Search This Blog

Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Monday, July 3, 2023

Poetry by Joshua Hope:

We are united in a dance. The lot of us. Some of us only in for a glance.

The forbidden tragedy of an eternal prison,

Is our fate.

It is not the cold, lifeless stone 

of a jail cell that confines us. 

Sad!

It is the flesh, the very mind of our own being.

Trapped.

A solitary confinement awaits,

Our sentence simply for being traumatized.

Each of us holds a pain unbearable. 

Untold. Darkness. An unapologetic darkness.

A story that holds that key to our existence.

A story, forgotten, neglected.

How long? Will my sentence endure forever? 

Seems a weighty punishment for my sorrow.

Simply, for my sorrow. 

Here!

An opening!

It looks promising.

Some light! 

Maybe it is in fact light and not deception.

I panic. My breath halts.

What is this light?

It becomes unbearable.

How can I see? 

It has become so bright.

Until, the light encapsulates me in its aura.

Until, I am not longer an essence of my own. 

Only a vibrant extension of its source.

Joy! A voice.

Long forgotten. Yet so close. Familiar.

It beckons. I return the call.

I am still alone. 

I wait.

I call out. 

I have met a friend. 

I have met God. 

I have met myself. 

Nothing as precious could be found in all the world. 

A figure, emerging from the light draws in, whispering, softly,

Next to my own ear. He says:

"In time, little one, special one, you will come to know the God who loves you. I have come into this confinement of yours to show you Jesus."

The dance ceased suddenly.

I was able to release my grasp.

Integration! 

I am free!                        

Thursday, June 22, 2023

Intention

I am sorry for how long this has gone on. I am not postponing this or withholding it. The reason for my disobedience is because my soul was wounded. In my past writings, I wrote that the reason I couldn’t accomplish God’s will sooner was because I was so hurt. I struggled to trust and even felt unworthy. While this is true. These wounds are real and deep. I have come to learn that the problem is a bit deeper.

From a physical plane, it is clear to see how wounded I am. It’s evident in the fact that my legs tremor violently every time I am frightened. It’s not as clear to see how emotionally and spiritually wounded I am. Ever since I gave my life to Christ, in baptism, I have had an internal struggle going on within myself. Because I was so wounded emotionally, I have a difficulty where I vocalize my emotions, what I am feeling and how I judge a situation. You have all heard me criticizing communism in one of these rants. Prior to my journey to the religious community, I had a lot of emotions, which I did not know what to do with or how to express properly. So, I vented. I am sure you have all seen me shouting as I walk down the street. While, this reaction has settled since my stay at the religious community, due to the healing I received there and the good examples of how men interact with conflict, I have always struggled to reconcile my faith with my emotional wounds. I struggled to reconcile my faith, which says to turn the other cheek and forgive, with my emotional wounds. It was even more confusing, I am sure not only for me, that while I was yelling down the street, I could be simultaneously offering my seat on the bus to an older person or giving money to someone on the street. These episodes were most often caused by panic attacks or flashbacks. You have to be able to acknowledge that this situation (what is happening in the world in relation to me) is entirely unpredictable. It cannot be difficult to see why this is all overwhelming and even frightening for me that everyone’s – EVERYONE’s – perceptions about me flip 180degrees every couple of hours. It’s terribly nerve racking. I always felt terribly after having one of these episodes. I have taken it to confession many times. Each time, I wondered why I was not improving. Finally, I took it to confession at my traditional parish in Ottawa. I told the priest what was happening and how I was feeling. He told me that I was inculpable and only vocalizing my thoughts. Merited, there were probably many times where there was sin in what I was doing (again, who can say they are not sinful?) what this priest said to me that day was like healing balm across the wounds of my soul.

I was meant to overcome death during the coma I was in. I spent time in The Kingdom of Heaven. I also spent time in hell. Afterwards, I spent time in Heaven again. Because I didn’t, I am still being burdened by everything I went through as a child. Because I didn’t overcome the trauma from my childhood, going into Heaven, my emotional well-being was still damaged. Some of the angels told me clearly that my emotions, my ability to feel were damaged. So going to Heaven, I didn’t experience the experiences the way that it was intended. To me, it was still burdened by the worries and anxieties in life, of which, even at the age of fifteen, I had more of than most people in life. I have been instructed, and have faith to believe that it is beneficial for me to utter this now, after so many years, because it may offer you some understanding as to why I am still having difficulties.

The reason I struggle so much, in spite of how much the Spirit is already doing for me is because of my unprocessed trauma. I made the decision to overcome this trauma at the end of my life because I feared being hurt again. Unprocessed trauma interrupts the human’s ability to be happy, creative. It’s like carrying a weight around with you, the weight proportional to the traumas you’ve endured. It’s like I have had to learn to do everything with my non-dominant hand. It’s the reason I have struggled so much in life. It’s the reason I struggled with addiction until Christ came to me. It’s the reason I got into collisions and it’s the reason I struggle in prayer. None of this is character trait. None of this is who I am. This is all a symptom of suffering. Suffering, if not endured in Christ, opens a door for the evil one and interrupts our being who God intended us to be. We all experience this on some level. I’m a prophet because of what I have endured. And, not only for the Church. I am smart enough to recognize that God doesn’t need me to speak for things to happen as they will. I’m foolish enough to want to speak anyway. The completion of my mission is not in anything I do or say. Rather it is in the truth about this. The reason I remain silent about certain things is because I want to leave it for the glory of God. I recognize that I have to be in a state of holiness. But even this is complicated and not entirely conscious. The reason I speak is because I get scared because y’all seem to forget when I don’t remind you. Ultimately, everything is for the glory of the Father and His Son, Jesus Christ. In glorifying Him, I believe I will be glorified.

I was chosen before my birth. I said yes prior to my birth. The corruptible body weighs down the incorruptible soul. I underestimated the effect of trauma on the developing body and a good Christian foundation. The trauma I endured was too much for my body. Point is, I accepted this mission in Heaven prior to my birth. The reason I cannot say yes now is because I cannot trust. I am wounded. I already possess salvation. I need help overcoming the ritual abuse. These pacts is the reason I cannot trust. Do you hear me, Christians? I need help. What would a Christian response be to hearing that a little baby was given to satan and then raped daily into his twenties? I am going to die because of the accumulation of stress and repressed emotions in my body. I cannot think of a greater reward than physical resurrection in this life. Also, do you think my sins disqualify me from being used by God? Wait for the unveiling of sins. That will happen very soon. Look, I am afraid. Satan has been trying to extinguish me since I was born. I hope there is a chance for me to be quiet. I am afraid it will happen even if I don’t want it to. You’re already proving this in your desire for me to repare for my sins. I can barely walk! Yet you want to kill me! I am terribly traumatized! Yet you want to kill me! Talking about sin, you know a nocturnal emission is not mortal sin. This is and has been what I have struggled with over the past two years. This has also been the great majority of my confession matter, which I take to confession for healing of shame. Interesting to hear different priest’s opinions about that. One priest at my church sighs and hesitates before offering me absolution. Another refuses me absolution. The other tells me sincerely that it is something that is inculpable, that is just a part of nature. My sexuality is quite wounded. It would be foolish to say that my past grievous sins were a mistake in my ministry. Most of them were commit prior to my baptism. What does a baptism mean? We know what this is all about. Bitterness. Envy. Look, I don’t know how to be quiet. You have broken into every single place I can write privately! Name of God! How can I be silent when you are in my brain?

There will be evidence of what I claim. Facts are not truth. You know this to be true simply by the accompanying signs. Honestly, I don’t know why truth is not coming in my case even while every sneeze I had in kindergarten is coming out. It seems a little absurd. Especially if what I am claiming is true. When I was in heaven, I remember the angels saying that I had to try my hardest to accomplish this before too long. Because the longer it went on, the harder it would get on me and on the world. Try hard I did. I am meant to die because of the accumulation of trauma in my body but also as a sort of sacrificial offering for this particular ubiquitous sin. Fact is I was meant to do this over a decade ago. The reason it has dragged on so long is because this contract is still in place. Again, I have heaven. I have the Spirit. But, I can’t overcome this pact myself with the emotions still trapped. I used to think the reason I could not accomplish my mission was because I couldn’t trust. Or I felt unworthy. I am beginning to see that it is because I am still held by this. God always wanted me to die a happy death. All this to say that I am not simply a bystander, sharing his opinion but not doing anything. I feel I can offer some insight into the things I know in the time that has arisen as a result of my late coming. My writings are true. Even though, at times, I regret writing some of it. God love my abusers. They are simply misguided by their own feelings and traumas. God love them. I hope to see you and rejoice with you in heaven when this world is over.

There is a lot more to this than simply my forgiveness. This is not something I am withholding from the world. I tell you I have forgiven thousands of times. This is an incredibly complex issue. I am reaching out for spiritual help. In the past, I believed I was able to handle this issue on my own. I thought I was dealing with it. I have tried approaching SD's in the past about this. They never have much to say about it. Or it's viewed with incredulity. There is a matter related to many confessions I have made over the past couple of years that I feel I have omitted. For the past ten years, I have been fairly comfortable in knowing what God's will is for me. I wrote about it. I was meant to accept the Spirit of God when He first came to me. I wasn’t able to because I was in so much pain. God didn’t give up on me. I was meant to offer my life. This was what was expected of me. Something great was to happen at my death. Please understand that from the first time I was called to have died, I have been in a battle with my body. This is why I wrote a little novella in 2012. When I returned from Florida in 2013, I drove to parks where I was in the Word for hours each day. When I returned from Iceland, I remember laying in my bed for an hour before I fell asleep, repeating over and over, ‘I am ready, Lord’. But I really wasn’t ready. And it isn’t about what you do or say. I sincerely pray that He will be glorified and that your world will find reason to rejoice. I want you to know that I have tried very hard. I have not given up hope. Actually I believe very strongly that what will happen will serve to bring more glory to God. What I am looking for guidance about is the fact that for these ten years, Jesus visits me. He has told me a lot. I am not trying to prove these locutions. In time, people will know. A common word in each vision is that He asks me to open my heart. There is a whole story behind this. In the past, when I have heard this, I have stayed up in prayer these nights. Almost every time these visions happen, without fail, I wake up from deep sleep and disturbed by inculpable sin or I wake and, in my sleep, I am sinning. Once, I woke after experiencing the voice of Jesus and next to me, on my night stand, was placed my little Cross on a rope necklace. My pants were off (I had gone to bed with them on) and folded up and placed at the end of my bed. It is forced and not conscious on my part. For me, I have been chastely celibate for almost four years. The reason I understand that I am having difficulty surrendering to Jesus and His will for me is because of my relationship with my abusers. Maybe it’s connected to the activity of my infancy. I am having such difficulty trusting God because in my developmental years, I got the image in my mind that God did not have my best interest at heart. I’ve been praying six rosaries a day and keep up two novenas at a time. Have tried praying the surrender novena a lot. This is about more than my simple forgiveness.

I know you are testing me. I don’t need to be tested. I know for your sake, this is the right thing to do. I respect this. I know it must be frustrating that you’re not getting the results you are expecting. Or rather hoping for. This will happen. And there are reasons I find it difficult to conform to this world. What I need is the love I never received as a child. When Christ came to me, I was a mess, emotionally, physically and spiritually. I still struggle. But I think I really owe it to myself to stop, look backwards and see just how far I have come. I need to stop feeling badly about who I am. I need to stop seeing everything that is bad and negative about me. I need to recognize that I am a child of God. And that that is paramount to any despair, any trauma and any failure I could have. God fills the gap. I want this. I want to live and love. I don’t know how to. I am learning. And I am fighting so darned hard for the life that I know I deserve. I don’t need love as a reward for something I’ve done or said. I don’t even need reciprocal love. What I need, what I crave is unconditional love. There is only one place from which to get that. What I need is for truth to come out about this. I will be at peace. But because of the nature of my experiences, I need to understand human love in addition to divine love.

I did not want vengeance. I want truth to come out. The circumstances that arise as a result of truth coming out are not my business. I have tried a lot to encourage people that you will rejoice when truth comes out. Without truth, I can forgive. There cannot be true healing without truth. I have no intention of hurting my abusers. Or anyone else for that matter. All I have ever wanted is for the truth to come out. I want truth to come out because of what it means for the world. Still, I wonder why someone might actually want to resist my message. What would be the motivation for not wanting it to be true? It may be private revelation. Bur can you really not see how glorious a revelation it is? It will be a new era of justice, peace, love and hope! When truth comes, you will know that it’s true.

I suffered the worst darkness you could possibly imagine, for God, in God. You will see. This is not favoritism. I am no better than any one of you. I am a terrible sinner. My story is still being revealed to me, unveiling before my eyes. It feels like I didn’t even really start healing until I unearthed certain elements of my story. I will not waste words. I’m sorry if I traumatized anyone in reading my writings about my life. It was hard to get through, I imagine. I am not trumping trauma. I have healed past the point where I have to prove that my trauma is worse than everybody else’s. This is really an indicator that a person has only begun their healing. My previous writings sugarcoat what I really endured. There is a type of evil that is in the world is not really fathomable to most people’s imaginations. My identity split. Many times. To cope with very systematic and targeted traumas throughout my childhood. It began for me, even the rituals, when I was only an infant. You would not believe what happened if I were to tell you. The good human imagination will not even go there. It will all be revealed after my passing. This, though veiled with unspecific language, is the reason why I cannot accept the fullness of the healing of the Holy Ghost now. I cannot accept the fullness of His love because of the ritual traumatic programming. I need help. Christians, I need your help. This is why God blesses me so much. This is why God loves me so much. I endured this in my infancy for Him. Really, it was something I endured for a very long time. Do you think the rituals and programming stopped after I grew up? My handlers were still programming me as long as I was around them. Crazy? Me? How is your memory? This is very real, in spite of the mind’s best attempts to guard against it. I have been through a lot of healing resources. It makes me think I have entered a video game. Some of it is so absurd it’s hard to believe it’s real for me. Jesus can heal me. Jesus will heal me. I need help. Jesus, save me.

If it were for the good of world that I be a simple pilgrim for the next decade, you wouldn’t have the craving to spy on me in my bedroom. You wouldn’t have the craving to hear about even my minor sins. No, you are only looking to humiliate me. May the Lord bless you. And keep you. Make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you. The Lord bless you and keep you and give you peace. You need really, laity to ask one question. Why are people (even in the Church) fighting so hard to censor truth? Again, if it were for my own good, for the good of the world, you wouldn’t have to spy on every single thing I do. Ask the question. Christians, I need your help. Christians, I need your help.

You can tell me to get a job. Nobody will really give me a job. I cannot even get factory work. I am not complaining. This all has a very specific end. I am worried about that end. Because what begins in envy is not of God. Any money I have made from my books has all been robbed. Somebody is preventing my new literature from being published. I am not accusing anyone. I am learning to accept the fact that every new individual I encounter believes me to be the worst things a human can possibly be because of the mistakes of my childhood. You think I don't deserve God's blessings because of my sins. I was not raised Christian. Also, wait for the big unveiling. There's a skeleton in everybody's closet. ;) Actually, in spite of this roadblock, I have gone far in writing very epic pieces of literature and creating a small business of my own. What can I say? What’s to be done? I am against a terribly large wall.

God showed me an amazingly beautiful revelation last night regarding myself. He showed me the state of my soul when I entered the world. I am ashamed to say that for decades, I viewed myself even with my intentions of entering the world as bad. God gave me such a beautiful grace in showing me the fact that almost everything I believed about myself that was negative was a lie. All of this to say, I was a perfect and beautiful child when I entered this world. Like every child.

It was wrong of you to record my deliverance session. It’s wrong of you to record my confessions and spiritual directions. Even I recognize that this is not a problem on the level of the priesthood. With something as vulnerable and specific as a deliverance session, you should know that there is a lot more to the story than what was said in that. Sometimes, even the hardest situations merit the most empathy and compassion. I have said all of this before. I deserve this for my sins. But what you have planned is wrong morally. You are listening to a single interview I gave in an extremely private and vulnerable setting. You are listening to a prophecy that was written for another time. The only person you are not listening to is me. I think it’s clear why.

The reason it was wrong of you to record my deliverance session is the same reason it is always wrong to record confessions. I believe it is excommunicable. The fact is that I made myself vulnerable. The decision I made when I was young, I confessed in past writings. Still, it was a decision that I had made when I was very young. Very wounded. Emotionally as well as physically. I was not Christian. I pray that my heart has changed well. I have been to confession countless times about this particular issue. It happened decade prior to my baptism. Check the audio files in my archive. ;) Again, I don’t have a light switch on my life. This is not something that can be forced. Again, I need the love I never received as a child. This is the reason I am unable to accomplish God’s will.

I am not complaining. I am telling my truth. Truth feels like the only thing preventing people from hurting me. Truth is the only leverage I have keeping me safe. This is the reason I keep saying things to random people. I am frightened that you will hurt me further. Truth is the only thing preventing that from happening. If it is a sad, disgusting story, I don’t know what to tell you. If you don’t want to hear it, I don’t know what to tell you. This is my story.

You have to only ask yourself how Christian and based in charity this decision is. On the contrary, it seems remarkably cruel. It is not a wonder that they want to silence me considering what I have against them. Listen to me very carefully, I am not a threat to your power. What I endured as a child, I endured because God asked me to. I am who God says I am. Before I was born, God appointed me and chose me to be His servant. My experiences of Heaven began before my birth. At least now we know why God blesses me so much. It is not Christian to try to hurt someone. It is not Christian to provoke bad in someone to justify even worse behavior. I wonder how a true Christian would react to hearing that an infant was sold and ransomed by evil people to satan? That child having grown, who now lives a righteous life and seeks simply to be consecrated to God. He has eternal life because of the work that he has done. He has been trying so hard to rid himself of this weight. Seems like whatever he does, he cannot shake the pact of sorrow. He learns that he cannot help himself. Is the true Christian’s response going to be to help this child or provoke this terrible curse placed on him in infancy? I was an infant. This was these people’s choice. Not mine. Who is deceived? The one who stands firm to the message of Christ as He instructed and which has been this way for 2000 years? Or is the one who is deceived and who is deceiving the one who is trying to compromise Truth of the Faith with modernism and communism? Two of the biggest heresies of the past. I do not speak heresy. I speak what is common sense. Modernism, communism in the church? If you feel I need to be tested, if you feel I need to make reparation for my sin, I will submit. To me, it seems unbelievably cruel and heartless. Truth is far more valuable than the actions of any person. Truth is unoffendable, uncancellable and unphased by things that happen around it. Truth is truth regardless of whether people subscribe to it or not.

Have had a realization lately. Not to bore you with details but I have realized that I am split personality. I have DID. I am self-diagnosing, yes. First of all, I don’t trust the doctors to tell me the truth about much. Secondly, you know when you know. It explains an awful lot. Including things that are unexplainable in other conditions. DID incorporates cPTSD. It explains the amnesia over most of my life. Forgetting how I did things, ever having conversations, friendships, entire years passed. It explains the different personalities I possess. It is caused by ritual abuse. It’s about more than labels. Because I have been forced into passivity and submission by people when they abuse me, I have a lot of unsaid feelings and emotions. I asked one of my alters recently what I could do to help him. He responded that I should take assertiveness lessons. This made a lot click for me. Realizing that my childhood and the abuse I took then has made me passive and weak. Ironically, it also seems to have made me target for bullies all throughout my life. Learning about assertiveness has opened my eyes a lot. I firmly stand by the fact that the reason I don’t stand up for myself is because God Himself is going to stand up for me. God has His justice. And He will stand up for me personally. Publicly. Soon. But the fact is that, I have a voice. And I owe it to myself to use it. I really believe that God would rather protect a child from enduring the worst horrors than have him endure them for the sake of forgiving later. Our God is a good God. He wants us to be happy. Suffering is not the natural state of things. Nor does God even want us to suffer. He gives us grace and makes His glory abound even more in our suffering. Because He is able to make the best of even the worst. You need to know that God is not a masochist. What has gotten this idea into the Christian mind? Listen, God wants our happiness. Name of God! That I even have to say this. Where are your experts? The saints are wonderful examples of piety. They are examples of ideal faith and holiness. But the lives they lived, do you really think that God would not have spared them from their anguish were He able? It is splendidly true that faith grows exponentially stronger in suffering. Suffering purifies us, in a sense. But it is not the natural state of things. I know that God only wishes that we would come to know Him and His love without ever having to suffer. The only thing God ever asked of me in my childhood was to tell the truth about what was happened to me. God resented that my abusers were doing these things to me. He hated seeing it. He will show you this behavior is unacceptable.

Regardless of the past, I like my life. I like myself. I love myself. I only want to be happy. I wish I had my wife with me. It seems at every step, I am deprived of good things everywhere. I thought that revealing my identity and what I have endured would help the world. I thought it would help you to be compassionate and understanding. For a time, it did. You surprised me with your goodness. I never anticipated it would come to this. World, remember goodness. Remember compassion. Don't let your hearts grow cold. I should have trusted God from the beginning. I wish I knew how. Christians, once more, I need your help. This will not stop at simple feelings of jealousy. One needs to ask themselves from where this jealousy has its roots. From where is it originating? 

God loves you. We have a God who cares infinitely about every human being on this planet. He was the one who crafted you in your ma's womb. He is the one who gave you your beautiful eyes, your conscience and your feelings. He has created you with an infinite array of choices and possibilities. Your future is never set. It is guided. By Him. But we make the choice. Choose love, friends. Choose love.

Tuesday, February 21, 2023

Dear St. Jehanne, dear Jehanne, speak through me.

 

St. Jehanne is my patron saint and a great and dear friend. She has helped and encouraged me with incredible graces, comforts and affirmation, which she has brought to my life, particularly over the last four years in my journey of discernment as a Catholic Christian. She has helped me grow so much closer to our Lord Jesus Christ. In preparation for St. Jehanne's Feast Day (May 30), I encourage all of my friends to pray a novena in her honor. Her novena begins on May 21 and can be found at the link below! Join me in bringing honor and glory to our Lord through His patriotic and faithful maiden. Dear St. Jehanne, what splendid glory you have brought to our Lord! St. Jehanne, pray for us!

https://www.praymorenovenas.com/st-joan-of-arc-novena#:~:text=Oh%2C%20Jesus%2C%20grant%20me%20the,intercession%2C%20hear%20and%20answer%20me.

Dear St. Jehanne, dear Jehanne, speak through me.

Most Catholics are not given the opportunity to know the identity of their guardian angels. I have been given a great grace and blessing in knowing not just my guardian angel who is my patron saint but also one of my spiritual soul mates. She calls herself Jehanne when she speaks to me. And so I will do her the honor of addressing her in the way she desires. I fell in love with the dear Saint decades ago, years before even I became a Christian or a Catholic. You could say that I have always had a very close relationship to her. After I was baptized a Baptist Christian, I did not entirely understand the idea of Confirmation Saints. Still, even at this time, I felt a very strong bond to St. Jehanne. In spite of this, perhaps out of familiarity and comfort, I neglected her. I adopted St Christopher as a patron saint while in the years prior to my becoming Catholic. And then, once I had become Catholic, I found consolation within the embrace of many different saints. I was experimenting. Though it was an experimentation that was very fruitful. For some time, I asked dear St Germaine to protect and guide me. She has been and still is incredibly supportive. St Bernadette also sought to help me. St Therese, the Little Flower has, as she says she would, showered me with innumerable graces. I want to emphasize the fact that saints are our friends. They are not to be feared or ignored. They are desirous to help and to pray for us. In the slow and drastic process of my own conversion, many saints have come to my aid. But through it all, Jehanne D’Arc of Domremy has always been there for me. Since I was a boy, she was whispering in my ear, calling to me to seek God, comforting me in trauma and trial, assuring me that things will get better. I know it to be true. Even though at the time, she did not reveal her identity, I know it was her.

Still, my relationship as it is now, with dear Jehanne began only four years ago. It was during my time at a religious community that she began to communicate with me directly. I will never forget the day that she told me that she was overjoyed to be my guardian angel. The communication that I have been receiving in my life has been constant. Throughout my childhood, the voices were there primarily to comfort me through trauma, through sorrow. I am convinced that, if we all thought hard and long enough about it, we would – the lot of us – find that God and His soothing angels spoke to all of us in childhood with real communication during our more difficult times. Admonishing us gently for the times we chose sin over Him. Encouraging us when we were being hurt. But, this is simply a hunch. I had many spiritual experiences during that coma. But Jehanne, during all of my youth and young adulthood, was quiet. In terms of direct communication, that is. She awoke within my soul, within my heart during the first weeks I was at the religious community. Her voice began quietly and fearfully. I could tell from the beginning that she was very sad. Still, there was an incredible and vibrant hope in her voice. She always believed in me. And in spite of her silence, I believe that she has always been present. She is responsible for bringing my soul into paradise. And for that grace, I am so grateful. We are united in soul, Jehanne and myself. And there is no other I would want to usher me home. Every one of us is given a soul mate in this world. I have been given more than one. This is a grace, which has been given to me because of my childhood. I am blessed to have already met several of them. But this is about Jehanne. What she is doing for me is unspeakably marvelous. There are few words, which could tell of how compassionate, how docile and wonderful this girl is who I have come to know. This is about a young girl. A humble girl who offered her very life for her beliefs. One who offered everything for her God. One who was as human as the next, one who listened to music (she tells me the music she listened to does not exist any longer – but that it was fast and pleasant to dance to) – and one who loved life as much as any other beautiful child of God. I became Catholic late in my life. At my Confirmation, I was not given Confirmation Saint. During my time at the religious community, my Spiritual Director prayed for me to accept Jehanne as my special patron.

So, this is not really an essay. It’s not really an article. I am simply writing. I will say, I did a bit of research about her life in preparation of writing this. I will do my best to source the material of my research. You must know that the research of my heart began years ago. I am simply doing as I have been instructed. In faith. Knowing that someday, you will see just how incredibly precious this woman truly was. In the time I spent at this community, one of the members recommended me to read Mark Twain’s novel about her life. I picked it up as quickly as I was able. In spite of the incredibly small amount of free time we had there, I consumed this novel very quickly. It was an incredible read. For me, reading this book animated the saint even more than the movies, which were made about her. For me, the book really emphasized her humanity. In this book, Twain writes a beautiful and powerful scene that is etched into my memory and heart. Apparently, he wrote the scene thinking of his own young daughter. The scene tells that Jehanne encountered some of the French soldiers under her capturing an enemy. The soldiers strike him a deadly blow while she is looking on. She is so distressed by this that she runs over, admonishes the soldiers and with this enemy’s head in her lap, mourns and sobs him to his death. For me, this scene truly captures the truth that Jehanne was simply a young girl. I hope to show, through integrated research, a general comparison of the lives of Jesus, our Lord and Saint Jehanne, as well as through personal revelation, that Jehanne is one of Church’s greatest of possessions and saints. That she always has been. I pray that Jehanne will come to be heralded with the praise, honor and glory that she truly merits. My assumption is that while you are reading this, you are familiar with the story of dear Jehanne.

What greater way for me to begin this piece than with a juxtaposition of the lives of Jesus our Lord and Joan the Maid of Orleans? For me at least, to me, the stories are impeccably similar. Worthy of investigating and contemplating further. To me, it’s easy to see the relationship between the mission of Jehanne of Arc and Jesus the Christ. The glory that our Lord brought forth with His life is alive and active. So much so that the Church makes the certain statement, in faith, that He is alive today. The Eucharist is veritably and truly the body and blood, soul and divinity of His being. And the Mass, in its proper form, is veritably and truly the spiritual re-enactment of the completeness of His life, His birth, culminating in His death. Jehanne also brought glory to God with her life and death. However true this may be, Jehanne’s legacy was not received with as much vigor and wonder. It’s almost as if a force wanted to erase her from existence. As though, to acknowledge her greatness would in a way, acknowledge the capacity within ourselves to do the same thing over and over. Darkness wants to hide Truth. Darkness made the Jews of Christ’s time say, ‘We have no king but Caesar!’ in spite of the fact that the people had been asking God for a king to lead them for millennia. Darkness made the crowd ask Jesus, literally moments after He had fed the five thousand, what miracle He could do to prove His authority. Light endures. Love endures. Through it all, light conquers the darkness. Both the life of our Lord and the life of His maid in France served as the catalyst for dire and essential change in the world. The change that Jesus brought to the world is evident in the institution of the formation of the largest religion in the world, gathering the hearts of the faithful into this one, special place. At first glance, it may be easy to miss or overlook the impact that Jehanne’s life had. For me at least, when I was growing up, I definitely saw her for her faith and love in conviction. I never really knew the greater political-religious impact that she had through the mission that she was sent upon. With a bit of examination, one can begin to see the fact that without Jehanne, at precisely the time at which she arrived in France, the ideas of Catholicism and God Himself may have been eliminated from the social realm of Europe entirely. This is a fact that I, as a child, never even considered. I was not instructed about this when I learned about history’s greatest saint. How Jehanne turned influenced and saved the French nation is clear. At a time when the city of Riems, the site of regal crowning and ordination, was under control by the English, for Charles VII to be crowned as king was still impossible. As appointed by God to see the French Dauphin crowned, she was successful after a number of very successful battles. With this Riems was recaptured and Charles VII crowned King of France. The secularism and atheism of the time that were becoming socially dominant were evident in English politics. Here I offer no evidence or source. I simply was instructed to make this statement in faith that its purpose will be made clear. I posit that the global impact Jehanne had was not only socio-political. The events of her death also served as a wake-up call for people. At the time of her death, words were heard from the crowd along the vein, ‘May God have mercy on us for we are murdering a saint.’ Jehanne’s life – and death – stirred up the hearts of people. Once again, in the face of creeping atheism and secularism, Jehanne illustrated to Europe, to the world that love is greater. It is also evident, through this stirring of the heart, how Jehanne reclaimed Religion for love. The very cold nature of the trial itself illustrates the spiritual apathy and Pharisee-istic behavior of those who conducted them. Is it possible that God utilized this young girl to show us this fact? That religion has its place in love. Not condemnation. For our Lord Himself says, ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice’.

God chose St Jehanne to evangelize to a world that was losing its faith. To me, Jehanne’s word to the Church and its leaders is as important today as it was at the time of her mission. That word is ‘God must first be served’. And in this evangelization, there is evidence of another similarity between the lives of our Lord and the Maid. The mission of Jesus the Christ was always for the people. His desire was to show them God. To show them the love of God even at a point when, for every other person, there would no longer be any recourse to love. Jesus’ mission was to illustrate that God’s love is endless. But, so is His justice. Jehanne’s life was a reminder of this. Mutually, Jehanne’s mission was for the people. I am tempted almost to compare Jehanne to the divine family in that she was essentially immaculate. Yes, she was born in sin, as all else. But, her heroic virtue and chastity are evidence of this sinless nature. Witnesses at her rehabilitation, years following, would tell the truth of her life. They told of how she ensured that the soldiers under her care would always receive the sacraments. They told of her nearly impossible chastity and maintained purity in impossible circumstances. Jehanne’s life proves that God speaks and acts through anyone He wishes. Whether it be a simple, humble carpenter, a young maid, born in Jerusalem and consecrated from birth to the Lord. The lives of the prophets, which serve to remind us, pointing us toward Jesus, illustrate that direct communication with God is not only possible but quite common. God is not some distant entity. He desires abundantly to be a part of our world as though He were one of us. It’s really quite beautiful: God’s desire to interact with us. He desires to participate in our world like He were a member of our family. Of course, the best illustration of this would be the fact that, after sending prophet after prophet, He decided to come to earth Himself. This direct communication is strongly evident in the life of dear Jehanne. As Jehanne herself once said, ‘Of course God speaks to me through my imagination. How else would He speak to me?” God reveals Himself to whom He chooses. Though, it takes an act of faith to believe them when they speak. The faith of a child. Let us not condemn or belittle people for speaking to God. As Jehanne herself also says, “Why are you punishing me for talking to God?” In order to actively participate within the world He created, God chooses vessels, chosen instruments through which He lavishes graces. This concept is not new. Nor is it void because we are living in New Testament times. God chose Paul to proclaim His Word. Merited, the Church is the new vessel through which divinity and the spiritual are contemplated, spoken and interpreted. Even Jehanne never challenged the authority of God’s priests. As is evident in the life of St Jehanne D’Arc, at times, the world, even the Church needs some help. A point in the right direction.

I wonder what would have been an appropriate response from Church authorities during Jehanne’s time. Of course, religious leaders have a grave responsibility to guard and preserve faith. In no way is this an insult against even the leaders of Jehanne’s time. On the contrary, their plight must be easily sympathized with. However, it was the same during the days of our Lord. I fain, it’s almost as though, in spite of overwhelming evidence and even miracles, the guard of only a few of these defenders became even more rigid. What is the ultimate purpose of the Church Militant but to discern the true will of God? With this in mind, should not leaders be concerned ultimately with love? Not power, not envy, not authority. I would wonder what the world would look like had the Church recognized her greatness when she was alive. It should be noted here that in fact, the Church Militant did recognize her greatness at Poitiers when an ecclesial, Catholic assembly asserted that her revelations were indeed from God. Somehow, I think, even in the case that the Church had recognized her greatness, she would have submitted to the Church and to world authorities. She was not really a threat to the Church or to France. In fact, she was always obedient to the Church. Except about her revelations. For Jehanne, what she stood for was always greater than simply power or authority. She wanted to do the right thing. She simply wanted to do the will of God. My words are not a condemnation against anyone. However, maybe Jehanne teaches us that when authority is corrupt, we need not obey this authority. Again, it’s not a loaded statement. Jehanne submitted and obeyed even though her true obedience lay with Christ alone. Jehanne is the only saint who was ever both condemned by the Church and then canonized. This is a thought collected from a couple of sources in my research. And, this thought is significant because it contains within itself the greatest similarity between her life and the life of the Lord. Both Jehanne and our Lord were condemned to death by the religious authorities and later, recognized for their greatness. They kind of stand alone in their spiritual enormity. They are both beacons of enormous light. This similarity between them contains the proof of her greatness. Her authority was always higher than anything on earth.

The life of this dear saint illustrates the sinfulness of man. It is an inherited trait. One of which, for the same reason, God Himself, as He hung upon a cross, uttered the words, ‘Forgive them for they do not know what they are doing’. To a degree, we are all less culpable for even our worst sins than human justice desires it to be. At the same instant, we must be aware that while we cannot always know fully the weight of our actions, we do not all choose God. We are all born as children of God. But not everyone chooses God. Jehanne’s life is a perfect reminder and strong illustration of this fact. Even while, indeed, much has changed. Within the Church, within the influence of people’s hearts toward an inclination of love. This is where God is glorified. In that love. This is a strange paradox, I think. Jehanne’s life was an illustration that just because you lead a holy life, doesn’t mean life will be good. This realization holds poignant significance for me. For one as sinful as I, who once nurtured and allowed to fester the belief that because I was living for God, I somehow deserved a good life. Merited, it is true that God desires all of us to have good, glorious and happy lives. Because of that original sin, it is evident that darkness seeks to extinguish the light. And life will not always be pleasant. But God makes good use of even the most sorrowful conditions. Like the burning of a young girl at the stake. Praise God for the fact that He is known for turning tables. In spite, Jehanne’s life and testimony offers a brief glimpse into the heart of God. Her life shows with firm and strongest conviction that love triumphs over darkness and evil. This is a sharp argument, no mistaking. It is reason for us always, every one of us, to see to be on the side of love. It is a reason for us to come to acknowledge the state of our souls before God in their natural state. That sin separates us from a completely Holy God. There is one bridge between us and God, even in the presence of this sinfulness. That bridge is Jesus, through the Church. Jehanne’s life, like that of the Lord’s, was offered as atonement, in love. ‘What greater love can one have, than to lay down his life for his friends?’ Jehanne’s life is a renewal of Christ’s love. It is more than that. Jehanne’s life is as a Christ-like figure. Her sacrifice is truly Christ-like. Entirely to show the love of God.

The movies I have seen about her life do not fully illustrate Jehanne’s greatness. In that, I was able to receive the most emotional connection from Twain’s rendition. I have always been troubled with movie portrayals of Jehanne being proud. In point of fact, this was an argument used against her in her trials. In point of fact, if Jehanne was sinfully proud – if she were at all sinful – it mitigates some of the blame and even maybe justifies the methods used against her. If she was sinful, she in a small way, merited the force used against her. No. The fact is that Jehanne was not proud and remained sinless (I choose here not to say immaculate) until the day of her death. This is a reason why she dreaded that she had lost her state of grace because she was disobedient to the spirits when she tried to escape confinement. I cannot even imagine how scared she must have been. Who could blame her for seeking a way of escape? She has revealed to me directly the circumstances of her confinement. There is no sin there on her part. She has also told me directly that she was indeed proud. But that it was not in the way her accusers made it sound. She was proud in God. And it is not sinful to be proud of a truth ordained by God.

Then, comes the matter of her miracles that she performed. Another manner in which the life of our Lord and that of the Maid’s life are similar is found in the truth that each performed witnessed miracles of healing and of nature. The miracles of our Lord are recorded in the Holy Bible – within the Gospels. If you are reading this and you have not read the Holy Bible, I’ll tell you, it is a perfect place to begin. I also began my journey to faith by reading and meditating on the Holy Word of God. I find it almost remarkable that the miracles that Jehanne performed are not as well-known as they ought to be. One would think, after hearing of her deeds, they would be as legend as those of any other remarkable Biblical figure. Our Lord says, ‘Those who come after me, will perform greater deeds than the miracles that I perform’. Jehanne is a great example of the fulfillment of this quotation. I will be brief here because, in my research, I was not able to capture substantial information about some of these exploits. When one thinks of the life of St Jehanne, in terms of the miracles she gave, the most well-known example might be how, after being lost for a time that would have forgot itself, she rediscovered a sword. The location of this sword, belonging to her own patron saint, was revealed to her through divine revelation. Without this particular insight of the location of the item, it would have been literally impossible for her to locate it. Next, of course, is the almost genius military knowledge that she possessed. The key point in this, is that she never studied. This wisdom was given to her from somewhere, from something. What else could that something be if not the Holy Ghost Himself?

Because of her faith, she was truly a wonder of God. Jehanne’s conviction and faith were what legends are made of. Truly, the faith of this girl was beyond that of any other figure that comes to mind. Thinking of her, one is tempted to conjure images of Moses, having the audacity to believe that he could part the sea with his staff. The image of Elijah, when defending the God of Israel against the sorceresses of Baal, having the belief that he could command fire from heaven. Or the image of David possessing the otherworldly courage to challenge a Nephilim to a fight to the death. As a note here, Goliath was indeed a Nephilim. Movies, while they try their best, cannot possibly capture the truth of how large these creatures were compared to human beings. Anyways, regarding these Biblical figures and their faith, where does their strength come from? It cannot come from themselves. Had David trusted in his own strength, I am afraid the outcome of the story may have come out differently. This strength comes through faith in the One who can make all things possible. Jehanne, like an Old Testament prophet, trusted in her God. This faith offers a lesson. Perhaps, the greatest lesson that her life does serve to offer. Jehanne, through her childlike belief and conviction for truth and that through God, all things are possible, makes the words of Jesus absolute and unavoidable and undeniable. These words of Jesus are the words that, ‘If you have faith, you can uproot a mountain and tell it to go to the sea.’ Jehanne’s life demonstrates that through God everything can be done. In fact, it’s almost the culmination and perfection of this statement of our Lord’s. From my perspective at least. The faithful of God, in Truth, have been proving this fact for the world – as testimony – since the creation of the world. Jesus says, “Even if you choose not to believe me, how can you choose not to believe in the works that I do through my Father?” In the name of God, again, she was simply a young girl, with zero training. She was simply a girl who believed that God could make it happen. She was simply a girl, who through her conviction and faith, was able to impart that same charisma to a weary and tired army demoralized by enemy oppression and a dreadful loss at Agincourt some fourteen years earlier. Faith must be placed in action. Indeed, it is not a Biblical saying but Jehanne herself says it. There is immense truth in her words when she says, “Act and God will act.” Jehanne teaches the need to pray at all times. As well as the effect of praying at all times.

I found, in my humble and simple research, some references to the fact that Jehanne even influenced nature during battle. Even more astonishing, I found reference to the fact that she was believed to be the reason that a baby, dead for some three days, returned to life so that it could be baptized. These are her own words regarding the event, which support their historical accuracy: "I was told that the girls of the town were gathered before the statue of our Lady and wanted me to come and pray to God and our Lady to bring a baby back to life. So I went and prayed with the others. And finally life appeared in him, and he yawned three times. Then he was baptized, and soon afterwards he died, and was buried in consecrated ground. For three days, I was told, he had shown no signs of life, and he was as black as my jacket. But when he yawned his color began to come back. And I was on my knees there with the other girls, praying before our Lady." What an incredible miracle! Surely, the miracle is as attributable to the other women praying at the site. But, with the grace that had been given to Jehanne, it is hard not to connect the event to her presence. What greater evidence do we require to estimate the holiness of this beloved Maiden? This is a miracle, which unites her to near-divinity, under our Lord. What man has ever heard that dead tissue could return to life? It is unfathomable. On the contrary. With God, all things are possible.

Jehanne’s life demonstrates, through nearly impossible circumstances that chastity and purity are essential for the health of the soul. In the face of threat and violence, I imagine that Jehanne is the strongest example of saintly chastity and purity that we, as the Church possess. St. Dymphna may be a runner up. But, Jehanne’s life shows that purity from the world is a virtue to be nurtured, honored and valued. Her life also illustrates the incredible and remarkable effect that chastity and purity have. I find myself wondering, would this dear saint have been able to accomplish the feats that she did, had she not remained pure? A similar figure comes to mind in another young maiden, consecrated from birth to the Lord, betrothed to a carpenter, who was found with child before the marriage date. Would Mary have been in a disposition to carry the Son of God, had she not been completely pure and set aside? A point of Truth, it was because of her purity and nurtured chastity that she was given the grace to accomplish this. As with Jehanne, I simply wonder whether her purity was a state of grace, which positioned her in a place to receive the countless graces she merited. She is much more than a sexual and gender symbol. Though, I believe strongly that she would be honored to be considered a role model for any one group or people, we must not ignore the very strict faith and purity of this saint. “But to call Joan proto-feminist because she transgressed gender norms is like saying that David and Goliath is really about the virtue of child soldiers.” The American Conservative. The life of the saint demonstrates with perfection, the importance as well as the nearly miraculous effect of remaining pure. I, the author, can personally attest to this. I really only began healing from my own wounds once I had chosen complete chastity.

Jehanne has perhaps the most enthusiastic and charismatic ‘yes’ to the call of God since Our Lady. The most overlooked and important aspect of Jehanne’s life was that she was chosen by God. Above all else. However, her call, her life illustrates what it means to be called by God. What it means to be chosen by God. Yes, God desires our glory. In this glory, He Himself is glorified. If God’s will were unopposed, I really believe that every one of us would be living the happiest, glorious lives we could possibly imagine. We must remember that an enemy is prowling about the earth, searching for souls to devour. All the more reason to armour up. Jehanne revealed something else to me last night. I feel in a way, it was kind of a gentle rebuke against me. ‘Never forget the reason that people are chosen by God. This is to show people that He loves them.’ She said this to me as I went to bed. After, I reflected upon the words. They carried a deep meaning for me. Truth has always been of paramount value to me. Even at the expense of love. I have even coined a phrase (I don’t remember having heard it prior) that without love, truth is harsh. But without truth, love is foolish. Love and truth go hand in hand. Without one, the other ceases to exist. They almost possess a symbiotic relationship. But it’s true, isn’t it? What would the love of God be if He were not to uphold justice as well? The concept of an absolutely loving God is idolatry. To ignore God’s wrath is as to ignore His mercy. If there is no standard to which we are living, what would He need to have mercy for? Alas, thanks be to God, for His love (and mercy) are abundant. But isn’t this is the reason Jesus came to Earth? To bring justice for His little ones. To bring justice for His beautiful ones like Jehanne. This world, tainted by sin, does not always reward faith and love. Even amongst those who consider themselves religious. Jehanne was perhaps the next best example to our Lord of how darkness seeks to extinguish the light of life. Even through this, the beautiful girl’s heart remained untouched by the flames. She has the victory. Still, I think we often forget Jehanne’s humanity. We often forget, as though it were possible, that she was simply a very young girl. And perhaps the greatest argument used against her during her trial by her accusers, that she was simply a poor and ignorant girl, serves itself as God’s greatest argument that through faith all things are possible. Jehanne’s life is probably the most poignant example of how God chooses to use the weak, lowly and humble to confound the strong and powerful.

Jehanne is a beacon of light in the world. She is a source of angelic light. The heart of this girl was so cherished that it was ensured that it was untouched by the flames that engulfed her. In the Kingdom of Heaven, she is among – she is one of – the greatest. Do you know why this is? Yes, she was a holy and sanctified martyr. Yes, she was as pure as light from the midday sun. Her greatness is in her faith. In her obedience to the Lord Himself. What a degree of faith? Alas, her mission belonged to her and her alone. No one else could have accomplished it. I thank my God every moment for sending a post-Christ symbol of Christ in Jehanne and now for the awesome and incredible glory I see her crowned with in her proper place. Where she is at home. Let us seek to honor her on earth as she is in the Kingdom of Heaven! Let us offer her a more perfect vindication. The vindication that she deserves.

This is not an invocation to worship Jehanne or any other of the saints as gods. But by the name of God, man, we need to learn to give honor as it is due. Honor and even providing glory for His saints and martyrs hardly detracts from glory and honor offered to our Lord. On the very contrary, it is precisely because He is a good older brother – unlike the brother in the parable of the prodigal son – that He desires those who have also attained glory to be honored. Jesus is much less selfish than we believe. I personally believe that He is hurt when thousands of saints come to Him and few people on Earth blink. If only due to the ignorance that they were, in fact, saints! I am a very proud and firm Traditional Catholic, myself. I suppose the most unique difference of my own personal faith compared to the Faith I possess is that Traditional Catholicism is quite guarded and reserved in the sanctity of sainthood. There is value of Truth in this, certainly. Who am I? I possess no authority. I feel still, that if anything, the world needs more saints! I was reflecting in faith last night, about the children who are used by terrorists who strap bombs to them, sending them into crowded places. The dears’ simple and trusting love, just do as they are instructed. How could an adult ever possess the capacity to deceive them? Or to hurt them? Jesus. The horror. I wish I could get another glimpse of Heaven so that I could see these children seated in some high places of honor. For the children always see the face of God. The capacity for sainthood is endless. Our search for them should be endless as well. To glorify God! Can’t you see?! Simply imagine a world where saints were cherished, treasured and emulated instead of celebrities… Indeed, the saints have their glory in Heaven. They have the great honor – and what honor could be greater? – of having heard the Lord say to them ‘Well done, good and faithful servant’. But, why would not the Lord desire His good victors to receive the honor they merit? On earth as it is in Heaven. It’s kind of tantamount to spiritual sadism to deprive those saints of their wages. Don’t you think? I am not suggesting we celebrate each of them daily. I am not suggesting we create new forms of the Mass for them. Name of God. Just that we praise them, when it is fitting and right, for the work they accomplish for the Kingdom. Celebrate their lives! It’s kind of a purpose of this article. I am sorry if this work seemed pointed or critical of anyone. Particularly the religious leaders. It’s not my intention to criticize. It’s simply what’s on my heart. And what the saint speaks to me. I know she loves this world with a burning love. I sense that she is concerned for the direction it is taking. Sometimes, telling the truth is the most loving thing someone can do for you. This is the purpose of this article: To remind you that giving honor where it is due, which is a rudimentary concept of social physics, does not have to detract glory and honor from the Lord. If the statement ‘give honor where it is due’ is applicable on Earth with the people of Earth, how much more reasonable should it be for those on Earth in reference to those who have already won their race? If you think about it, why wouldn’t we honor those who have won? In fact, is it not contained within this truth the salvation of our culture? Of our world? Years ago, I wrote a novella, entitled “Producing Reality”. I also wrote an accompanying explanatory essay detailing why I wrote it. In the novella, (a genius satire, if I may say so), I illustrate the effect of mirroring and scripting of entertainment onto the culture. It is a simple thought. In the past millennia, who did people emulate? Who did they admire and seek to idolize? In century, millennia past, those objects of emulation were prophets, saints and social heroes like scientists or artists. In our culture at the moment, what we have is that our young are shown idols in movie actors and Hollywood celebrity and sports stars. This is not a spite against them. They are good at what they do. We must still ask, what is the long term effect this will have upon our culture? When children emulate gangsters and criminals because they are given the illusion of respectability or macho-ism, what effect will this have? Children need good models and heroes to emulate. It’s very simple. What greater place for heroes to be found than within both the Bible and the Book of the Saints? Jehanne, here, I am trying to prove, holds a place even higher than these. This does not serve to detract from the glory of even these. On the very contrary, the glory that we learn to offer one, serves to glorify the others. And certainly, the glory we offer the one, serves to glorify the Head. Who is Jesus Christ. Let us honor Jehanne on earth, with the same honor she possesses in the Kingdom of Heaven. It’s for and within our Lord, anyways.

Jehanne had me write out a very brief message that she has for people. I’m not asking you to believe. But Lord, show it to be true. I desire God to be glorified. But yes, I do desire Jehanne to be glorified so that our Lord can be glorified. This is what the beloved saint has to say: “I want people to know that I was only a young girl. The life and death I had, show how deeply original sin is rooted in the heart of people. I had a lot ahead of me. I had a lot of potential. Through the sacrifice of my body, God tried to show you how much He loves you. It was a renewal of the Cross. He wanted to remind you that love is greater than sin. We are all given an opportunity in life. We live by faith. I, too, was sent by Heaven. My cross was lighter than the Lord’s. Offer your suffering. It is of immense value. My mission was for France. Jesus also came strictly for the Jews. My mission, like that of Jesus, was really for the world. I want to tell you about the importance of purity. While it is an honor to be considered a hero by anyone, I want to tell you how important chastity is. Marriage is good. That is pleasing to God. Me, I was never given that grace. I would have if I could have. I did not want to die. But God’s will is the most important thing. I am not sad that I did die so young. The life I lived was lived for God. The death I died was glorious. It was seen as glorious from Heaven. From your side, what you saw was frightening. Do not be sad. Instead, praise God for my life. Learn from these holy examples you have in the saints. I wish people to know that I loved my tormentors. I prayed for them even as I was dying. I would have been so very small and simple if God had not made me into who I was. My heart is on fire for the world. It breaks my heart to see things the way they are. Always remember that leaders have responsibility for the people they lead. Jesus was the perfect leader because He loved His followers. It’s what I came to show Charles. Thanks God, in time, with time, Charles learned that. God loves you all very much. It breaks His heart to see the world in the state it is in as well. Keep faith that He will turn things around. My life, though I did not necessarily want it to be, acts as a warning. Many of those who had wronged me saw how they were wrong even hours after. I am sad. My only real and true desire in my life, and now, from Heaven, is to see Christ in His proper place as king of this world. It was not only Charles I came to crown. Because of me, Christ and Catholicism were restored to European life. Had this not have happened, Europe would have been lost. God saw this. He willed a different course. A similar thing is happening today. I simply pray that God will step in and show you truth. God will never give up on anyone of you while life remains in your spirit. In our lives, in our nations and in our world. But even in the Church, if He is not wholeheartedly served, that path grows crooked. God must be first served. Have faith. God will never let you down. He never let me down. God’s reward is so much greater than any that the tempter could pretend to offer. It is never too late to cry out for mercy. But that decision is yours. My heart is on fire for the truth. I pray that – I know that – God will show you truth. Real Truth. This will happen when He makes clear the intentions and end of the hearts of men and women. I did not really get to live a life of my own. In this I am connected to you (Here she was speaking of me, Jonathan). My life was entirely in service to God. Because of this, I am glad. But I do hope that God will give me another life. If He were to, I would give to Him and serve Him even more. To God be the glory!”

 

Sources:

The Holy Bible,

https://www.britannica.com/biography/Saint-Joan-of-Arc

Mark Twain – Joan of Arc: A Novel,

https://www.nationalgeographic.com/history/history-magazine/article/joan-of-arc-warrior-heretic-saint-martyr

https://www.mysticsofthechurch.com/2015/06/the-unique-spiritual-events-in-life-of.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfEaMg_mDSA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=paut8nZagK0

https://www.theamericanconservative.com/the-real-joan-of-arc/

Wednesday, November 28, 2018

Rosary of Love


Our Father

Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. (1 Cn 13:4-5) Hail Mary

Let all that you do be done in love. (1 Cn 16:14) Hail Mary

Let me hear in the morning of your steadfast love, for in you I trust. Make me know the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul. (Ps 143:8) Hail Mary

Let not steadfast love and faithfulness forsake you; bind them around your neck; write them on the tablet of your heart. So you will find favor and good success in the sight of God and man. (Pv 3:3,4) Hail Mary

And above all these put on love, which binds everything together in perfect harmony. (Cl 3:14) Hail Mary

So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him. (1 Jn 4:16) Hail Mary

I therefore, a prisoner for the Lord, urge you to walk in a manner worthy of the calling to which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, eager to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. (Ep 4:1-3) Hail Mary

We love because he first loved us. (1 Jn 4:19) Hail Mary

Above all, keep loving one another earnestly, since love covers a multitude of sins. (1 Pt 4:8) Hail Mary
For this reason I bow my knees before the Father, from whom every family in heaven and on earth is named, that according to the riches of his glory he may grant you to be strengthened with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith—that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may have strength to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. (Ep 3:14-19) Hail Mary

Glory be

Our Father

Let love be genuine. Abhor what is evil; hold fast to what is good. (Rm 12:9) Hail Mary

And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. (1 Cn 13:2) Hail Mary

This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you. (Jn 15:12) Hail Mary

Can a woman forget her nursing child, that she should have no compassion on the son of her womb? Even these may forget, yet I will not forget you. Behold, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands; your walls are continually before me. (Isa 49:15,16) Hail Mary

Love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor. (Rm 12:10) Hail Mary

Husbands, love your wives, as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her, that he might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word, so that he might present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such thing, that she might be holy and without blemish. (Ep 5:25,27) Hail Mary

May the Lord direct your hearts to the love of God and to the steadfastness of Christ. (2 Thess 3:5) Hail Mary

No one has ever seen God; if we love one another, God abides in us and his love is perfected in us. (1 Jn 4:12) Hail Mary

If anyone says, “I love God,” and hates his brother, he is a liar; for he who does not love his brother whom he has seen cannot love God whom he has not seen. (1 Jn 4:20) Hail Mary

Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends. (Jn 15:13) Hail Mary

Glory be


Our Father

Because you are precious in my eyes, and honored, and I love you, I give men in return for you, peoples in exchange for your life. (Isa 43:4) Hail Mary

But, as it is written, “What no eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man imagined, what God has prepared for those who love him” (1 Cn 2:9) Hail Mary

Owe no one anything, except to love each other, for the one who loves another has fulfilled the law. (Rm 13:8) Hail Mary

See what kind of love the Father has given to us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are. The reason why the world does not know us is that it did not know him. (1 Jn 3:1) Hail Mary

But as for you, O man of God, flee these things. Pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, steadfastness, gentleness. (1 Tim 6:11) Hail Mary

And walk in love, as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us, a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God. (Ep 5:2) Hail Mary

When I thought, “My foot slips,” your steadfast love, O Lord, held me up. (Ps 94:18) Hail Mary

For this is the message that you have heard from the beginning, that we should love one another. (1 Jn 3:11) Hail Mary

And he answered, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself.” (Lk 10:27) Hail Mary

Let brotherly love continue. Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for thereby some have entertained angels unawares. (Hb 13:1,2) Hail Mary

Glory be

Our Father

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law. (Gal 5:22,23) Hail Mary

Whoever has my commandments and keeps them, he it is who loves me. And he who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and manifest myself to him. (Jn 14:21) Hail Mary

For this very reason, make every effort to supplement your faith with virtue, and virtue with knowledge, and knowledge with self-control, and self-control with steadfastness, and steadfastness with godliness, and godliness with brotherly affection, and brotherly affection with love. (2 Pt 1:5-7) Hail Mary

Because your steadfast love is better than life, my lips will praise you. So I will bless you as long as I live; in your name I will lift up my hands. (Ps 63:3,4) Hail Mary

Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. (1 Jn 4:11) Hail Mary

Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. (1 Jn 2:15) Hail Mary

A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. (Jn 13:34) Hail Mary

For you, O Lord, are good and forgiving, abounding in steadfast love to all who call upon you. (Ps 86:5) Hail Mary

Jesus answered him, “If anyone loves me, he will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him. (Jn 14:23) Hail Mary

My son, do not despise the Lord's discipline or be weary of his reproof, for the Lord reproves him whom he loves, as a father the son in whom he delights. (Pv 3:11,12) Hail Mary

Glory be


Our Father

For the commandments, “You shall not commit adultery, You shall not murder, You shall not steal, You shall not covet,” and any other commandment, are summed up in this word: “You shall love your neighbor as yourself.” (Rm 13:9) Hail Mary

And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. (Rm 8:28) Hail Mary

For the whole law is fulfilled in one word: “You shall love your neighbor as yourself.” (Gal 5:14) Hail Mary

Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline, so be zealous and repent. (Rev 3:19) Hail Mary

We ought always to give thanks to God for you, brothers, as is right, because your faith is growing abundantly, and the love of every one of you for one another is increasing. (2 Thess 1:3) Hail Mary

By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another. (Jn 13:35) Hail Mary

For I want you to know how great a struggle I have for you and for those at Laodicea and for all who have not seen me face to face, that their hearts may be encouraged, being knit together in love, to reach all the riches of full assurance of understanding and the knowledge of God's mystery, which is Christ, in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge. (Cl 2:2) Hail Mary

But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved— and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, so that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. (Ep 2:4-7) Hail Mary

Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God. (1 Jn 4:7) Hail Mary

I made known to them your name, and I will continue to make it known, that the love with which you have loved me may be in them, and I in them. (Jn 17:26) Hail Mary

Glory be

Friday, November 9, 2018

Rosary of Healing


Our Father

He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By his wounds you have been healed. For you were straying like sheep, but have now returned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls. (1 Pet 2:24,25) Hail Mary

“If you will diligently listen to the voice of the Lord your God, and do that which is right in his eyes, and give ear to his commandments and keep all his statutes, I will put none of the diseases on you that I put on the Egyptians, for I am the Lord, your healer.” (Ex 15:26) Hail Mary

Beloved, I pray that all may go well with you and that you may be in good health, as it goes well with your soul. (3 Jn 1:2) Hail Mary

For I will restore health to you, and your wounds I will heal, declares the Lord, because they have called you an outcast: ‘It is Zion, for whom no one cares!’ (Jer 30:17) Hail Mary

Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord. And the prayer of faith will save the one who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. (Js 5:14,15) Hail Mary

Behold, I will bring to it health and healing, and I will heal them and reveal to them abundance of prosperity and security. (Jer 33:6) Hail Mary

The Lord sustains him on his sickbed; in his illness you restore him to full health. (Ps 41:3) Hail Mary

Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. (Mk 11:24) Hail Mary

And Jesus, perceiving in himself that power had gone out from him, immediately turned about in the crowd and said, “Who touched my garments?” And his disciples said to him, “You see the crowd pressing around you, and yet you say, ‘Who touched me?’” And he looked around to see who had done it. But the woman, knowing what had happened to her, came in fear and trembling and fell down before him and told him the whole truth. And he said to her, “Daughter, your faith has made you well; go in peace, and be healed of your disease.” (Mk 5:30-34) Hail Mary

Then shall your light break forth like the dawn, and your healing shall spring up speedily; your righteousness shall go before you; the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard. (Isa 58:8) Hail Mary

Glory be

Our Father

And he called to him his twelve disciples and gave them authority over unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to heal every disease and every affliction. (Mt 10:1) Hail Mary

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. (Ps 147:3) Hail Mary

He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will abide in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say to the Lord, “My refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.” For he will deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence. He will cover you with his pinions, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness is a shield and buckler. You will not fear the terror of the night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in darkness, nor the destruction that wastes at noonday. A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you. You will only look with your eyes and see the recompense of the wicked. Because you have made the Lord your dwelling place— the Most High, who is my refuge – no evil shall be allowed to befall you, no plague come near your tent. For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways. On their hands they will bear you up, lest you strike your foot against a stone. You will tread on the lion and the adder; the young lion and the serpent you will trample underfoot. “Because he holds fast to me in love, I will deliver him; I will protect him, because he knows my name. When he calls to me, I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble; I will rescue him and honor him. With long life I will satisfy him and show him my salvation.” (Ps 91:1-16) Hail Mary

And the Lord will take away from you all sickness, and none of the evil diseases of Egypt, which you knew, will he inflict on you, but he will lay them on all who hate you. (Deut 7:15) Hail Mary

Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen. (Ep 3:20,21) Hail Mary

Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. (Isa 41:10) Hail Mary

He sent out his word and healed them, and delivered them from their destruction. (Ps 107:20) Hail Mary

Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me, bless his holy name! Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquity, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy, who satisfies you with good so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's. (Ps 103:1-5) Hail Mary

O Lord my God, I cried to you for help, and you have healed me. (Ps 30:2) Hail Mary

Therefore, confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working. (Js 5:16) Hail Mary

Glory be


Our Father

Now as Peter went here and there among them all, he came down also to the saints who lived at Lydda. There he found a man named Aeneas, bedridden for eight years, who was paralyzed. And Peter said to him, “Aeneas, Jesus Christ heals you; rise and make your bed.” And immediately he rose. And all the residents of Lydda and Sharon saw him, and they turned to the Lord. (Act 9:32-35) Hail Mary

Jesus said to them, “I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me shall not hunger, and whoever believes in me shall never thirst. (Jn 6:35) Hail Mary

When he went ashore he saw a great crowd, and he had compassion on them and healed their sick. (Mt 14:14) Hail Mary

That evening they brought to him many who were oppressed by demons, and he cast out the spirits with a word and healed all who were sick. This was to fulfill what was spoken by the prophet Isaiah: “He took our illnesses and bore our diseases.” (Mt 8:16,17) Hail Mary

But for you who fear my name, the sun of righteousness shall rise with healing in its wings. You shall go out leaping like calves from the stall. (Mal 4:2) Hail Mary

He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. (Isa 40:29) Hail Mary

I shall not die, but I shall live, and recount the deeds of the Lord. (Ps 118:17) Hail Mary

For no one can lay a foundation other than that which is laid, which is Jesus Christ. (1 Cn 3:11) Hail Mary

And this is the confidence that we have toward him, that if we ask anything according to his will he hears us. And if we know that he hears us in whatever we ask, we know that we have the requests that we have asked of him. (1 Jn 5:14,15) Hail Mary

It happened that the father of Publius lay sick with fever and dysentery. And Paul visited him and prayed, and putting his hands on him, healed him. And when this had taken place, the rest of the people on the island who had diseases also came and were cured. (Act 28:8,9) Hail Mary

Glory be

Our Father

And all the crowd sought to touch him, for power came out from him and healed them all. (Lk 6:19) Hail Mary

I have seen his ways, but I will heal him; I will lead him and restore comfort to him and his mourners, creating the fruit of the lips. Peace, peace, to the far and to the near,” says the Lord, “and I will heal him. (Isa 57:18,19) Hail Mary

Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. (Ps 34:19) Hail Mary

He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” (Rev 21:4) Hail Mary

Not one word of all the good promises that the Lord had made to the house of Israel had failed; all came to pass. (Jos 21:45) Hail Mary

Strengthen the weak hands, and make firm the feeble knees. Say to those who have an anxious heart, “Be strong; fear not! Behold, your God will come with vengeance, with the recompense of God. He will come and save you.” Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the deaf unstopped; then shall the lame man leap like a deer, and the tongue of the mute sing for joy. For waters break forth in the wilderness, and streams in the desert; the burning sand shall become a pool, and the thirsty ground springs of water; in the haunt of jackals, where they lie down, the grass shall become reeds and rushes. (Isa 35:3-7) Hail Mary

Have you not known? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable. He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. (Isa 40:28,29) Hail Mary

And behold, a leper came to him and knelt before him, saying, “Lord, if you will, you can make me clean.” And Jesus stretched out his hand and touched him, saying, “I will; be clean.” And immediately his leprosy was cleansed. (Mt 8:2,3) Hail Mary

When he had entered Capernaum, a centurion came forward to him, appealing to him, “Lord, my servant is lying paralyzed at home, suffering terribly.” And he said to him, “I will come and heal him.” But the centurion replied, “Lord, I am not worthy to have you come under my roof, but only say the word, and my servant will be healed. For I too am a man under authority, with soldiers under me. And I say to one, ‘Go,’ and he goes, and to another, ‘Come,’ and he comes, and to my servant, ‘Do this,’ and he does it.” When Jesus heard this, he marveled and said to those who followed him, “Truly, I tell you, with no one in Israel have I found such faith. I tell you, many will come from east and west and recline at table with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven, while the sons of the kingdom will be thrown into the outer darkness. In that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” And to the centurion Jesus said, “Go; let it be done for you as you have believed.” And the servant was healed at that very moment. (Mt 8:5-13) Hail Mary

And there was a woman who had had a discharge of blood for twelve years, and who had suffered much under many physicians, and had spent all that she had, and was no better but rather grew worse. She had heard the reports about Jesus and came up behind him in the crowd and touched his garment. For she said, “If I touch even his garments, I will be made well.” And immediately the flow of blood dried up, and she felt in her body that she was healed of her disease. And Jesus, perceiving in himself that power had gone out from him, immediately turned about in the crowd and said, “Who touched my garments?” And his disciples said to him, “You see the crowd pressing around you, and yet you say, ‘Who touched me?’” And he looked around to see who had done it. But the woman, knowing what had happened to her, came in fear and trembling and fell down before him and told him the whole truth. And he said to her, “Daughter, your faith has made you well; go in peace, and be healed of your disease.” (Mk 5:25-34) Hail Mary

Glory be


Our Father

And when he heard that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to cry out and say, “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!” And many rebuked him, telling him to be silent. But he cried out all the more, “Son of David, have mercy on me!” And Jesus stopped and said, “Call him.” And they called the blind man, saying to him, “Take heart. Get up; he is calling you.” And throwing off his cloak, he sprang up and came to Jesus. And Jesus said to him, “What do you want me to do for you?” And the blind man said to him, “Rabbi, let me recover my sight.” And Jesus said to him, “Go your way; your faith has made you well.” And immediately he recovered his sight and followed him on the way. (Mk 10:47-52) Hail Mary

While he was still speaking, someone from the ruler's house came and said, “Your daughter is dead; do not trouble the Teacher any more.” But Jesus on hearing this answered him, “Do not fear; only believe, and she will be well.” And when he came to the house, he allowed no one to enter with him, except Peter and John and James, and the father and mother of the child. And all were weeping and mourning for her, but he said, “Do not weep, for she is not dead but sleeping.” And they laughed at him, knowing that she was dead. But taking her by the hand he called, saying, “Child, arise.” And her spirit returned, and she got up at once. And he directed that something should be given her to eat. (Lk 8:49-55) Hail Mary

And he said to him, “Rise and go your way; your faith has made you well.” (Lk 17:19) Hail Mary

“Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes in me will also do the works that I do; and greater works than these will he do, because I am going to the Father. Whatever you ask in my name, this I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask me anything in my name, I will do it. (Jn 14:12-14) Hail Mary

But Peter said, “I have no silver and gold, but what I do have I give to you. In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, rise up and walk!” And he took him by the right hand and raised him up, and immediately his feet and ankles were made strong. And leaping up, he stood and began to walk, and entered the temple with them, walking and leaping and praising God. And all the people saw him walking and praising God, and recognized him as the one who sat at the Beautiful Gate of the temple, asking for alms. And they were filled with wonder and amazement at what had happened to him. (Act 3:6-10) Hail Mary

And his name—by faith in his name—has made this man strong whom you see and know, and the faith that is through Jesus has given the man this perfect health in the presence of you all. (Act 3:16) Hail Mary

Now at Lystra there was a man sitting who could not use his feet. He was crippled from birth and had never walked. He listened to Paul speaking. And Paul, looking intently at him and seeing that he had faith to be made well, said in a loud voice, “Stand upright on your feet.” And he sprang up and began walking. (Act 14:8-10) Hail Mary

But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith that we proclaim); because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. (Rm 10:8-10) Hail Mary

And he said to her, "Give me your son." And he took him from her arms and carried him up into the upper chamber where he lodged, and laid him on his own bed. And he cried to the Lord, "O Lord my God, have you brought calamity even upon the widow with whom I sojourn, by killing her son?" Then he stretched himself upon the child three times and cried to the Lord, "O Lord my God, let this child's life come into him again." And the Lord listened to the voice of Elijah. And the life of the child came into him again, and he revived. And Elijah took the child and brought him down from the upper chamber into the house and delivered him to his mother. And Elijah said, "See, your son lives." And the woman said to Elijah, "Now I know that you are a man of God, and that the word of the Lord in your mouth is truth." (1 Kg 17:19-24) Hail Mary

Then Jesus, deeply moved again, came to the tomb. It was a cave, and a stone lay against it. Jesus said, “Take away the stone.” Martha, the sister of the dead man, said to him, “Lord, by this time there will be an odor, for he has been dead four days.” Jesus said to her, “Did I not tell you that if you believed you would see the glory of God?” So they took away the stone. And Jesus lifted up his eyes and said, “Father, I thank you that you have heard me. I knew that you always hear me, but I said this on account of the people standing around, that they may believe that you sent me.” When he had said these things, he cried out with a loud voice, “Lazarus, come out.” The man who had died came out, his hands and feet bound with linen strips, and his face wrapped with a cloth. Jesus said to them, “Unbind him, and let him go.” (Jn 11:38-44) Hail Mary

Glory be