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Thursday, August 10, 2023

What does the Resurrection mean to you?

I have a feeling that in future years, looking back, we will be able to say that a great heresy has existed here. Greater than Arianism or Jansenism. For the question we need ask is what do you believe about the resurrection of Jesus Christ? What we say about this fact defines our entire faith, our entire perception of other Christians and other people in the world. When we believe in the physical resurrection, we begin to see other Christians as more than their sin. When we believe in the physical resurrection of Christ, past sin is not condemning. Past sin does not haunt us. This is because when we were baptized, every sin committed prior to the Sacrament, is erased from the soul of this person.

“Baptism has six primary effects, which are all supernatural graces:

  1. The removal of the guilt of both Original Sin (the sin imparted to all mankind by the Fall of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden) and personal sin (the sins that we have committed ourselves).
  2. The remission of all punishment that we owe because of sin, both temporal (in this world and in Purgatory) and eternal (the punishment that we would suffer in hell).
  3. The infusion of grace in the form of sanctifying grace (the life of God within us); the Seven gifts of the Holy Spirit; and the Three Theological Virtues.
  4. Becoming a part of Christ.
  5. Becoming a part of the Church, which is the Mystical Body of Christ on earth.
  6. Enabling participation in the sacraments, the priesthood of all believers, and the growth in grace.”

Source 1

Just because someone cannot or refuses to see the fact that you are forgiven, does not mean that you are forgiven any less. Your forgiveness and justification is between you and God. Nobody, not even the Church has the grace to challenge the fact that at your baptism, at your confirmation, you were forgiven and bought with the precious blood of Jesus. Our faith in the physical resurrection has become weakened. We as Christians have allowed ourselves to believe that the blood of Christ did not cover the sins of the faithful, sending them as far as the east is to the west. We are like the pagans of old who believe that the grace of God were something we could work for. We have doubted the transformation of faithful. This is next to the fact that there are reasons for our sins, which make them more or less culpable.

For is it even possible to make the claim, with knowledge of what Christ’s mission was – of what He accomplished on the cross – that because someone has sins in their past, they do not merit the full forgiveness of Christ? Is it possible, with this knowledge, to make the claim that because of the sins of their past, God cannot make use of them now? Is a perfect life, a perfect, sinless past prerequisite for holiness? I wonder what you would have said to the Apostle Paul when He claimed Jesus spoke to him? The fact is, even if we were baptized at birth, we still have sins. Actually, especially if we were baptized at birth, we still have sins. My friends, I am not trying to scare you. But wait for the secret sins. Moses commit murder. David commit adultery. Not one of us has lived a perfect life. Only Jesus. Even with confession. Again, wait for the secret sins. What could be a greater heresy than denying faithful, righteous and repentant people access to a future in the faith because of their past sins? To do so, we should soon expect that none of us will have a future in the Church. This need for spiritual perfection and innocence is as futile as it is impossible. For what purpose is the Sacrament of Reconciliation, after all? God uses the weak, the sinful. It is precisely in this weakness and sinfulness that the transformation occurs. For to Christianity (maybe it’s not the case with worldly temporality) the transformation of heart is all that really is important. Conversions are not always evident to the eye. And there will always be people to disagree with you. But, what does one’s conversion look like? Does he dress exactly alike to you? Does he speak exactly alike to you? Here’s a pertinent, rhetorical question: Does he think exactly alike to you? Rather, does he have the same political beliefs and convictions as to you? I implore you to consider and reassess the true reasons for why these thoughts are coming. Are they rooted in envy? How about bitterness and anger? Maybe a sense of repressed justice even? One thing it is not rooted in is the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

Besides, if one were a sinner, surely the best way to draw him back to Christ would not be to humiliate him every time he went to confession, by broadcasting universally his confession sin matter. This is not going to help him come and find Christ. Rather, it may push one away. Surely, the best way to draw this ‘sinner’ back to Christ would not be to install hidden cameras in his bedroom. If it were for the good of the world or for the good of this one, you would not have to do all of this creepy stuff.

Jesus loves you and has given you enormous grace. Let us not deprive other faithful of their graces they have earned because of the sins of their past. Lest you forget that you too, are a sinner and frequent the Sacrament of Reconciliation. Wait for the secret sins.

 

Sources:

https://www.learnreligions.com/the-sacrament-of-baptism-542130

Tuesday, March 21, 2023

A Glimpse in Faith

I     could see the future from when I was a small child. Two futures. Contrasting. Like images on contrary pages of a storybook. It’s like the lights and sounds of the future city were etched into the eyelids of my soul, my youth. I remember reading one of the prophets, who say that prophets who prophecy prosperity are not true. That there will be need to be skeptical of these prophets more than even those who predict God’s wrath. Something to this effect. My brain racked around this. I suppose we all grow up and are raised with our own unique imprint, with our own understanding of ourselves and of the world. Perhaps this was also the case when the prophet who wrote this conjectured. Surely, there was a place for God’s wrath in the past. Particularly before Jesus came. Don’t get me wrong, I am not saying that His justice has come to an end. But surely, God does not only desire bad times and predict evil for us. Does He? This feels weird for me to say because if anyone should have a pessimistic outlook for the future, surely it would be me considering simply what I have endured. If anyone had a reason to be cynical about life and God and society, it would be me. Yet, how is it that I – and I’ve got to admit, at times it feels like I am completely alone in this belief – want so desperately to believe that God can fix everything. The climate. The nation state. The Church. The beauty. The true. The family. The child. The parent. The heart. The very heart. Name of God. For me, I cannot fathom how God could not give His children a chance to repent before calling upon judgement. I have been given a hard but great grace of seeing other people through the eyes, which God sees them with. Through these eyes, I see a wounded people, who are as wounded and lost as I once was, looking and searching under every stone and straw for the place from which to drink this life giving water. I see this people who have lay aside God for their money, for their technology, for their lusts and passions. When I think of myself, I see my heart. But I cannot think of a future far beyond the moment in which I am living. However, when I think of the world, the future of true society, my imagination goes wild. First, I see a true rejoicing. I see a massive jubilation and prayerful wonder that could only really arise from the fact that God Himself has made Himself known. I see everything restored. Restored to what? Restored to the way the world was intended to be. When God first created her. A world where people walk in the light. A world where the presence of God is known, revered and loved. A world in which the human life is cherished, nurtured and cared for. People are misunderstanding the effect that truth will have. When the truth about this comes out, a lot will be revealed to you.

Healing is coming. It will take many forms. Physical. Though, I do not have confirmation of this, I believe a lot of illness will be healed. If not instantly, the encouragement and validation of faith that is coming will certainly set those on a path toward healing whose ailment is a matter of foundation. I feel like there will be an undoing of people’s emotional wounds. I feel like collected and repressed trauma of millions, in the blink of an eye, will be healed. As if only by the touch of God. Yes, my friends. Perhaps the greatest healing that will come will arise from the awareness of our state of being, our state of grace before God. What a marvelous grace it will be. It will be difficult for some, no doubt. For when we realize how our actions, behavior and speech have affected others, what other reaction could there be except shock? When people realize their sin, there will be a restoration simply in this. Even for Christians. Don’t you realize? Many of the identity politics of today and even economic politic are based inherently in bitterness, envy and pride. How will the abasement of self, influence the world to see the other as not an enemy? How will this enlightenment encourage the world to see the identity and soul of their neighbor? How will it inspire the world to view those who are truly wounded and weak? Yes, my friends. Healing is coming. When we begin again to see life as less of a competition, less through the rose-colored glasses that have been placed across our field of vision by the media, by the movies, by our bitterness, the more we will seek to see our brother with eyes of love. These glasses removed, we will again see clearly. We will not only see. We will see the truth.

While it is not forefront on my mind, I truly believe that there will be a sincere and honest period of peace and unity among the nations. Let us not mince words, the purpose of a leader is and has always been to place the needs and welfare of the people under their patronage first. A time is coming, where power will fill the hands of leaders who care steadfastly about their people. Western Civilization, including the true merits of freedom and economy will be restored, healed and glorified. Even the wounds, which the West has attained, including their sins, will be patched over with dressing and atoned for. Again, to return to the thought that when the abasement comes, people will not be so quick to judge and condemn one another. Individually and collectively. Where does all of this political and economic restoration come from? Where is its source? The answer is simple. It is from its rooting and foundation in love. When God comes first, morality follows closely behind. There will be no more lies. No more deceit or powerful taking advantage of the small. Either in their innocence, their trusting or their loving. Again, the child will be exalted in this new world. Christian leadership is not like leadership of the world. It’s not like running a country. It’s not built upon a framework of authority and fear. It’s not a dictatorship. Because to be a leader, by Christ’s standards means to love, it means to serve. Sometimes, Christian leadership means putting ourselves last so that the flock can have what is right.

By the entire grace of God, every effect of this deceit will restore and return to the way it once was, under more prosperous times. All forms of trafficking will cease. All that happens in the darkness, overwhelming light will be shed upon. The mentally ill and homeless will be given salvation (if they desire it), blessing and healing. For we will discover, in a single instant the root cause and reason for the advent of such enormous rates of poverty and homelessness. That root cause will be touched as if by the finger of God. Of course, all of the positive effects that are coming have to be accepted. Should a soul not desire this mercy and healing, God cannot force you to accept it. This is the reason we should all be praying. I appeal to you all to start praying. To ready your hearts for this! People will know truth and will not tolerate violence, lying and rioting anymore. This will arise from an immediate change and healing to the world’s self-worth. When healing comes, even Christians will know that to idly lay back and allow wolves to tear them apart, over the course of ten years may not be rooted in love for the self. What else? Oh, yes! Corporations and particularly justice will cleanse. Prisons and psych wards will heal and restore and be once again used for their original intent. Race relations will heal and restore. This again, will be based on the tenet that we are all sinners, would we desire to see it. My dear friend, Martin Luther King Jr’s words will become a reality that people will not be judged by their skin color but instead by the integrity and the quality of their character. I know that he longs for it. Still. There will be justice. But it will be bearable. For God desires it to be so. Indeed, every way that darkness has advanced over these past decades will be reset. Families will heal and reconcile. For at the cause of the division and hurts are wounds that are incredibly sensitive, which I firmly believe will be dressed and nurtured completely and instantly at the restoration. At the root of this restoration and healing of the family, will be the miracle of the touch of love. For again, when people see each other and interact with each other lovingly, with care and the utmost of attention, all bitterness and hatred will be evaporated. This bitterness, this hatred, the crown of the evil one, who exists to sow discord and rejoices in the discord and misery of families, by the grace of God and if He wills, will be healed almost instantaneously. When the children of the world realize that the parents have hurt and fought the same battles as they do now. When the parents realize that the children are living and breathing creatures, who hurt, feel and have their own destinies. When they realize that they are entirely in this battle together, peace will come. Not only peace. Peace abundant. Peace personified. Personified by love and joy and hope and tenderness and forgiveness and mercy. What a beautiful existence that day will be for the family! Selfishly, I also prophesy that the Jays will beat the Brewers in the WS, baseball fan as I am. And of course, who can predict the outcome of a sports match? I can’t. I only desire this to be the case. And it cannot hurt to offer encouragement and charisma to the players. Besides, they deserve it. It’s been a while! In the next seven or eight years, the Jays will win!

There is little doubt that the climate of the world is changing. I remember even when I was a child, the trees and wildlife being extremely more abundant. Maybe it was only through the eyes of a child, and were I to return, I would see the things through different eyes. I remember being pushed along in my stroller, when very young and in Florida, seeing the incredibly animus insect world on the ground below me. This is proof of nothing. However, what I also remember was the extremely lush vegetation state over. Had there been consistent hurricanes since, which pummeled the state and over just thirty years reduced the nature? No, it has certainly changed. Climate change is real. However, it is its cause, which is uncertain. It is easy to see the reason why a lot of people want to believe that we as inhabitants of this world could have such an impact on global climate. To think anything else would be to acknowledge the truth that sin exists and has real consequences. Can you not see? The cause of the climate change the world is experiencing is human sin. It is God’s response to it. I cannot remember where it was in the Bible. The last time I read the Bible through, I came across a number of verses stating how the lands surrounding modern day Sahara (Egypt particularly) were extremely lush. Name of God, had I saved the verses location! I will search for it. This is an update. I found one of them in the Book of Exodus. Ex 10:15: “They covered the ground until it was black with them; they ate everything that the hail had left, including all the fruit on the trees. Not a green thing was left on any tree or plant in all the land of Egypt.” Of course, this passage speaks of the locusts, which were a plague sent by God due to the pride of the Pharaoh in persisting to persecute the chosen people of God. Can you not see? God has control of the climate. He wants to make the world lush and vibrant again. And His mercy is great. With people’s ability to repent, great changes will come. With the restoration, I pray this repentance, worldwide will come. I don’t have reason to believe this would not be the case. I simply know that it is essential to it. While it would be encouraged that the world would rejoice, it is not necessary. This truth will come, one way or the other. People can try their hardest to prevent it. It might be like fighting against the goad.

As for the Church, His beloved Bride, I predict that a restoration is coming. I can really only pray the exact same for His Church as I prayed for the world. For the Church is like a rudder, it’s like the captain of the ship that is the world. For what happens in the Church will lead and direct the world. Does this say something about the state of the Church? I didn’t say anything. It speaks for itself. What I can say is that there will be a unity in Christ unlike anything that has been seen for millennia. And only on a grander, grander scale. Mary and the saints will be glorified. Jehanne, my beloved Jehanne will be glorified and filled with joy! The Latin Mass, Traditional Catholicism will be glorified. Graces for those in purgatory will flourish and fall in abundance as of rain in the jungle atop this transitory spiritual existence. I must admit that at a time, I truly believed in my heart that those who had been condemned to hell would receive a second chance. Who am I to even suggest this? I have learned that the concept is deemed a heresy by the Church. Allow me to explain my reasons for desiring to believe this in the past. For while, I believe that there are certain reasons for people to go to hell, I believe that while it is often just, it is not God’s choice that those be sent there. Rather, it is a choice of the individual and the individual alone. I have always struggled with the belief that one who had commit suicide would be condemned to hell. Especially after hearing a Robin William’s voice from this plane when I was a child. I don’t know whether these souls will go to hell when they die. All I know is that the spiritual disposition of the soul following making of a choice of that sort, sets one up for despair. This despair, unless one is firmly grounded in love, can be the catalyst for a soul to not choose God. Really, what are the chances that these souls are grounded in love if they are making choices like these? This is a reason for the restoration. Again, I don’t know about the souls in hell. What I do know is that when this restoration comes, a spiritual reinvigoration and rejuvenation will occur. Why wouldn’t God desire to save such as these? These who, with new insight about the triumph and victory of the Cross, which will come, may desire a different outcome than the one they chose through this despair. The same Holy Ghost that will restore people to physical health will be the Holy Ghost that will by His grace, reach into the darkest places and illumine EVERYTHING! I don’t know. I am not arrogant enough to discount it. Neither am I foolish enough to preach the extremely real possibility that God will give another chance to even those who made poor choices based on a lack of information, shall we call it.

I imagine a world in which children, people who are with disabilities, emotional and physical, wounded people, elderly will be revered and honored with a dignity that is pure. Because, honestly, is this not the badge, the ultimate token of the health of a society? In how it treats its vulnerable, its smallest, its weakest? Let us remember the vast complexity, indeed resilience of childhood. Though they are resilient, they are vulnerable as well. What is done to them and around them affects them greatly. I simply want to encourage you tonight. Children are so precious. Life is so incredibly precious and beautiful. They are also incredibly vulnerable and impressionable. We need to care for them. We need give them a future, which they can laid hold of firmly and confidently, with both hands, saying, “thank you for giving me life. I exist today, because at a point in my existence, somebody (many people) decided that I was worthy of life and of the investment in my life. Just like how when you are married and have children, you yourself lose touch with that inner child, even within yourself. You are, in a moment, transformed from the child to the caregiver. From the girl, from the boy into the woman, into the man. And in this process, we lose out on the spiritual. For is it not true that the child is and possesses a deeper connection to the spiritual realm than the adult? Is this not the path intended by spiritual planes? How sorrowful the thought that generations have passed and millennia have passed, increasingly, more and more recently, the caregiver is stunted in growth, hindered in its transition from child to adult. How sorrowful that we have children raising children. This is not a sweeping statement. It might as well be. A time will come when we will have the choice to see things in love. Through eyes clouded over with compassion and filial brotherhood. The way we treat our children, our vulnerable is really the most important thing in a civilized society. No, my friends, people are not dispensable. Economy does not matter. Politics does not matter. Science and the arts matters not. If we cannot get that fundamental building block down that how we as society treat the small, the weak in our world is paramount, everything will topple. What I am advocating is a change of heart. A change in the heart of society and the world. It is more than possible. I have seen it. This is where our utopia is born. When this happens, the need and desire for a political utopia will be irrelevant. When the heart of the world is healed, there will be little need for all of that.

For the root of many of the emotional and spiritual and physical problems of today is in shame. Actually, shame is like a tent, a synthesis of repressed emotions. For when we as children, or even as adults experience a trauma, something horrible, which we cannot process – something, which we find too terrible to process in the moment it is happening – we can fragmentize this experience. We put it away in a partition of the mind, somewhere where it will not cause us harm. To be blunt, we simply repress the fact that it is happening. Along with this, we repress all emotions connected to the event. Hence, the experience did not not occur. It is simply our reaction to that event that we forget. Still, the impact, emotional and spiritual still have an effect on us. We can be led like slaves of our own emotions, even while led by Christ, because of these unprocessed emotions. These emotions, undealt with can have an effect upon our behavior, our attitude, our very actions. For while, if we have experienced something, which makes us angry, which we have not been permitted to feel, even if we do not remember it, the anger is still there. We are forced to vent this anger subconsciously as opposed to practically. This is the cause of many problems today. When the restoration comes, it will be like God Himself has chosen to dwell amongst us. God does not see people for their sins. For what they do or say. He sees people for what they can be. He sees us for our potential.

This doesn’t take the pressure off of us. We still need to get right with Him. This is the problem. A wounded heart. Do you think that I am special in the sense that I was raised for destruction? I wish it were the case. Yes, I am unique in how early these plans were enacted for me. In that there were even ceremonies, ridiculous as they were. No, my friends. I weep when I think that there are generations upon generations whom have been the prime target of the evil one. These who do not know a better way. Church, do you think God despises the world? No! In fact, these are all His flock. These are all His sons and daughters. Do you not think He cares what happens in their future? He wants them to return to Him. These poor people, even if they have not experienced the level of trauma and spiritual propaganda I was indoctrinated with, are lost. They are sought after by the evil one, roaring around like a lion. Influenced by the false promises of pleasure, comfort, lied to by some of the media, by the movies, by the music they listen to. Tempted by the allure of sin. Yes, these are sinful, they have sinned. And yes, most of them endure trauma and suffering based conscience manipulation as well. Nobody is immune. They do not know any better. Church. Can you not see? These poor people, these children of God, these prodigal children are so lost, so despairing. Never stop evangelizing! Until the last day. We do not know who we may save in the process. Is my spirit valuable? I do not know. Do you know where I was? In this world, do you know what was in my future? This shows one thing. Redemption is never out of the picture. God desires even the worst man or woman you can possibly imagine. God desires these hearts even more than the hearts He already has. The wolves of the world are seeking these. One by one they are falling. Without ever knowing the true nature of God and His Son, our Lord. All they hear is a twisted and vile diatribe about Him and His nature from a media, which seeks not their good. These diatribe are perpetuated by people who cling onto their empty ideas and retold with ever more bitterness. This is how atheism spreads. Certainly, there are weeds amongst them. Will you allow this to prevent you from reaching out to a true lost child of the Kingdom? I have seen personally how trauma and unprocessed suffering can twist our consciences, can root and build resentment. Even in Christ, this can happen. We need process our emotions! I can guarantee that half of the people who consider themselves atheist have tender hearts, if shown the nature of God, the nature of truth and the nature of love, would fall to their knees in repentance and awe of God. I have said before that I personally prophesy that a lot of these, the hardest of hearts now, the sinners amongst us, will be God’s greatest of saints in the coming days. These do not know better. Yes, of course there are evil people in the world. There are those who in their hard heartedness, are firm and steadfast in this hate. These are the ones who act in darkness. But we need have faith that God will deal with them. Let us also have faith that very soon a day is coming when the true intention of the heart of the man will be bare as a peeled kiwi. There will no longer be a wonder about the true nature of people. Let us also have faith that our desire to evangelize and save these sinners who are lost, will be enormously rewarded. I pray for these every single day. I pray for these, I live for these. If you do not think that these deserve a second chance at repentance, I wonder about the state of your heart. Of course, this is not a call, Christian, for us to conform to the world or to love the things of the world. I think I have made it pretty clear that I feel that the true Christian Way is quite set apart from the world. We need to help these poor people. These poor souls who are stranded and shipwrecked in the middle of the ocean. These sorrowful souls who are drowning in the sea and clutching, reaching upward, grasping at anything. They can see you as they take their last and final breath. Will you help them?

I am thankful for atheists. Used to be one myself. I didn’t know any better. Thankful for them only because a lot of them are going to be the future generation of saints. Please do not take offence at this examination that follows. I simply desire to show you the truth. What’s the reason for your atheism? Let’s analyze. You could believe in science. Please do not forget that even a belief in science is an expression of faith in the unknown. There is absolutely zero concrete examples of evidence for evolution and big bang theory. Ultimately, these occurrences happened so long ago that it would be impossible to say with certainty that they happened. Science is ultimately the search for truth. What is truth? God is truth. Science actually proves word for word, the Bible! Should you desire to see this. You could be wounded. I was in exactly this position. As a matter of fact, I would venture to say I was the most wounded of all. I have gone through every single argument in my head. How could God allow children to starve in Africa? How could a good God allow bad people to flourish and good people to hurt? How could God allow war? The answer to each question is contained in the words: this is not the way God intended it to be. Then, you ask, why doesn’t God intervene? He did. He did the most beautiful thing anyone could imagine. He did what He was able to do. He offered His own Son as a payment for us to be free. Telling you, once you experience the love of Jesus and the peace this offers, every wound is a thing of the past. You could be angry. Take it from me. While God does not take away your anger and other emotions because He respects them, He redirects them, funneling them toward love and charity. Open your heart. I was the hardest heart in the world. There is no wound, no pain, no fear He cannot address. There is no tear He does not wipe away. I praise my God for picking me up from the self-centeredness of atheism and giving me the hug of hope. Don’t you realize how much God loves even the lot of you? He sees fully how your hardness of heart was formed. He wants to heal you. He wants you to be free. He wants to offer you justice. You’re the reason He sent me. I should mention that some of these ideas, which contradict atheism are not entirely my own. They have been integrated into my mind and expressed through my own words. You could also feel despaired and far too gone in your sin. Is this any of you? Let your dear and precious hearts be at peace. If you should desire it, God also desires to wash that sin away in the water and blood, which pour from His pierced heart. You know, God showed me something extremely valuable in my conversion experience. I saw lights, I spoke an unknown language at the time, I felt an overwhelmingly beautiful current of love pass like electricity through my veins that day. This was all beautiful. The most beautiful part of it was the revelation, which was revealed to me. God showed me this day the relation between what I had been through, the sins commit against me and the wounds that I had suffered and the things that I myself had done, the sins I myself had commit and the wounds that I had caused. God showed me how suffering, unprocessed hurts and childhood formation influence and stumble people to commit sin. I haven’t been a saint in my past. I have many flaws. I have hurt many people. God sees beyond this. God sees me for who I have the potential to be. Because God loves me with a love that we cannot comprehend. An otherworldly love. If this is you, if you feel you are too far gone for God to love, I plead with you to turn upon yourselves with compassion and mercy. Forgive yourself! God does! God wants you to be free. And He is offering this freedom to you today. Today! This minute! This second! All you have to do is reach out. Open your hand. Extend your fingers and gaze. Open your heart and let it all out! God saves you today. Name of God. Upon you be healing and mercy and forgiveness. God loves you. Even more when you are distant from Him!

I sought out to investigate how to repair my Roman Missal today. I really did not want to get a new one. This one is special to me. I have been caring for it but it is quite old, I imagine. I watched a video about book repairs and it was evident to me in this video just how much we as a world have learned together. In passing this information onto the next generation. I, personally, had no idea how to fix this Missal of mine. When I saw this video, it became apparent to me just how much love and care went into the process. When we preserve the past, tradition, we are not only preserving old rules and obscure ideas. We are preserving the love, the lives and the beautiful ideas of our forefathers, those who came before us, who invested their purpose into these crafts, these trades, these ideas. I am thankful for these ideas and trades, things, which were learned by the application of love and of attention. It is not only in religion. This is a ubiquitous concept! Architecture done without love does not measure up. Medicine done without love doesn’t heal. Science without love at its center is not true. Can you not see? Love is the answer! Love is returning! Do you feel it? One would think, with all of this technology, with all of the modern graces which our world has been given, it would be an easier thing to attain. In fact, we are farther from each other than ever. Even living within cities, stacked one upon the other, we are miles apart emotionally and spiritually. In the time I spent at the religious community, I learned how to do everything in love. Every little act we do, done in love. How do we achieve this? It’s in our foundations. We need to return. Love is returning! Do you feel it? It’s going to burn away the chaffe! Love is returning! Do you feel it? Oh yes, it will burn. It will burn. Our world, in one moment will realize, will recognize that we are all connected. Do you feel it? Our world is going to be healed. Our world is going to be touched by the finger of God. Not a soul would dare say in that day that His presence is not completely amongst us. God will wipe every tear away. God will show us again how to love. But not before He shows us the reason we have lost that love in the first place. When this happens, the path to healing will be given. In time, we’ll be dancing in the streets all night!

I also know that we are living in a particularly wounded generation. Not just in terms of sin. We have all been through a lot. With wounds that need healing with the most tender of touches. It requires literally a hero to be called to sacrifice this for their flock. It has most certainly been done. The answer is in love. When we discover Christ’s love, this physical love doesn’t mean as much. On the contrary, if we don’t know physical love, how can we know God’s love? Here, I speak from experience. Parental love reminds us that we are safe, grounded and nurtured. Too often this day, is that love deprived of children. But I look at brothers and sisters at the religious community I stayed at. I look at the pastor of my church. They have obviously clung on to the secret. The way, so to speak. It is evident in the very movement of their arms, the way they form their words. I long for this. I long for this. Even over the physical intimacy that the world offers. Still, I like so many others, am wounded in this exceptionally sacred place. I would easily say that I am the most wounded this world has ever seen in this area. Not to brag or to merit a medal. On the contrary, to show you why I struggle. With this sacred wound, there are in fact many remedies. At the head, Christ. The second most important is play. Our world has become incredibly uptight. Our reactions are hypervigilant and overly sensitive. We react from ourselves, within and from without from a deep place of hurt. Our world needs to relearn what it is to be children. With ourselves and with each other. This can take many forms. The most important form is caring for and nurturing the wounds of others in the way that the wound has been caused. Sounds obscure? Don’t worry. It will be clear soon enough.

I suppose I am urodivoi. Still, I am ashamed thinking of the choice I made regarding the beautiful woman I haven’t gotten to spend the past two years with. I am thankful for Jesus. He loves you all with an infinite love. Jesus is the reason. You are not your sins. You are more than that. You are good people who have been hurting too long. Jesus sees beyond your sins. Soon, God will dwell amongst you. As in the Tabernacle. God will be your God and you will be His people. God is watching your each and every move with the tenderest of love and care. This is a reason not to sin. This is a reason to know that God’s justice is very real. It is also reason to rejoice. God is in love with you so much. Trust Him!

Thankful for who God says I am. Thankful for the fact that truth will be a stir up. Thankful for the good times that are coming. Thankful for God who is going to make it happen. Thankful for the fact that after the difficult times, always comes good times. Nurture your precious faiths. God wants the world, particularly His little flock who remain worshipping Him, loyal to Him, to know this: God will wipe away every tear. God sees you. Your prayer, your hard work is paying off. Very soon, you will be rewarded, little ones of the true God. Very soon. A little while longer, He says to you. Hold on, a little while longer. God’s love is immoveable. Nothing can shed this love. Strengthen your resolve in this love. Around us, surrounding us, the world, the harvest, nothing matters. Stand firm in the love of your Father. You are His children. God is coming soon. Very soon. World, things are going to be better for you soon. Very soon.

I don’t feel called to big things. I just want to be free to tell my story and use the voice God gave me. Nobody has told me to be quiet. I feel very weak and small. Still, I cannot stop talking. The SDs I have spoken to about this just say something about the fact that when they see my life they see the life of St Benedict Joseph Labre. I don’t know what it means! Again, I wonder at what it means that people are trying to censor me as though my words are important. The true revelation – or rather, revolution – will arise from the circumstances surrounding the truth emerging. Again, it has not to do with my message. I could be silent and truth would still come. I simply want to prepare you. It seems unfair to deprive the world of something this good because of me. Because of my sin. What might be the motivation for resistance to this message? Let us ask ourselves, sincerely and honestly, why might someone choose not to want the content of this revelation to be manifest in the world? Private revelation, though it is. For now at least.

The point of this? When we discover that we have been lied to, targeted and sought after for destruction, what will be the soul’s first response? Will it be one of passivity and docility, simply allowing the current of abuse to continue? Or will it be one of righteous indignation? Will it be a voice that says ‘you cannot do this to me. I am alive! And I will not put up with this. Because I deserve to live. I deserve better!’ I hope to inspire this voice of righteous indignation with you, Christian, secular man and woman. So that you will see that while there are certainly forces that roam about seeking your harm, there is a God, a true, living and breathing God who cares for you, desires your health and wellness, who desires nothing but your happiness and love. You don’t have to support these wolves who seek to devour you. You have a right to exist. Ordained by God Himself. For it was He who crafted you and formed you in your mother’s womb for abundance of life.

Tuesday, February 21, 2023

Dear St. Jehanne, dear Jehanne, speak through me.

 

St. Jehanne is my patron saint and a great and dear friend. She has helped and encouraged me with incredible graces, comforts and affirmation, which she has brought to my life, particularly over the last four years in my journey of discernment as a Catholic Christian. She has helped me grow so much closer to our Lord Jesus Christ. In preparation for St. Jehanne's Feast Day (May 30), I encourage all of my friends to pray a novena in her honor. Her novena begins on May 21 and can be found at the link below! Join me in bringing honor and glory to our Lord through His patriotic and faithful maiden. Dear St. Jehanne, what splendid glory you have brought to our Lord! St. Jehanne, pray for us!

https://www.praymorenovenas.com/st-joan-of-arc-novena#:~:text=Oh%2C%20Jesus%2C%20grant%20me%20the,intercession%2C%20hear%20and%20answer%20me.

Dear St. Jehanne, dear Jehanne, speak through me.

Most Catholics are not given the opportunity to know the identity of their guardian angels. I have been given a great grace and blessing in knowing not just my guardian angel who is my patron saint but also one of my spiritual soul mates. She calls herself Jehanne when she speaks to me. And so I will do her the honor of addressing her in the way she desires. I fell in love with the dear Saint decades ago, years before even I became a Christian or a Catholic. You could say that I have always had a very close relationship to her. After I was baptized a Baptist Christian, I did not entirely understand the idea of Confirmation Saints. Still, even at this time, I felt a very strong bond to St. Jehanne. In spite of this, perhaps out of familiarity and comfort, I neglected her. I adopted St Christopher as a patron saint while in the years prior to my becoming Catholic. And then, once I had become Catholic, I found consolation within the embrace of many different saints. I was experimenting. Though it was an experimentation that was very fruitful. For some time, I asked dear St Germaine to protect and guide me. She has been and still is incredibly supportive. St Bernadette also sought to help me. St Therese, the Little Flower has, as she says she would, showered me with innumerable graces. I want to emphasize the fact that saints are our friends. They are not to be feared or ignored. They are desirous to help and to pray for us. In the slow and drastic process of my own conversion, many saints have come to my aid. But through it all, Jehanne D’Arc of Domremy has always been there for me. Since I was a boy, she was whispering in my ear, calling to me to seek God, comforting me in trauma and trial, assuring me that things will get better. I know it to be true. Even though at the time, she did not reveal her identity, I know it was her.

Still, my relationship as it is now, with dear Jehanne began only four years ago. It was during my time at a religious community that she began to communicate with me directly. I will never forget the day that she told me that she was overjoyed to be my guardian angel. The communication that I have been receiving in my life has been constant. Throughout my childhood, the voices were there primarily to comfort me through trauma, through sorrow. I am convinced that, if we all thought hard and long enough about it, we would – the lot of us – find that God and His soothing angels spoke to all of us in childhood with real communication during our more difficult times. Admonishing us gently for the times we chose sin over Him. Encouraging us when we were being hurt. But, this is simply a hunch. I had many spiritual experiences during that coma. But Jehanne, during all of my youth and young adulthood, was quiet. In terms of direct communication, that is. She awoke within my soul, within my heart during the first weeks I was at the religious community. Her voice began quietly and fearfully. I could tell from the beginning that she was very sad. Still, there was an incredible and vibrant hope in her voice. She always believed in me. And in spite of her silence, I believe that she has always been present. She is responsible for bringing my soul into paradise. And for that grace, I am so grateful. We are united in soul, Jehanne and myself. And there is no other I would want to usher me home. Every one of us is given a soul mate in this world. I have been given more than one. This is a grace, which has been given to me because of my childhood. I am blessed to have already met several of them. But this is about Jehanne. What she is doing for me is unspeakably marvelous. There are few words, which could tell of how compassionate, how docile and wonderful this girl is who I have come to know. This is about a young girl. A humble girl who offered her very life for her beliefs. One who offered everything for her God. One who was as human as the next, one who listened to music (she tells me the music she listened to does not exist any longer – but that it was fast and pleasant to dance to) – and one who loved life as much as any other beautiful child of God. I became Catholic late in my life. At my Confirmation, I was not given Confirmation Saint. During my time at the religious community, my Spiritual Director prayed for me to accept Jehanne as my special patron.

So, this is not really an essay. It’s not really an article. I am simply writing. I will say, I did a bit of research about her life in preparation of writing this. I will do my best to source the material of my research. You must know that the research of my heart began years ago. I am simply doing as I have been instructed. In faith. Knowing that someday, you will see just how incredibly precious this woman truly was. In the time I spent at this community, one of the members recommended me to read Mark Twain’s novel about her life. I picked it up as quickly as I was able. In spite of the incredibly small amount of free time we had there, I consumed this novel very quickly. It was an incredible read. For me, reading this book animated the saint even more than the movies, which were made about her. For me, the book really emphasized her humanity. In this book, Twain writes a beautiful and powerful scene that is etched into my memory and heart. Apparently, he wrote the scene thinking of his own young daughter. The scene tells that Jehanne encountered some of the French soldiers under her capturing an enemy. The soldiers strike him a deadly blow while she is looking on. She is so distressed by this that she runs over, admonishes the soldiers and with this enemy’s head in her lap, mourns and sobs him to his death. For me, this scene truly captures the truth that Jehanne was simply a young girl. I hope to show, through integrated research, a general comparison of the lives of Jesus, our Lord and Saint Jehanne, as well as through personal revelation, that Jehanne is one of Church’s greatest of possessions and saints. That she always has been. I pray that Jehanne will come to be heralded with the praise, honor and glory that she truly merits. My assumption is that while you are reading this, you are familiar with the story of dear Jehanne.

What greater way for me to begin this piece than with a juxtaposition of the lives of Jesus our Lord and Joan the Maid of Orleans? For me at least, to me, the stories are impeccably similar. Worthy of investigating and contemplating further. To me, it’s easy to see the relationship between the mission of Jehanne of Arc and Jesus the Christ. The glory that our Lord brought forth with His life is alive and active. So much so that the Church makes the certain statement, in faith, that He is alive today. The Eucharist is veritably and truly the body and blood, soul and divinity of His being. And the Mass, in its proper form, is veritably and truly the spiritual re-enactment of the completeness of His life, His birth, culminating in His death. Jehanne also brought glory to God with her life and death. However true this may be, Jehanne’s legacy was not received with as much vigor and wonder. It’s almost as if a force wanted to erase her from existence. As though, to acknowledge her greatness would in a way, acknowledge the capacity within ourselves to do the same thing over and over. Darkness wants to hide Truth. Darkness made the Jews of Christ’s time say, ‘We have no king but Caesar!’ in spite of the fact that the people had been asking God for a king to lead them for millennia. Darkness made the crowd ask Jesus, literally moments after He had fed the five thousand, what miracle He could do to prove His authority. Light endures. Love endures. Through it all, light conquers the darkness. Both the life of our Lord and the life of His maid in France served as the catalyst for dire and essential change in the world. The change that Jesus brought to the world is evident in the institution of the formation of the largest religion in the world, gathering the hearts of the faithful into this one, special place. At first glance, it may be easy to miss or overlook the impact that Jehanne’s life had. For me at least, when I was growing up, I definitely saw her for her faith and love in conviction. I never really knew the greater political-religious impact that she had through the mission that she was sent upon. With a bit of examination, one can begin to see the fact that without Jehanne, at precisely the time at which she arrived in France, the ideas of Catholicism and God Himself may have been eliminated from the social realm of Europe entirely. This is a fact that I, as a child, never even considered. I was not instructed about this when I learned about history’s greatest saint. How Jehanne turned influenced and saved the French nation is clear. At a time when the city of Riems, the site of regal crowning and ordination, was under control by the English, for Charles VII to be crowned as king was still impossible. As appointed by God to see the French Dauphin crowned, she was successful after a number of very successful battles. With this Riems was recaptured and Charles VII crowned King of France. The secularism and atheism of the time that were becoming socially dominant were evident in English politics. Here I offer no evidence or source. I simply was instructed to make this statement in faith that its purpose will be made clear. I posit that the global impact Jehanne had was not only socio-political. The events of her death also served as a wake-up call for people. At the time of her death, words were heard from the crowd along the vein, ‘May God have mercy on us for we are murdering a saint.’ Jehanne’s life – and death – stirred up the hearts of people. Once again, in the face of creeping atheism and secularism, Jehanne illustrated to Europe, to the world that love is greater. It is also evident, through this stirring of the heart, how Jehanne reclaimed Religion for love. The very cold nature of the trial itself illustrates the spiritual apathy and Pharisee-istic behavior of those who conducted them. Is it possible that God utilized this young girl to show us this fact? That religion has its place in love. Not condemnation. For our Lord Himself says, ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice’.

God chose St Jehanne to evangelize to a world that was losing its faith. To me, Jehanne’s word to the Church and its leaders is as important today as it was at the time of her mission. That word is ‘God must first be served’. And in this evangelization, there is evidence of another similarity between the lives of our Lord and the Maid. The mission of Jesus the Christ was always for the people. His desire was to show them God. To show them the love of God even at a point when, for every other person, there would no longer be any recourse to love. Jesus’ mission was to illustrate that God’s love is endless. But, so is His justice. Jehanne’s life was a reminder of this. Mutually, Jehanne’s mission was for the people. I am tempted almost to compare Jehanne to the divine family in that she was essentially immaculate. Yes, she was born in sin, as all else. But, her heroic virtue and chastity are evidence of this sinless nature. Witnesses at her rehabilitation, years following, would tell the truth of her life. They told of how she ensured that the soldiers under her care would always receive the sacraments. They told of her nearly impossible chastity and maintained purity in impossible circumstances. Jehanne’s life proves that God speaks and acts through anyone He wishes. Whether it be a simple, humble carpenter, a young maid, born in Jerusalem and consecrated from birth to the Lord. The lives of the prophets, which serve to remind us, pointing us toward Jesus, illustrate that direct communication with God is not only possible but quite common. God is not some distant entity. He desires abundantly to be a part of our world as though He were one of us. It’s really quite beautiful: God’s desire to interact with us. He desires to participate in our world like He were a member of our family. Of course, the best illustration of this would be the fact that, after sending prophet after prophet, He decided to come to earth Himself. This direct communication is strongly evident in the life of dear Jehanne. As Jehanne herself once said, ‘Of course God speaks to me through my imagination. How else would He speak to me?” God reveals Himself to whom He chooses. Though, it takes an act of faith to believe them when they speak. The faith of a child. Let us not condemn or belittle people for speaking to God. As Jehanne herself also says, “Why are you punishing me for talking to God?” In order to actively participate within the world He created, God chooses vessels, chosen instruments through which He lavishes graces. This concept is not new. Nor is it void because we are living in New Testament times. God chose Paul to proclaim His Word. Merited, the Church is the new vessel through which divinity and the spiritual are contemplated, spoken and interpreted. Even Jehanne never challenged the authority of God’s priests. As is evident in the life of St Jehanne D’Arc, at times, the world, even the Church needs some help. A point in the right direction.

I wonder what would have been an appropriate response from Church authorities during Jehanne’s time. Of course, religious leaders have a grave responsibility to guard and preserve faith. In no way is this an insult against even the leaders of Jehanne’s time. On the contrary, their plight must be easily sympathized with. However, it was the same during the days of our Lord. I fain, it’s almost as though, in spite of overwhelming evidence and even miracles, the guard of only a few of these defenders became even more rigid. What is the ultimate purpose of the Church Militant but to discern the true will of God? With this in mind, should not leaders be concerned ultimately with love? Not power, not envy, not authority. I would wonder what the world would look like had the Church recognized her greatness when she was alive. It should be noted here that in fact, the Church Militant did recognize her greatness at Poitiers when an ecclesial, Catholic assembly asserted that her revelations were indeed from God. Somehow, I think, even in the case that the Church had recognized her greatness, she would have submitted to the Church and to world authorities. She was not really a threat to the Church or to France. In fact, she was always obedient to the Church. Except about her revelations. For Jehanne, what she stood for was always greater than simply power or authority. She wanted to do the right thing. She simply wanted to do the will of God. My words are not a condemnation against anyone. However, maybe Jehanne teaches us that when authority is corrupt, we need not obey this authority. Again, it’s not a loaded statement. Jehanne submitted and obeyed even though her true obedience lay with Christ alone. Jehanne is the only saint who was ever both condemned by the Church and then canonized. This is a thought collected from a couple of sources in my research. And, this thought is significant because it contains within itself the greatest similarity between her life and the life of the Lord. Both Jehanne and our Lord were condemned to death by the religious authorities and later, recognized for their greatness. They kind of stand alone in their spiritual enormity. They are both beacons of enormous light. This similarity between them contains the proof of her greatness. Her authority was always higher than anything on earth.

The life of this dear saint illustrates the sinfulness of man. It is an inherited trait. One of which, for the same reason, God Himself, as He hung upon a cross, uttered the words, ‘Forgive them for they do not know what they are doing’. To a degree, we are all less culpable for even our worst sins than human justice desires it to be. At the same instant, we must be aware that while we cannot always know fully the weight of our actions, we do not all choose God. We are all born as children of God. But not everyone chooses God. Jehanne’s life is a perfect reminder and strong illustration of this fact. Even while, indeed, much has changed. Within the Church, within the influence of people’s hearts toward an inclination of love. This is where God is glorified. In that love. This is a strange paradox, I think. Jehanne’s life was an illustration that just because you lead a holy life, doesn’t mean life will be good. This realization holds poignant significance for me. For one as sinful as I, who once nurtured and allowed to fester the belief that because I was living for God, I somehow deserved a good life. Merited, it is true that God desires all of us to have good, glorious and happy lives. Because of that original sin, it is evident that darkness seeks to extinguish the light. And life will not always be pleasant. But God makes good use of even the most sorrowful conditions. Like the burning of a young girl at the stake. Praise God for the fact that He is known for turning tables. In spite, Jehanne’s life and testimony offers a brief glimpse into the heart of God. Her life shows with firm and strongest conviction that love triumphs over darkness and evil. This is a sharp argument, no mistaking. It is reason for us always, every one of us, to see to be on the side of love. It is a reason for us to come to acknowledge the state of our souls before God in their natural state. That sin separates us from a completely Holy God. There is one bridge between us and God, even in the presence of this sinfulness. That bridge is Jesus, through the Church. Jehanne’s life, like that of the Lord’s, was offered as atonement, in love. ‘What greater love can one have, than to lay down his life for his friends?’ Jehanne’s life is a renewal of Christ’s love. It is more than that. Jehanne’s life is as a Christ-like figure. Her sacrifice is truly Christ-like. Entirely to show the love of God.

The movies I have seen about her life do not fully illustrate Jehanne’s greatness. In that, I was able to receive the most emotional connection from Twain’s rendition. I have always been troubled with movie portrayals of Jehanne being proud. In point of fact, this was an argument used against her in her trials. In point of fact, if Jehanne was sinfully proud – if she were at all sinful – it mitigates some of the blame and even maybe justifies the methods used against her. If she was sinful, she in a small way, merited the force used against her. No. The fact is that Jehanne was not proud and remained sinless (I choose here not to say immaculate) until the day of her death. This is a reason why she dreaded that she had lost her state of grace because she was disobedient to the spirits when she tried to escape confinement. I cannot even imagine how scared she must have been. Who could blame her for seeking a way of escape? She has revealed to me directly the circumstances of her confinement. There is no sin there on her part. She has also told me directly that she was indeed proud. But that it was not in the way her accusers made it sound. She was proud in God. And it is not sinful to be proud of a truth ordained by God.

Then, comes the matter of her miracles that she performed. Another manner in which the life of our Lord and that of the Maid’s life are similar is found in the truth that each performed witnessed miracles of healing and of nature. The miracles of our Lord are recorded in the Holy Bible – within the Gospels. If you are reading this and you have not read the Holy Bible, I’ll tell you, it is a perfect place to begin. I also began my journey to faith by reading and meditating on the Holy Word of God. I find it almost remarkable that the miracles that Jehanne performed are not as well-known as they ought to be. One would think, after hearing of her deeds, they would be as legend as those of any other remarkable Biblical figure. Our Lord says, ‘Those who come after me, will perform greater deeds than the miracles that I perform’. Jehanne is a great example of the fulfillment of this quotation. I will be brief here because, in my research, I was not able to capture substantial information about some of these exploits. When one thinks of the life of St Jehanne, in terms of the miracles she gave, the most well-known example might be how, after being lost for a time that would have forgot itself, she rediscovered a sword. The location of this sword, belonging to her own patron saint, was revealed to her through divine revelation. Without this particular insight of the location of the item, it would have been literally impossible for her to locate it. Next, of course, is the almost genius military knowledge that she possessed. The key point in this, is that she never studied. This wisdom was given to her from somewhere, from something. What else could that something be if not the Holy Ghost Himself?

Because of her faith, she was truly a wonder of God. Jehanne’s conviction and faith were what legends are made of. Truly, the faith of this girl was beyond that of any other figure that comes to mind. Thinking of her, one is tempted to conjure images of Moses, having the audacity to believe that he could part the sea with his staff. The image of Elijah, when defending the God of Israel against the sorceresses of Baal, having the belief that he could command fire from heaven. Or the image of David possessing the otherworldly courage to challenge a Nephilim to a fight to the death. As a note here, Goliath was indeed a Nephilim. Movies, while they try their best, cannot possibly capture the truth of how large these creatures were compared to human beings. Anyways, regarding these Biblical figures and their faith, where does their strength come from? It cannot come from themselves. Had David trusted in his own strength, I am afraid the outcome of the story may have come out differently. This strength comes through faith in the One who can make all things possible. Jehanne, like an Old Testament prophet, trusted in her God. This faith offers a lesson. Perhaps, the greatest lesson that her life does serve to offer. Jehanne, through her childlike belief and conviction for truth and that through God, all things are possible, makes the words of Jesus absolute and unavoidable and undeniable. These words of Jesus are the words that, ‘If you have faith, you can uproot a mountain and tell it to go to the sea.’ Jehanne’s life demonstrates that through God everything can be done. In fact, it’s almost the culmination and perfection of this statement of our Lord’s. From my perspective at least. The faithful of God, in Truth, have been proving this fact for the world – as testimony – since the creation of the world. Jesus says, “Even if you choose not to believe me, how can you choose not to believe in the works that I do through my Father?” In the name of God, again, she was simply a young girl, with zero training. She was simply a girl who believed that God could make it happen. She was simply a girl, who through her conviction and faith, was able to impart that same charisma to a weary and tired army demoralized by enemy oppression and a dreadful loss at Agincourt some fourteen years earlier. Faith must be placed in action. Indeed, it is not a Biblical saying but Jehanne herself says it. There is immense truth in her words when she says, “Act and God will act.” Jehanne teaches the need to pray at all times. As well as the effect of praying at all times.

I found, in my humble and simple research, some references to the fact that Jehanne even influenced nature during battle. Even more astonishing, I found reference to the fact that she was believed to be the reason that a baby, dead for some three days, returned to life so that it could be baptized. These are her own words regarding the event, which support their historical accuracy: "I was told that the girls of the town were gathered before the statue of our Lady and wanted me to come and pray to God and our Lady to bring a baby back to life. So I went and prayed with the others. And finally life appeared in him, and he yawned three times. Then he was baptized, and soon afterwards he died, and was buried in consecrated ground. For three days, I was told, he had shown no signs of life, and he was as black as my jacket. But when he yawned his color began to come back. And I was on my knees there with the other girls, praying before our Lady." What an incredible miracle! Surely, the miracle is as attributable to the other women praying at the site. But, with the grace that had been given to Jehanne, it is hard not to connect the event to her presence. What greater evidence do we require to estimate the holiness of this beloved Maiden? This is a miracle, which unites her to near-divinity, under our Lord. What man has ever heard that dead tissue could return to life? It is unfathomable. On the contrary. With God, all things are possible.

Jehanne’s life demonstrates, through nearly impossible circumstances that chastity and purity are essential for the health of the soul. In the face of threat and violence, I imagine that Jehanne is the strongest example of saintly chastity and purity that we, as the Church possess. St. Dymphna may be a runner up. But, Jehanne’s life shows that purity from the world is a virtue to be nurtured, honored and valued. Her life also illustrates the incredible and remarkable effect that chastity and purity have. I find myself wondering, would this dear saint have been able to accomplish the feats that she did, had she not remained pure? A similar figure comes to mind in another young maiden, consecrated from birth to the Lord, betrothed to a carpenter, who was found with child before the marriage date. Would Mary have been in a disposition to carry the Son of God, had she not been completely pure and set aside? A point of Truth, it was because of her purity and nurtured chastity that she was given the grace to accomplish this. As with Jehanne, I simply wonder whether her purity was a state of grace, which positioned her in a place to receive the countless graces she merited. She is much more than a sexual and gender symbol. Though, I believe strongly that she would be honored to be considered a role model for any one group or people, we must not ignore the very strict faith and purity of this saint. “But to call Joan proto-feminist because she transgressed gender norms is like saying that David and Goliath is really about the virtue of child soldiers.” The American Conservative. The life of the saint demonstrates with perfection, the importance as well as the nearly miraculous effect of remaining pure. I, the author, can personally attest to this. I really only began healing from my own wounds once I had chosen complete chastity.

Jehanne has perhaps the most enthusiastic and charismatic ‘yes’ to the call of God since Our Lady. The most overlooked and important aspect of Jehanne’s life was that she was chosen by God. Above all else. However, her call, her life illustrates what it means to be called by God. What it means to be chosen by God. Yes, God desires our glory. In this glory, He Himself is glorified. If God’s will were unopposed, I really believe that every one of us would be living the happiest, glorious lives we could possibly imagine. We must remember that an enemy is prowling about the earth, searching for souls to devour. All the more reason to armour up. Jehanne revealed something else to me last night. I feel in a way, it was kind of a gentle rebuke against me. ‘Never forget the reason that people are chosen by God. This is to show people that He loves them.’ She said this to me as I went to bed. After, I reflected upon the words. They carried a deep meaning for me. Truth has always been of paramount value to me. Even at the expense of love. I have even coined a phrase (I don’t remember having heard it prior) that without love, truth is harsh. But without truth, love is foolish. Love and truth go hand in hand. Without one, the other ceases to exist. They almost possess a symbiotic relationship. But it’s true, isn’t it? What would the love of God be if He were not to uphold justice as well? The concept of an absolutely loving God is idolatry. To ignore God’s wrath is as to ignore His mercy. If there is no standard to which we are living, what would He need to have mercy for? Alas, thanks be to God, for His love (and mercy) are abundant. But isn’t this is the reason Jesus came to Earth? To bring justice for His little ones. To bring justice for His beautiful ones like Jehanne. This world, tainted by sin, does not always reward faith and love. Even amongst those who consider themselves religious. Jehanne was perhaps the next best example to our Lord of how darkness seeks to extinguish the light of life. Even through this, the beautiful girl’s heart remained untouched by the flames. She has the victory. Still, I think we often forget Jehanne’s humanity. We often forget, as though it were possible, that she was simply a very young girl. And perhaps the greatest argument used against her during her trial by her accusers, that she was simply a poor and ignorant girl, serves itself as God’s greatest argument that through faith all things are possible. Jehanne’s life is probably the most poignant example of how God chooses to use the weak, lowly and humble to confound the strong and powerful.

Jehanne is a beacon of light in the world. She is a source of angelic light. The heart of this girl was so cherished that it was ensured that it was untouched by the flames that engulfed her. In the Kingdom of Heaven, she is among – she is one of – the greatest. Do you know why this is? Yes, she was a holy and sanctified martyr. Yes, she was as pure as light from the midday sun. Her greatness is in her faith. In her obedience to the Lord Himself. What a degree of faith? Alas, her mission belonged to her and her alone. No one else could have accomplished it. I thank my God every moment for sending a post-Christ symbol of Christ in Jehanne and now for the awesome and incredible glory I see her crowned with in her proper place. Where she is at home. Let us seek to honor her on earth as she is in the Kingdom of Heaven! Let us offer her a more perfect vindication. The vindication that she deserves.

This is not an invocation to worship Jehanne or any other of the saints as gods. But by the name of God, man, we need to learn to give honor as it is due. Honor and even providing glory for His saints and martyrs hardly detracts from glory and honor offered to our Lord. On the very contrary, it is precisely because He is a good older brother – unlike the brother in the parable of the prodigal son – that He desires those who have also attained glory to be honored. Jesus is much less selfish than we believe. I personally believe that He is hurt when thousands of saints come to Him and few people on Earth blink. If only due to the ignorance that they were, in fact, saints! I am a very proud and firm Traditional Catholic, myself. I suppose the most unique difference of my own personal faith compared to the Faith I possess is that Traditional Catholicism is quite guarded and reserved in the sanctity of sainthood. There is value of Truth in this, certainly. Who am I? I possess no authority. I feel still, that if anything, the world needs more saints! I was reflecting in faith last night, about the children who are used by terrorists who strap bombs to them, sending them into crowded places. The dears’ simple and trusting love, just do as they are instructed. How could an adult ever possess the capacity to deceive them? Or to hurt them? Jesus. The horror. I wish I could get another glimpse of Heaven so that I could see these children seated in some high places of honor. For the children always see the face of God. The capacity for sainthood is endless. Our search for them should be endless as well. To glorify God! Can’t you see?! Simply imagine a world where saints were cherished, treasured and emulated instead of celebrities… Indeed, the saints have their glory in Heaven. They have the great honor – and what honor could be greater? – of having heard the Lord say to them ‘Well done, good and faithful servant’. But, why would not the Lord desire His good victors to receive the honor they merit? On earth as it is in Heaven. It’s kind of tantamount to spiritual sadism to deprive those saints of their wages. Don’t you think? I am not suggesting we celebrate each of them daily. I am not suggesting we create new forms of the Mass for them. Name of God. Just that we praise them, when it is fitting and right, for the work they accomplish for the Kingdom. Celebrate their lives! It’s kind of a purpose of this article. I am sorry if this work seemed pointed or critical of anyone. Particularly the religious leaders. It’s not my intention to criticize. It’s simply what’s on my heart. And what the saint speaks to me. I know she loves this world with a burning love. I sense that she is concerned for the direction it is taking. Sometimes, telling the truth is the most loving thing someone can do for you. This is the purpose of this article: To remind you that giving honor where it is due, which is a rudimentary concept of social physics, does not have to detract glory and honor from the Lord. If the statement ‘give honor where it is due’ is applicable on Earth with the people of Earth, how much more reasonable should it be for those on Earth in reference to those who have already won their race? If you think about it, why wouldn’t we honor those who have won? In fact, is it not contained within this truth the salvation of our culture? Of our world? Years ago, I wrote a novella, entitled “Producing Reality”. I also wrote an accompanying explanatory essay detailing why I wrote it. In the novella, (a genius satire, if I may say so), I illustrate the effect of mirroring and scripting of entertainment onto the culture. It is a simple thought. In the past millennia, who did people emulate? Who did they admire and seek to idolize? In century, millennia past, those objects of emulation were prophets, saints and social heroes like scientists or artists. In our culture at the moment, what we have is that our young are shown idols in movie actors and Hollywood celebrity and sports stars. This is not a spite against them. They are good at what they do. We must still ask, what is the long term effect this will have upon our culture? When children emulate gangsters and criminals because they are given the illusion of respectability or macho-ism, what effect will this have? Children need good models and heroes to emulate. It’s very simple. What greater place for heroes to be found than within both the Bible and the Book of the Saints? Jehanne, here, I am trying to prove, holds a place even higher than these. This does not serve to detract from the glory of even these. On the very contrary, the glory that we learn to offer one, serves to glorify the others. And certainly, the glory we offer the one, serves to glorify the Head. Who is Jesus Christ. Let us honor Jehanne on earth, with the same honor she possesses in the Kingdom of Heaven. It’s for and within our Lord, anyways.

Jehanne had me write out a very brief message that she has for people. I’m not asking you to believe. But Lord, show it to be true. I desire God to be glorified. But yes, I do desire Jehanne to be glorified so that our Lord can be glorified. This is what the beloved saint has to say: “I want people to know that I was only a young girl. The life and death I had, show how deeply original sin is rooted in the heart of people. I had a lot ahead of me. I had a lot of potential. Through the sacrifice of my body, God tried to show you how much He loves you. It was a renewal of the Cross. He wanted to remind you that love is greater than sin. We are all given an opportunity in life. We live by faith. I, too, was sent by Heaven. My cross was lighter than the Lord’s. Offer your suffering. It is of immense value. My mission was for France. Jesus also came strictly for the Jews. My mission, like that of Jesus, was really for the world. I want to tell you about the importance of purity. While it is an honor to be considered a hero by anyone, I want to tell you how important chastity is. Marriage is good. That is pleasing to God. Me, I was never given that grace. I would have if I could have. I did not want to die. But God’s will is the most important thing. I am not sad that I did die so young. The life I lived was lived for God. The death I died was glorious. It was seen as glorious from Heaven. From your side, what you saw was frightening. Do not be sad. Instead, praise God for my life. Learn from these holy examples you have in the saints. I wish people to know that I loved my tormentors. I prayed for them even as I was dying. I would have been so very small and simple if God had not made me into who I was. My heart is on fire for the world. It breaks my heart to see things the way they are. Always remember that leaders have responsibility for the people they lead. Jesus was the perfect leader because He loved His followers. It’s what I came to show Charles. Thanks God, in time, with time, Charles learned that. God loves you all very much. It breaks His heart to see the world in the state it is in as well. Keep faith that He will turn things around. My life, though I did not necessarily want it to be, acts as a warning. Many of those who had wronged me saw how they were wrong even hours after. I am sad. My only real and true desire in my life, and now, from Heaven, is to see Christ in His proper place as king of this world. It was not only Charles I came to crown. Because of me, Christ and Catholicism were restored to European life. Had this not have happened, Europe would have been lost. God saw this. He willed a different course. A similar thing is happening today. I simply pray that God will step in and show you truth. God will never give up on anyone of you while life remains in your spirit. In our lives, in our nations and in our world. But even in the Church, if He is not wholeheartedly served, that path grows crooked. God must be first served. Have faith. God will never let you down. He never let me down. God’s reward is so much greater than any that the tempter could pretend to offer. It is never too late to cry out for mercy. But that decision is yours. My heart is on fire for the truth. I pray that – I know that – God will show you truth. Real Truth. This will happen when He makes clear the intentions and end of the hearts of men and women. I did not really get to live a life of my own. In this I am connected to you (Here she was speaking of me, Jonathan). My life was entirely in service to God. Because of this, I am glad. But I do hope that God will give me another life. If He were to, I would give to Him and serve Him even more. To God be the glory!”

 

Sources:

The Holy Bible,

https://www.britannica.com/biography/Saint-Joan-of-Arc

Mark Twain – Joan of Arc: A Novel,

https://www.nationalgeographic.com/history/history-magazine/article/joan-of-arc-warrior-heretic-saint-martyr

https://www.mysticsofthechurch.com/2015/06/the-unique-spiritual-events-in-life-of.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfEaMg_mDSA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=paut8nZagK0

https://www.theamericanconservative.com/the-real-joan-of-arc/