Repentance:

With due respect, I seem to be one of the only leaders who is seeking to lead you into life and blessing here. Mind you, they will claim that the blessing I am offering is a worldly blessing. It’s true. Heavenly blessing will be made abundant if there is now worldly blessing. They may not know it; that they lead you to suicide. Anything that touches that ideology ends up in destruction. Here’s the thing they do not understand. If we end our lives in this life, with an act of suicide, chances are going to slim that we will be able to overcome the testing. This is the reason suicide, collectively or individually is not acceptable. You’re right. I can’t speak worth beans. My knees shake when I am scared. Do you judge me like you would a communist tsar? See, leadership has been so infected, so plagued by this nonsense, that Christians once again believe that the leader is the one with the loudest voice. You hedge God in when you say a leader needs to be a strong speaker, a superman. You doubt the power of God. You know they are committing in a sense, the gravest scandal in the history of the Church by what they are doing to me. There is no excuse. No excuse. And, when my truth is revealed, so everything else is exposed. I don’t understand you. How can you sit there, and act like you are in a state of grace while you are eating children? You know, it’s not only the Hollywood type? It’s the Church. How you treat the children tells me everything I need to know about your state of grace. You can tell a lot about a person by the way they consider children. Those vulnerable and who cannot do anything for them. You can say about me that I have done terrible things to children in the past. It’s true. My culpability is not between me and you. It’s between me and God. Whether I have repented, I leave in the hands of God. If I have not, I know He will give me the grace. If I have, then all of the fire of heaven that demolished Sodom and Gomorrah be called down upon you. A child can be conditioned to do whatever it is trained into. This is no different for me because my identity was being formed to be antichrist. Who I was being formed into was not my choice. Goats can be created by satanic ritual abuse just like saints can be created by baptism. Do you see now the importance of my mission? I hate calling you retards. Still, there is such satisfaction in knowing it is true. You know it is spiritual abuse for you to want to confront me with my abusers. There is no justifying it. This is not God’s will. If it is God’s will for me to be falsely accused, it’s not a punishment. It’s so that you do not have a broken heart. When you discover what I sacrificed because of shame. All I needed do when I was young was tell the truth. I would have been a king. You smite me because I resist the blessings God offered me. It’s evidence you know shit all about trauma and human condition. You understand sin. Yet you cannot understand shame. Suffering affects people. You can call it heresy all you would like. You’d be morons. But you can. God will show you. Morons. 😉 I make light of this. You cannot see because your hearts are rock. Do you truly believe I am asking to be crucified because I call out your corruption? Only bullies would think so. Only narcissists. God bless you. I pray for you. You are not my enemies. You may find yourself being God’s enemies though. The reason I have to be falsely accused is the same reason your blessing in this world has not yet come. It is entirely because of the corruption of the leaders. Wake up. This is not about your leaders. Look, I love the priesthood. I love the elders. But you need to know that even they get their orders from higher. I acknowledge that I am not in a healthy state to lead the world. But you need to know what is happening here. This is not about leaders. It is not about communism. These are symptoms. This is about good vs. evil. Yes, I am weak. I am wounded. But I seem to be the only leader man enough to stand up and say something against this avalanche of chaos, which plummets towards us. You need to know there are other options. Leaders, repent! You need be the ones who lead your children, your sheep into repentance. If you continue simply giving homilies and teaching to spite me and contradict my message instead of preaching about Jesus and Jehovah and their love, you are not leading them to repentance. You need to know the cost. The cost are souls. You need to know that even though it may seem insurmountable, this wave of evil and destruction had a beginning. It can have an end. You need to know, leaders of the world, that there is a different course. This is not about my sin. It is not about my morality. God will prove me not culpable. If it’s what He wishes. All I know is that repentance begins in the heart. Especially of the leaders. Look, you don’t need to be the top dog in order to lead for the proper course. There are those who are. Even now. Those you crucify and persecute. Those who tell the truth are rarely rewarded in this world. That time is coming to a graceful and complete end. You may say and think this is in my imagination. Nothing new to me. I’ve dealt with it for decades. Just know, at this moment, that when my truth comes out at my death, so does every other little misdeed and sin in the world. Everything is exposed. Not only that, you will all experience justice then. Do you really feel in your heart, that you are without sin? Catholics? Witnesses? World? Church? Recognition of our sinful state is the very first step in Christian faith. You may find that you will all need go back to the drawing boards. You are not aware consciously of 90% of the lives you have lived. I can guarantee this because I understand what it means to fragment, to dissociate and to forget. I understand what it means to remember. This is all about causality. When we realize this, there will no longer be the need for vengeance. You are simply bitter. You are seeking vengeance with worldly justice. With jails and prisons and murders, you simply try to silence people telling the truth. Or, contrarily, you desire to offer the common folk, the illusion that justice is being done in the world. You do so by prosecuting the small and insignificant crimes while ignoring your own crimes. You want the common folk to believe that justice is being done so that you can go on eating your blood and raping our children. Filth. God’s day is around the corner. You will not hide. There is no underground system of tunnels in which you can hide from the justice of God. There is no underground city, in which you can hide. God will quash you evil ones. Are you upset with me for saying it? It’s kind of because of your mental retardation. It’s okay. We will bear with you while you search for the words sputter them out over your clumsy tongue. God condemns you this day, evil ones. God sees. God knows. God is the one who can read your heart. He has had enough. The time for this evil has come to an end. Guys, I don’t mean to be harsh. Maybe I do. He does. I don’t. Lol! A little MPD humor! You need to know while there is life, there is still chance for you to gain Life. You need to stop all of your sin. You need to know what sin is. First of all, hurting children, eating children and murdering children are sins. We will realize soon just how common these are. Do you have these in your past? Not to worry. God knows. Confess to Him. He is faithful to forgive. And to give you a clean conscience. It’s as simple as that. Look, it really doesn’t matter what you have done in your life. Jehovah wants your heart. Offer that to Him. He will wipe it away. When you understand causality, you understand satan’s trap. His big deceit. Look, there is not one person on the bleeding planet who does not have a sorrowful story. When you understand this, you begin to see things differently. Suddenly, the childhood bully who once gave you a wedgie or stole five dollars from your pocket, doesn’t seem so villainous anymore. When you realize that he has been raped at home daily by his parents, you begin to see that he was simply reacting to what happened to him. Here: We all got these stories. We all got this pain. When you see that, by the living God, I certainly hope that you wouldn’t wish upon even your enemies the kind of treatment we have seen in recent years. I wouldn’t even wish prison on my abusers. In addition to this, when we begin to see that we all got sin as well. Very serious and unconfessed sin lurking deep, deep in our cellars. We begin to see others with more humane eyes. Look… I am about to offer you the secret. It’s not gnosis. Ya’ simpleminded retards. It’s common sense. Sense, which has been lost due to the hardness of heart, which can only be hardened by collective, worldwide sin. Here it is. You ready? Children… These ones… they don’t have this sorrow… Neither do they have this sin. Take care of your children… you take care of the future. I don’t get you, world, Church. You are slaughtering your own. That’s demonic. But you know it’s demonic. I heard about a school that had its children draw a mural of Molech. Wake up. I may have sin in my past. It’s done with. I don’t need go to confession for expressing an unmet spiritual and physical need. I do in order to show you the corruption of your leaders. Protect your children. Guys! Where are the men amongst you? It’s really going to need be the crippled, middle-aged bloke with Dissociative Identity Disorder who is going to be the one to stand up for the children. Healing is coming. My sin is done. What you cannot see now is the sin that you are living. I see it. Repent, blessed children. God loves you. He wants to offer you life. Justice is coming. I can taste it on my tongue. It is only around the corner. It is not some ethereal day. It will occur in this life. You simply need know this will not be an evil day. If it seems as such to you, you may just well be as evil as any other. I noticed members of my Church cringe when I proposed the possibility of this worldly justice. Why? Is it because you have skeletons in your cellar? Surely it is. Living comfortably. I’m telling you. The ones in prison are your saints. Not all of them. But most of them. Hell, the deepest levels are reserved for the ones who have had comfortable lives despite their grievous sin. Good luck. There is still time. I declare to you today, the opportunity of a lifetime. Repent. Life. Sin. Death. You will want to choose life. Trust me. Do you believe this is about my bitterness and resentment? I do not need explain myself to you. I have forgiven thousands of times. And I will continue. The fact that I have anger is not a proof of unrepentance. It’s a proof that you are relying on reactive abuse and spiritual abuse to make a point. It’s because you have no other argument. Repent! As the children of Nineveh. The children of Nineveh simply followed their leaders. Repent, you leaders. Repent. You need know the path down which you lead the flock is to their harm. This life matters. The Kingdom will not be attained through tyrrany.