then, the word of Jehovah: Learn the art of service. As a father cares for their child, with best intentions in heart, let our PhD’s, doctorates and earthly works be in service of these. The least of all. Perhaps this means taking a step aside, sacrificing glory to these who are innocent. I see the reason you would like to believe I have not changed in my heart. It is because of my politics. If I am a sinner, what I am saying is fluff and because of the ‘anomaly’ of my past. If I have had a change of heart, what I am saying becomes a derailing truth of everything the authority has been saying for literally centuries. I see. I wonder if you would have regarding Paul with such suspicion after his conversion. For a time. I am sure it wouldn’t have been indefinite. This perpetual suspicion alone is enough to make me a saint. Not that I am a saint. Look: there is really no other way. If you do not support the child, you are on satan’s side. By supporting life, you are choosing God. I don’t like to offer ultimatums. Neither does God. But this is where the in gets drawn. If ever there was to be an ultimatum drawn, let it be now. We are indeed in the last days. Yes, truth will come on God’s time. Neither mine. Neither yours. However, if what I am claiming is true, He has been speaking to me and has ceased speaking to you.

You need know that the destructive nature of what has occurred over the past hundred years. This integration of people of other gods within our cultures has a sinister purpose. Listen to the voice of Jehovah. Ex. 20 3, 2 Co 6:14. As well, do not be unequally yoked with believers of other gods. Ecumenism is great. But it cannot be done at the expense of truth and at the compromise of idolatry. There is one God. His name is Jehovah. It is only reasonable that nations possess borders and the right to enforce those borders. To do otherwise, would be to violate the good interest of these nation’s citizens. The Church, in its attempts to make itself more relevant to the world, has taught on matters it should not be involved in. Leave the governance of nations to the nations. By compassion, we are committing suicide. You need to know that much – nearly everything – of what we know and have been told over the past years have been lies. The victors of war, true history, science and astronomy. It seems real to you because it is all you know. You do not know anything else. It takes only observing the behavior of American blacks to understand how easily – and how quickly – the human psyche and collective consciousness can be manipulated. Is it true they have experienced injustice? Yes. But so has everyone else. Observe their hostility towards those deemed as oppressors. Those who have probably never had a racist thought in their life. You need to know that all of this has an end. It will be in the enthronement of a satanic empire. They’ll do all they can to oppose truth. Including erasing history, rewriting history and demonizing truth until it becomes abhorrent for the general public even to think on. You need to know there are those fighting for truth and God now. These are not the popular ones. You are persecuting the wrong people. Those you are demonizing had the best of the world at heart this whole time.

Jehovah spoke to me again saying, “the religious teachers and priests of my Church have abandoned me. This is why I myself have turned my back on them. I no longer speak through them, and my holy spirit does not rest upon them. They have forsaken me for worldly prominence and comfort. They are outspoken on matters, which will secure them bribes yet silent on the matters of the widows and the orphans. In fact, my spirit has been far from them since they sought to be like the world. Their corruption has reached to the heavens. My spirit no longer rests in their Church. Instead, I have chosen you, Jonathan, to speak my truth.”

I said in response, “How can this be possible? That your spirit has left your Church? Could you truly abandon the faithful in their worship? And am I truly the only one to speak your truth to this world?”

Jehovah responded, “I have never left my faithful. I will be with my flock until the consummation of this age. See and hear. My priests and prophets prophesy and teach lies. Their teaching is poison. Like poison, it tastes sweet at first. They sacrifice their children, tear them to pieces and burn them. A thing that I would never instruct them, or which would even cross my mind. They are on the verge of suicide by mixing with the gods of the world. They betray the faithful for their bribes. It will not be you alone, Jonathan. There are others. Even now, they worship me in purity and truth. I see the way they use the distress and the pain of my little sheep who trust in me to stumble them. To silence them. They will be made aware very publicly of their shame and error.”

I said to Jehovah, “What shall I say to them that they would believe me?”

Jehovah responded, saying, “They will be shocked, to the spine, when I reveal their own sin and shame. I shall lift their skirts and uncover their hidden secrets. This is how you will know a true shepherd from the hireling: That he lays down his life for the flock. It will not be your word, which shall confront them. You have suffered for my love enough, Jonathan. It is not you who are confronting them. It is me. Their God and Father whom they have rejected. Therefore, by resisting you, they shall resist me. This awareness shall come upon them in a single instant. Like a crashing wave, it shall devour them.”

Sin is not as rigid as you believe. This is not watering it down. This is not an advocacy of sin. You need know that suffering, particularly, suffering in developmental periods stumbles people to lifestyles of sin. When we suffer in childhood, our consciences are malleable. As baptism creates a saint, this sort of mistreatment of children causes sinners. This is unjust as children do not possess the capacity to direct their course in life of their own accord. You need know that sin is serious. But when you understand the fact that a lot of people never had the choice of the direction of their lives, in the way that Jehovah intended them to have this choice, perhaps compassion shall dawn. Emotions are integral towards an understanding of faith. This may sound like a new teaching. What I said at the outset, I say again. In a while, this shall be illumined and your eyes opened to truth of Scripture. Guard your emotions. Process through your emotions. Jehovah is an emotional Being. This is the reason satan desires to upset the emotions of people. It’s the reason emotions are so shamed amongst the world. Even you, parents. We need know that it is acceptable to feel. The reason there are so many problems in this world now is because people have been shamed into bottling up their emotions. I say this now, very clearly: Emotions are what make you human. They are what make you like Jehovah. Do not supress these. The next time someone tells you to man up, you will know they are gaslighting you. Feel your emotions. This is the path to true strength. In like manner, guard your child’s emotions. Instruct them in truth. Even if all they have is a Bible, they shall grow as an oak tree. The entertainment industry and the world want to shape your child’s conscience through their emotions. Guard them.

As we cannot tolerate bullying and toxic abuse personally, Jehovah, this day desires the Church to know that culturally, the same is true. Stand up for yourself, white man. You are not a villain. You need to know the battle is not worldly. Know your worth. You have been purchased at a very high price. Stand up for that purchase.

It is not peaceful to commit suicide. Yes, sure. You are at peace with the man who is cutting off your head. Peace takes two parties to work. Stop committing suicide, Church. You have value. Our good God never wanted this. He never wanted you to sever members from your body to make peace with people who mean to destroy you. This is not a call to arms. It is not a call to battle. Perhaps, it is a wake-up call. You will need to stand firm in something at some point. This is the voice of Jehovah telling you clearly, “You need not roll over and accept generations worth of abuse to please me. Stand up for yourselves. Stand up for me.” Every shaming thing that has been told you over the past years has been poppycock, Christian. White man, you are responsible for the renaissance. You are responsible for the airplane and car. You are the chrysalis of Christianity in these days. Again, not only the white man. The Christian. The people of Jehovah.

It is not a new revelation that I am bringing. It is because of a failure of the shepherds that I am writing this book. It is entirely owing to their corruption and moral filth that I, Jehovah have commanded you to write this. When my truth comes out, there will be a miracle for the world. This will be an act of God that will accomplish this. It will not be war or crusade. Jehovah is about to draw a line in the sand. This era of peace shall be established without a sword raised on part of the people of God. So that you will know and understand His greatness… His grandness. That you are but worms before Him. This will be established by a dreadful yet majestic and glorious humiliation of every servant of satan in this world. Repent, you workers of iniquity. Your times for having sick fun is well done and over. You are about to lick the dust off of the toes of the righteous and become their servants. Do you believe that the least will be exalted only in Heaven? A surprise awaits you. Very soon, those who were tsars and comrades on the front line, stuffing their shirt jackets in cash, shall be the servants of these very ones you ridiculed.

Friends, I entreat you, who live and who serve the true living God, love one another. Be wise. Forgiveness is not foolishness. This I address particularly to you, the little children and those who caretake them. What understanding can they have? These ones whom you have treated as cattle for the slaughter? They can’t know. They can’t know until we tell them. Instill in the consciences of these ones, value for themselves and great love and reverence for the God who made them. This is a new commandment. It comes from a prophet, following the inspiration of the Bible. What makes you flee common sense? It is that same thing which makes you somehow believe this is a new teaching. Form your children for God. It is the commandment you have forgotten. The commandment your teachers have failed to instruct you in. Hear this: All children are to receive this foundation. Teach these little beloved ones that they need not submit to anyone’s abuse. Be selective about your circle. I address this as much to the Christian community as I do to the Christian nations. Live closely amongst each other. Do not mix. For the people of God cannot coexist with the people of satan. Remember grace. It is in this, which rests your salvation. You must remember the example of the child. He does not great works. Yet, in Kingdom, there is none as great. Become like him. Become dependent upon the grace and love of God. Above all, keep faith. Strengthen your faith, always growing in your relationship with He who loves you. Persevere. Persevere to the end. Just remember. Keep fighting. No matter how difficult everything gets, regardless of what happens, just keep fighting. You will be rewarded. Trust your God who has the desire and the capacity to create for us even bodies, which were broken in this life. Remember that your God loves you so much. I would like to address the shepherds. You need to know that God does not detest you. There is still time. Repent. Cast away the bribing hand. Reject what is not in your flock’s good interest. God loves you still.

Again, Jehovah came to me, saying, “Turn away from your corruption. Lead my flock in steadiness and truth. Do not deviate from it. If you would turn from your sin, you can experience the fullness of my blessing. I, Jehovah of Armies, say to my children, I am calling you back to me. I will reassemble the exiles and draw the sinners into my shelter. I say to the faithful, gird yourselves. A most glorious vindication awaits you. I will personally wipe from your eyes every tear. Be bold and strong. Justice comes. It is waiting. I, Jehovah of Armies, say to my priests and prophets who are prophesying and teaching lies, be satisfied with service of me. Do you not remember the way things were? We were like a bridegroom and his betrothed. Leave your understanding. Rebuild your foundation and start afresh. I am calling you to my ministry once again. It is I, Jehovah, who desire this earth to be reestablished, to be cleansed from sin, to experience the quenching taste of justice and salvation.”

Jehovah of Armies once called you, Church, a thriving olive tree, bountiful with fresh fruit. He calls you to reclaim your splendor. The armies of satan will fight against you. We know their victory is short lived. Jehovah desires you to know that this victory belongs to Him. The world shall be restored to true worship once again before the final judgement. From restoration of pure worship, naturally follows the restoration of public and civil matters. Even politics. May Jesus Christ and the Almighty Father and King, Jehovah, who sent him offer you peace, blessing and joy in these final days. To the faithful, I encourage you to keep building your faith. Be steadfast, strong and courageous. Do not be in dread because of the enemies. Stand firm in your faith. Know that your prize is right around the corner. For those who do not possess faith, know that your God desires to know you this day. Keep strong faith, dear brothers, cherished sisters. Know that the victory belongs to your God. Your faiths will be rewarded. Remember: Faith is the belief that the impossible is possible. Let us know: faith is the belief and the determined application of that belief. Do no abandon yourselves to thinking because something happens, it was God’s will. Try! Fight for your faith. You are conquerors. You just need to persevere a little while longer. This life, this entire world is fallen. But this does not mean that it is beyond hope. Let us fight for life while we are here. This is the reason we are called to stand testimony in this world. We have been given a great responsibility. To stand for truth and uphold the integrity of Jehovah amidst all of the assaults that come. Be defenders of the weak. Uphold the truth. Be firm. Find your fortification within the love of your Father. Do not despair that in this life, you are troubled with great misfortune. Rejoice! Great is your reward in the Kingdom of God. For those who cause trouble for these ones, be warned. Your punishment shall be a thousand times hotter and more severe than the coldness with which you have treated the poor, the small. Repent. Or don’t. It is entirely your choice. Blessed are you who are persecuted. For those persecuting, there is still time. But not much.

I shall cease arguing with you. I know I am correct and that Jehovah is on my side. The reason you resist truth, despite its persistence, is because to admit it, would be to say that you were wrong, that Jehovah has chosen someone other than you. This seems a petty reason to postpone a worldwide blessing. Truth confounds you and vindicates me completely. Truth about what happened to me in my infancy is concealed. Jehovah has promised me that this truth shall be revealed at the time of my death. There will be a great blessing for the world at this time; an undoing of oppression worldwide and a restoration of all to a state free from Original Sin. The reason my truth has not be revealed is because of what this means for the world. You need know that the reason this blessing has not come upon the world is because your leaders and elites are hindering it and silencing me. It is Jehovah’s will this blessing come. I will be patient until Jehovah reveals to your leaders who are loyal to Him, what He has shared with me for twenty years. You need know that your powerful prevent this blessing from coming upon you. I have done what I was sent to do. I have told my truth. Whether resulting from envy, contempt or hatred or a desire to maintain control is not the matter. What matters is that they are preventing something very good and very healing from coming upon the earth. Truth makes sense of everything. This will be what heals. Truth comes out at my death. You cannot prevent this. When it does, so do the sins of the world. Are you a forgiven Christian in a state of grace? Wait! Despite the persistence of my “Witnesses”, they are blinded by a spiritual blindness and not a physical blindness. You will see!

This is the way you will discern the children of Jehovah from the children of darkness. This is what will illumine the intentions of hearts. Listen to me very carefully: It shall be the way that we treat the child. We all have pasts. As will soon become grossly evident, all have offended the children. Even if you do not remember, you have sinned grievously against the child. Wait for the warning! What matters is what we do now. Love your children. Do not hurt them. This is the new and great commandment of Jehovah your God. Does it sound new? Does it sound like blasphemy? You have been reading your Bible completely wrong if you miss this. God will show you. Very clearly and very publicly. You need to do a better job of defending the innocent, the weak and vulnerable. Let this command from Jehovah your God be heard today among the nations. The children are closest to God. By hurting these, you hurt God Himself. Let the dividing line be drawn. This is what religion is about. Not your sacraments. Not your priests. Not your organizations. Not even your Eucharist. Be humbled by the child who will inherit glorious blessings before you who are kings. Be humbled and learn to serve. This is what Kingdom is about. The child. The vulnerable.

If my message is true, it kind of makes irrelevant everything you have been doing. Your priesthoods, your sacraments, your confessions, your vocations. I see now why you fight so hard against me. The fact that God chose me invalidates everything about your religion. Wait. Wait. Wait. Truth comes out regardless how much you try to suppress it. There is no reason to censor the will of God. I cannot even fathom why you would want to. Soon, you will discover that even I cannot stop the proclamation of my story. Wait. Wait. Wait. Does the ‘spirit’ the ‘pastors’ are listening to encourage you to accept a couple hundred million hostile armies of men into your countries? I hate to break it to you. You are not listening to the Spirit of God. I don’t know to whom you are listening. But it’s not the Spirit of God. The reason for this new book of the Bible is because your pastors have failed. They have nothing to do with God. Consider this a command from your Father and my Father: Repent, you priests and leaders. Your time for judgement has come.

This is elemental. You do not need a theology degree to understand that this is what the human heart comes down to. It doesn’t matter that you are Catholic, evangelical, muslim or buddhist. These are pathways to the truth. And they fail in a lot of respects. This is what is important to God: How we treat the small, vulnerable and weak and abused amongst us. You can be a catholic and be condemned. You can pray your rosary every day, go to Mass and confession every day. If you despise the small, your worship is in vain. This is the only way you will discern hearts in these times. I am telling you what Jesus himself said: your sacrifices and rituals are bollocks if you do not treat the little ones with respect. We all have pasts. Surely, we do. And as we will soon realize, we have all sinned gravely against these little ones. We need repent. I am telling you for the last time: Your religion is worthless if you are mistreating life. Repent, world. Your God has seen your deeds. He has had enough. He is about to rise and thwart your entire systems built upon sand and glass. Yes: this world is sold over to darkness. It is a cold world. For what are you fighting? In what do you believe? Are you fighting for the darkness of this world? Are you fighting for the truth? A true light in this world fights for the rights of life… of the weak and vulnerable. This is a father. It matters not that he has a loud voice. That he is muscular and bearded. What makes a good father is that he stands up for what is right. You have been without fathers for too long.

I really cannot understand why you resist this message. Unless you are the ones who are the goats.

Look: I am not suicidal. I don’t want to be hurt more. I am speaking because God tells me to speak. If you hurt me, it will not be my choice. You need to learn something from the narcissistic abuser. The bully will not stop abusing you because you love them. Leaders, lead your people! The white race will not survive another five years of this. You are complicit to genocide by being silent. This has been a very crafty and organized lie, the appeal to emotional pity. Decades of white people being made to feel shame for crimes they never commit. Plastering the news with postcards of little African boys and girls with enlarged stomachs and flies flying around them. You do not even see that a lot of these poor nations we are seeking to help have now far surpassed our well being as nation states. Who can blame you for listening to the lie? Christian nations are no longer in the first world. Within a year, mark my words, they shall be third world. You believe this is correct because you have your cushy palaces and chubby cigars. Keep telling the proletariat what is good for them. You’re leading them hand in hand into their graves.

This world, take it, this praise of man, it is nothing to me. You may humble me. I know that it is God Himself who justifies and defends me. You could destroy my body. You will never destroy my spirit. Jehovah Himself has approved me. He is the one who will make me a saint. You believe I need to humble. I am not proud. It is not pride if it is based in truth. I am confident because Jehovah Himself stands in my corner. I know for whom I fight. Not the Church. Nor the world. I fight for the children. I am flabbergasted. I never thought I would live to see the Church of God literally teach the doctrine of satan while fleeing so hard from the will of God. Must be nice to know you are serving satan. You are serving a lie. If it were God’s choice, I think I would be a Catholic King. In other words, not a lay man. I have been cornered into the position of laity because your leaders are threatened by my authority and have suppressed me. The reason people are so fascinated with my sin is because it distracts you from your sin. Think about it. You see things through human eyes. 

Thursday, June 25, 2026

A Traditional Catholic Studies the Bible with Jehovah's Witnesses:

In Catholicism, it kind of felt, after I was confirmed, I was in an open sea. Lost and shipwrecked. There was little instruction. Little formation. Mind you, I went to Madonna House and was blessed to find Catholic friends. I needed to search for these. I wonder about the Catholic youth who are likewise lost, perhaps questioning their faith because of the evils of this world. In my writings, I am quite hard on Catholicism. You need know how much I love and adore my faith. I never will willingly abandon it.

In this article, I would like to share with you quite proudly and adoringly, what I have learned as a Traditional Catholic in studying the Bible with Jehovah’s Witnesses and attending meetings for over two years. Let me say at the outset how much of a literal joy it has been to have become part of this beautiful family of true Christians. I sense you asking, how can you say this? I sense you asking, how can you, as a traditional catholic, practice worship outside of your chosen faith. Are you not sitting on the fence? To answer these questions, I simply say that it is not the religion truly that matters to God. What matters is the faith. Religion is intended to build our faith. I believe there is no one religion that is completely in the truth these days. Though some come closer than others, I believe a time and a leader will come who will set everything right. Who will make clear the Scriptures and the faith. There will be no question then and all Christians will need unite. I am a Traditional Catholic. God has instructed me to remain as such. As it was God who commanded me to study with the Witnesses of Jehovah and to continue attending meetings.

Well, the very first thing which I have gleaned from these beautiful, endearing and special people is that perhaps they have a point about Jehovah as being the only God. So, I speak from personal experience, having either met or having been offered a vision of the uniqueness of Jehovah as Father. About the trinity, I do not know. I believe fully that the Father would not and has not deprived of His Messiah any glory. While the trinity is a progress of prayer and of influence of holy spirit, we know that Jehovah has been unique prior to the incarnation. I will share an experience I had here after one of my studies. After a study on the uniqueness of Jehovah, I prayed asking God to show me whether He was God. I asked Him to make it clear and undeniable as coming from Him. That night, while sleeping, the cross on the rope around my neck fell off the rope. I inspected it and scrutinized it. The rope was completely intact. It was impossible by physic’s standards for this to have occurred. I have not worn a cross since. For my Catholic friends, this does not diminish the importance of Jesus. I say with boldness. Jesus is Lord. Because of who God created him to be. Jehovah is God.

Here is another area: The Witnesses are completely right about God. The trinity, to obscure His name, these things do one thing: they obfuscate the personality and character of God. Here: Jehovah is very real. He is a real person. He is a spirit. Do you forget the way He walked with Adam in the garden of Eden? Studying with the Witnesses of Jehovah has helped me to realize how very real Jehovah is. He has feelings. Just like your very best friend. We can be His very best friend. When you see Him not as some distant dictator and instead as a friend with the personality of a puppy dog, the docility of a chipmunk and the power of a lion, we gain access to Him. Here: I am not denying the trinity. There is value in this. What matters is faith in God. But here: as Catholics, we can become trapped in our rosaries and sacraments. So much so that we forget the humanity of God. From the Witnesses of Jehovah, I also learned an intimate form of prayer and love that I did not possess prior. Merited, this intimacy exists also in Catholicism. But it is hidden. It is not easily accessible. Mental prayer is for the elite of Catholicism. Something which the normal Catholic has forgotten all about. There is more value in this intimate outpouring of one’s soul to God than in a hundred rosaries not prayed well.

Studying with the Witnesses of Jehovah has really filled me with a love and devotion for the Scriptures. See, I was raised in evangelical circles. I used to love the Bible. Then, when I became Catholic, my view on the Bible was changed. I forgot about it. Amidst the rosaries and Masses and confession and penances, I actually allowed myself to stop reading the Bible almost entirely for years on end. Studying the Bible with the Jehovah’s Witnesses has filled my heart with a love and joy for reading the Bible. It is simply a part of my daily routine at this point. In a time where many of Catholic seminarians studying to become priest are not even encouraged to read the Word of God, let us as Catholics remember the importance of Scripture. Here: The Bible is essentially the anchor. Without it, the heart of any faith or person who seeks to know God will falter. I venture to say that this deviation is the source of all the ills in our once glorious Church. The Bible, too, contains practical guidance for the way we should live our lives. This is not only God’s Word. It is also a manual for conduct and morality for how to live our lives. Scripture matters because it is God’s very Word offered to humanity. God does not speak to people any longer. Of this we try to convince ourselves at least. The Word of God, then, is the safest and most reliable conduit of discerning the will of God.

I can safely say, with all of my life experience, I have never been treated with such respect and dignity as I have when among the Witnesses of Jehovah. They are a family. This is truly beautiful. Being a Christian is not being tolerant of people who are hostile to us. Common sense and reason dictates that once we recognize somebody’s or some group’s toxic behavior towards us, we flee. This seems to be a bit of sense the Catholics have missed. Mind you, Jehovah’s Witnesses also believe in open borders. I truly believe this is ignorance and/or pressure under duress. The Jehovah’s Witnesses possess within their organization the most entirely Christian and holy community I have ever seen. There literally are no other people on earth who come to the assistance of one another in need as they do. When I first began studying, I was surprised to hear about a sister who was moving away from the congregation. My Bible teacher and I drove past her home when she was moving and the entire congregation was over at her house to help her move away and to say goodbye. These people have discovered the true essence of Christianity in helping the congregation. Amidst these foreign aid policies and USAID and unicef that Catholicism has become enmeshed in, we seem to have forgotten this simple Christian fact. The world outside will come and go. Beggars will come and go. What never changes is the heart of the Church. We can reach these beggars and others by evangelizing them. This is true nourishment: sharing with them the Gospel truth. Not a candy bar. Something which is short-lived and brief. In addition to support, the encouragement that I receive every single time that I go to meetings is unparalleled. This fellowship exists in other places but not to the degree it exists here. They are very much like a monastery. An oasis within the world.

The Jehovah’s Witnesses taught me, a Traditional Catholic, how to live my life. See, as a Catholic convert, I never received much instruction in terms of conscience formation. The Bible, though, offers clear lessons and principles for how to live your life. Let me also say, the website JW.org is just a treasure-trove of beautiful and wholesome material, much of it, even safe for the most traditional of Catholic. Through my study, I learned that the closer I draw to Jehovah, the closer He will come near me. The way we live our lives matters. It truly does. This is what gave Joseph the will to resist Potiphar’s wife. He knew it was wrong to commit adultery. He knew this not because of confession or Eucharist but because his conscience had been formed well by intimacy with Jehovah. The Bible teaches us how to form good spiritual habits, how to make a decision, how to be clean – both physically and spiritually, how to choose friends and how to choose entertainment. There is a lot of resistance to the Witnesses because of disfellowship. Some see it as cold, like a cult. It is obvious that this is the way they maintain their cleanliness as an organization and as individuals. What these sources fail to mention is that the moment, the cause for the disfellowship is recognized and repented, they are welcomed back as quickly as if they had never sinned at all. If God judged us solely upon the way we live our lives – our conduct – surely Jehovah’s Witnesses would be first in line.

The Witnesses’ perspective on blood is also a game changer. I will say: I had no idea. I simply believed blood donation was a necessary part of medicine. While I wondered in my heart why I struggled so greatly the first time I donated blood. I remember that I nearly threw up. With prophetic wisdom, I say there are additional reasons to avoid offering blood. Even more than the ones they possess. The life force of the creature is in its blood. It’s not difficult for me to see how what is commanded in the Hebrew Testament has not been abandoned in the New Covenant. Yes, there is mercy. This is a principle. This is a law not simply applicable to NT or OT times but for all times.

Guys, you know me. In terms of politics and war, I am beginning to think the Witnesses are very right. Here’s the thing: we really cannot influence the course of this state of things. What happens is what Jehovah permits because of the rule of satan. For me this is difficult because I want to cling to my belief that as Christians, we can influence the outcome of things in this world. This is true. As is evident with the crusades where Christians completely altered the course of history for good. Here: I am starting to think that it is holier simply to permit things in their course. The solution to all problems is not in our possession after all. I am reminded, years ago, when I began my ministry, I was unbothered by politics. It was during these times when I created beautiful literature and answered amazing spiritual questions nobody else could answer. Whenever someone asked me about my politics, I simply smiled and nodded. It was because of your surveillance that made my silence futile. In 2016, I started watching videos about the campaign of a particularly unpopular politician who was elected despite overwhelming odds. Seemed at that time, I was forced to shift focus to a perpetual defence of my character and against how I had reacted. At that time, I simply discerned it was pointless to keep my politics to myself since no matter how hard I tried to keep silent, your surveillance would reveal something you disliked sooner or later anyways. I hope you will come to recognize just how much I have sacrificed in my life to be your prophet. I have zero privacy even in regards to my finances and health. God knows the amount of injustices I have for the sake of the holy Name. This is all in face of the fact that Jehovah intended for me to be a king by this point. All this to say, I cannot be silent. Praying that when you realize this, you will help me. Anyways, I am beginning to see just how on point the Witnesses of Jehovah are. Let’s face it: politics have made a mess of every other religion. Every single one. Even Catholicism. You would need be blind to say that the hierarchy is in a good place. Everything in our faith is influenced – for good, and much more often – for the bad – by politics. Even the election of vocations, something which every catholic believes is a direction of holy spirit, is influenced rather by politics. Yes, brothers, sisters, many popes have been elected, contrary to the holy spirit. This is part of the reason I do not hold any bitterness that I was denied vocation. I know it was not the will of the holy spirit. I know if God had his choice, I would already be a king.

As a Traditional Catholic, my eyes have been opened in studying the Bible with Jehovah’s Witnesses, about the issue of false religion. As a catholic, clearly, I have some reservations about this. And, for every argument that is brought up in the Bible study there are counter arguments, which defend Catholicism. Studying the Bible helped me to be able to recognize the levels of spiritual pride present in Catholicism. There is no wonder as it traces its roots to the early Church. But perhaps the Witnesses have something to say. Perhaps we should listen to them. After all, it was the religious of the day that crucified Jesus. From their envy and pride. Look: I have seen in the Spirit the future of the popular Church. This is a Church that drifts far from Truth, which abandons the Bible and which conforms to the world. Regardless, this Church, which will take the appearance of Catholicism, will be a mockery and a fraud. Be mindful of your faith. This is why we need remember the Bible in all things. Even I, a prophet and one with new revelation (as if it were Godly to limit God because of our beliefs), submit to the Bible as this is how things need be. Until God shows you. Remember, spiritual pride does not bring you nearer to God. The truth does.

Finally, in studying the Bible with the Jehovah’s Witnesses, I learned what it means to be a true Christian. True Christianity is in evangelization. Nothing else to such a degree. We can take an incredible lesson from these beautiful, holy and precious people in evangelization. Their zeal is remarkable. It, in part, originates from their belief the end is coming soon. Do not be fooled by their false predictions. They are right. Except they are unable to see that Jehovah desires things to improve first. Personally, I find it amazing how when you experience persecution, instead of dwelling on these issues inwardly, by evangelizing precisely to the people who persecute you, we are offered an incredible solace. There is also a childlike innocence within the Witness circles that you cannot find in Catholicism. Catholicism has become an intellectual religion. It is almost as though, in its insecurity, it has developed thesis and counter arguments about every single detail of life. This is a very basic spiritual truth: Knowledge puffs up. Faith humbles. This makes the Jehovah's Witnesses very beautiful in their simple love and grounding in the Bible. There is no room for puffery and pretentious arguments and cocksure theories. The Bible keeps them grounded in a reality, which is narrow mind you, but it is a tangible reality nonetheless. Rather than a heady cloud of human knowledge and dissertations. There is nothing wrong with intellectualism. If it does not serve God, it is worthless.

God has asked me to remain in and advance within the Catholic Church. I have no intention of converting, though I have been very tempted. I will follow the will of our good God. Here: Studying the Bible with Jehovah’s Witnesses has helped me to develop a real relationship with our personal God. It has increased my faith in leaps and bounds beyond the growth it had received in my entire faith as a Catholic. Studying the Bible has made me not only a better Catholic, it has made me a better human being. I have found a beautiful family. I shall go to meetings until they tell me I will need stop. Next time, when you hear about the Witnesses, have an open heart. Bible study can change a life. I am very serious when I say that I learned more about God and the Bible in two years studying with them than I did in fourteen years as a Christian on my own. I praise God for these beautiful and truly holy people. 

Tuesday, June 16, 2026

Once, There Was a Dragonbird: A story written by all of my alters!

Jeremiah – Once, there was a dragonfly whose wings glistened in the sun. Jon-Jon – He was a delightful array of many colors. Well, he happened to meet a very simple and bright ladybug who flew over and landed upon the verry same flower on which he perched. Elora – The two of them shared a gentle greeting and decided it would be a pleasant day to go in search of something little upon which to take a nibble… a flower… a leaf… a coffee bean… or a piece of straw. Dee – They searched and searched but they found nothing. And so, there they stood, in the midst of the Wisconsin wood, turning their wee lil ladybug and dragonfly pockets inside out. Until, lo’ and behold! There! Just ahead and over the ridge! Between two distinct blades of grass stood a sure ripe and tasty looking raspberry. It fell from a bush way up yonder. At the sight, both ladybird and dragonfly did a wee lil dance of joy. Ladybird flapped her wings and wiggled her antennae and pranced about her little feet. Dragonfly hung low to the ground and waved her wings about majestically. Oh boy! Dragonfly remarked, “A mighty healthy treat! A mighty healthy treat indeed!” Faith – They each felt the earth and the moss beneath their many wee lil feet. They could sense the magnet of the earth through the particles of the earth. Paul – At that moment, a wounded chipmunk – a chipmunk with a broken paw limped across the sand, gazing sorrowfully upon them. Confused and unsure what to do, ladybird wandered over and introduced himself to chipmunk while dragonfly remained behind, eating his piece of raspberry. Klaus Jacob – Ladybird patted him on the nose with one of his feelers, gazed deeply into his eyes and with a word, led the poor thing over to the raspberry. When chipmunk saw it, he scarfed it down greedily. Lo! Dragonbird was still perched on the thing when he tried to eat it. Much to Dragonbird’s horror, he just leapt off the thing in the nic’ of time! Desire – Dragonbird wiped himself off and shook himself off. He was covered in mammal saliva! Chipmunk gazed upon him sorrowfully. Dragonbird felt remorse in even harboring anger as it was clear of chipmunk’s confusion and sadness. Pete – What would you have it, slowly, ever so slowly, chipmunk regained his strength and a smile slowly took shape on his face. The unlikely trio rejoiced and scurried about amongst each other in a frenzy of joy. Rage – Dragonbird sighed and wiggled his antenna. “’Twas an act of God, your healing… sure was!” he announced. Ladybird retorted strongly, “You and your God story! Pshaw! Perhaps he simply needed something to eat. There is always a simpler explanation.” Dragonbird smiled and bowed lowly to Ladybird. He said, “May you receive the gift of faith. I shall be praying for you.” Babel – Ladybird was about to say, “I don’t need you to pray…” when chipmunk himself spoke up. “Now, now…” he said. “I do believe it was a miracle. No other explanation! My having a nibble couldn’t have aided my broken paw! Joshua Hope – I would like to hear more about this good God of yours, Dragonbird!” Dragonfly once again performed his beautiful dance of adoration, lowering his bum in the soil and waving his wings about majestically. He smiled and said, “Our God has a name! It is called Adwa. He is a beautiful God who causes to become all that He intends. You can become His friend. If you do, He will surely bless you.” Hank – All did a wee lil act of worship. Even Ladybird shut his eyes and prayed. Even while grimacing! Dragonbird, who saw it, smirked and whispered. “There is hope for all creatures!” Curtis – At this moment, springing up from behind a solitary daffodil, was a pygmy choir of ants. And as the heroic trio watched, this lil wee choir began to belt at the top of their lungs, “Salve Regina Bombus!” Well, chipmunk and ladybird and dragonbird stood in awe. As the ants began circling the trio, they rang tamorines made of acorn pellets and blew into trombones made of primrose flowers. Steve – The wee lil ants danced about them. What a delight it was! Until Ladybird, Dragonbird and Chipmunk rolled in the dust in shrill laughter. Indeed, ladybird needed a shove to get back on her feet! Freedom – Suddenly a somber tone overtook the ant’s melody. The primrose baritone wailed sorrowfully and their wee lil acorn tamborines ceased. In their place tore the saw grass mouth harp. The ants began to sign in deep and raspy voices, in memory of the passion and death of Adwa’s son. They sang “At the cross, her station’s keeping”. Ladybird took a glance at chipmunk who wept openly. Tina Bethany – And a peek at dragonbird whose tears flooded his eyes, falling as streams. “How gay?” Ladybird whispered to himself. “I wonder what moves them so…” As dragonbird shut his eyes and began to join the ants, he sang in a low, baritone vibrato. His voice coupled by the pulsating and eerie melody of this flower trombone, permeated the meadow. He sang in harmony with yet above the others. He sang of the death of the son of Adwa. Panic Courage – The stars began to emerge through the slowly dimming sky as the ants retained the show. And all the sudden, in a shrill cry of passion and joy, the creatures sang of the Son of Adwa’s vindication in His glorious resurrection. Hope in Sorrow – Hope in sorrow arose – a light through the darkness. Chipmunk and Dragonfly wiped their eyes and looked up into the skies. As Ladybird too was pierced through to the heart. It suddenly made sense to him and as the others rejoiced, danced and laughed, Ladybird curled his legs up into his carapace and began to whimper. The floodgate of his heart had been opened and he felt like a lil wee larva ladybug. Suddenly, he recognized his complete dependence and weakness and vulnerability. Shadow – He began to weep and moan as he reflected upon his sins. The ants, Chipmunk and Dragonbird comforted him, holding him and saying, “You are free.” George – All the same, Ladybird refused to be comforted and cried even louder. He whispered over and over, “What have I done? What have I done?” Narcis – At that moment, all the ants encircled him and began weeping with him. Chipmunk and Dragonbird held him tightly as they continued their song. Defence – The nearer they pressed, the more pain that surfaced in Ladybird. He flapped his wings as he lamented his heart. Chipmunk and Dragonbird persisted, aware of the pain he was enduring. Well – With a shudder and a tremble, Ladybird began chattering, uttering strange and untold secrets of the Kingdom. He felt such an intense love, an energy, course through his body. His jaw suddenly loosed and he began to feel many emotions at once. Jacob – He felt helpless and vulnerable. Yet filled with such power. He simply cried and allowed himself to be comforted. Daphne – And then, from behind and below this glorious daffodil tree, rose up, high up, into the air, suspended by her buzzing wings, Queen Bee. She was the very mother of the Son of Adwa. And all the ants bowed and adored the fluffball of a bumblebee. Ladybird simply gazed upward. The Queen Bee’s fluffy fur was highlighted by the sun behind her. And as she lingered in the sky, the ants all rejoicing, Queen Bee smiled at Ladybird and said, “A great grace has been given to you today. Because you have been searching for His grace upon you. This is what Adwa seeks. He seeks the hearts of His children. Saul – “Now share the love you have been given freely and passionately. Kershaw – In this moment, they all began singing again. They began singing in the melody of a real black fly kind of country song. They praised Adwa for His Son’s resurrection and eventual victory. Ladybird smiled and whispered, “Thank God”. As the ants rushed over towards a few scrap pieces of raspberry and had a feast. Fawn – Then, Dragonbird and Ladybird approached Chipmunk and began to pet and play with him until he laughed out loud. Some sicknesses are physical and others are spiritual. There is a connection between the two. Just as the Almighty Adwa healed Ladybird, spiritually and Chipmunk, physically, may He in turn, heal every one of you, too. You had just need believe. Believe that the impossible has been given a way. For when you believe, surely, it is given a way. Abracadabra. I reclaim this expression for the Almighty Church of Adwa from the witches who have robbed it. As we speak, so we become. Let our words be words of gratitude and creation. 

Sunday, June 14, 2026

Are Alters Demons?

Are alters in did demons from a catholic perspective?

From a traditional Catholic perspective, having alters (alternate identities, as in Dissociative Identity Disorder or similar experiences) is not considered evidence of demonic possession or demonic influence simply because the alters exist.

The Catholic Church generally distinguishes between:

  • Mental health conditions (including dissociative disorders and trauma-related conditions),

  • Spiritual struggles (temptation, oppression, etc.),

  • Rare cases of genuine demonic possession.

The Church is typically cautious about attributing unusual psychological experiences to demons. In fact, when reports of possible possession are investigated, Church authorities often seek medical and psychiatric evaluations first. The Church recognizes that many symptoms that might once have been interpreted as spiritual can have psychological explanations.

According to Catholic theology:

  • A person's soul remains one soul, even if they experience dissociation or multiple identity states.

  • Alters themselves would not be viewed as separate souls or demons.

  • Trauma, psychological distress, and mental illness are not signs of moral failure or demonic activity.

  • Extraordinary claims of possession require much stronger evidence than the presence of alters.

Some Catholics may have personal opinions that differ, and individual priests vary in their understanding of mental health. However, official Catholic practice tends to avoid assuming that DID or alters are demonic.

If you're asking because of your own experiences with alters, it's worth knowing that many Catholic mental health professionals and clergy would encourage both appropriate psychological care and spiritual support rather than treating the alters themselves as demons.

Monday, June 8, 2026

On the Kingdom:

The Kingdom is real. It is true. I have seen it. It is as real as this world here. When you reach out and you touch a piece of leather or suede. When you pet a horse and it neighs in response. That beautiful sensation when you kiss your loved one. This is the Kingdom. It is a world. Just as is this. It is spiritual. Yet it is not. It is here. Yet it is not. The expressions of love you will feel there are infinitely grander, the expressions of affection. These sensual feelings are heightened only to the thousandth degree. Man and woman of every nature are there. Creatures of every kind and kind unimagined are there. Vegetation of every kind are there. You know that no matter their kind, no matter their nature, they all possess this in common: They serve Jehovah. This is an entire world. It exists here now. And yet, very far away. Here’s the thing: It is not so distant that it unattainable here. This is truth: While this world is in the dominion of satan, Jehovah God never wanted it to be such. Jehovah, despite creating a new Heavens and a new Earth at the consummation of this system of things, wants very much to reclaim this world… this earth for His own. What has convinced you that He has abandoned His children, His creation in this world? Everything is under the complete sovereignty of our God, Jehovah. There is no earthly relatable comparison for the immensity of joy and bliss to be experienced in the Kingdom. We will have bodies. There is no marriage. There will be no marriage. Do you believe there shall be no love? No intimacy? No affection? It will be perfect. Seeing this, how can you not but fight and do everything you can to attain it? It is the pearl of price. It is the lost coin. I would like to encourage you. Make this your chief end. Make the Kingdom of God your prime ambition. How can we do this? It’s quite simple. Love your God. Learn to love Him. Do you not love Him? Are you distant from Him? Has your sin hardened your heart and calloused your conscience? Nevermind. Know that God loves you despite this You have a hard heart? You do not even love God? Are you unworthy? Tell Him. Tell Him what is in your heart. Has the accuser convinced you that God will not love you because of these thoughts? Because of your sins? Learn: When we love someone, we shall draw close to them. It can easily be learned. Spend time with Him. In His Word. In prayer. Talk with Him you would a friend. Your best friend. Learn: Jehovah is a person. He is a character. A being. He has feelings and emotions. He grieves. He rejoices. He even dances and sings. Trust me. He cries. He is not ashamed of His feelings as all of you have become. Learn: There is a humanity in Jehovah God. One which even the Catholics have robbed of Him. Learn: Jehovah desires to have a relationship with you today. This God of ours, the one who created everything in the universe, is also the one who has named individually, the hairs on your head. Trust Him. Learn: You can unite your trials with Him. He will unite His heart to yours. You need take the first step. You need reach out and take His hand. And then, He shall step close to you. Learn: Kingdom is not like this world. Just as Jehovah is not like an earthly father. Kingdom is perfection. As Jehovah is Father perfection. Do not be ashamed. Have you sinned? Tell Him. Have you sinned seriously? Tell Him. He shall forgive you. And He has the power. The Sacrament of Reconciliation is effective. But it loses its spiritual power and grace as those offering it abuse its intention. When priests violate the seal of confession, something which will be happening more and more over the next many decades, the Sacrament loses grace and relevance. You need to develop within yourself a beautiful and strong relationship with your God so that you can have faith when Jehovah says to you, in your heart, that you are forgiven. You do not need a priest to tell you what Jehovah says louder. Jehovah stands this day as judge. He declares those of you who have been trying to develop a relationship with Him. He stands also as judge for those oppressing these little ones. Kingdom comes. There are many places, many rooms within. The amazing part? Entrance is free. Reserve your ticket today. Develop a relationship with Him. Have faith. You need know that this Kingdom is not some distant and ethereal place. It is not unreachable. It is as reachable as you would have it be. Listen to me as the prophet of God that many once heralded me to be, Kingdom is neither something for after. It is not only a reality following some devastating, earth ending cataclysm. Learn: Jehovah has been trying to reestablish Eden on earth since the fall. Yes, since this world is broken, He tries to establish that within our hearts. Learn: Jehovah desires to reclaim His earth, His children for His own. You need to see that in every generation, spirit-filled men, strong leaders and courageous men have been raised up to restore what was lost. In these past centuries, many have tried and have been demonized following their attempt. This world has never more been so under the oppression of satan as it is now. Every nation, every institution, even the Church has been infiltrated. Despite this, you need to know, world, there is good news. Hear the Gospel! Learn: This world and its evil nature has been triumphed against. Jehovah desires to offer you a glimpse of what is coming. 

On Sin:

What is sin? Sin is serious. There. I said it. It is like a tumor. If left untreated, its malignancy will simply continue to grow like a cancer. You need to know this. Divine Mercy is beautiful. Grace is beautiful. We need first have that conversion experience. We need first feel His love. Grace is the remedy for our sinful states. You need to know that this is the cause for all kinds of mental health issues, physical ailments. It is even the cause of global warming and climate change. It is the cause for outbreaks. It is the cause of war. Obviously. You need to know this. It is not a fluffy message. The reason I have not addressed it in the past is because, I preferred to encourage. Maybe I have addressed it. Actually, come to think of it, I have addressed it quite pointedly. But never with upfrontness and clarity. I feel like I have been accusing you. Please my dear children, listen. You need know that my message, my coming is not in what I say or do. What I am is linked with my story. Who I am is linked with what I endured. With truth, everything makes sense. The revelation of my life will not be in my words. But in Truth about this. It’s not even in my teaching. I have an insight and a wisdom your world does not possess. It’s why I try to encourage you with it. You need know to be prepared. Sin is a deadly virus. It is the cause of destruction in the world. It is the reason the world is perishing. I am a sinner. I am a terrible sinner. I am prepared to take this lead for you. You need know that the world’s problems, the reason Jehovah is righteously indignant with the world is because of this sin. It is not my sin. You need to know the cost of this virus. Love your life. Love your soul. Save your life. Save your soul. The cost of sin is death. And the sinner will die. Do you not see yet? Do you not see how glorious a Father we have in Heaven? We are criminals. We are all criminals. Even that Catholic who claims he is in a state of grace. The Illumination of Conscience shall bring these holy ones to their knees. Elder brothers, be strong. Be as guides and shepherds to these penitent sinners who come seeking the way. Even the priests in that day shall be brought to their knees. Your vocations matter. Elders, you need know that I do not disparage you. You are bold and shepherds. More so than I. At this time at least. When I am lifted up and reanimated with the fullness of Holy Spirit, I shall be His chosen instrument. Glory to God. But, as it is, you are the shepherds. I warn you. Do not follow your envy and jealousy. Do not follow your contempt and original sin. When you recognize holiness, true faith in God will bow its knee in reverence and holy fear. A Church of God would not seek to have this holiness snuffed because it threatens your power. Be Christians. Be shepherds. Remember: Despite your best effort to prevent it, this cleansing comes. This transfiguration comes. 

The Star Within You:

Starlight

Star wonder

Star bright

Star asunder

In rain

In snow

You shall gain

You shall flow

Starlight

Star wonder

Do not fright

In thunder

God is with you

Little star

To make you new

From near and far

Keep hope

Little star

Know God's scope

You have come so far

Starlight

Star wonder

Star bright

Star asunder

In sunlight

In thunder

With might

With wonder

What delight

What joy

How bright

How coy

To see you shine

To have you mine

Saturday, June 6, 2026

Butterfly Finger:

Butterfly wing, please do sing.

Sing for all of us gathered here.

Please do put aside your fear.

How long has it been?

Since last, since last you sang. 

My dear, my dear let it ring.

It rang.

Oh, pretty butterfly finger, oh please do linger.

You possess such an enormous power,

With Jehovah as your strong tower, 

To offer blessing to others.

Fathers, sisters, brothers, mothers.

Indeed, how you fill with joy,

Each passing girl, each passing boy.

I wish now, to impart to you,

A melody I hope shall not make you too blue.

Once I met you, my heart was melted.

Like a hailstorm in summers heat pelted.

You know, my heart is yours.

In truth, in love in fantastic lores.

Indeed, yes, I am yours.

Butterfly wing, please do sing.

Sing for all of us gathered here.

Please do put aside your fear.

How long has it been?

Since last, since last you sang. 

My dear, my dear let it ring.

It rang.

Friday, June 5, 2026

The Gospel:

Friends, what can I say? I had a conversation with a sister a couple of days ago. She was deciding to create her own blog. She mentioned the fact that for a blog to be encouraging, it need be simple and not too complex. It made me think. When people remember me, what will they think? Many of my blog views are international. It made me wonder. What will people think of me, those who have never met me. Those who come across my writing and read my pointed words, hearing about my reputation. Will they judge me as a hard man? Will they judge me as an angry man? I cannot help that God, when He placed His spirit in me, caused my tongue to become like a sword. I cannot take away my sin or my reputation. Please, know though that there is another side to me. A side not often seen by people who just hear about you – or read your lofty and weighty arguments online. While it is completely true and valid, all I am saying, I feel I am encouraging an image of myself, which I do not embody. Who we are in our letters is present in our personage. I am not only a prophet. I am a changed man. I am completely transformed by the grace of God and by His spirit. I want to encourage you that you can possess this same transformation. Friends, as Catholic as I am – I am beginning to see the reason for my conversion to the Catholic Church – you need to know that the Gospel – the Good News – is real and tangible. You need to know that the grace of God is accessible to any person. As one who was raised far distant from God, I understand the pull in the collective heart away from things of God. I understand that the divine, when you have listened to lies your entire life, seems foolishness. Perhaps even like the enemy of what you know as truth. I want you to know, the real power, the real triumph in life, exists in Jehovah through His son. You need know that any power you muster in this world, fades in comparison with the true glory and power of Jehovah, the only God. Yes, there is one God. You need know, the other gods are not God but in fact demons. Religion is not important. The important thing is service through love and Jesus. It will soon become evident of how the darkness trembles at the very name of Jehovah. Grace is such a beautiful thing. Hear this: We have all sinned. In our hearts. We have secret sin, even that that our awareness does not touch. Therefore, we are all in sinful state. Confession cannot touch this. Have you ever seen a Catholic in a state of grace, do something terribly sinful? It happens all of the time. An example are priests who hurt people. Hey! It’s not foreign. Don’t think you are exempt. Here: Once we recognize this sinful state, the true change comes not with sinning, confession, sinning, confession and so on. It is in a change of heart. Repentance. Grace is such a glorious thing. Why do I keep saying the child is the most important with God? It is because of his purity. More than that, it is because of his vulnerability and dependence on God. He does no grand works. But, there is more! Listen: Why does Jesus say the beggar Lazarus will inherit Kingdom before his master in life? It is a heart state. Not religiosity. Does God pay attention to the smells that emanate from Lazarus or his wounds? Does He scold Him as many in religion would even these days? Actually, He commiserates with them. He is present with them with Lazarus. Works are important. A life of love is important. It’s how we transform our hearts. Learn a lesson from the child. The child does not works. He is innocent and good. In these cases, he is completely reliant upon God’s grace and love. Do you not see how this is glorious? Here’s the thing: You need not confession. You need not sacrament. These help. Those of us in this vale of tears. But, here is what is important. This dependence, this innocence and purity, you can have this even as an adult. It requires transformation. It is a process of repentance and grace. It is being born again. Works are important. They are a natural byproduct of grace. Indeed, I say this as a Catholic. There is so much more we are called to, Faithful, then competition and being caught up in a life entirely oriented upon the avoidance of sin. Let Christ transform your hearts. Let Him fill your hearts with living water. Once this happens, there is no competition. You shall invest your entire existence into the service of the other. There shall be no room, no room at all, for fear. For anger. For shame. For pain. At that moment, you will recognize that Jehovah is with you in all things. The wounds are real. So real. Know, there is an escape. Know there is a cure. It is in faith. It is in grace. Know. Faith is not inactive. Faith requires participation. You can have faith that you can win a boxing match. If you do not practice and practice and practice, there is no hope. This is the foundation I have been speaking about for a decade. I didn’t even realize my wounds. I was wounded and I did not even realize. I was angry. I did not know from whence it came. It was only at that point when I was given love. Truly shown that essence of the human touch of God transcribes through the heart of all who believe. Here’s the thing: God’s love for many, and an increasingly growing many, cannot be felt, until it is experienced by the loving hand of a human. In this is where we learn to love. I am developing a foundation now, at this moment, because for the first time in my life, I am experiencing love as I deserve as a human being. What does this mean? Do not give up on another. Love them until their hearts explode with overwhelming affection, inordinate adoration transfixed upon the heart of Jesus. Know: Love doesn’t tolerate hurt and abuse. If this happens, guide them back to truth. It will take the lot of you. Do not give up on each other. This healing exists. It do. It’s in Jesus. Love the Jesus into each other. Here: I can’t help the reputation that has attached itself to me. Hearing this, we ignore the depths of the human being in who they are now. In who they have become. It doesn’t cancel what they done. But, knowing we are all sinners. In knowing we are all on a process of repentance, what does this mean? What is the purpose of state correction? If it’s not for the person’s repentance, what is it for? It turns out, this is the goal of life. Love. I write to encourage you today. Regardless what you done, regardless of how you feel… the anger… the shame… the fear… the hurt… it is all shadow in the face of the Majesty of Jehovah. Give it to Jesus. He is wanting to take the burden from your hearts. Lay it all before Him. Jesus died so that you could be saved. Personally. He has given his life for you. When Jehovah, our God looks at you, He sees not you, not your sin… He sees Jesus in you. He sees the perfect. The divine. The complete. Jesus is raised. He shall never die again. Regardless of what they do to him. You too, faithful, are lifted and raised. You too, faithful, are forgiven and justified. Here is your second chance. The slate has been wiped clean. You are spotless and flawless as a newborn and cleaned lamb. You have been given a clear record. Remember grace. Remember grace. This is truth. Religion is a path to God. It is not the straightest path. Remember, when the world is difficult, when everything feels like it’s crashing in and you feel like you cannot go on any longer, these are the times when Jehovah is with you through Jesus even more. He is surrounding you as a shield. He attends every step that you take. Every word you speak. But, hear: we need put in the work. Repentance is difficult. At times, we fall. At times we stumble. Never give up. Always rejoice that you are forgiven. Sanctification is a dear process. You can do it. Jehovah is on your side. Hear it from me: one who has seen both the depths of despair and the heights of heaven. This work that we are to do is, in fact, love. This is faith. Believing in the possibility of even the impossible. You can do it. Grace is true. God chooses whom He chooses. Who can fight against this? That He chooses me… that He chooses the child, the vulnerable, the weak is grace. But we need to fight for this life. Do not take it as discouragement that God chooses these. Remember love. Let your beautiful, hard work be for the sacrifice and service of these. A day comes and is fast approaching where the child shall be lifted high. This is a glorious prize for God. Remember you are loved. As the child. Within you exists that child. Still. Your inner self… your spirit… the one making decisions for you in this life… the one who stands before the face of God… when God sees you, He sees not this sin, not this moral filth, which your body has adopted. He sees now the little child that you were when you were born. Be covered today, then, in the blood of Christ. You are loved so immensely. Be transformed, then. Repent. God sees your struggles. You need not struggle alone any longer. He is here. Give your trials, however grand they are, to Him. He will wipe your tears and still your fears. I cannot help the way people see me. All I can affect is who I am now. As is the same for anyone. Do not pay attention to what the others think. You focus on you. Jesus within you. Jehovah loves you. The Almighty guards your steps. For those Christians who are losing loved ones as a result of persecution, remember, nothing happens without God’s approval. We guide our lives not by the choices we make in this life but by our decisions higher. Often times, these beautiful ones lay down their lives because they are ready and prepared to meet God. Be at peace. Be still. Know that Jehovah is God. He shall take care of everything. Love. Put love into action.