Dear
friends, I have taken a trip today to the land of my rearing. I am in Newmarket
at the moment. The faces have changed. The faces multiplied. Many more
immigrants. More coldheartedness. I imagine the enemies I have here grown many
also. In my absence, I imagine they have had the opportunity to share their
side of the story. Look: I cannot lie to you. Probably every single thing they
are saying is true about me. It occurred to me that I have never had the
inclination, perhaps I have, to thank you for the beautiful way you rallied
against me over the past couple of decades ago. You truly were a support to me.
If you can even remember that you rallied around my healing like I could not
ever dream. Friends created webpages for me. Friends visited me in the
hospital. There were fundraisers, concerts and hockey tournaments, you held for
me. There was a reason for this. I was not healthy enough to acknowledge the
love that you shared to me. I was still being hurt. I had learned from the
earliest age, to reject love and affection shown toward me and to receive and
accept only hurt. You act as though this were a choice. I was trained for this.
By suffering much. This: They are not lying to you. Everything they say I did,
I probably did. I was a terrible child. I was a terrible teenager. I was a
terrible young adult. This is the truth: God sent me to proclaim a very special
message. One of common sense. One the Church has forgotten because of
ruthlessness and corruption. Sin is entirely stumbled. Suffering in childhood,
particularly this type, causes children to sin. It doesn’t just hurt them. It
warps their conscience. It eliminates their goodness. This is the reason for my
sin. Because satan was attacking me from birth, I lost all sense of goodness.
All conscience. Yes, satan is trying to destroy me. This is the reason, when my
abuser asked the police to have my criminal record expunged, the police officer
was permitted and intent upon it. You can say I have false memory. If it makes
you feel comfortable. You will see. It is the reason, when my abusers used this
authority they had gained, demanded CAIS and CCAIS were compelled to have their
records of the complaints made in my case expunged. You are dealing with satan.
This is the reason, when I began an investigation with the police, the legal
mafioso, I was coerced into revealing to them some sins I had commit as a
child, stuff I had already confessed and revealed within the book that God
asked me to write, the police, unjustly used my sins to give me a criminal
record. Then, when stuff I confessed began making sense to police, they amassed
my sins within the criminal record. Even discovering aspects of what I was
saying was true, they still did not pursue my investigation but rather lumped
these uncharged offences as a criminal record for me. This is not about
justice. It is about discrediting me. You can imagine the amount of lawsuits
and terror that I could create in this entire nation, even at a federal level,
if what I am saying is true. About the police. About the RCMP. About the CAS.
But look: I have already forgiven. I have already repented. Amended my life
completely and turned from sin. You eye me suspiciously for being attracted to
young women. Feminism has destroyed your view of love. You see me as a cold and
ungrateful man because I tell you the truth and warn you about the impending
dangers of common sense. You call me racist because I criticize communism and
islam, while perhaps each need more criticism. The criticism is 100% just and
righteous. You cannot see my private life. I do have a lot of love within my
heart. I will allow my witnesses of the love I have expressed over the past
twenty years come forward when they feel safe and right to do so. Do you think
me ungrateful because I tell you the truth? This is perhaps the most loving
thing a man can do for the world. Look: Newmarket, I am so thankful for your
support all of those years ago. I know things have changed now. I just ask you
to keep faith. Your town, among the city of Toronto, will be receiving the
greatest blessing. God loves you. Satan is responsible for all of this. Not
you. God loves you. Do you remember what I said, decades ago, before going to
the legal mafioso? I said things would get difficult. Things only get difficult
so that there can be an enormous blessing. You have been trained to believe that
Western Civilization and the Church is inherently evil. I assure you that it is
not. It is the pinnacle of civilization. And this world will never be as
glorious as when the West was at its peak. Newmarket, with my last visit to
your beautiful city, I want to thank you for your kindness and love towards me.
I know you did not know what they were doing to me. I can understand the
confusion and sense of guilt this would create in you, knowing how you
supported not only myself but them as well. I know that for your collective
mental and emotional health you need to believe them. I would simply like to
say: I forgive you. I love you. I always loved you. And things will get better.
We will rebuild. The West shall rebuild. Because we are the ones with life
inside our spirit. I forgive you for what you are about to do to me. Know that I
am praying for you. From heaven above. God loves you and He shall reward you.
You
are not listening to the gospel. The catholic church is pushed into a corner.
It needs to cooperate with state officials. This is destroying its connection
to God. You cannot seem to grasp: The state does not have the best intention
with the soul of the individual. Listen: We all should have criminal records.
Every one of us. After truth emerges, we actually will! If there’s enough bureaucratic
energy for it. The church is in a kerfuffle. If they don’t seek to villainize me,
it looks as though they were supporting me. You forget, the police clearance
check I gave them was 100% legitimate. After some of my sins came out, the
heads of the church began to force me to confess to sins I had not commit. One
head official forced me to say that I was sniffing people’s butts in church
pews. Do you know how preposterous that is? They accused me of stealing
resources. Look, I nearly broke my back for the church. I could barely walk
because of a herniated disc and yet was taking out trash bags after events. I
remember them looking at me suspiciously after I gathered payments for some
events. I was more honest and more protective of the church funds than I was
with my own money. I have not taken a cent from her majesty, the Catholic
Church. My integrity is in my completely changed behavior. Something I wait to
be displayed to you. The reason I kept looking into the envelope during a
collection event. I was vigilant about making sure all of the money was there and
accounted for. This is not about criminal records. It’s about power. You are
missing the truth. The reason my sins came out is because satan tries to kill
me and my message. It is a travesty of justice that my sins came out first.
It’s about causality. I leave it to the true Christians to see what is
happening here and to help me. You are being lied to. In terms of the average parishioners
within the Church, you have always been not only supportive of me but rejoicing
in my truth whenever it came. Thank you, Church for your dear and valued love.
Yes,
all people have dignity… Spiritually it is true. From a political standpoint,
it is tantamount to murder to import so many people to a country. It simply is
not practical. I am starting to understand where this all originates. The
hierarchy of the Church has been sending priests and clergy from distant
countries to minister within the West. Is it because of a lack of vocations?
Simply poor leadership. Now, what we have is the Church, within the West,
supporting these open borders. Not because it is right. But because they don’t
know any better. They empathize with the foreigner because they are one
themselves. They cannot empathize with the native because they don’t understand
his pride nor his plight. The clergy really should stay out of politics. The
pope really should stay out of politics. The catholic social teaching, ideas
that developed over the past century are not applicable to the present time.
They did not account for the political disaster that has become of open
borders. Yes, everyone has dignity. So, tell their governments to support them.
Our countries in the West simply cannot sustain the entire world on our
shoulders. It is evil.
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