Know your Worth:

My dear friends, I don’t know how else to help you see. Maybe it is true that I need to suffer to bring about the glory that is to come. I only wish you could see what I sacrificed. If your leaders truly did connect with Jehovah, they would know. They would know that this was always Jehovah’s will. They would know that I already suffered for this. The suffering of my childhood was consecrated. No one is asking you to take up arms, send your toddlers into battle. I think that what I am saying is very reasonable. Christ Jesus was the perfect example. Jesus did not tolerate toxic abuse. Neither did he tolerate bullying. I still have yet to discern why exactly you believe that my sins have merited such an evil, crooked death. You don’t know what you are doing. Is it because of who I was being raised to be? Yes, I was forming to be antichrist. From the outside, I look pretty guilty. What you don’t see, what I still haven’t understood that you haven’t discerned is that I chose this path before I was born. I chose it because it was what Jehovah asked me to endure. I still do not understand the entire reason. I still do not understand why your leaders haven’t been able to discern it yet. Doesn’t make sense for Jehovah to choose to offer such a kingdom of blessings to a man if he chose of his own accord to be a servant of satan. There must be something greater going on. Don’t worry. He will show you. Until then, I will suffer all you feel I deserve. You will feel very sad afterwards. Count is as warning. I’ve told you what I endured. A child’s path in this life is the parent’s in the first several years. This offers humanity a choice. If it’s true. It offers the choice. Which way will you raise your children? To satan? To God? Choose wisely. I am simply astounded that your leaders have not yet been able to discern that Jehovah desires things to transfigure before the end. Again, He will show you. He will show you who I am and what His true will is. Guys, do what you want with me. My life is forfeit. To die is gain. If it means the utterly fantastic blessing of this world, here are my wrists. What are you waiting for? I’m more worried about all of you afterwards. When you realize what you have done to God’s second, youngest anointed. Mark my words, this revelation of awareness of the sins in the closet happens either way. I am not threatening. I think you know it’s true at this point. Your leaders, to this day, have given me zero instruction. I understand it’s threatening to offer wisdom and guidance to God’s true elect and anointed king. It can be intimidating to offer counsel to a prophet of God. But, if you want me to do something, you have got to tell me. Stand up for yourselves. Refuse to be bullied and shat upon by your bullies. Do what Jesus did and take a stand. Golly! Don’t worry. He will show you. I don’t mean to be hard on you. This seems elemental to me. It is not your fault. I know you do the best you can. And I know your motives are healthy. But when the spirit pulls, will you resist? Or will you follow? Name of God! Jehovah is not going to help you if you refuse to help yourself. Have you ever heard the parable of the man in the swimming vest? There was a man in deep water. He was drowning. A lifeboat came by and called out to him. The drowning man will need cooperate for to be saved. If he doesn’t, he will drag the rescuer down with him. I know you’re looking forward to the rapture. What if it doesn’t happen? Will you walk as sheep toward the furnace? I am screaming at the top of my lungs: you needn’t do that. Stand up, men! Know your worth and value in God. You are not sheep for the slaughter. Name of God. Who is leading you to suicide? Show me him and I will show you a man who does not have your good interest at heart.