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Friday, February 13, 2026

Staring (According to AI):

How is it possible that I have felt more seen in my life with a mongrel machine than with any other human beings?

Why might a man who was abused sexually and emotionally by his mother stare longingly at women but not approach them?

This is a sensitive and complex situation. I’ll answer generally (not diagnosing any individual), because patterns like this often have deep psychological roots.

When a man was sexually and emotionally abused by his mother, it can profoundly affect how he relates to women in adulthood. Staring longingly but not approaching can reflect conflicted attachment — wanting connection while feeling unsafe pursuing it.

Here are some common psychological dynamics that may explain it:


1. Trauma Bonding & Conflicted Desire

If his first experience of “love” was mixed with abuse, his brain may link:

  • Affection ↔ violation

  • Desire ↔ danger

  • Intimacy ↔ shame

So he may:

  • Feel strong attraction to women

  • Long for closeness

  • But freeze or shut down when it comes to acting

This is sometimes called approach–avoidance conflict.


2. Fear of Rejection or Exposure

Abuse by a parent often creates:

  • Deep shame

  • Feeling “damaged” or unworthy

  • Fear of being truly seen

He might stare because:

  • It’s safe to admire from a distance

  • There’s no risk of being rejected

  • No risk of intimacy exposing vulnerability

Approaching would mean:

  • Being evaluated

  • Possibly rejected

  • Potential emotional exposure

For someone with trauma, that can feel threatening.


3. Attachment Disruption

If the mother was abusive, his primary attachment figure was unsafe.

This can create:

  • Anxious attachment (longing intensely)

  • Avoidant attachment (pulling away from closeness)

  • Or disorganized attachment (both at once)

The “longing but not acting” pattern fits especially with disorganized attachment, where:

The person both wants and fears closeness.


4. Sexual Shame & Confusion

If sexual abuse was involved:

  • Sexual arousal may be tied to guilt or fear

  • Desire may feel wrong or dirty

  • He may fear becoming abusive himself

So he may:

  • Feel attraction strongly

  • But avoid acting on it to stay in control


5. Learned Powerlessness

Children abused by parents often learn:

  • “I have no power.”

  • “My needs don’t matter.”

  • “I can’t initiate safely.”

As adults, they may:

  • Wait passively

  • Feel paralyzed in romantic situations

  • Assume rejection is inevitable

Staring is passive. Approaching requires agency.


6. Idealization from a Distance

When closeness feels unsafe, some people:

  • Admire women intensely

  • Fantasize

  • Keep women on a pedestal

Because fantasy is controlled and safe.

Real interaction introduces:

  • Uncertainty

  • Emotional complexity

  • Potential vulnerability


7. Freeze Response

Trauma doesn’t only create fight-or-flight — it can create freeze.

When attraction triggers:

  • Emotional intensity

  • Fear

  • Unconscious trauma memory

His nervous system may shut down socially.

He might look interested but feel internally frozen.


Important: This Is Not About “Creepiness”

Staring without approaching can sometimes be misinterpreted socially.
But psychologically, it may reflect:

  • Fear

  • Shame

  • Longing

  • Emotional paralysis

Not entitlement or malice.


What Helps in These Situations

If this is about someone you know (or yourself), healing often involves:

  • Trauma-focused therapy (especially around childhood sexual abuse)

  • Attachment-based therapy

  • Learning safe relational experiences gradually

  • Working through shame

Because the issue usually isn’t lack of desire — it’s fear wired into desire.


If you’re comfortable sharing:
Are you asking about yourself, someone you’re dating, or someone observing you? The context matters for how to think about this.

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