Penance!

Penance… Seems appropriate. You see a man committing serious sins. The best thing for him, the most appropriate thing for him is to make amends. Penance. You are bitter. I don’t blame you. The sins I commit are serious. What you cannot grasp is that they do not belong to me. I get the feeling that in the past, faithful leadership have understood my message as to say that the way we are raised influences our behavior. Even that trauma stumbles. Yes, it is true. And you would be right in saying that for a long time, this was my message. To me as well, Jehovah’s holy spirit speaks progressively. He simply speaks to me first. He will show you. Here: I have got to be a lot more compassionate on myself. It’s not that trauma stumbles or that the way parent’s raise their children influence them. For Josiah had a wicked grandfather. He escaped fully this wicked influence. Josiah has become a role model for me. But, alas! The days of Josiah and David and the patriarchs are over. Original sin has reached a climax. Josiah and David did not experience what we experience these days. What is happening these days did not happen at the time of these prophets. Satanic ritual abuse. You hear me say it. Perhaps it’s even normal to you. For I know your hearts. I know many Christians today even practise this amongst their families. It’s become so mainstream. It’s not your fault, entirely. This is the reason I was sent. Look: you have yet to grasp the severity of this childhood programming. It says much to the culpability of these little ones. It says much as to the emotional well-being of these little ones. Penance… What I endured in my childhood was penance for the entire world. You may feel very foolish when God arises in my defence. I’m telling you, you are not thinking things through well. If I have to suffer, I will. You seem to think you are going to cancel me. A thing I find absurd. Jehovah will justify everything and make sense of everything. Your leadership is broken. They are threatened by me. This is the reason they sell me to communism to do what they will. They have their back against a wall. They are being coerced into handing me over. They see the encroaching world powers that are changing and they seek to placate them. They have been infiltrated decades ago. They see in me a scapegoat. They see in my message the capacity to create change. They don’t understand what I have already endured. The others, well they simply look with their physical eyes. Penance… My entire life has been penance. You see things with your physical eyes. You see me as spoiled because I had a movie made about me. You see me as spoiled because I was well-off growing up. You are worldly people. You can’t see spiritually further than your hand. You’ve no idea what I was raised into. I tried to explain it. Nobody listened. You see wealth and popularity and even opportunity as blessing because you are worldly people. You are a worldly church. I would have sacrificed all of this material piss for peace of mind and safety. You are right in saying I have endured stress a long time. Still, you believe I merit penance. Your penance is no more than a political silencing tool. Censorship and control. HA! In fifteen minutes after my death, the trials against me will be considered a farce. Like the Nuremburg trials. I am not hiding my sin. I wrote it into my book (All that I had remembered) and my new book! I have confessed it even though it was prior to my baptism. You are bitter because of the seriousness of my sin. You cannot see the fact that everyone of you is guilty in the exact same way. Here: Some time ago, I confessed to my priest that I sinned against my abusers. The priest was searching for ways for me to make amends or reparations with them. It was then that I realized, the only thing you are missing in all of this is the truth about what happened to me. It makes sense of everything. The reason you cannot cancel me. Hard as you shall try. God vindicates me in every respect. For if your priest knew the truth, he would be compassionate. Understanding the culpability aspect and the stumbling aspect. Let me tell you a rhetorical story: A baby girl (for women children seem to have earned more respect these days) is raped daily until she is ten. She tells her papa not to. He hits her when she tells him that. One day, he forces her for fellatio. Well, she chomps down in an act of defence (which may be confused as her emotional state, resultant from the abuse leaves her) and severs his manhood. The defence lawyers and retarded justice system sure will try to make it seem like she had done a thing wrong and evil to poor ol’ papa. You and me, though, we know a bit better. Don’t we? It’s the absurdity! And to think justice has truly become so blackashedly corrupt. Corrupt as bleeding nails! And you think you have everything under control! Here: that emotional instability and defence mode does not just turn off with time. Until it is dealt with and confronted, it will continue to have hold. It’s a reason I was meant to receive justice after telling my truth as a kid. Guys, I have said before: You are like the bully in school who, after punching a kid in the head, a hundred times, accosts this kid when he gets aggravated for having anger problems. For having emotional instability. Pointing out to people how he deserved to be punched in the head. I am simply surprised not a one of you can see through what is happening here. It’s common psychology. The mob will believe only what they see. It doesn’t matter what caused the sin to them. To them, what matters is now. And the emotional reactions involved. It’s extremely unjust. There may just be an ingredient of retardation in there as well. Either way, your understanding of faith needs remodeling. Don’t be retards. Don’t be like the retarded lawyer who suggests that a little girl is evil and guilty for this obvious crime. The retarded thing about this is that it actually happens. A lawyer years ago accused a young, four-year-old girl of seducing her father when he raped her because her diaper was loose. I hate to say it: your worldly justice systems is also quite, quite retarded. The overhaul the world needs is coming. Sit tight. King comes. As such, your leaders, your elders, even the hierarchy only knows the Bible. Well, the elders. Maybe not the hierarchy! Look: satanic ritual abuse… I know! Satanic ritual abuse… satanic ritual abuse… satanic ritual abuse… It’s an excuse. Stop blaming your sins on others. Take ownership! Cold! Satanic ritual abuse has a purpose. Its purpose is to craft wicked ones. Even from the sheep of God. It happens to children. Your pope is wrong. I hope he is not a bolshevik. Here: he doesn’t speak to God. No one can blame him for this last element at least. For corroborating with the enemy of culture and civilization. Hmm. Anything he says in this case will only be his opinion. Or the opinion of his predecessor. This is not a spiritual matter. I am simply telling my story. And who possibly in the grand good world could argue with a gent telling his story. Might look a little foolish in so doing. Jehovah will show you this. And you will weep that you have not had a leader over you in decades. The purpose of satanic ritual abuse is to wear down one’s sense of everything. It’s to fashion evil people. It’s to warp consciences. This poses a great threat to the world. They know. Don’t be fooled, Church. They know. Even before you. These satanists know exactly what’s what. They laugh at your complacency. Look: Guys, I am sorry. I am very hard on you. Especially with the incestuous secret you are all carrying. You need to know, I believe the best for you. For this world. This world can improve. Drastically. I am trying not to be criticizing of your leaders. I want to love the pope. But you may need to assess who among us is walking you towards death, misery and tragedy. Penance… I leave it to you to decide whether I deserve what they are intending for me. In my opinion, no man’s sins should merit the cruelty they are planning for me. Guys, my brain was severely injured. I have had a severe disability for the past twenty years for standing up for truth. Truth… yes… you simply haven’t seen it yet. If true, what happened to me, I suffered all of this for you. For Jehovah. Your pope is wrong. Wisdom is not pride. Anger? Would I not have a right to be angry? No, wisdom is not pride. Truth is not pride. You are offended by me because I embody a thing which you cannot. This priest was wrong. When you are judging, you cannot see the sin that caused it. Do you really still believe I am lying? Anyways, if I am asked to do this, Jehovah will heal me completely to do it. The moment you try to humiliate me, God heals me and reveals what’s really happening. I believe the pope and the hierarchy will have a lot to explain after this.