Compassion:

As you’ll see, compassion and empathy are essential. The more innocent the creature, the closer he is to God. It’s about the innocence. Even satanists understand this. Satan desires to upset and injure the innocent in order to make God hurt. It’s been a long time. I know. This is theology 101. Elemental theology. Place aside your pride for a moment. Look, I understand how it seems. A guy comes off the streets and starts telling you what’s what. After millenia of study and discernment. Some matters were even concluded. As truth. Why should you listen to him? Well, if what he is saying makes sense, there may be a reason to listen to him. The innocence of a creature is what makes it special to Jehovah. This is what I have been saying the whole time. What we are is not what we do. If it were, what would be said of the children, the animals, the wounded, the elderly? These are the closest to God because these are the most like God. I have got to say, it’s a little frustrating you can’t see this. Compassion is what allows us to consider other factors before judging. It’s what allowed Jesus not to condemn the woman caught in adultery. What are some of the other factors involved? Well, it could be a great amount of trauma in her past. It could be that if you really want to think hard about it all, everybody is doing the same thing. Heck, it could even be that the man who was involved was trying to rape her and lied to avoid responsibility. In addition, the holier the spirit of a man, the more of a target he is to satan. The more a man means to God, the more satan will try to hurt him. It’s Biblical. Look at the Book of Job!

A child learns its value, worth and how to treat itself from its parents. The conscience wounded by abuse will have less value for itself than a child growing in normal circumstances. My circumstances were not based in reasonable choice. This self abuse, it was programed by the SRA. You’re not helping me by neglecting me. Whatever decision of mine inspired this savagery in you, it was not my decision. It was a programed alter. I realize this might be weird for you. I am not a normal person. You’re talking to a lot of different people within me. Please don’t hurt me. Even if I were the most villainous man on earth, the Bible tells us to pray for our enemies. Not to medically abuse them, neglect their needs and rob from them. The Bible testifies against you.

The medical procedures, the medical transport – commissioning two able-bodied men to drive to a place to transport on a stretcher, a human who cannot move themselves, the education – instilling in youth knowledge, wisdom, values, the food banks, even the roadways, police and fire protection, what’s it all for? Have you really forgotten? At one point in this world’s history, everything was done for love. Even the architecture was divine. This is not a crazy dream. It is completely attainable. Within a generation. EVERYTHING could be glorious again. Because, if you’re not doing these things for love, I wonder what you’re doing them for. It’s hard for me to understand why two, able-bodied men would drive to a place to help a person who cannot move, transporting them on a stretcher, if they had not love. Surely, it can’t be only the money. The economy is broken! Are you transporting a piece of meat? Ask yourself sincerely. Why do I do what I do? Nurses, are you patient? You’re called to be. God sees. Remember this. He do. And he’s keeping a list. Actually, you yourselves are the ones keeping the list, which will testify against you. Justice is coming…

This is where humanity’s evil comes out. This here, is where the concupiscence of man displays itself. Studying with the JW has filled my heart with a righteous hunger for positivity to put in my own heart. They have got quite the point. An area, which can be a beacon into our hearts. Like a window. The Bible says not to be lovers of violence. How’s your reaction when you see someone fall? Imagine the scene. Someone you hate (or even envy) falls and busts their head open. How do you react? It would not seem very Christian if you answered that you may rejoice over that, does it? I don’t say this to shame you. Just a rhetorical question for self-analysis. Envy has turned a lot of people into bullies. It’s okay. I know the reason you bully me. It’s because you know my future. You know who God says I am… Our culture has become a culture of death. Abortion on demand. Violent entertainment. Our culture has become evil as the nails of satan. Even you are not entirely culpable. But… you have the choice. You have the choice. We have gone from a society that defends life to a society that sees a man dying and walks on by. It doesn’t bother him in the slightest. But… We have the choice. It was learned. It can be unlearned. You cannot tell me that you like this. That you enjoy it. Yes, there is thrill in sin. But sin always leads to death. You are not doomed. Not all of you at least. This is about life. Am I not speaking sense? Ignore the politics. Estrange from it. If it’s inherent in my message, I cannot help that my story condemns this culture of death. This is where it changed. You have become estranged to the suffering of people. Even Christians. Think of the absurd irony behind this. I recognize my role in this but Jesus! Ask yourself, would a Christian use the physical, emotional and psychological distress of someone for the purpose of causing more pain? Voila. Bullies. I know it’s not actually you. I know your hearts are good. I say this very clearly. You cannot be a Christian and condemn life. You cannot be a Christian and ignore the suffering of others. You cannot be a Christian and weaponize someone’s suffering against them. Wake up, laity. I will wait patiently for you to wake up. Know you will.

While there is never reason to flee from God and doing His will, at times, there is reason for compassion. Remember the prophet Jonah. The law of nature. . . Is it Jehovah’s law? Nope. In fact. It’s the opposite of Jehovah’s law. Isn’t it? The idea of survival of the fittest is diabolic. It has a place in nature. This is not the way of God. The way of God is the small, the weak, the vulnerable, the innocent, the small-EST are the most prized in His Kingdom. Are you in Jehovah’s Kingdom, now? No. You have got a point. Do you desire to live for satan in the time you have on this earth? Before you say it’s not Biblical, read your Bible again. How long will I have to tolerate your hardness of heart?

 

Luke 15:11-32: Then he said: “A man had two sons. And the younger one said to his father, ‘Father, give me the share of the property that should come to me.’ So he divided his belongings between them. A few days later, the younger son gathered all his things together and traveled to a distant country and there squandered his property by living a debauched life. When he had spent everything, a severe famine occurred throughout that country, and he fell into need. He even went and attached himself to one of the citizens of that country, who sent him into his fields to herd swine. And he longed to be filled with the carob pods that the swine were eating, but no one would give him anything. “When he came to his senses, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired men have more than enough bread, while I am dying here from hunger? I will get up and travel to my father and say to him: “Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy of being called your son. Make me as one of your hired men.”’ So he got up and went to his father. While he was still a long way off, his father caught sight of him and was moved with pity, and he ran and embraced him and tenderly kissed him. Then the son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy of being called your son.’ But the father said to his slaves, ‘Quick! bring out a robe, the best one, and clothe him with it, and put a ring on his hand and sandals on his feet. Also bring the fattened calf, slaughter it, and let us eat and celebrate, for this son of mine was dead but has come to life again; he was lost and has been found.’ And they started to enjoy themselves. “Now his older son was in the field, and as he returned and got near the house, he heard music and dancing. So he called one of the servants to him and asked what was happening. He said to him, ‘Your brother has come, and your father slaughtered the fattened calf because he got him back in good health.’ But he became angry and refused to go in. Then his father came out and began to plead with him. In reply he said to his father, ‘Look! These many years I have slaved for you and never once did I disobey your orders, and yet you never once gave me a young goat to enjoy with my friends. But as soon as this son of yours arrived who squandered your belongings with prostitutes, you slaughtered the fattened calf for him.’ ^Then he said to him, ‘My son, you have always been with me, and all the things that are mine are yours. But we just had to celebrate and rejoice, for your brother was dead but has come to life; he was lost and has been found.’”

In this parable, we recognize Jehovah’s compassion for sinners. You may even say that Jehovah, in fact, loves the sinner even more than the righteous son who had been with Him for the whole time. Why though? Is it because the sinner has merited this love? No. It’s all grace. Here, again, we see that your trophies and titles and prizes are meaningless to Jehovah. All He wants is your soul. Your surrender. Jehovah God loves the sinner more for one purpose. To draw the sinner to His heart. You are self-righteous. Your works are filthy rags. Doctors, astronauts, professors, presidents… It means nothing. Jehovah will install His own king to confound you. Here is the point: Jehovah is compassionate and overlooks transgressions. It’s for a reason. He forgives our sins when we seek Him in repentance because He sees the stumbling blocks, which have led to our sin. He forgives us because He sees that we are all in the same boat. We are all committing murder, adultery. It’s our pride that tries to tell us we have earned God’s love through our good behavior and accomplishments. I’m telling you. Wait for the secret sins to be unveiled. They will.

Levels of trauma. Severity of sin. Because the developmental trauma, we as a society, have a responsibility to rehabilitate these ones. We are not animals. This is about heart. I recognize the fact that I have struggled with my mission has affected the ‘heart’ of the world. I recognize that the cooling of hearts has been my fault. At the same time, while there is never reason to run from the will of God, sometimes, there are reasons worthy of compassion. Why do you think Jehovah chose to use me in spite of all this? And continues to choose to use me? Truth comes out at my death. Either way… Part of the problem is that you cannot see the connection with the way I have lived my life with the trauma. You still think your accomplishments and work as a person defines you. Even your caritas, even your love is not what defines you. For, if Jehovah sooner chooses the innocent child over even the priest, what could this say about your works? Your works are filthy rags. Greater is the sinning child, who acts out of frustration at not having his needs met, than the holiest and most charitable of adults. I keep saying it: the older you are, the more distant you are from the heart of Jehovah. It does not mean that you are evil and destined apart from Him. On the contrary. But, it often means you have secret sins to atone for. I was going to load this article with Bible verses supporting this claim that children are precious in the eyes of Jehovah. I don’t think it is necessary. The Bible verses are there. We all know them. If we have read the Bible at all. We simply need ask why? Why are children important to God? The reason you are so fascinated by proving your worth is because you feel inadequate. Your own sinfulness haunts you. There are many, many secret sins in the closet, which are coming out soon. Like a peacock, fluttering its feathers, it’s the reason you take such pride in your works and accomplishments. Are you a doctor? Are you a teacher? Are you an astronaut? Good. Humble yourselves. Know you are not God. I say again: The child is the most important to God. For this reason: His vulnerability. His innocence. His simplicity. True! Jehovah blesses with talents those He loves. But, He employs those in His service to the great commission over the development of talents. Do you use the Bible to justify being bullies? You admit yourselves there is more to be known than what’s in the Bible. Otherwise, what’s with the WT and Awake magazines? This is about power to you. Nothing else. Wait. Jehovah will show you. All it takes to see what I am against is a little bit of compassion. Jehovah chose me before I was born. He asked me to live this life. He knew the risks. It’s the reason He blesses me so much. You can’t see because you don’t understand what it’s like to suffer. Estrange yourselves. Estrange yourselves from all other knowledge right now. Even from what your teachers are instructing you. Consider this letter. Along with Scripture. Then you will see what is really happening. You will see that they are grasping straws to maintain their authority. True power, when it recognizes a greater authority. . . Well, I won’t finish that statement. Does it become envious and desire for the downfall and suffering of that one in greater authority? Hmm. Maybe it is what is wrong with our society. Kings assassinated. What happens when the greater authority is appointed by God Himself?

We are called to compassion. Jesus demonstrated this in his treatment of all. Even to the point of pardoning their sins. True, there is imprudent and prudent compassion. We cannot have compassion to the point of foolishness and to the point of becoming a doormat. Look guys, I recognize that there is a wisdom in preserving yourself. I get that you test me. For I know my past. It is my hope that when you realize the truth, you will help me. Until then, I will be patient and trust. God will show you. That I am innocent. That your plan is evil as the nails of satan. And what is happening in the world.

Luke 10:25-37: Now look! a man versed in the Law stood up to test him and said: “Teacher, what do I need to do to inherit everlasting life?”  He said to him: “What is written in the Law? How do you read?” In answer he said: “‘You must love Jehovah your God with your whole heart and with your whole soul and with your whole strength and with your whole mind’ and ‘your neighbor as yourself.’” He said to him: “You answered correctly; keep doing this and you will get life.” But wanting to prove himself righteous, the man said to Jesus: “Who really is my neighbor?” In reply Jesus said: “A man was going down from Jerusalem to Jerʹicho and fell victim to robbers, who stripped him, beat him, and went off, leaving him half-dead. Now by coincidence a priest was going down on that road, but when he saw him, he passed by on the opposite side. Likewise, a Levite, when he came to the place and saw him, passed by on the opposite side. But a certain Sa·marʹitan traveling the road came upon him, and at seeing him, he was moved with pity. So he approached him and bandaged his wounds, pouring oil and wine on them. Then he mounted him on his own animal and brought him to an inn and took care of him. The next day he took out two denarʹii, gave them to the innkeeper, and said: ‘Take care of him, and whatever you spend besides this, I will repay you when I return.’ Who of these three seems to you to have made himself neighbor to the man who fell victim to the robbers?” He said: “The one who acted mercifully toward him.” Jesus then said to him: “Go and do the same yourself.”

Here, we see Scriptural evidence of the compassion of God embodied in the parable of a man who was considered unclean. In this parable, the perfection of compassion is illustrated. So, the Samaritan, at seeing the distress of this man, stops, goes beyond all expectation to help him. This Samaritan did not ask, is he a member of my religion, sect, race, nation? He did not ask what the injured man could do for him in return. In fact, he knew he probably would not be repaid. In this is compassion perfected. On the contrary, we see here a warning illustrated in the righteous men and the authority. Who knows the reason, their reason for abandoning this injured man. There may have even been good reason. Perhaps not a warning. Perhaps an invocation. But, we are called to something greater. For, even if the religious authority in this story had matter of duty or obligation, can you not see the lesson contained in this parable? Compassion even has greater importance.

Thinking about it all, it really is a heart issue. Our society has lost heart. Inherently, compassion is a western trait. Empathy for wounded people is a trait evident in Western cultures and within white cultures. The infiltration of other cultures to Canadian culture has eroded a sense of heart for people who are wounded. Let us remember our heart as a culture. It's not racist. It's simply that Christian cultures tend to be much more compassionate. As opposed to other cultures. It is not that only white people can be compassionate. It's just that Christian cultures tend to express empathy more. St Kateri, St Bakhita, St Martin de Pores. There are always exceptions to this rule. Keep persecuting me. I can take it.

Compassion in society is an illustration of where things have become twisted. When we have compassion called for entire groups of people because of the histories of their people, we ignore personal character. When we have entire groups of people labeled as villains because of the histories of their people. We ignore personal character. When we see sin as meriting compassion, we are not thinking straight. Guys, it is all dependent on how we view hearts. Not skin color. Not sexuality. Not gender. I might get some heat for saying it (and I say it with utmost sensitivity and care) that just because you are black does not mean that you are deserving of compassion. Just because you are native does not mean you are worthy of compassion. Just because you are homeless and poor does not mean you are worthy of compassion (although a bit more). Does not the Torah say the thing: do not judge a man because of his poverty or his riches? Use righteous discernment. Let us remember my good spiritual friend, Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. who encouraged us to judge people based not on their skin color but on the integrity of their character. Within every race, every sexuality, every financial class, every area of this world, you will have good. And you will have evil. Open your eyes. It is not a thing that some utopian government can fix. God Himself will fix it. I only encourage you to see compassion through the eyes of Jehovah. Do you think Jehovah did not know the man bed ridden for thirty-eight years would go and tell the pharisees who healed him? Jehovah did not let that stop Him. This is insight: Compassion is merited to the one who suffers. In spite of his reaction. Compassion is merited to the one who bleeds. In spite of the color blood he bleeds. Why do we have hospitals? To heal the wounded. What we have these days is a lot of people who are wounded in a way we cannot see. Healing is coming. Let us have a proper perspective of compassion. For when we understand what it is to be wounded, we understand what it is to heal. Is this not in the Bible? You’re not looking hard enough. It blows me away that you are having difficulty seeing this. Who is the one who suffers? Who really suffers from an event? Say you have a family. The young child in the family is beaten almost to death. This bears no semblance to my own story. Listen wide! Who is the one who is the direct victim? Is it the boy? Or is it the parents? This principle could be applied to cultural suffering. Yes, indeed, there will be residual suffering. The effects of the past will be felt. But, who is the real victim? Is it third grandchild of that person who suffered in the past? Or is it the person who suffered in the past himself? Common sense! Test it! There’s a lot of animosity these days because of this victim mentality that has been instilled into entire generations of youth. Rioting, firebombs. . . Are these methods of conflict resolution going to merit you compassion? They only serve to illustrate where the integrity of your own character is.

Emotional wounds can be as devastating as a loss of a limb. When trauma occurs, especially satanic developmental trauma, a rift is placed between God and the child. That rift is not because of their sin. As a matter of fact, they are completely innocent. The rift was created due to emotional trauma. How does one recover? Societal rehabilitation is necessary. This is a concept foreign to our culture. At least, the way our culture has grown to accept reality. How do you recognize the health of a society? By the way it treats their vulnerables and littles. A healthy society does not self-terminate by killing itself in the womb. A healthy society does not force their warriors onto the streets. I ask rhetorically, though already I know the answer, how would society have responded had I told the truth about what happened to me decades ago? When I was a child? After this injury? If your intellectual pride prevents you from seeing this with compassion, you only do not see how this affects you as well. It will happen. It is not my promise. It is God’s promise. The Era of Peace. Have your leaders instructed you, Christians, that it’s time to throw in the towel? And to forfeit? I don’t get it. Why wouldn’t this be something all crave and desire? You’re logic is absurd to me. This is not about inclusion. I just encourage you to see that compassion when it is warranted, is not only Biblical. It is Godly. It’s what separates humans from animals. I will wait until you realize my common sense. Allow yourself to be shepherded, you run the risk of being shepherded by wolves.

Mark 1:40-45: There also came to him a leper, pleading with him even on bended knee, saying to him: “If you just want to, you can make me clean.” At that he was moved with pity, and he stretched out his hand and touched him, and said to him: “I want to! Be made clean.” Immediately the leprosy vanished from him, and he became clean. Then he gave him strict orders and at once sent him away, saying to him: “See that you say nothing to anyone, but go show yourself to the priest and offer for your cleansing the things Moses directed, for a witness to them.” But after going away, the man started to proclaim it a great deal and to spread the account widely, so that Jesus was no longer able to enter openly into a city, but he stayed outside in isolated places. Yet they kept coming to him from all sides.

Compassion that cares about getting its hands dirty is not real compassion. Jesus here, demonstrates the pure and holy and perfect love of Jehovah. In that, while the case may be, no one else would have wanted to help this man, Jehovah sees his heart. Here: who can blame everyone else for avoiding this guy? Torah itself proclaims people with skin disease as unclean. It was a matter of health. Can you not see the lesson in this? Jesus not only spoke compassionately to him. He reached out and touched him. Here, we see the miracle of the power of touch. Here, we see the miracle of the power of human intimacy and love as a testament for the saving power and unfailing love and grace and compassion of Jehovah. Guys, knowing a human loves you can show you that God loves you. For most, we get this touch and love in childhood. And from our mothers. What happens if we don’t? Dum dum dum… Human love can be the game changer. It can be the thing, which leads us to choose Jehovah over satan. Love over fear. Am I not speaking sense?

Empathy is what separates humans from animals. Humans from machines. The sheep from the goats. You could say that this is the point that makes us most like Jehovah. It’s what makes satanic ritual abuse so devastating. In that it severs the child’s conscience and inhibits their capacity for empathy. Look, I don’t want to hurt more. I have alters in me I do not even know about. These are entirely creations of the abuse I endured. To blame them on me would be like punishing a child for desiring to eat. I do not want to be hurt more. If leaders have instructed me to be silent, to do anything, it was not to me. It was to these alters. If you hurt me, it will have been your choice. Not mine. I do not remember anything they said. Your leaders have a responsibility to shepherd. Even me. If they are in fact, leaders. Which includes making sure I am aware of what they think God’s will is for me. No, it is envy, which plagues them. Watch them. They’ll try to trigger out these alters to trigger a reaction from me. The bullies! The jealous, envious bullies. It is like hitting an infant and saying ‘Aha!’ when it cries. Look guys, I am begging you not to hurt me. I cannot help that my story seems to so confound and upend all of your crackpot theories about the way society should be run. You are not giving me an opportunity to be silent. When you have a microphone in my room, access to everything I write, it is literally impossible for me to be silent. Do you see that? You are only trying to censor me. I understand the reason. It upends your whole narrative of power. The papacy will be restored to what it was in times of justice and peace. It’s the reason the previous pope got so vitriolic against me, isn’t it? The traditional Catholic Church is right. But the terrible, widespread plague of corruption and abuses of obedience kind of nullify the validity of the claim there once was to a fullness of truth. When the Witnesses find out what is happening here, they might just become the true ‘truer’ children of God. Catholics, are you sacrificing your election for the sake of your tradition? Do you enjoy being bullies?

Here's the thing: I want to keep this post short and simple. For the sake of brevity so that it will be a thing that your memories are able to retain. I was innocent. I was a child. Yes, children have inherited the curse of original sin. But, all children have not manifested that original sin in their hearts. Until the age of reason, children are the most innocent of creatures. Let me ask of you: what makes abortion so evil? If, after all, they are sinful, what’s the difference if we murder them? They deserve it, surely, if they are sinful. Do you see the logic? The same could be said of a year-old boy, a five-year-old girl. The same could be said for a twelve-year-old. This is a matter of truth. Children are innocent. Matt. 18:10 says:
“See that you do not despise one of these little ones. For I tell you that in heaven their angels always see the face of my Father who is in heaven.”

I know I have commit a lot of sin in my life. I never said I was immaculate. I said I was inculpable. Satan and his natural inclination is to destroy that which is innocent, pure and spotless. It is no mystery as to why your world has come against me as enemy #1. Even if it is not overt at the moment. Your world has become satan’s tool for seeking my life. The same of the church. Because even in the church, there is a power dynamic. Even in the church, power has become of more importance than truth and compassion and love. Think about it. If I am crazy what does it matter what I say? I am going to die. Not because of my sin. God always desired for me to be happy at my death. He desired to protect me. It is because of who I am to God that makes me special. It is because of what I suffered for Him. Are you trying to execute the one who God says is special? I suppose it happened before. True Christians will see and recognize that there is a reason God wanted to protect this child. Worthy of compassion. Perhaps, he is worthy of compassion. His anger does not prove his sinfulness. He is angry, justifiably. It has only become the signal for bullies to say their ‘aha!’ about him. Again, if you knew that God desired something for someone, would you deprive it from him because of your envy? It’s not my sin that is hindering this.

When we understand the fact that everybody’s experience of life is different, this can do one of two things. Either, it can harden our hearts. We can look at our brother and sister as almost enemies and threats to our personal growth. This inspires us to look upon them, their experiences and even their trials as disdainful. We can do that. Or, we can commiserate with them. We can help them carry their burdens. We can laugh with them. Rejoice with them. Mourn with them. Pardon their offences. Compassion is not an option. If you are a Christ follower, a follower first of Jehovah, we are called to orderly and proper compassion. Sin is not so black and white. A person who commits a sin in his past may not remain there. The Gospel calls us all to change. Let us not take a snapshot of people in time and freeze them in that spot.

I’m just asking you to have reasonable and appropriate empathy. Here’s a thought for you. Everybody has the capacity to suffer on equal levels in this world. Though, some suffer a great deal more than others. Would we expect a person with no legs to ‘run’ a race? That’s preposterous. Certain things happen to people, which prevent them from doing other things as efficiently. That doesn’t mean that they don’t want to. Though they have not stopped them from trying, they just have physical or emotional or even psychological limitations because of experiences that have shaped them. Okay, it’s a complicated thought. But I hope you get the picture.

I want to offer you encouragement. Everyone’s journey is different. Not everyone experiences the same path on this life. But, we all experience hurt. We all have such beautifully made, intricate minds and bodies. It’s nothing short of incredible. The truth is that these systems can be hurt. It’s a difficult truth but if you really examine it for what it means, it is such a beautiful and precious truth. One that makes us all the more valuable and precious. Healing is a remarkably powerful and productive thing. What may hurt now can be amazing and such an opportunity for growth later. We all just need to understand to have empathy. Don’t forget the way your hearts have been touched deeply and positively in your lives. And seek out these experiences. Seek out these experiences and memories of love. Remember, we are all human beings. We all suffer greatly. This can be a matter which unites us greatly as a community. It doesn’t have to tear us apart. I want to encourage you to seek Christ. Seek God, the Father through His Word and His Son, Jesus of Nazareth, the Christ. You have all been through so much. We don’t have to be so strong anymore. God loves you. This will not come as a shock to you. Things will make sense soon. Everything will work for the best. I promise you this. I hope you will be able to rejoice in what is happening. I am asking and praying for that. I want the best for your world. And nothing would make me happier in my soul to have people rejoice about what I have been called to do. Everything is for the glory of God.

But become kind to one another, tenderly compassionate, freely forgiving one another just as God also by Christ freely forgave you (Ephesians 4:32).

I recognize the problem here is that the truth about what happened to me is obfuscated. Even if it is in darkness, how it has affected me continues. It’s not a matter of lack of forgiveness. You hit somebody, it’s going to bruise. The same for emotions. The more intense the earlier it begins. You believe it to be a result of my sin that truth has not come out. God will show you. The reason truth must come out is for the world. I am not trying to hurt anyone. If people are hurt by truth, it will pale in comparison with the joy, which will follow. I do not want vengeance. I want the world to be blessed by my story. The reason my truth is obfuscated is because satan tries to hurt God by hurting me.

God bless you. Remember compassion. Your sacrifices of goats and smoke offerings are worthless without just a little bit of heart. Remember this: Jesus asks for mercy, not sacrifice.