Freedom Reign!

I agree. Once again, you have confounded me. Obedience is the best thing. And of course, the faithful are committing no sin in being obedient. We are doing the right thing by being obedient. What you need to consider is who you are being obedient to. Are you being obedient to Jehovah? Or man? This is not about power. This is not about pride. It’s about the will of God. You give me too much credit to be able to convince God to bless the world because it’s something I desire. Keep praying. Keep praying. Put the Scriptures aside for a moment. Put aside your traditions and superfluous teaching. He will show you. You have got to keep praying. I can’t help that God speaks to me as a friend. I know I have got to humble. Something tells me you are going to do this for me, aren’t you? You need ask yourself, is it envy? Is it contempt? You may just get a surprise as to the responsibility of my sins. They rest on the shoulders of them who abused me. Guys, you are my flock. My flock are the traditional Christian conservatives. I don’t know the reason Jehovah has asked me to stay with the Catholic Church. I will say that your faith is very beautiful. There is something endearing and wonderful about the fact that your faith is in your obedience. In this, can also be your greatest weakness. The adorable way you listen to the word of God through the readings of the day. Even if it goes against everything else you know of the faith. I really wonder at times, if you would joyfully follow the pope off of a cliff if he were to instruct it. Or drink some mystery koolaid. I am not against you. It’s becoming clearer as to why I have been called to you particularly. Let me find a nice way to say this. Keep in mind that it is not their fault. They are simply doing the best that they can with the training they have been offered. They are working against your healing. As a culture. As a world. As individual, unique and precious nations. You must be able to clearly see at this point that the world is not heading in positive directions. This is not the will of God. The end is not yet. They, even though they believe they are doing the best they can, are leading you by the hand into slavery. The Kingdom will not be accomplished through tyranny. I know my state. I know I have to humble. I do not want to be hurt more. Do you feel that I deserve to be hurt because I call into question your legitimacy? It is your swollen pride that thinks so. If I am weak, then lead them! Reminds me of a scene from Braveheart. Wallace is saying, “people are not following titles. They follow courage. Lead them to freedom.” I appeal to your good nature. Christians. They won’t even let me get a job. They convince every woman who I am interested in that I not worthy. You must see what I am up against. They surveil my every move. You must see what I am up against. Do you not see that I may be the only one seeking the good of this world still? Good, Christian people (the true flock), I appeal to you. Wake up. God didn’t take you from slavery of Egypt to toss you back into slavery of a worse nature. Still, I know in my heart, I am not the only one. I know there are still many, many prophets of Jehovah who still exist. I am only waiting for God and His real Spirit to instruct them about what I have known for decades. Leadership, lay aside your deals with the state. Lay aside your carnal pleasures and prides. You must see that what I am teaching is truth. And truth is not dependent on how I react. You are not animals. Have sense, know that when God will show you, you will feel bad. Know there is mercy.

The End is Neigh. But not too Neigh:

I have never said that I know the time of the end. Nor did I ever say the end was soon. I implied it. And certainly, I have asked my God. He refuses to tell me this. You know what I have always said? I have always said that if you, as a world are good, you can experience a reign of peace, a reign of justice and a reign of love unlike anything ever seen before on earth. It will be brief but extremely lasting. But you are going to need help repenting. I am not angry with you. I will keep on reminding you. Although I have reminded you of this very simple fact thousands of time at this point. I will keep reminding you. This is what patience is. What you need to know? Things are going to be incredible. Unrecognizably good. God has promised this. Nobody is going to stop you from being obedient. But you just may find yourself being obedient to eternal death. I say that to shake you up. Corruption and sin have no place in a church of God. No place at all. God loves you. He desires to offer you the prize awaiting your victory. But, you are going to need to overcome first. You are going to have to triumph. God loves my church. So do I. If we didn’t, would there be a reason for doing this? May Jehovah bless you. May Jehovah bless you. May Jehovah bless you. One God. One Name. One being. Hear O’ Israel, the Lord your God is one. I have been noticing myself offering too much of myself to this entity. I need to step back and do more for myself. A woman at church sits behind me sometimes. I smiled at her yesterday. She smiled back. How can I know if she is interested? These ones are so very mysterious! You have got to stop being led by the opinions of man. May Jehovah bless you. May He remind you that you cannot enter the Kingdom through blind obedience. Obedience and submission are instruments of control, fear and oppression. God values freedom. As He values life. I sense an evil plot. May He reveal it for what it is.

Jehovah's Love:

Keep praying and Jehovah shall show you. Keep praying. You will see that this is necessary. You are all doing an incredible job. I speak a lot about the corruption and sin of the leadership. In spite of that, I am writing today to tell you that you are doing so well. Where the sin originates, you cannot really control. I love you, Christian leadership. May Jehovah have mercy on you. Remember, there is actually sin in obedience to immorality. That is not for now. You’re doing the very best you can. Jehovah expects no more. I love you, priesthood. I don’t want you to think that I am against you. See, we are on the same side. I have only been cleansed. Or soon will be. We all serve Jehovah. Or we believe that we do. Your conscience will convict you in the global cleanse, which is coming. There is no need to worry. I am not a prophet who claims Jehovah hates His priesthood. God forbid. He simply desires to put you back on track. Your reign has been slowly influenced by forces most of you do not even know about. You trust. You trust because you are innocent. You are obedient because you trust. Jehovah will soon restore all of this. And recrown the innocent. My world, not a day goes by that I do not pray earnestly for you. For your sin. In reparation. For it is in fact sin that upsets Jehovah. Not my sin. Not the sin of one man. But yours. All of yours. Despite this sin, you need to know, by the name of God, how much He loves you and desires for you to return to Him. He is not an angry God. He is not a God that requires submission. That is not of God. You see, our God values freedom. He values freedom so very much that He is willing to see some be erased before He would force us to choose Him. When you can value life as it deserves, you will also value freedom as it is merited. Guys, Jehovah’s mercy is astronomically large. It literally does not matter a bit what you have done in your life. It doesn’t matter. Thrust and throw that shame atop the burden of Jesus. See, Jehovah loves us so much that He sent His son to die for us. What does that mean? What could that mean to one with a cold heart? Imagine: the world, to whom you visited, received you warmly. You, through divine miracles, healed deathly sick, raised dead for three days to life, fed massive crowds with a crumb of food, expelled demons with a breath. The crowds did not seem to understand. The religious leaders, out of envy and spite and contempt, caused a mockery of justice and had this man executed after trying desperately to defame his name. At the end, Jehovah, God Himself vindicated and justified this man by raising him from death and causing myriads of miracles at the moment of his death. He did this to show you. To give you a warm heart. You are not animals. Reconnect with Him. He wants to be your friend. Again, there is not a thing, no thing, which separates you from His love. You are forgiven. All you need do is ask. I cannot tell you how wonderfully all of you are doing. I am harsh. I have a strong tongue in criticism. It’s because I have spiritual insight. It’s because I see things as they are decaying. It's deeper. I see the possibility. I have enormous hope for our world. I do not want to see our world, our culture and our children leap headfirst off a building. This world matters. It does. How can I get you to see it? Am I not speaking sense? It doesn’t matter. What you need to know is that God loves you so much. Whatever your religion. Whatever your race. Whatever your gender. Whatever your sexuality. Lol. God only wants you to return to Him. To God, there is no Islam. There is no Buddhism. There is even no Christianity. Do not restrict God by your rules. He can speak to whomever He desires to. To know Him, what you need is to love. To be in His presence at all times. There is no black person. There is no white person. No Chinese. To God, all peoples are precisely the same. The integrity is what matters. The only thing that is going to separate us is our final choice. The choice to serve Him or to serve satan. There is no woman and man. To God you are equal. Even though you are different. You are complementarily different. God loves you. Whoever you are. Return to Him. I don’t mean to come off as scathing in my writings. As though Jehovah were upset with you. In spite of the sin in the world, you need to know that He loves you. He does. But you need to repent. As for me, you are judging me by your passionate feelings. You desire to see me as a sinner. So you fabricate evil in your own minds about me. You project your own evil against me. Just because I say hello or even like a post on social media, does not mean that I want to marry someone. I am just expressing my feelings. Ideology of a certain persuasion has ravaged your reason and common sense. Recapture that common sense, Christians. God loves you. But you will have to choose.

Accepting Love:

Things will improve. You must know that things are as they are now not according to God. The rulers of this world are very anti-God. They are actually working overtime to disprove what lies before all of us. The truth is in plain sight. Almost always. Here: this system. Post French Revolution. This filthy system of academia has rotted the world. The child is smarter than most of these. Because they possess spiritual common sense. Are you powerful in this world? Your power is laughable to Jehovah. He shall use the smallest instrument to confound you and prove you fools. Jehovah’s truth is available to all. This is the reason you suffer. Satan causes it. Even when he uses people close to us to do so, it is rarely that person’s doing. This fact can offer us great, great peace. Rarely are things as personal as we assess by our woundedness. We can extend forgiveness. Knowing we are all in this unjust world. We are all in this unjust world together. This world that Jehovah longs to bring justice to. There is an entire universe occurring right beneath our noses. A parallel world happening at this very same instant. A world of darkness. And a world of light. The world of darkness, you may not even be able to recognize. Even though you are a part of it. Don’t worry about that for now. What you need to know is that Jehovah hates that we suffer. It goes against His nature. Injustice stands in the face of Jehovah. This is what I am saying. He hates it so much, He wants to show you His hand before the end. He wants to show you how He is in charge. Not satan. God lives. He sees. Look, it’s not about my sin. It’s really not. If you believe that my sin is more devastating to God than all of your sin, you have got a rude awakening upcoming. You are sinners too. Do not allow your envy to blind you to that. And He is going to show you. Every single one of you. Just how holy we need to be to be in fellowship with Him. For me, yes. I have a lot of sin. Most of what you deem as sin in me these days are simply feelings. Nothing more than feelings. My relationship with Jehovah is deep. You need to know that Jehovah does not tolerate injustice. He is love. Yes. Sure. But He is just as well. And that means that He will express His anger against those who turn their back on Him. Whether that means that you will be eternally erased or damned to hell is inconsequential. Either way, you will not receive the blessing He has prepared. I say this to encourage you. Really, a friendship with Jehovah is the most simple and the most beautiful thing in the world. You can do it. You need to repent of your wickedness. Your desire to cause injustice in people. As for me, I am not aware of any sin in my soul that has not been pardoned. No man judges me. I do not even judge myself. For I am justified. Look, I know this will be hard to hear. Because of your bitterness. Your envy and your politics. Listen: when this is over, you will know. Truly know, the absolute mercy of God. I am a changed man. For the glory of God. Repent. All of you. You are all sinners. Just like I was. No better. No more favorable in God’s eyes because of your self-righteousness. You need to repent. It is easy. Call on Jesus. See, he died for you. He died to take your sin as far as the east is from the west. Know that once you develop friendship with Him, true friendship with him, you are redeemed. No man can condemn you. You are above man’s judgement. For what God has declared holy, no man can condemn. Open your hearts to your God. Your God has a name. His name is Yehovah. Discovering this fact about my God has animated Him. It has brought Him to life. God is not a distant element who is impersonal. He is a beautiful being. Just like you or I. What does this mean for us? It means that we can have a relationship with Him. For me, this is the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced. Intimacy with God is greater than any intimacy you can have with any other. Jehovah is the one who can fulfill your needs. Your every need. Were you neglected as a child? Call on Jehovah. Did you lose a loved one in an accident? Are you confused and grieving? Have faith. Know that you will certainly see this loved one again. In God’s time. Know that they are safely resting in Jehovah’s hand. But here: We need to accept this friendship. Before we depart. God will test us. All of us. He will show us our shame. Our sin. Let us be strong and firm in our faith in that day. God bless you. Know that He loves you enormously. All you need do is accept that love.

Papal Encyclical Satire:

To my Catholic friends, read the explanation at the conclusion. 

To the Patriarchs, Primates, Archbishops, Bishops, and other Ordinaries in Peace and Communion with the Apostolic See.

Venerable Brethren, Health and Apostolic Benediction.

“Never perhaps in the past have we seen, as we see in these our own times, the minds of men so occupied by the desire both of strengthening and of extending to the common welfare of human society that fraternal relationship which binds and unites us together, and which is a consequence of our common origin and nature. For since the nations do not yet fully enjoy the fruits of peace — indeed rather do old and new disagreements in various places break forth into sedition and civic strife — and since on the other hand many disputes which concern the tranquility and prosperity of nations cannot be settled without the active concurrence and help of those who rule the States and promote their interests, it is easily understood, and the more so because none now dispute the unity of the human race, why many desire that the various nations, inspired by this universal kinship, should daily be more closely united one to another.”

2. Never before has it been seen that the need for greater interreligious dialogue is vital as it is now – in the beginning of the 21^st century. As the 2000-year anniversary is approaching of the appointment of the Apostle Peter as the successor of Christ, we see now the detriment of division and disunity, which the faith in our own religion has posited amidst the face of the world. For far too long, Christianity has been brimming with pride and violence. Our faith has been propagated by racism and colonialism. Let us not forget the bloody crusades. Let those who desire to learn from their mistakes approach the throne of grace with trepidation and holy fear. Those crusades, unprovoked and needlessly violent against the helpless people of the very venerable god, allah. Let us not forget our culpability in massacring the native populations of North and South America as we blanketed the continents with innocent blood. They were simply minding their own business and looking angelic when we raped, pillaged and conquered our way across the continents. May our god have mercy on us.

3. This issue is one, which upsets the unity of our world. We, as a people, need tirelessly to apologize, grovel and kiss the feets of those we have offended, needlessly. These poor, innocent people. This issue upsets the unity and sovereignty of the Christian peace. We as the greater nations, the wealthier nations, have now an obligation – nay – a moral imperative – to invite every one of these poor, helpless and innocent children of the ones we slew into our own Christian nations. We have the responsibility, ordained by God Himself, to give them welfare, take care of their medical and occupational needs. Even while our own citizens are homeless and on the street. They deserve this anyways. It was their parents who massacred these innocents. We have a God ordained responsibility to bow down at the feet of their own gods and proclaim them in the very halls of the Vatican.

4. In the face of such injustice, the Catholic Church cannot remain silent. The Apostolic See, has not refrained from raising its voice against the errors of everything our culture has done since its founding at the time of Christ. In keeping with pursuing unity and reparation with our victims in faith, the Apostolic See is recommending that all Catholic faithful lay aside their belief in Jesus as having anything to do with the salvation of the world. Jesus was simply a wiseman. As the Muslims, our brothers in faith call him, a lesser prophet. The Apostolic See is recommending that all faithful submit to our new god, Allah and Ba’al. And all that that should entail for the propagation of the Christian faith. The Apostolic See recommends the Catholic faithful to be open and receptive to the possibility of a sharia government. The Apostolic See recommends the Catholic faithful to submit to the charges of our new, collective masters, ISIS and Marxism. The Apostolic See also recommends all Catholic faithful to observe the practices of astrology. Finally, the Apostolic See recommends all Catholic faithful to bow your knees to the golden statue of the calf. The calf, long recognized as a communist symbol of unity and brotherhood between the faithful, we owe the calf our allegiance. Let us bow at its feet.

5. During our pontificate, we have been made aware of our racist roots and capitalist tendencies, enforced by the patriarchy of our ancestors. We, as the hierarchy, also have much to learn as we have learned much from our lay faithful. Particularly, those of one particular demographic. Seeing how these, from this demographic seem to be the only ones who are vocalizing complaints, we as the hierarchy of the Catholic Church have had the moral duty to amend our ways. The Apostolic See, in past has maintained rigid rules and traditions as though they were doctrine. This Catholic Church, the Modern Catholic Church, I assure you, has learned from the errors of its ways. We are no longer rigid. We embrace matters of LGBTQ+ and see the terrible injustices done by our inherent, systematic racism and the evil patriarchy. I, the pope, admit, as a white man, that I am the most racist of them all. I shall kiss the dirty toes of those who have oppressed for the rest of my pontificate. This new Catholic Church, this Modern Catholic Church is woke. We, your priests and hierarchy are dope, swag and with it. We are the bees-knees as the youth are saying. You can like us again. See?

6. With eyes lifted on high, our Faith sees the new heavens and the new earth described by Our first Predecessor, St. Peter. While the promises of the false prophets of this earth melt away in blood and tears, the great apocalyptic prophecy of the Redeemer shines forth in heavenly splendor: “Behold, I make all things new.”

Venerable Brethren, nothing remains but to raise Our paternal hands to call down upon you, upon your clergy and people, upon the whole Catholic family, the Apostolic Benediction.

Given at Rome, at St. Peter’s, on the feast of St. Joseph, patron of the universal Church, on the 19th of March, 2030, the 1^st year of our Pontificate.

Pope Tardus of Sardia

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Explanation: I am a Traditional Catholic. I love my faith very much. Everything about it is beautiful. I have a lot of hope for her. I write this little satirical criticism in order to get people thinking. This illustration of the expression of racism is not to justify racism but to illustrate that there are always two sides to a story. The Crusades were launched after the Kingdoms of Christendom were nearly conquered and persecuted by Muslim invaders. In addition, native populations put up much violence against the colonizers. A Catholic perspective you don't often hear are those of the First Canadian martyrs who were horrifically treated by those they were trying to encourage. God does not approve of self pity. He does not approve of self abasement for sins of our fathers. We are forgiven. Do not be ashamed of being white. If what a pope says is contrary to what Jesus has always taught, a question arises. Who will you serve? Who will you follow? Obedience is good. But obedience is not moral when it leads you to sin. Know your faith brethren. Know your God even more. Develop friendship with Him. A time will come when the popular Church will not teach truth. Follow God. Only God.

Myriads upon Myriads of Layers (A Poem by Pete):

 Myriads upon myriads of layers.

Countless, untold biscuits of wonder,

Eternally united in a bond of loves embrace. Eternally united in an embrace of love. Something, something  more than love. Something, a thing if only deeper. Is it truly possible that this bond could unite such a myriad of layers? Myriads upon myriads of layers. At the edges, they quiver. I have never seen such a substance. Such a substance as to unite these layers. As though one. The exquisite delight of a single mouthful of its goodness, causes a divine madness with a minute fraction of a second. The time it takes, they say, for the sugar, the dopamine to spike in the cerebellum. How delightful? Ah! I can say nothing... No thing. Except... How delightful? Ah! The honey, the fruit of that love, drips as though from the comb. It's essence permeated each and every layer. Then, then... There are the pistachios! Round as plump and full grapes.. ground as golden powder, finely powdered and shaped so as to spread the value of a true fortune, laid out like a sheet across a cutting board. Now, finely ground and united into this embrace of love. The flavor shall hit like a punch, tempting the eater, tempting them to not cease eating. Let us gather around the greatest social bond, the greatest dessert ever to have been crafted. Baklava! This is my ode to baklava...

Jays on the Heart:

 "You ever been to a ball game?" She asked as a subtle smile grew across my face.

"Have you seen where the action meets fame?

Where it meets, base to base?"

"I'll never forget," I replied, "the first time I laid eyes on the scene. From utter joy, I nearly died, yet shrilly instead, deeply cried. I was uncertain, it was so beautiful, even of what team to root for.

Thankfully, I'll always remember the time my city drew the World Series.

For that, for that, I knew well for what team to support. 

The emotions, the joy. I cannot describe the tears associated with joy... Utter joy. 

Of the ball game. I am a simple guy. I am dirt poor and got a face only mama' would love. 

But I know what's important in life. We work hard, work hard, finding and searching for something that brings us joy. 

I don't know of a single greater thing bringin' me joy than the ball game. 

The emotions... The joy... The heartbreak and the hurt. It's all bound into a 100 mile an hour fastball. 

Can't have one without the other. Without the other. I'll never forget the first time I went to a ball game... The screams... The shouts... The popcorn... The soda... 

That first game, or the first I remember, was a World Series game. Game three against the Braves. 

The skydome packed... Packed. Oh' how I cherished that little domer stuffed animal of a turtle... 

I am a simple man. Ball brings me a greater joy than anything else in life. 

The complex roared with our win that night. I was only young. Young enough to know the city was on fire. Aflame with passion, love and joy. 

I knew it then... I knew then, the city, the world deserved to feel this. 

I knew then, memories of my childhood, of the certainty of revival. I knew this feeling of love... Of passion... 

Overwhelming my heart, bursting to escape, could not be a thing confined to my own heart. 

The world needed to feel this. There I was, a youngster, surrounded by screaming, passionate fans, just as passionate... But without a fixed destination or ambition for that passion... 

My little Blue Jays cap tilted on my head. I knew it then... the Jays were going to win that year. Like a seer, I predicted every play. Every homerun... Every out at the plate... Every strike out. 

It may be a simple life... But I have found a reason for living. 

We returned home that night, tired and spent... A good memory forged alongside my pa'. 

One I could cherish for decades. Even until after he was gone. Even then, three games into the Series, with only two wins, the streets of Toronto were packed. 

The joy filled the circulation of the city that day. May we remember that joy. Funny how a sport can unite a nation so passionately. 

In my mind, no other sport, so passionately, as baseball. We returned home that night. 

Joys on our heart. Jays on our heart. 

When the Jays won that year for the first time, the joy it brought a city, a nation, a heart, filled the world... 

People are so simple. They're really very beautiful, when it comes down to it. They are so impressionable. 

Little hearts... Precious hearts... Seeking hope... Hope binds to the heart like a curveball sneakily slides into the nook of a catcher's glove. 

Man, this sport is beautiful. The heartbreak follows. For not every team goes on to win. Our men did that year... Our men made us proud. 

Uniting a city. Like a spark of God. As a flash, the divine was made evident. In hope. 

The heartbreak is part of the game. But for one in thirty, each year, they take the cake. The divine made evident in a city. 

Jays on our heart. I may be a simple man. But I found me a thing that brings me joy. 

Win or lose, Jays on my heart. You make us proud, men. 

Like a seer, I saw when I was a kid, The Brewers and the Jays in the World Series. Edging closer and closer, it'll happen. With so many otger things I have prophecied, it may be worth listening to... 

Then, the whole world will know that spark of the divine. You will know God loves you. 

It can be hard to see... Hard to hope... After heartbreak. That is why it's called faith. Win or lose, Jays on the heart. 

If they win, it'll be glorious. If not, God still loves us. See it with faith. 

Who can predict the outcome of a sportsgame?

The reason it will be so glorious...

Pa', I tip my hat to you. For the good memories. I hope you saw the Jays get to the Series this year...

The Day the Eastern Bells Stopped Ringing:

I still remember the day the sunset fell upon the old land…

The land over which the bells sang,

A symphony of pianos.

The warmth of the sun fading,

The shadows along the harvest fields evading,

Every whispered brush and weed on the horizon.

This is the masterpiece upon which this story unfolds.

To the heart listening, embolds

We then travel back in time,

Upon a vessel created by wind,

Lost in whispering rhyme.

The bells begin ringing again.

Subtly, softly, the smaller ones being led even by the breeze.

The calm, cool zephyr passes over them like a glance.

Revealing, unveiling, a time lost, a time forgotten.

I remember the children of these days.

So sober. So lost.

Indeed, they were.

Thrust into encampments, taken from their rightful caregivers, indoctrinated into believing the lie.

The lie about the change they were planning.

In a swift wind, they reframed the fabric of society.

Eliminating even the memory of the old.

And the ways the bells rang all the way into that day.

They rang…

They rang…

They never stopped…

They rang like thunder.

What is left of that era. 

That golden era.

Eternities have passed.

Yet, really, only a century has passed.

The remnant of those days…

The bells have been collected and turned into bullets.

Others stand erect and buried beneath the tides of time.

Fading…

Fading…

A whisper.

A memory.

This is how you murder a memory.

An age.

A golden age.

The bells now lay, cracked and buried.

Buried within the sand of a distant time.

There once stood a civilization so great…

So vast…

That it had dominated the earth.

It did so in the name of Jehovah.

And by the name of Jehovah, it conquered.

It conquered in love and the vitality of life.

Has it truly been so long?

Have we truly allowed ourselves to forget?

That distant land,

That vast, unconquerable land that stood for centuries.

How great did you fall, o’ Tartaria!

It was not by weapons that you did fall.

Nor by plague or storm that you met your end.

It was through a quiet assimilation.

A docile and unviolent invasion.

The peoples of other lands with their evil ideologies

Poison astrology chose to overtake you.

And to burden you with their plight.

They came first as children.

Unknown to even their orphan mothers.

Their clothes as tattered rags,

Seeking help and aid.

They marred their appearance,

And sand a consistent dirge of mourning.

For their state was no more and no less

Than a tragedy.

How bold you were, o’ Tartaria,

How compassionate.

How noble.

To extend your helping hand.

For in that time,

Even these children of darkness,

Who marred their appearance,

Who did so for sympathy’s sake

And who for evil intent did take,

Were of a far lesser number.

For at your height, o’ Tartaria,

You were grand.

You ruled through and with our LORD,

All the land.

And the noble architecture of your creation,

What you had created through our LORD,

Was evident across all the world,

Your entire empire,

From its home in Asia,

To the tip of South America,

Reigned.

You were vastly, unutterably unconquerable.

And you know why?

Who would want to conquer a loving and peaceful people of this breed?

When the children of darkness came,

They overtook the population,

Quickly subduing the gentle nation,

With force, with coercion, with manipulation.

Never before had the Tararians seen such deceit,

Such deception and such lies.

They began to take up weapons,

Anything they could,

They began to take up words,

As evil as they could,

For a lie against the innocent is as evil as a gunshot,

They subdued them until the truth about their existence,

Was erased from memory and history book.

When Jehovah God saw the evil happening in the world,

That all of His innocent children had been destroyed,

He flooded the continents, nations and all.

For He resolved.

Having resolved to never again destroy the world by water.

The children of darkness were more shrewd than the children of light.

O’ Tartaria! How great is your loss?

Until only the children remained.

Only Tartarian children were remaining.

The children of darkness did what they would with them.

Packing them up, sending them out, placing them into trains

Headed for sanitoriums.

The orphanages of long ago,

How tall you stood?

You housed a nation of people.

A nation of people who were never again,

Never again permitted to speak the truth.

The mental asylums of long ago,

How tall and how grand you stood?

Having stood even in the architecture that you had created,

O’ Tartaria, a nation of people, who were never again,

Never again permitted to speak the truth.

The truth about what happened to you, buried and erased,

In the single stroke of evil men’s swipe.

The world fairs came, erecting massive monuments of glorious splendor,

In a matter of days?

Was it really possible? Did anyone really care?

It was a way to eliminate the records of a previous age,

A golden age.

An age that proved that God was center.

That God not only existed but triumphed.

An age that proved that vulnerability was beautiful.

Innocence is beautiful.

Children of darkness, what have you created?

Where are your legacies to posterity?

Where is your honor to ardor?

No matter,

The children of light,

The vulnerables,

The children,

Are the ones who will inherit the real life.

A Word:

Friends,

My heart has been moving recently. I have been thinking of the ways I have allowed worldliness, a worldly hope into my heart. Somehow, I keep forgetting that in spite of what happens to me, around me or what I do, God will do what He is going to do. Entirely despite what I say. I keep forgetting that this is not about me. I do not have the power to create any change in this world without Him. I keep forgetting that He will do what He will do despite me. Even without me. It is Jehovah’s will the world experience a blessing. I am ashamed I have been hypnotized by the politics of this time. That is not to say that politics is not important. It’s only a worldly importance. And as we have seen, or, as we are going to see, God has the final say. In everything in this world. It’s not about politics. It’s about morality vs. evil. Good vs. evil. Darkness vs. light. Charlie, I am so sorry to you, to your family. Brother, to your family, to those supporters world over who are devastated by this, that God would allow this, I want to encourage. It is almost certainty that he is crowned in glory and will receive blessing upon blessing. Charlie’s family, keep faith. You too will be rewarded. Just keep your faith. The truth is, this has gone on so long that I don’t know quite how to encourage you anymore. I can say things are going to get better. God knows, it will! How do I say this to those who have lost everything, to those who see their culture crashing around them? You are my flock, Christian Conservative Traditionals. I really believe that Jehovah will award me with this glory. First and at the fore, my flock are the true, people of God. And there is a distinction. You must know, my dear brothers and sisters, it doesn’t matter if the world falls apart around you. You must know that armies of hundreds of thousands of demons could assail and assemble against you. It cannot touch you. Even in this world, they can take your lives. It means nothing. They are powerless. Now is the time. Now is the time to fortify your souls. Build your faith into a fortress. And know, always, know that God, Jehovah and His Son are the ones who rule over these demons. Keep Jehovah. Maintain in His integrity. Be His friend. At the hour of death, you will be safe in His almighty hand. I want to encourage you because of what is approaching. Know that they do not even really know what they are doing. Because of this, divine justice will come as a severe blow to them. Their lives since their childhoods have been led by darkness. To these, I say, now is the time to repent. God sees. And He will quash your leader. You must know Jehovah sees everything. He is pleased when we maintain our integrity. I have not been doing a proper job. As a shepherd. As a prophet. For so long, I justified being like a hammer of the truth by saying that I never said I was a saint. Well, we should all aspire to be saints. Every one of us. Sainthood is beautiful. It is the goal of every human on earth. That you turn away from it is a choice you made. You may not even remember this choice. It is not too late to choose a different course. A better course. You are not animals. Jesus! Name of God! I truly cannot believe what has happened in our world over the past decade. That poor girl. That poor girl. The way she died. Jesus! Here: I am tired. It is so hard for me to watch you all becoming so mean to each other. When I first revealed my identity, what I had been through, you were so eager almost to believe. Is this my fault? Oh Jesus. It can’t be. How could this have happened? Listen to me. You are not animals. You are not driven by your instincts and passions. Don’t you remember? God. Don’t you remember the love He had for us? You need to know right now, it doesn’t matter how difficult things become. It doesn’t matter what happens to all of us. Things are going to be incredible. Better than they ever have been in history. This will not be a thing that I have done. It will be a thing Jehovah has done. And you know why? It will be to show you that He loves you. That He cares about you. That He wants the best for you. It will be like a golden age. One that will echo into the strands of eternity, into the atoms of the universe. I forgot. This was what my ministry was 2012 to 2016. Before the espionage discovered my reasonable politics. Look: Fascists are the ones who censor thought. Fascists are the ones who shoot people for having different ideas. This is a call to repentance. If my last post did not encourage you to repentance, let this appeal to your heart strings. You need to know what is happening in the world. It is not a physical battle. This is a battle of spirits. Heaven has been voided of the fallens. They have a while left. Never doubt the power of your prayer. Friends! Pray now! Say the rosary! Cry out to Him. Tell Him what’s on your heart. Just speak to Him. Bless those who resist you. Pray in reparation. Help is coming. It will certainly come. With roadblocks because of the sin of man. I have not been a good shepherd. I should have been encouraging this whole time. Especially knowing that the shepherds you have now are no more shepherds than the paper boy who comes down the street at 5AM. Please forgive me. This is about you. All of you. Know. Know. Know. In your hearts, deepest hearts. That Jehovah is so in love with you. He will protect you. He will answer your prayers. Every one of them. Maybe not in this world. But you need to remember. This life is only a glimpse. A blip in time. Compared to all of eternity. A time is coming when you will not remember a single tear you shed. The pain you experienced, it will be only a memory you can choose to reflect on if you desire to see how strong you were. Even looking at these memories then will be edifying. It will be like a crown of glory. Because it will be what led us to glory. Be strong, now, children. And know that your reward waits. A reward created just for you. Just for you. God has crafted it from before creation. My beloveds, I say again, if God can forgive me, choose me, in spite of my dreadful sin, seemingly to bless me with more blessings than at the start, what stops Him from seeing you with love? Do not despair. Despair is the enemy of the soul. Guys, God forgives you. He loves you. It literally doesn’t matter what you have done. Your sin is forgotten. Confess! Confess to a priest. Confess to a friend. Confess to your mother. Just confess. God will forgive. I have seen it. I have tasted it. I have served satan. I have served God, Jehovah. There are literally no benefits to serving satan that are lasting. If you want blessings that are eternal, choose Jehovah. You can start today. Build a friendship with Him. I will never abandon you again. I choose the vocation that Jehovah is calling me to. I will be your shepherd. I choose all that that encompasses. You will be strengthened. You will receive the help you need. It is not a shame to suffer. If you suffer well, you will be rewarded. You will be rewarded for eternity. They can kill us. They can silence us. It’s because they know we are right. They know God is on our side. And they only have a little bit of time remaining in existence. You will receive your justice. There will be mass justice. Not in the form of prison time. Some will even lose their lives because of the condemnation of their own hearts. You will see in that day, one that comes nearer than ever, you will see the tides change. You will receive this edification as a reward to your faith. You have all been so faithful for so long. This will happen as a way for God to give you a foretaste of what is coming. For now, let Jehovah and Jesus be your justice. Entrust to Him your pain, your every anxiety. Jesus rules. Even now. Know that your loved ones, those who have been martyred are safe, even now, with Jesus. I know it can be discouraging when all one sees around them is injustice. I am the one screaming from the rooftops. God sees! The Kingdom belongs to the children. To the very lowest of us. Those to whom we spat at with contempt. Do you know why? It’s because these were the innocent. Keep yourselves innocent. It doesn’t matter what they do. Your faith will carry you into a new life, into new lives. Where these injustices will never happen again. So, friends, you now have my word that I will continue to encourage you until the end. Whatever form that takes. I will be with you. Jesus will be with you. Jehovah is always with you. He is witness to the injustice you experience. He will wipe away every tear that you shed. My beloveds, I have not been a faithful shepherd. But you have my word: With every ounce of life and spirit I have remaining in me, I will lead you to the Kingdom. I choose life. I always did. So do you. Even if you don’t see it yet. Many have been deceived. Many are not really evil. Many are only stumbled. God sees the heart. Do not give up on people. Keep preaching. Until the very end. Until we are in courtrooms. Until we are at the stake. I don’t say this to scare you. We will receive our restoration first. The restoration that comes is not my promise. Remember this. It is God’s promise.

Jehovah is God:

It is not my intention to frighten you. Soon, strong leaders will come. Leaders and shepherds who truly care for your well-being. Leaders who will do everything under their power to lead and guide you. They will guide you towards calm waters. Pastures of good produce. I do not even want to seem too critical of your leaders. They truly believe, I am sure, they are guiding you properly. The lower levels, anyways. The other ones, they are only weak. You must know, your value comes not from your leaders. For truth is above any of those who speak it. Remember: You are beautiful. The true flock is not the popular path. A time will come when the popular church will defect from the truth of the Gospel. I do not want to confuse you any more. Simply know that you are a beautiful flock. All of you. Every one of you. It is my desire, Jehovah’s desire, that every one of you come to true knowledge of Him before the end. God loves all of you. Know your true shepherd is not any of these. Not even me. Your true shepherd is Christ Jesus. Stay close to Him. In Truth. In His Word. I know this will be confusing. Because the fullness of revelation has not been revealed. It will take time to recalibrate to the truth the way it was known in the first century. But still, all of these foreign and wild ideas are being thrown at you from modernity, from the world. The solution is really simple and trustworthy. Stay close to the Bible, friends. I say this even at the cost it might bring me with the proclamation of my own message. I say it to keep you safe. Keep politics out of your worship. Know your value. They can hurt us. But they will never convince us that we deserved it. God sees. ‘Do not avenge yourselves. Yield place to the wrath. Vengeance is mine, says Jehovah. And He will repay.’ This morning, I shared the truth with a roommate. It is the truth. More is to be revealed. These are the people of God. This is the true flock. I say again, the leaders you need will come. Leaders to draw you closer to Jesus and His Father, Jehovah. Do not place the care of your souls into these hands. I say this especially to my brethren the Catholics. Your souls are comfortably safe and secure only in the hands of Jesus. Build your friendship with Him. Once that is secure, no one, nothing will be able to take it from you. I want to warn you. A leader will come. He will be incredibly popular. He will be the cause of much destruction. You must not follow the eyes of men. Be discerning. In everything, be discerning. Miracles will happen to rival even the resurrection power. Do not follow the miracles. Remember only God. Even if it means your complete retreat and withdrawal from society. You may meet in private rooms around a single Bible. You may be forced underground. This is true. Do not follow the eyes of men. Keeping politics out of our worship may also mean resisting. You will know when the time comes. Always remember, God is with you now. As He always has been. And always will. Things in this world will be glorious. But it will not come without a trial. Be firm. Be strong. Know God forgives. Know His saving power. That it is never too late to call upon Him. Know His love. God brings you peace, joy, love and faith. My beautiful world. My beautiful world. I will not be with you much longer. It is my desire to encourage, to uplift and to strengthen your beautiful faiths before this is over. I am changing my posts on social media. I will begin to change even what I write in this journal. You deserve better. For those, my true flock, know, know, know that God loves you. You will be rewarded. You will be strengthened. It is only right. This truth, our truth, dear friends, is so much bigger than me. It is bigger than any figure. It is bigger than any politician. Do not be discouraged. Know your convictions. Believe first in Jesus. And He will deliver you. He will save you. This truth belongs to Him. I am so sorry this has gone on so long. It is the promise of Jehovah that there will be a healing of the world. It is the promise of Jehovah that there will be justice. It is the promise of Jehovah that a revival shall come. He will transfigure you. In an instant. He will take from you, every tear. Every pain. And He will fill your hearts with joy and peace. God is on your side. Never forget this. He will stand up for you. Just watch. You will see.

Inner Child:

Do not let people shame you for feeling, for expressing emotions or for being vulnerable. This is precisely what makes us like God. Society will shame us for expressing anger when it is justified. They will laugh at us and shame us for crying. They will shame you for feeling not strong enough. These are bullies. Do not let the world take your humanness. This is precisely what it means to be human. To feel. If you need to be angry, God wants you to know that there are healthy ways to express this. But that you need to express it. Are you sad? Cry. Grieve. God wants you to know that it is healthy. It is acceptable. You are permitted. No matter what the bullies and wise of the world say. I had a realization a couple of days ago. The world has a very performance based evaluation about things. This, you must know, is not how God sees things. Become like children. Become vulnerable like children. Do you know what sets children apart? It’s the fact that they actually feel things. Before the sin sets in. Us adults? We cannot feel. It’s because we have become numb. Our sin has made us numb. We cannot feel. So, we forget what it’s like to be a child. The child is special because of his ability to connect with the emotions. If you remember my teaching. Remember, you are allowed to feel. Take it all to Jesus. God accepts your feelings. This is going to be how we heal the world. The inner child is special. It is the inner essence. The higher self. He is the one who leads our bodies in this world. You must know, Jehovah desires to heal all of us. We are not evil. We are only corrupted by sin. Are you holy? Has your confession made you holy? You lie to yourself. Only children and animals are holy. Do you remember the work I did on the inner child? They do. They will label all of it as their own revelation. After, you will remember. You will realize their foolishness. You will realize that they are trying to shame me for feeling. They are trying to shame me for having difficulty. The way of God, the way of the true Christian is to help the one who is struggling. Not to punish him further. Any one of you would have the same difficulty if under the same circumstances. They smell blood. It’s satan in them. Even despite their holy appearance. They got the satan bug. No wonder. It’s because they haven’t processed their own anger. Their own shame. Their own grief. Remember my friends, God approves of your emotions. You are allowed to feel. It is the only way to heal this inner child. Don’t allow the bullies of this world to rob you of this uniqueness that makes you holy. This is holiness. Not a scapular. Not a rosary. Not a eucharist. True holiness lies in being united with God. One in heart with Him. Watch! They’ll be quick to take my work. God will redeem me and prove them liars just like their own pa’.

Diamond of a Friend:

Whispered melodies, 

And loving choirs on lead, 

Have not prepared me entirely,

For the day I met you.

Your eyes told an epic tale,

Of a love that would never pale.

Like I had known you even before creation,

Within me, you stirred up a storm of emotion.

This union, it feels not right.

But about it, there shines a light so bright.

How is it possible that from this union, 

Has arisen such Heavenly fruit and Godly communion?

My dear friend,

Our souls collided that day.

When God set us on the way,

To heavenly union and for eternity.

I will see you in the Kingdom.

I will see you in the Kingdom.

When our bodies and souls shall be

Clear and as fine as can be. 

My heart, you are a diamond of a friend.

When Kingdom come, 

I know Jehovah will present you to me,

As beautiful as can be. 

However that may be, I know we'll be together for eternity. 

You, me and three.

It was hard what happened.

What happened to you was like it happened to me.

But I know you and our love are now free.

Together where we ought to be.

Where Jehovah will create for us a beautiful future.

The future as it ought to be.

I consider this as though it were meant to be. 

You as part of my family.

You have grown on me so adorably 

And i will do my best to care for you spiritually.

Destined to be.

Destined to be.

A love, arising from what was hard to see.

My diamond hearted friend, 

I will take care of you.

Revive Us, LORD!

“But there is need for a further restoration. It is for the sake of souls. If Dag wins this fight. . . if there is no restoration, he will drag with him billions of innocent human souls to the Gehenom. Just as the Son was transfigured prior to his murder, the Aretz now will endure a transfiguration so to speak. It will not only prepare the faithful for the trials that await them. It will provide many the needed help they need to turn to mercy. This is where you come in. Before you were born, Charadrii, you chose, bravely, to endure this suffering so that this transfiguration of the world could occur. They will see their own sin. And they will have a choice. If the end occurs now, many will say they were not prepared. They will say they did not know. If only they knew. After this. . . after this transfiguration, they will know. They won’t be able to have an excuse.”

A quote from my newest book “Charadrii”.

Here is the primary reason for the restoration: the shepherds, the clergy need to be reoriented to a right path. There are much corruption and much sin even in this class. The Book of Malachi speaks to this restoration and purification of the Temple. It’s interesting how it’s the same book that prophesies the return of Elijah. Here: I get the feeling that you think me to be unzipping to measure against you. I am not saying that I am better. You need to get a grip. I am not asking to be hurt simply because I am drawing attention to the fact that you are corrupt. I am not asking to be hurt simply because I am drawing attention to your envy. I am saying: You don’t seem to recognize how perilous it can be for the true flock when the shepherds are struck. The flock scatters. Of course you do not think you are corrupt. Maybe you do. If you do, how dreadful that you are trying to censor me. That you use my sin against me as leverage is probably to be expected. But God will show you what is happening. The infiltration has become crystal clear. If it is true, that communism and other nefarious organizations have infiltrated the Church and her teachers, what does this say about her teaching? I am not saying I am a better choice. You know my fate. It wasn’t supposed to be my fate. God’s Spirit was meant to act in me when I was young and I was supposed to be a king then. I am a king. This was not the life I was supposed to live. God will show you. The reason their discernment is off is because they are worldly. They do not see by faith. They do not understand who they are fighting against. Jehovah has promised me that at my death the truth about what happened to me will come out. Not as a reward for me. But as a blessing for the world. They do not understand that this blessing is a thing that Jehovah desires. Do you not desire it? How is the state of your world going? They do not seem to recognize the impact that truth will have. They are trying to cancel me (as they cooperate with Communism to do it) because they believe that my reputation is associated with my message. They think that if they cancel me, they can highjack my blessing and message. Watch them! They will cancel me. For sure they will. That won’t stop them from stealing my message. Watch them! The crooks! You who are so high and mighty and with no sin. What are you going to do with the wisdom God gave me? Crooks! God speaks to whom He speaks to. He chooses whom He chooses. Better luck next time. If Jehovah speaks to me, what does this say about my wisdom? Wisdom is not a thing you can fake. Who gives me this? Satan? The same was said of Jesus. The fact is that Satan cannot create. He doesn’t have wisdom. Schooling? Hahahahahahahahaha. Schooling has destroyed faith. Schooling only teaches you how to be a better servant of the world. Wisdom cannot be attained by anything of this world. What does it tell you about wisdom that you don’t need to pursue education to attain it? We need to pray for it. If God doesn’t respond? Again, if I am teaching heresy, watch them carefully. Watch them after my death. What will their message entail at that time? They can slander me because I am angry. They do not even understand what anger is. It is not a bad emotion. It is not evil. Everyone, put in the same situation, has the potential to become angry. Anger develops in response to injustice. Who is the aggressor? The one who satanically abuses their child or the child who gets angry at it? Anger is an overwhelming inability of expression of grief, sorrow, fear and shame. It rarely grows on its own. Anger directed towards a specific end can give the bearer absolute clarity, absolute motivation, absolute determination. It can even cause incredible creativity, the likes of which the world has never seen. Friends, you are missing the point, we have all got anger. It’s what we do with it that matters. There is little purpose for me trying to explain or justify the nature of my abuse any longer. I know it makes me inculpable. I know I am right. God will prove this. The nature of my childhood was not conducive to the expression of healthy anger. I am learning. I have better role models. God is on my side. You will not get me angry. But it is telling of the state of your hearts in using the mental health of someone who has endured terrible injustice as a weapon against that one. You’re simply bullies. You are correct in saying there is no government or king of this earth who could create lasting change. One who is free from corruption could. One who is anointed with the true holy spirit could. For a time at least. If this one’s reign were to come, it would be perfection. For a time at least.

Look, I am sorry that I am hard on you. Here’s the truth: I love the priesthood. I adore it. Jehovah adores it. Why would someone become a priest unless he wanted sincerely to shepherd a flock? I wonder about those who seek power in religious authority. Here’s the thing: for those in authority, there is much responsibility. Jehovah will hold them to account at a higher level than those of the flock. I also cherish the Eucharist. I have no argument against this. Except, let the hands of the one offering Him be pure. Are you cleaner and more loved by Jehovah because you partake? It is a beautiful Sacrament. When I first converted, I attended Mass sometimes three times a day. When I found a piece of the Eucharist on the ground after Mass, I brought Him to the priest. The Eucharist is a blessing to our faith. Never think that if you are unable to receive Him for a time or if you are denied Him, you are somehow less loved by God. The love of God transcends any physical sign of love. If the Eucharist were the access to faith, what could be said of a man who goes to gulag for decade? Would he be condemned simply because he had not the Eucharist? The Church’s understanding of mortal sin is backwards and repressive. Sin is sin. There is a human element to it. One you have been missing. The priests are caught up in a catch. See, if the seminaries are fallen, their education and training have also been tainted. Our priests are not the problem. These are, for the most part, good. The problem is deeper. Or higher should I say?

There is a figure who will come who will deceive many. I have met him personally. Don’t tell me he doesn’t exist. Another reason the restoration must occur is because if the Faithful King doesn’t come alongside the antichrist, the world will all be deceived. If King doesn’t come, very, very few will be saved. I wish he didn’t exist. But his existence is according to the will of Jehovah. He is not doing the will of Jehovah. But he will come so that those remaining on the earth will be tested. It’s so that the true intentions of hearts will be made clear.

He has put a new song in my mouth, Praise to our God, Many will see it and fear, And will trust in the Lord. Psalm 40:3

Through this time, there will be conversions of every nation. Here, especially the Jews will convert. Luke 13:34-35: "I tell you, you will not see me until the time comes when you say, 'blessed be he who comes in the name of the Lord.'” It is pride, which seeks to claim ownership on Jehovah’s love. The fact is that Jehovah chose the Jews first. We, gentiles, have only been grafted in. They rejected Him, it’s true. It does not change Jehovah’s promise. I have knowledge of this personally. God cannot revoke His promise. Those in the Kingdom of Heaven can and choose a different allegiance. As for Jehovah, His heart is pure. He is completely loyal. Jehovah loves to death. He keeps His promises. This mass conversion of the Jews will be synonymous with the happenings of the entire world. When this day comes, Jews will convert, yes. It will be a sign to nonbelievers. Nonbelievers will also convert. The conversion of Jews will be a manifestation of awareness. What awareness, you ask? I am so pleased you asked! Compassion. Your hearts will be stirred. And you will once again see things with love. As it says in Romans 11:25-27, a dullness of sense has come upon the eyes of Israel. When the rest return, Israel’s eyes shall be opened and they will experience salvation, the forgiveness of their sins. As it says in Zechariah 12:10, an awareness is coming to our Jewish brothers and sisters. They will suddenly realize their actions and weep. They will realize that Jesus is the Messiah and understand. This does not mean that every Jew will convert to Christ. But throughout the grave, the message will be spread. Throughout the world, the message will be spread. Jesus is the Messiah!

O God, You are my God, Early will I seek You, My soul thirsts for You, My flesh longs for You, In a dry and thirsty land, Where there is no water. Psalm 63:1

There’s a skeleton in everybody’s closet. When the Illumination of Conscience occurs, the world will be made aware, in an instant, of its actual state before Jehovah. Here’s the thing: you think I am a bad person because of my sins. You’re not even aware of the sins that lurk in your own closet. Who can justifiably say that they are aware of everything, every event in their memory? We forget a lot. There are a lot of murders that have been committed. Lots of rapes. World over. That have been forgotten. You just forget. So that you can function. How much truer this is for those in power? Those with authority? I wish I could show you just how beautiful a thing this will be. It will sting. Like ripping a bandaid off. Afterwards, we can begin the process to healing. Look: I know what it’s like. Carrying a sin with you so close to your chest that you completely forget about it. I am the one telling all of you – priests, popes, teachers, doctors, actors, directors, presidents, princes, you are all sinners. Everyone of you have sins in your history. Some you cannot even remember they are so serious. Here: The beginning to healing, for any Christian, is to recognize our sinfulness. It’s only a start to the process of faith. What does it say of priests and holy people who think they got no sin? They are white as doves? Confession gets a bit. Here’s the thing I am trying to tell you: You’ve got sin in you. You are not even conscious of.

The communism they are supporting is the same disease that is destroying our world. I don’t get your apathy and almost cooperation. I get the impression that when you hear me advocating against immigration, you hear a race argument. What you keep talking about, the fence that Jehovah sets to keep out those who don’t love Him. This very same concept is occurring all over the world right now. The fences have not only been opened. They have been knocked down. This fence has been knocked down for the nations. I heard a stat recently saying that in 2020, 400000 immigrants came to Canada. You’re missing the picture. In 2021, with COVID, 800000. In 2022, 1000000+. In 2023, 1.5 million +. These are not precise stats. Go look it up! This is not immigration. This is open borders. Friends, you have seen the effect this all has on our nations and countries. The remedy is so incredibly simple that a child could spell it out for you. Seems the more we adult, the more retarded we become. This is no surprise. It’s our sin in us that amasses the older we get. This is the problem in our world. In fact, there is no other. Every western culture will break. They are replacing us. By listening to their teaching, you are complicit. I want to make clear: I am not against immigration and helping refugees. But, if we accept the world’s refugees, we shall become fourth world ourselves or worse. A nation looks after its citizens first. Then it seeks to help the universe around it. I know you are eager to be justified in your profound correctness that the end has come. But do not let your drive for vindication blind you from the reality that things can improve if Jehovah desires it to. I shall be silent on immigration, politics now. We shall see what Jehovah desires.

In an instant, the world will be made aware of its terrible sin. Essentially every person on earth. Do you not realize how glorious a moment this will be for all of mankind? If sin really separates us from Jehovah, this moment will offer us the grace to really and completely make the choice between Him and satan. Jehovah and Jehovah. And satan and satan. There will be justice. This justice shall be a foretaste of divine justice. So that the world will know God’s presence is real. There will be a line drawn differentiating between evil and good. I’m not trying to scare you. But you need to be aware of two things. First: you have secret sins. Very serious ones. No matter who you are. Second: This truth is coming out. Very soon. This needs to happen so that all hearts are realigned to Him before the end. So they can have the actual choice when choice comes. Our souls must be prepared for Jesus’ return. Men need to repent. This needs to happen so that people will repent. Mankind has become evil to the nails. If the world ends now, very few will be saved. Know that there are not enough prisons to house the guilty on that day. There will be a profound expression of mercy. An outpouring of Holy Ghost. Mass confession. God will see. Yet He will pardon. It will be your own hearts that convict you.

Repent therefore and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, so that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord, and that He may send Jesus Christ, who was preached to you before. Acts 3:19-20

You think I am treading water by saying this. That’s only because of the monopoly on power you have been given. What is Christian leadership? Is it a tyranny? Is it a dictatorship? Previous popes including our present pope have indicated that that is true. I would like to offer a different perspective. Christian leadership serves. It humbles itself before its subjects like a child. This power has gone to your head. I have the right to say whatever I want. And to be safe in doing so. Free from threat. Free from murder. Here: expect me to be silent. Yet you have cameras in my asshole and microphones in my skull. Guys, if you don’t like what I say, stop the surveillance.

Listen: Your worship deviates from truth. Every form of worship. Even my Catholicism. Even the Witnesses. In spite of our best efforts to recapture the Truth, the Way has been corrupted by millenia of corruption and sin. The message of Jesus has been filtered. And, of course, you want to believe that your religion encompasses the fullness of truth. It’s your faith that tells you so. Your faith is beautiful. We have what is essential, it is true. But, how much more glorious the fullness of truth when it is realized. How many more souls will be brought to Jehovah when it is realized? Your faith is so incredibly precious, friends. When it is strengthened, there will be no stopping the Children of God!

My restoration is not a political restoration. It is part of it. But this is much greater and grander. With truth, you will understand the need for hearts of children to turn towards parents. Children are broken and hurting. Politics is meaningless. It possesses within itself no power to change. Jehovah is the one. Do you wonder how there have been previously, times of restoration? Josiah? Abraham? Elijah? Acts of Apostles? Jonah? It has not been the human effort. Human effort will always fail to create lasting change. Jehovah is the one who stirs hearts and creates change. You try to silence me because you believe that by doing so you can prevent my revival. Who knows why? A treat for the first to respond! Could be because, they are now hand in hand with the enemy of civilization. Could be because their leadership has become intertwined with this enemy of civilization. Could be because of their contempt that God would speak to someone other than them. Either way, you miss the gravity of this. You can silence me all you want. With truth, everything is proven true. I will be completely justified and vindicated. No matter how foolishly you try to cancel me. The jig is up. Your time has come. You have failed. You have failed your Highness. I am a Jedi. Like my father before me. My father is Jehovah. Your father is the father of lies. Do you not see? They are trying to finish the work satan started? They are like their father.

This is and has always been about resurrection. The resurrection power of God is so powerful. It literally causes me to weep. I believe, strongly in the resurrection. Jesus rose from the grave. Just like we believe in the resurrection of the body, is a resurrection of the world and of the Church too difficult for God? You cannot see it because you have not asked for it. You have not asked for it because you are eager for the world to cease. It is like a flower. Fading and fading. You see people who are opposed to the gospel. Let me tell you what I see. I see potential candidates for conversion. The great commission never ceases, friends. And I will tell you surely: If I can convert, if I can have a change of heart, Jehovah has the ability to touch any heart. Any heart in the world. Believe! Believe! Believe in the resurrection, friends. Our loving and beautiful, noble and pure God has been showing us throughout the years. Peter and Paul raised dead to life. Saints have raised dead to life. Two come to mind for me. St. Joan of Arc. and St. Philip Neri. Guys! Can you not see? Can you not see the hand of Jehovah at work? Here: The hand of Jehovah is busy until this very day. The hand of Jehovah creates. He is eager to create. All we need to do is ask Him to create. He will restore everything. And then! Then, the world will see. They will see and know without a doubt, that He is LORD! Only He can do that. And He will. But we need to ask Him. I am a preacher. Nothing less. I am not a prince. I am not a prime minister. Yet, God speaks to me. May we be attentive to His words. To all who say they have no time for God, I laugh at you. Not out of contempt but out of pity. Your knee will bow too. God loves you all so very much. He desires to show you how much He loves you. By recreating a hope not seen since the beginning. Satan is the one who believes in the destruction. I cannot believe my church wants to follow satan. I can’t believe how anyone in this world could want to follow satan. He is literally trying to kill you and you are handing him the gun. Take it from one who served him, though extremely under duress, you’re not gaining a thing by serving him. Offer your hearts to Jehovah and His Christ. He will give you Life. He’s the only one who can.

O Lord, I have heard Your speech and was afraid, O Lord, revive Your work in the midst of the years! In the midst of the years make it known, In wrath remember mercy. Habakkuk 3:2

Guys, lest you believe this message is all conviction and gloom, I want you to know foremost, my message is one of an incredible hope. I am telling you. There is reason to rejoice. The most important reason for the restoration before the end of things is a glorious reason. If you cannot see it, I just ask you to give me time. To give Jehovah time. The reason Jehovah will create peace is so that His goodness will be known. In these last generations, there has been much pain. It is the reason for this universal justice. It will come as a strength to those holding the gate, encouragement to those fighting for truth. It will come as vindication for the poor souls who were defeated in this life by these powerful people. The blood of Abel is crying out for justice. It will come as an urgent wake up call for these powerful people. In many cases, rather, it will come as condemnation. If you cannot see how this is glorious, maybe you have secret sins? This generation needs to know God’s goodness. They have forgotten. So many lies. So much death and violence. You can shame me, lie against me, silence me. It is not me who speaks. You can neglect me. I am not looking for attention. I am looking for validation of what I endured. You don’t have to treat me like a flower. Man’s glory is urine on the floor. But soon, you will realize what has been robbed from me and help me. In addition to a message of repentance, I am calling out. It looks like I am the only one calling out. Telling you that with a little bit of repentance, just a little bit, things in this world can be better, more glorious than they have been for most of history on earth. Things can be like how they were originally intended. If this happens, you can trust and trust well that when the end comes, God will differentiate perfectly between hearts. When this happens, no one will be able to say, “I didn’t know.” For they will see, fully and completely, the overwhelming, never ending, reckless love of God. When they do not choose Jehovah after this, it will be their choice. Not Jehovah’s. Repent! The Kingdom of God has come! And it is fabulous! Become like children. Have you even ever seen a child? Really examined the way it behaves? When it loses a mother or a father, when it is hurt? All it desires is to be comforted. The crazy thing about them? They actually believe they will receive this comfort. It is crazy because in this disgusting world us adults have made, we overlook the needs of others like they are leeching goodness from us. The child, still, even though he is deprived of being comforted by us knowledgeable and wise adults, is the first one to comfort the adult when they are hurt. Become like children. Innocent and vulnerable. This is where the secret to holiness lies. In vulnerability. God hasn’t changed His mind. It’s been written since creation that before the end came, He would restore all things.

But those who wait on the Lord Shall renew their strength, They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:31

Remember compassion. Without that, what are we? Remember compassion. Truth will come out. You might get a surprise. I’m not making any of this up. There will be reason to rejoice. God bless you. I am prepared. Remember that whatever darkness comes, will be quashed. Trauma and unprocessed suffering is like leaving a door open for the evil one. I was a child. All I will do is continue to have faith and to express love. It’s all about God’s mercy. If you believed in God’s mercy, you would see why Jehovah would want to save the world before the end. Like Jonah, like Abraham, God relents from the destruction He promised. For the life of me, I cannot understand how you are rooting for the world’s destruction. Obviously, you are anticipating a greater thing after the end. But we need to know the importance of life. Just like with the human person, an act of suicide does not end well. Please don’t commit suicide, world. By embracing what you seem to be, it is tantamount to suicide. Let us fight. Let us fight for our loved ones. Let us fight for our culture we have built. Let us fight for ourselves. Let us fight for our children. Who convinced you to give up? Don’t you have the conviction to stand for Jehovah? If you have the faith and strength to die for Him, where is this same conviction in living for Him? Please, in addition to a call for repentance, I am telling you that God doesn’t want us to roll over and accept defeat so soon. Here: defeat in this life leads to defeat in the next life. I am not talking about physical defeat. Homeless? That’s not what I mean. I mean despair. Shame. Spiritual defeat. For the love of all that is holy, Church! Who broke you? I cannot find a word to describe how foolish it is to think Jehovah wants us to surrender our lives in this world. Suicide = probability of eternal death.

I’m asking with love, please don’t get caught up in the superficial aspects of my life, don’t make assumptions regarding the way I act so that you forget what I have been through. There’s a reason for everything in this life. Hope you can see why this is exhausting for me. And it’s really traumatizing for me when the truth is concealed. None of this is how it was supposed to happen. I was meant to be at rest. Still, I’m hardly thinking of myself or my loss. My heart breaks when I think of what has happened. Remember compassion. Without that, what are we? Facts are not truth. The evil one is skilled at covering up truth, which clearly includes covering up facts. Truth will come out. What I know is that if I do overcome death and find rest through my faith in God, there are many ways that truth can be made known to the world. In certain timelines, there will be a miracle for the world. Just trust. Believe that good things can happen, world. Believe that good things can happen.

I will not stop speaking truth. There is a reason truth is so obscured and the darkness has become strong. I continue to remind myself that your reaction and disbelief is understandable. Wait for truth. Then there will be opportunity to rejoice. Truth will come out.

This is not the only reason I didn’t tell when I was a kid. Most of my life, I simply could not remember what happened. I have DID. The psychiatrists don’t want to see me and are delaying offering me an appointment because they know it’s true. If I were to receive a diagnosis, I may just be criminally not responsible for my sins. Huh? There seems to be a lot of oppression, which if it didn’t exist, would place me receiving the power that was created for me. If it didn’t exist, the natural flow of justice would bend in this direction, wouldn’t it? Keep oppressing me. God is greater.

You’re not giving me a chance. When you have cameras up my colon and a microphone in my brain, the fact is you’re going to see something that displeases you. You’re just being bullies. You have this leverage over me and it excites you. I keep telling you. There is no reason to measure your manhood with mine. I secede. You win. But, it doesn’t really matter what I say does it? For one greater than I approves of me. Even over you. Jehovah has approved of me. How can I show you the devastating and satanic nature of communism? Maybe I can’t. But I need to try. I can’t sit by idly and watch our country, our world and our souls sell themselves out to evil, evil men. Evil as nails. Here: your faith is really quite adorable. I can only wish to develop a faith as rock solid as yours. But you’re missing a lot here. To you, the communists serve as kind of a means to an end. They will literally be the end. See, I have a bit more optimism in terms of this world. I would be an irresponsible shepherd were I to simply stand by and watch as my world, my church and my flock, embraces the death that calls out to them. I’d be like the rest of these shepherds. Hah! I am very simple. I am not even aware of the little plan they have for me. I know they’ll try to cancel me. It’s what communism does best. All I know is this conviction in my heart that things can improve phenomenally before the end approaches. Like I say, I can scare you. I can teach you. I cannot control what you, in the end, do. But I can warn you. This ideology you, world, are embracing, is wicked. You will be destroyed. Is it worth the risk to wager that you don’t have a soul. If Paschall’s wager is true, how much truer if we have an immortal soul? Why is the Great Commission so great? We are commissioned to preach the Gospel to the end of the world. Does this stop at politics? Religion? You do not seem to recognize the fact that by reaching the leaders, the kings and the princes, you can affect a greater change than by going to every soul in the world. Good princes can rise. The end will come. It is close. Let us appoint a prince to restore faith and order and justice and goodness to the earth before that day. You preach a lot about truth. Yet you ignore common sense. Walking today, I caught people’s glances of incredulity. To a couple of them, I said, “Does it really have to be me who is the guy to show you how silly this idea is? A crippled, middle-aged man?” I have no intention of being hurt more. And know that I am not provoking you by calling attention to your dreadful, dreadful envy and corruption. Our feelings and actions are our own. No one else’s. If you hurt me, it will be entirely your choice. Your foolishness. I am the one screaming from the mountaintops, leaders, Church, kings, laity, children, repent! The Kingdom of God has come! Things can and will get better. But you have got to repent. This is not about my sin. If I am in mortal sin, I leave this to God. He will show you the truth. He will also judge me righteously. The fact is that you all are also in mortal sin. You simply don’t remember it. My sin serves as leverage for you to keep me silent. In fact, it never was about my sin. This is about the world’s sin. This is about the Church’s corruption and sin. This is about the secret sin. REPENT! For the Kingdom of God has come. All it takes is a change of heart. And as we have seen time and time again in Bible accounts, repentance works. Let it start from the top. Are you upset at me for pointing out the fact that there are secret sin in the world? What could this indignation mean? Perhaps it is true? Look: This is not a thing I am secretly plotting. I am not scheming to have God bring out all your sins when truth comes out. I am not that powerful. My story is. It’s just something that is going to happen with truth. You can try to hinder it. You’re gonna’ look like mighty, mighty fools. And your sin, in that case, will be even filthier. Again, I am not plotting to do this. Just going to happen. There may be no avoiding it. How do you like your humiliation? With a side of just desserts? 😉 Take it from one who has seen all your hearts. You don’t want to hinder this. There is more chance of going to hell if you enter purgatory with all of this weight. Goodness! Think of your souls! I see through your crowns. I see through your religious garbs.

Will You not revive us again, That Your people may rejoice in You? Psalm 85:6

This is going to be the final post I post here for a while at least. I feel as though I need to rely on and place my trust more completely into the hands of the Father. With the faith that whatever arises, He will redeem and glorify me as I deserve. I will continue to write. I will absolutely not give up. I'm asking for your mercy. Believe me, with the fullness of my heart, I want the best for all of you. And if I have hurt people (I know I have) God knows how sorry I am. I hope that you can sympathize with me and what I was going through. Please just know how much you are valued and loved. Remember that it is not against the Gospel to help those who are suffering. Jesus, come. “The Spirit and the Bride say, ‘Come.’ And let the one who hears say, ‘Come.’ And let the one who is thirsty come; let the one who desires take the water of life without price.” (Revelation 22:17). Salvation is available to everyone. I went into this knowing I'd have little support. Darkness has been permitted to grow strong. But only for a time. Truth will come out. I am certain of this. In everything, God be praised. Read it again. Whatever happens tomorrow, I know and rest my faith in His love. Whatever darkness comes, will be like dust. It will last only a while. I’m prepared for what’s ahead. Your world is hurting right now. Healing is coming. Rest is coming. In whatever must follow, please know that while I am here, I will continue to encourage, to explain and to help. If you are willing, keep faith, please. I know it’s difficult to believe in something without corroboration, especially coming from a man who is as emotionally scarred and sinful as I am. There’s a powerful statement that goes that out of the most damaging wounds and deepest scars, emerge the most beautiful souls. I guess I know now that I do not deserve a lot of the things God has offered me. But I have faith that He will give me more than that on the day of my judgement because of His great love. I am not asking you to have faith in me. Have faith in God’s capacity of love. We can focus on the bad things in life, the things we don’t have. Have you ever paused to think about how great your life is? To think about the amazing gift you’ve been given. Lately I have been going through an awful lot of reflecting. Some of it has been positive. But a lot of it has been negative. I want you to know that we have a right to our feelings, to feel discouraged and hurt. And that whatever we are feeling, there is reason for why we feel. This is human. But it’s so very important to return to the absolute certainty that you are loved. We need to explore these recesses of hurt. But with the foundation of love and hope for the future. I know this is difficult for you to believe me. It’s difficult for me to know a truth and have it clouded in obscurity to the rest. The darkness is strong here. But people make choices in this life, which we will be held accountable for sooner or later. Don’t misunderstand the reasons people do things. I just have faith that there is a reason to this. And that when it’s the right time, it will be revealed. And I have faith in my God. Please just remember to have compassion on people who are having difficulty in life, for there is a reason. There is always a reason. Please have compassion. The key to this is taking this shame and offering it to Jesus. But we need to heal the wounds created. Only the love of Jesus can do this. I know this process is difficult for people. I wish you could see how it’s all affecting me. Remember these two things. Nothing bad and born of darkness is impossible in the darkness. This world belongs, though temporarily, to the evil one. Everything for the good and that which is illuminating is possible in God. There is a reason all of this is so obscured right now. There is also a reason my abuse seems so preposterous. Again, I say repent. Let my example of resisting the abuse I never deserved be a light and guide to you. Let my zeal for the truth and struggle to proclaim it be a light and guide to you. The love of Christ Jesus, be with you. Peace be with our world. Jehovah loves you. And He forgives you. But you need to repent. Repent, world. . . Repent, Church. . . It’s not too late. Even if you do not entirely want it, the doorway is open to love. . . to Life. . . Open your hearts. Believe! It begins with repentance.

He restores my soul, He leads me in the paths of righteousness, For His name’s sake. Psalm 23:3

They do not understand. They may think you’re a hopeless case. They certainly do not understand. I believe in you. Just keep fighting. The truth will come out and we will be redeemed, world. Above that, more important, is glorifying God. Keep faith. If you become aware of anything today, my beautiful friend, know that I will be with you until the end.

The Jays will beat the Brewers in the World Series this year.