Look, guys: I’m not trying to belittle my sin. My sin is grievous. I pray for those I have hurt every day. And not an hour passes where I do not think about my actions. Here: it is not in self love to live one’s life grovelling. You need to know that I am forgiven and justified. Does this avail me of taking accountability? No. I am prepared to take accountability. And I believe God will give me the grace to endure that well. It was never intended to be this way. If I was intended to be rewarded so wonderfully, there must be more to this story. This childhood foundation thing? It’s more than just a thing. You ignore it and spit upon it as though this were simply a divination and unfruitful prophecy. God will show you. If it’s true, what we do truly is not as important as who we are. We will be unable to judge people any longer. Not everyone will have had the same starting point. Do you see what this means for the faith? As it is, it is a zero-sum game. Just because I am prepared to take accountability does not mean it just. Justice. This world tries to catch a glimpse of the meaning of that word. Here: It may seem strange, given the severity of my sins. What I endured was more injurious because of the way it impacted my life. You still have not grasped the significance of childhood suffering because you are still playing by your zero-sum game. Satanic Ritual abuse forms these little ones. Look, I’m not trying to justify or wash away my sins. I’m saying though, there is a reason for it. I can say all I want that when the truth comes out, as do yours. It doesn’t mean anything. Because what you see now is what you see. You see a murderer, among other things who is claiming something, which sets him apart from the rest of you. The only thing? What he is claiming is circumstantial. What he has claimed has yet to be proven. What you see is that justice needs to be done. You see a man call himself a prophet of God. That he claims he speaks to God. His message goes against even the religious leader’s message of his day. Because of this, you use his sin against him as leverage. You ignore the miracles he is performing, the miraculous circumstances surrounding his truth, the obvious symptoms he displays. This is about justice. I simply say, if you knew the truth about what happened in my case, like you were meant to, you would understand. If Jehovah desired to bless me so much, despite my sin, what does that mean? Again, I leave that in the capable hands of your leaders to decide. Even though they may not be the ones to make the right decision. I trust. Listen to me very carefully: what is the difference between a revealed sin and a concealed sin? I know on this matter it doesn’t bear factual weight. Because it has not yet been revealed. Christian faith… true Christian faith… the very building blocks of this is repentance. Contrition. The recognition that we are all sinners. Our hearts are wounded. We are all kind of murderers… We are all kind of rapists… Here: this will take on an entirely different dimension when my truth comes out. You will see then how many unconfessed, mortal sins you have. It is a warning. I, in humble submission and holy fear, ask you to repent. When this truth comes out, you will be surprised as to what is hiding in your briefcase of consciousness.
Friends, I don’t know how to keep telling you. You are judging me as a manly man superhero. Because I say God speaks to me. You’re really not giving me a chance. I cannot understand why you think a man deserves a penance of a worldwide crucifixion. It’s because you are jealous as nail. It’s because you are contemptuous and bitter. I am beginning to see my fate. If it were penance, you wouldn’t need record my room, the shower in my home, tell all my sins in confession. Friends, you are being used. This is about humiliation. Not penance. Jesus died so that we could be free from humiliation. This is about causality. Something your barbaric approach to sin ignores. I’ve got to ask: If this is what is going to happen, what are you waiting for? You’ve got to know, the more ‘penance’ that you inflict on me now, the more I shall be glorified after. Remember: it is not the Church councils that make saints. It is God first. Remember: Even Jehanne D’Arc was excommunicated. Even Archbishop Lefevbre was excommunicated. Even Adolf Hitler, in this life is demonized. I personally have seen him lifted up among the saints. He has a message for you. He apologizes and says you are wrong to judge him with such hate. He says they have it wrong about him. He says that the information that was spread about him was meant to demonize him. Guys, I don’t want to disparage you any longer. You are beautiful. Every last one of you. Even at your worst. Jehovah sees the potential in you. I too, choose to see your potential. You need know I am prepared to suffer a thousand deaths. For the children. This was never Jehovah’s will for my life. It is now. I see that. It became His will for my life near the end of my stay at MH. Mary came to me. Before I fell asleep one night. She spoke with me sternly yet lovingly. She said that the council of men would never acknowledge my greatness. She told me that my message and God’s message opposes their dominion. Heck, my journals through which were spied all the time that I was there contained notes on God’s promise to me that the papacy would be restored at my death. She said that I needed to be strong because of what they would do to me. It was never the will of God that I suffer more. The suffering I already endured was the reparation. He wanted me to die happy. I see that is not going to happen. I thank you, still for the crown of glory you are preparing for me. I want all of you to know, communists, my enemies (I don’t even know who they are! Know that it’s not mutual) that I love you. Every last one of you. I shall be your pillar. Let us await truth with patience and love. Be strong my friends. It was never my choice that it come to this. Now is the time to build your friendship with God. You can do this. Persevere in prayer. You need to know that I am sorry for my sin. If my attitude bothers you, you need to stop doing things intentionally to provoke my humility. Again, perhaps humiliation has been penance over the centuries. I am proclaiming new day in the Church of God. The Church of God does not use satan’s tactics in order to grow people in holiness. I understand the reason you desire to humiliate me is because you do not know what I have endured. It baffles my mind, the proclaimed people of God embracing such evil and justifying it! I don’t know why you try to humble me when it is God who is trying to lift me up. Not that He is choosing to. Because of what I chose to endure for Him that my truth will simply keep trying to come out. Haven’t you realized that it is not always me who reminds you? Seems common sense what I say to you. Friends, I don’t have kids. You tell me if this is happening. It’s Biblical. From Ham and Noah, to Canaan, the mongrel offspring, to Lot and his daughters, to the admonished family of the epistles of Paul, to the men of Sodom. Seems common sense. I don’t know. Maybe I need take a step back and look at it from your views. Trust that you are doing very well. Trust that even if it is true, your sexing your children, God loves you enormously. He is very proud of you. Every single one of you. Even those who have yet to repent. For He sees your potential. He sees the children within you. You’ve got to know, if you choose apart from Jehovah your God, you will be choosing on your own part. Know that God… Jehovah of Armies… chooses you. Every single one of you. The worst person of earth… He chooses. Adolf Hi… Ops! Can’t say that any more now that we know he is interceding for us. One of the Nephilim, he even sees the best in. So, friends, know as of this moment: Jehovah wants every one of your souls. He is incredibly merciful. Incredibly just. His mercy and justice goes beyond anything we can imagine. You need to work on your friendship with Him. You know, I prayed today. I don’t know too many good things about the blokes who nearly killed me. Not because there aren’t. It’s because I never knew them well. I asked Jehovah to show me somethings about that for which I could be thankful and compassionate. In that very instant, he revealed to me their child selves, being abused and neglected. As I was. As we all were. One time or other. I wept. Friends, Jehovah chooses you to have life this day. Choose Him. The choice is up to you. It is in your hands. Will you answer your Father’s call? He wants you to be happy. He wants you to run into His arms. He wants you to show Him everything and problem you have in your life. Jehovah loves you.
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