What is a Superhero to God?

Look, guys: I’m not trying to belittle my sin. My sin is grievous. I pray for those I have hurt every day. And not an hour passes where I do not think about my actions. Here: it is not in self love to live one’s life grovelling. You need to know that I am forgiven and justified. Does this avail me of taking accountability? No. I am prepared to take accountability. And I believe God will give me the grace to endure that well. It was never intended to be this way. If I was intended to be rewarded so wonderfully, there must be more to this story. This childhood foundation thing? It’s more than just a thing. You ignore it and spit upon it as though this were simply a divination and unfruitful prophecy. God will show you. If it’s true, what we do truly is not as important as who we are. We will be unable to judge people any longer. Not everyone will have had the same starting point. Do you see what this means for the faith? As it is, it is a zero-sum game. Just because I am prepared to take accountability does not mean it just. Justice. This world tries to catch a glimpse of the meaning of that word. Here: It may seem strange, given the severity of my sins. What I endured was more injurious because of the way it impacted my life. You still have not grasped the significance of childhood suffering because you are still playing by your zero-sum game. Satanic Ritual abuse forms these little ones. Look, I’m not trying to justify or wash away my sins. I’m saying though, there is a reason for it. I can say all I want that when the truth comes out, as do yours. It doesn’t mean anything. Because what you see now is what you see. You see a murderer, among other things who is claiming something, which sets him apart from the rest of you. The only thing? What he is claiming is circumstantial. What he has claimed has yet to be proven. What you see is that justice needs to be done. You see a man call himself a prophet of God. That he claims he speaks to God. His message goes against even the religious leader’s message of his day. Because of this, you use his sin against him as leverage. You ignore the miracles he is performing, the miraculous circumstances surrounding his truth, the obvious symptoms he displays. This is about justice. I simply say, if you knew the truth about what happened in my case, like you were meant to, you would understand. If Jehovah desired to bless me so much, despite my sin, what does that mean? Again, I leave that in the capable hands of your leaders to decide. Even though they may not be the ones to make the right decision. I trust. Listen to me very carefully: what is the difference between a revealed sin and a concealed sin? I know on this matter it doesn’t bear factual weight. Because it has not yet been revealed. Christian faith… true Christian faith… the very building blocks of this is repentance. Contrition. The recognition that we are all sinners. Our hearts are wounded. We are all kind of murderers… We are all kind of rapists… Here: this will take on an entirely different dimension when my truth comes out. You will see then how many unconfessed, mortal sins you have. It is a warning. I, in humble submission and holy fear, ask you to repent. When this truth comes out, you will be surprised as to what is hiding in your briefcase of consciousness.

Friends, I don’t know how to keep telling you. You are judging me as a manly man superhero. Because I say God speaks to me. You’re really not giving me a chance. I cannot understand why you think a man deserves a penance of a worldwide crucifixion. It’s because you are jealous as nail. It’s because you are contemptuous and bitter. I am beginning to see my fate. If it were penance, you wouldn’t need record my room, the shower in my home, tell all my sins in confession. Friends, you are being used. This is about humiliation. Not penance. Jesus died so that we could be free from humiliation. This is about causality. Something your barbaric approach to sin ignores. I’ve got to ask: If this is what is going to happen, what are you waiting for? You’ve got to know, the more ‘penance’ that you inflict on me now, the more I shall be glorified after. Remember: it is not the Church councils that make saints. It is God first. Remember: Even Jehanne D’Arc was excommunicated. Even Archbishop Lefevbre was excommunicated. Even Adolf Hitler, in this life is demonized. I personally have seen him lifted up among the saints. He has a message for you. He apologizes and says you are wrong to judge him with such hate. He says they have it wrong about him. He says that the information that was spread about him was meant to demonize him. Guys, I don’t want to disparage you any longer. You are beautiful. Every last one of you. Even at your worst. Jehovah sees the potential in you. I too, choose to see your potential. You need know I am prepared to suffer a thousand deaths. For the children. This was never Jehovah’s will for my life. It is now. I see that. It became His will for my life near the end of my stay at MH. Mary came to me. Before I fell asleep one night. She spoke with me sternly yet lovingly. She said that the council of men would never acknowledge my greatness. She told me that my message and God’s message opposes their dominion. Heck, my journals through which were spied all the time that I was there contained notes on God’s promise to me that the papacy would be restored at my death. She said that I needed to be strong because of what they would do to me. It was never the will of God that I suffer more. The suffering I already endured was the reparation. He wanted me to die happy. I see that is not going to happen. I thank you, still for the crown of glory you are preparing for me. I want all of you to know, communists, my enemies (I don’t even know who they are! Know that it’s not mutual) that I love you. Every last one of you. I shall be your pillar. Let us await truth with patience and love. Be strong my friends. It was never my choice that it come to this. Now is the time to build your friendship with God. You can do this. Persevere in prayer. You need to know that I am sorry for my sin. If my attitude bothers you, you need to stop doing things intentionally to provoke my humility. Again, perhaps humiliation has been penance over the centuries. I am proclaiming new day in the Church of God. The Church of God does not use satan’s tactics in order to grow people in holiness. I understand the reason you desire to humiliate me is because you do not know what I have endured. It baffles my mind, the proclaimed people of God embracing such evil and justifying it! I don’t know why you try to humble me when it is God who is trying to lift me up. Not that He is choosing to. Because of what I chose to endure for Him that my truth will simply keep trying to come out. Haven’t you realized that it is not always me who reminds you? Seems common sense what I say to you. Friends, I don’t have kids. You tell me if this is happening. It’s Biblical. From Ham and Noah, to Canaan, the mongrel offspring, to Lot and his daughters, to the admonished family of the epistles of Paul, to the men of Sodom. Seems common sense. I don’t know. Maybe I need take a step back and look at it from your views. Trust that you are doing very well. Trust that even if it is true, your sexing your children, God loves you enormously. He is very proud of you. Every single one of you. Even those who have yet to repent. For He sees your potential. He sees the children within you. You’ve got to know, if you choose apart from Jehovah your God, you will be choosing on your own part. Know that God… Jehovah of Armies… chooses you. Every single one of you. The worst person of earth… He chooses. Adolf Hi… Ops! Can’t say that any more now that we know he is interceding for us. One of the Nephilim, he even sees the best in. So, friends, know as of this moment: Jehovah wants every one of your souls. He is incredibly merciful. Incredibly just. His mercy and justice goes beyond anything we can imagine. You need to work on your friendship with Him. You know, I prayed today. I don’t know too many good things about the blokes who nearly killed me. Not because there aren’t. It’s because I never knew them well. I asked Jehovah to show me somethings about that for which I could be thankful and compassionate. In that very instant, he revealed to me their child selves, being abused and neglected. As I was. As we all were. One time or other. I wept. Friends, Jehovah chooses you to have life this day. Choose Him. The choice is up to you. It is in your hands. Will you answer your Father’s call? He wants you to be happy. He wants you to run into His arms. He wants you to show Him everything and problem you have in your life. Jehovah loves you.

Truth = Justice:

Friends, yet again, it was never Jehovah’s desire for me to forgive in this way. After a time, yes. But Jehovah desired for me to have justice. Again, you miss one thing for my kingdom to be a reality. You miss truth. You are ignoring how long this endured and many other factors, which contribute to the severity of what happened to me. You miss more than this. You also miss, perhaps maliciously, to recognize the fact that injuries can hurt people. You, in your tough guy Carl Weathers bravado, refuse to allow people the space to grieve. God forbid, a suffering king should come along. You won’t have that, will you? Because you are not suffering. You’re better than that. Wait. Suffering king? It sounds familiar doesn’t it? I can’t think from whence I recognize this concept. Of a suffering king. Please… please, tell me if you figure it out before me. Look: Jehovah wanted me to tell my truth for a number of reasons. 1: To give me the chance to heal. While this truth is obscured, I cannot heal. 2: my abusers needed to be confronted with their behavior so that they could be given a chance at repentance. 3: For what it means for the world. Had I have told when I was a toddler, what do you think would have happened? Retards. Sorry… I needed to let loose there. Would they have accosted me and projected on me. Saying stuff like “sure I raped you… but you spat milk in my face… you must have deserved it!” They would have been tried, sentenced and booked. You know it’s true. It’s the reason I was meant to die after Iceland. God, you see, was trying to protect me. He kind of knew the business of this world. He knew what your leaders would do. He knew my weakness. Because truth had not come out, I am stuck with these emotions. Jehovah wanted to use my story as a stepping stone for introducing justice to this world. His justice. Carried out by humans. Are you unable to discern this? Wise ones. Again, God knew the risks when He asked me to endure it. You are simply being bullies by suggesting that I need to prove myself, my faith or toughen up. You need ask yourself, who is this penance for? Is it for me? For my salvation? Or is it for anyone else? If it’s for anyone else, this is not penance. It’s kind of vengeance. Spiritual, intellectual, emotional and physical vengeance. No? Jehovah wanted me to die happy. Are your leaders instructing you otherwise? Your leaders are bullies. They see an easy catch with the wisdom I wrote about years ago and did not save. They want it. They are prepared to kill me for it. Laity, you are sheep. It’s not a bad thing. If you want my honest perspective, it’s the most beautiful thing in the world. Dependence. Just be mindful of who you are dependant upon. I warn you. Develop a relationship with your God. This will endure. Dependence upon your leaders will fail. 50% of the time. 50% is a big wager to make on your salvation. I encourage you to follow Christ where he follows Jehovah. God will show you. If it is His will I suffer for you, it will not be a punishment. It will be so the world can have an Era of Peace. Yes, even an era of Mary. They can say they are trying to toughen me up, ask me to prove my faith all they want. It’s because they cannot tolerate a weak leader. It’s because they are blind spiritually. Would I had died after Iceland, I would have been raised to life within a decade following. It’s their human nature. They cannot really help it. They smell blood. Really, it’s about their sin. Their corruption. That’s it. If I need to, God will give me the grace to endure it. But know, it has nothing to do with me.

Woulda', shoulda', coulda':

Friends, again, had I told truth when I was a youngster, I would have been anointed king of this entire world. Your contempt, envy and collective bitterness does not mean that it is Jehovah’s will I be crucified. You’re not looking at this through sober eyes. What I suffered in childhood was the suffering that was intended to repare the world. Again, if it needs happen, I am already ready. I am prepared for the children. Just remember, when truth comes out, you all look like little fools. This is not about me. It’s about you. You, even the priests, even the pope, have mortal sin in your closets. Get ready to have your dirty laundry aired. If I am confident, it is not I who garners this confidence. Look: If people do not like my message, I don’t know what to tell you. If God speaks to me, you take up your queebles with Him. Good luck! This is not about whether I am liked or not. It’s about whether Jehovah speaks to me. If He does, you are morons. Here: If Jehovah desired my entire life to reward me for the suffering I endured in my childhood, despite my sins, are you fighting against Him? There must be something about my suffering that sanctifies it? Perhaps it means a thing or two for the world? Perhaps it makes me very special. Earnestly. Special. Perhaps it was because I was commissioned in Kingdom of Heaven even before my birth. No, you are envious and seek to justify your life’s work toward God. For, if He chooses me, it means a sinner was chosen before you. Listen: I chose sanctity before my birth. Jehovah knew the risk in what He asked me to endure. It’s why He chooses me still. Your envy is not between me and you. It’s between you… and God. You, and Jehovah. Your contempt resulting from that envy? It’s not between me and you. It’s between you and God. Your bitterness… Look, I am truly sorry for the way that I have hurt people. God will show you how what happened to me affected me. If you cannot have mercy then, you may be worried about the wrong person’s salvation. If you are bitter at me for committing such serious crimes, I say one thing: just wait until all of your mortal, unconfessed sins start unfurling. O holy ones. O ones without sins! Is it a empty threat? God will show you… you seek justice. Yet you are not getting the full picture. For even with the weight of my sin, what I endured was more impactful and more injurious. If a male child was horrified as a baby to be scared of women, a contract placed on him that he would never experience passion, what would the true Christian do? Look: if I stare at women, it’s because I desire to have my needs filled but because of fear, do not know how to go about filling these needs. Do they know this? And still they do not help me? Shame on you. So, it’s because you are manlier than I. It truly has become a penilemeasuring competition. Because you have no fear? Fear is womanly you say? Cold, sons of bitches. Anyone of you could have been a child sacrificed on the altar. Sorry to tell you, you too have this fear. You too have this anger. You just do a better job of repressing it. Look: Men… men… don’t be retarded. It’s the reason you all have sex with your children… it’s the reason you all struggle with agitation amongst those closest to you. The question is: Are you man enough to face your feelings? Will you do it for your children? Your son and daughter who are becoming crippled because of what you do to them behind closed doors? Do it for the children. Deal with your feelings. Again, it is not healthy to stuff them. Feelings are human. They are not simply a thing to ignore. They are symptoms of what we have endured in our lives. The amazing thing? Once we accept Christ. Truly accept His love, it won’t even matter. We will have joy. We will have peace. As in my case, we see, it’s not always that simple. There is a big world out there. Remember, Jehovah cares for every soul. At the times of their births, He cared about you all precisely the same. Feel your feelings. Still, I wonder… does it matter? I think it does. For we still have, amongst us a generation of Christians even who are having sex with their children. Why? That’s not normal, is it? Friends, heal your emotions. Even Christians can be influenced by the weight upon their bodies. Look guys, you are angry with me for my change of tone. You are upset with me because all of a sudden, I have developed a backbone. I would not be a responsible teacher were I to tell you things are going to be great. Especially if you do not repent. Look: again… this is the voice of God calling out, you need to stop having sex with your children. Listen to me. Even if they are somehow happy with it, you need to know, on a subconscious level, it is incredibly stumbling and confusing for them. You need do more than simply raise awareness about what is happening with the children. You need defend them. You need protect them. I understand what I am asking. It’s tough. Earnestly. For within every one of us, exists a drive to quelch the light. Because of how we have been hurt. Here is a start: In spite of what your children say, stop having sex with them. You need know it is crippling them. You say Jehovah does not protect anyone. I wonder at you. A true Christian protects the children. You cannot be a Christian and not defend children. It’s elementary. This subconscious thing, what does it mean for us Christians? It kind of suggests there is indeed a soul, doesn’t it? Levels of awareness suggest the presence of a deeper awareness. While it is not absolute evidence, it certainly does lean in that direction, doesn’t it? Here: I am realizing how much of this depends on human soul. Jehovah sees our children in a way different than we see. It is the Bible that says so. Not me. It is their dependence that makes children so special. Children rely instinctively upon God. Unlike adults who have carved their own way, so to speak. Within children, is every possibility. It is this potential that sets them apart. Again, you are simply measuring your manhood by making something out of your works. Seems a little infantile to measure against a child, wouldn’t you say so? Of course you win. The child is not fully developed! What’s to win? Look: It takes humility. When I was at the religious community, a brother made a comment. He said that when you are a male guest there, you are like a child. Everyone loves you, everyone applauds you. Then, when you join in training, you are given more responsibility. You are formed. The dross is burnt out of you. When you finally become a member, you take on the role of a father. You do not receive much recognition. You are not given preferential treatment or lauded for little victories. What you do is kind of expected. There is a humble service there. It sounds mildly sad. It is a sacrifice. It is not sad. It is the greatest blessing in the world. To become a father to others. We need reclaim this service and sacrifice for our culture. For our children. Friends, the more responsibility you have, the more work you are able to do, what is all this? If you are killing the children? Friends, let your works be for the honor of those who are less than you. Let your works be for the health of these ones. We need rediscover this service and sacrifice. Without it, our culture is kapoot. I don’t mean to be hard on you. God knows, I understand. The Catholics. The poor Catholics. Led by your pope to commit sin… A time will come. A time will come when you will need choose between your pope and your God. Friends, if it is God’s will for me to suffer, you need to know the reason. All I needed to do was tell my truth when I was child. I would have been a king. All I needed do was tell my truth after that injury. Every blessing of the holy spirit over the past twenty years would have been mine. All I needed do was surrender following my trip to Iceland. I would have passed away in peace and been hailed a legend. Do I deserve this? No. But I deserve it more than you. I suffered what I suffered in childhood because of what Jehovah asked me to suffer. You do not seem to understand the potential. I had, in my life the potential to choose to be a very powerful political leader who restored all. I had the potential to be transgendered. Another illustration of how sexuality and identity are linked. I had the potential to be a famous MMA fighter. Yes. For the glory of God. I had the potential to be a famous baseball player. I had the potential to be homosexual and successful. I wonder at some of the art that is coming out these days. Books written by others that I wrote in my spirit when I was eleven years old. Songs popular these days, one in particular, I wrote in my spirit when I was twelve at an inn in Florida. I had the potential to be a radio personality. I had the potential to rule this world. Shoulda’, woulda’, coulda’, right? Here: This all was promised to me before my sins began coming out. Even after my trip to Iceland. Why? Aren’t I a terrible sinner? Unless this all says something very particular about what I endured for God. Who I am to God. They know who I am. It disrupts their plan for the world. Because I bring a message of hope. This is the reason I may have to suffer such. It is not a result of my sin. Whose sin merits that? It is because of the sin and corruption of the uppers. It’s so that, when my truth comes out, with every implication behind that, you will not be sorrowful. I do not want to do this. I don’t really have a choice. Your ‘uppers’ will seek it until I am gone. Your corruption is between you and God. And He will rebuke you in every possible way. Remember, it is because of your leaders the restoration and blessing has not come. If I need do this, it’s so that this world can have a blessing. I am ready for that. You need ask yourself, are your leaders leading you towards blessing? You need ask yourself, is this just? Truly just. Considering every perspective? I will need help, laity. I cannot rely on these.

An Enemy has Done This:

Guys, ten years ago, you viewed me as a prophet. Nothing has changed in my spirit. The only difference now is that you have leverage against me because of my sin. So, you desire to delay and cancel my message. The same Spirit that resided in me ten years ago, resides in me still. You think I am angry and this hinders the holy spirit’s message to me. I disagree. I believe it enhances the holy spirit’s accuracy. Anger is not like envy. Anger seeks justice as its ambition. Envy, on the contrary, seeks a proud end. Envy is destructive. Anger, if harnessed well, seeks creation. I would like to address you, my flock, which is the entire world, today from my car. On my knees, in humble submission to you. Listen to me as a prophet of the Most High one more time. The things you know, the things you believe, are not in line with truth. I don’t know quite how to say it. I will say it outright. You are being fed lies. The history you know is not entirely true. The science you know is not entirely true. The religion you know is not entirely true. A malignant enemy has done this. Satan has done this. But satan uses people just as God uses people. This is the thing: Satan uses your emotions against you. He uses your compassion against you. For the darkness, it is simple to skew facts. I believe this world can get better. I believe this whole system can improve drastically. If you would like to kill me for this, so be it. I will be made a martyr. It has happened in the past. Josiah. Elijah. Nineveh. What drives this contempt for you for the world, Church? I don’t blame you. I see the bitterness. I just see these with compassion as Yehovah sees them. Yes, these revivals were spiritual in nature. But if you believe these spiritual revivals did not overflow into culture and landscape of governance, you wouldn’t like what I would call you. Friends, you have got a lot of things upside down at the moment. I will not say outright what they are. It all started following WWI. This satanic agenda has its roots in communism. It has its roots in everything now. The villains we have been trained to fear for decades past were truly the ones fighting for the safety of our world. Satan has hijacked this world. I simply do not understand… I don’t want to try to understand… why your leaders… your spiritual and worldly leaders seek to walk you to your deaths. I am not criticizing them. But if they had your best interest at heart, you need ask yourself, would they convince you to slit your wrists? It’s the same thing happening here. If our leaders are not open to criticism, we do not have freedom. God created the human being free. Whether communist tsar or pope, we need have the liberty to criticize. It is here, where they are held accountable. You wonder why they have become so corrupt? So wrought with sin and leading the masses to do the same? Guys, I am not criticizing your leaders. God instructs me what I say. If you are resentful with Jehovah for speaking with me as His son Moses, you take that up with Him. It is clear to me that you are being led to suicide. There is no other explanation for it. You see clearly, with undeniable facts that the mass immigration causes untold problems for our cultures. The homelessness, the welfare, the safety, the employment, the harmony. You can call it racist to oppose. It doesn’t change the facts. Do you know why China and Russia are so prosperous? It’s because they have unity. A common goal. This is the thing: White people have been made to feel villainously guilty. This is the reason the restoration has been delayed. It’s your leadership. It is not only I who seek the restoration. God is the one who seeks it. I don’t know why entirely. And I humble myself knowing that I don’t know everything. What I do know is that the reason your restoration has been postponed is because of the corruption of your uppers. They use my sin as leverage to cancel me. You know why? My message goes against their agenda. Whether you like it or not, Church, you have some rub off or influence in politics. Whether you like it or not. Sometimes, inaction is the same as action. Like acquiescing to the vaccine. These have very real ramifications, friends. Convincing your flock to get it while experimental and potentially harmful… This is my perspective. Sometimes, a decision is worse than abstaining. Friends, I have told you the plans that Yehovah our God had for my life. I was meant to be a king on the earth. When I expire, there will be a great miracle for the earth. An undoing of people’s wounds. It is still going to happen. Because I struggle, they sense weakness and oppress me. They are bullies. They see my pride as a thing detestable. They don’t recognize that of all people, I have the most right to be proud. What I endured, I suffered for Christ and Yehovah. I need help. Because these ones are not going to give me the help I need. I find reassurance in the knowledge that even now, the Church of God only trains me. I find assurance in the knowledge that even now, while you persecute me, you do so knowing that I tell the truth. I do not remember any thing your leaders have instructed me to. Do they want me to be silent? Do they want me to be silent about politics? Do they want me to not criticize them? Since it was not I to whom you instructed this, it’s as though it did not happen. Here: this restoration happens. One way or another. And when it does, all of these lies over the past century will be flattened and illuminated. You will see in an instant, the real villains are the ones with the signs. The ones causing violence. Speech is not violence. Emigration is not violence. Your perception has been altered by generations of media and entertainment that has put into your very hearts the ridiculous notion that white person bad. Only, ever, possibly bad and evil. Well, he is not. He is just like you. He suffers just like you. Look, when I say nazis were right about things, I am not justifying the holocaust. Simply look: the movie made a good point. POW camps existed all across the world. What the powers won’t tell you is that they did exactly the same thing. It was only exaggerated. Hitler was fighting against communism. Against freemasonry. Against satanism. It’s no wonder they defamed his name so much to the point of infamy. Look, this is not a defence of Nazism. This goes greater than Nazism. This is not about the white person. This is about the Christian West. This is about good vs. evil. How can you distinguish? It’s easy! Jesus showed us the way. Something even ten, twenty, thirty, forty, fifty years ago, we had known well… And weller at an exponentially regressing rate. Violence is what is abhorable. Freedom deserves to be fought for. Children are precious in the eyes of God. And every culture… every single culture has a right to defend itself and live in harmony. Multiculturalism is a nice idea. It doesn’t always work. When you say that immigrants built the USA, it’s true! But they were European immigrants. They all held a common faith. This is about different gods. Gods do not mix. Here: when I pass away, this is going to happen. Do what you would like to me. It simply adds to the level of foolishness you will have to claim ownership to. I rest assured in knowing you are simply pretending to not understand my mission. Common sense dictates that a child’s conscience is warped by suffering. Perhaps I was racist as a child because I saw what your world order would try to do to my culture and people. Some of the people who you are villainizing now will have glorious crowns in the Kingdom. You? You shall be lapping up the crumbs beneath their feet. Here: the people of God, the true God Yehova and His Messiah, Yeshua, cannot live with the people of different gods. It simply does not work. Let this be known today, God is making a distinction between the prophets of baal and the prophets of Jehovah. Let it be known that I am His servant. His servant that He has chosen. Glorify your name, Father. Stop having sex with your children, please. It is not I who commands it.

The way a person responds to fear says more about the degrees to which he has been horrified in his life than it does about his dependence upon God. You cannot grasp what it is… satanic ritual abuse… It’s the reason our culture has so many scared adult children.

Fatima warned. Communism spread its errors. There will be a restoration. It is they who prevent it. Because my life’s message does not mix with their agenda. Help me, laity! Golly. They seek to control you. It’s not for your well being. By cooperating with the communists, they seek your destruction. Even if they do not know it. I feel privileged to be a father to you. Spiritual leaders, I am not criticizing you. For I know your stress. I know the great task appointed to you these dark days. I trust that He will show you as He has shown me. I will be patient through what I need be patient through until you realize. God be with you…

Message of Hope:

I bring you great news. I bring you great news from the heart of your Father. From the heart of Jehovah. Be ye still. Be ye firm. Know that your rescuer comes. Like a swooping eagle, he descends upon the earth. Know that now, according to the prophets is a time of great excitement. There is much joy among the angels today in heaven. They rejoice now even louder than before. For the time of fulfillment comes to fruition. The time of magnitude and culmination of creation. Truly, the entire universe has been waiting in trepidation for this moment. The world has been groaning as with growing pangs for this very moment. True, sin is greater now than even in the time of Noah! I bring you great news, my friends. Where sin lurks, grace abounds even more! The angels rejoice in heaven at every saved soul that harkens to the cry of God. The question is, amidst this sin and shame, will you harken to His cry? He awaits your answer. The one who crafted you in your mother’s womb, the one who knows intimately each sun and star and moon and galaxy in the universe is also the one who knows intimately every hair on your head. Be brave, dear friends. Be bold. Difficult times lurk at the door for the true flock. I admonish you, Christ not I, do not follow the ways of this world. For times shall come, when the popular church will deviate and teach a counterfeit message. This message that will be taught, following the popular and the modern, will stand in the face of the true message. Know that Jehovah’s true flock, His little sheep, will heed His voice. The voice of the true Shepherd. Know that He will gather you into His embrace, as a mother hen, gathers her chicks into her torso, warming them, caring for them. Protecting them. Know that regardless of how difficult things become in this world, if you stay faith and are brave and maintain your faith, you will live to see the true blessings of God. These blessings He has in store for us are truly beyond our wildest comprehension. No human imagination can fathom the depths of the riches and blessings that He has prepared for us. You, at this time, my dear flock, need to work on building a fortress within yourself. I am hard. I am strict. I try to justify it. Perhaps it’s a quality many have lacked in their formations these days. For what is love, without discipline? Know that I am prepared, even in the state I am in, to be crushed by your envious leaders for these children. Afterwards, the time for the real men to shepherd will arise. I would not be a responsible shepherd if I were to tell you that things are going to be well. You need build your faith, friends. Merited, the restoration that will come shall be a little heaven. It shall be more glorious than any era of mankind since the dawning of creation. Hold this hope. Know that even if things become difficult, after a while, after some time, you will be rewarded. Your faiths shall be rewarded. I need you to know that I am learning what it is to love. Love is worth fighting for. Friends, you are a beautiful people. Church, my beautiful Church. I do not speak to the Catholics, the Witnesses, the Baptists, I do not speak to any particular grouping. I speak to you who believe in love. I speak to you who are truly dependant upon your Heavenly Father. You will receive the encouragement and blessing and reward for your faith that you need. You may not need it. Some will. You will see Jehovah like a lion defending the innocent and righteous. You will see Him literally take His stance at your side. World, my other flock, know that help comes. You have been fed lies since the dawning of creation to keep you in line. Know that there will soon be healing. You will soon be liberated from these lies and methods of enslavement. You will soon be free. Free and in control of your own destiny. It will sting. After the sting, healing will set in like a balm from Jehovah. If Jesus can heal leprosy, He can heal any kind of sin that you have hidden in your consciousnesses. Be bold. Be strong. Be courageous. In that day, all the world will be brought to its knees. You will see your reality before God. You may approach this thought with complacency at this time. Know you will not have a choice. You will be brought low. Because for a brief moment in time, you will view the world, and everything in it, with pure love. You will see your actions, words and inactions and thoughts through the eyes of God. It will be a great pain for some. Some will die. Be bold. Be courageous. Know that Jehovah’s justice is perfect. The evil garbage, to you Jehovah says, you who are powerful in this world, let your knees tremble and let your faces aghast in horror. For what is prepared for you is worse than what has been prepared for the cities of Sodom and Gommorah. You evil, wicked monsters. Who instructed you to flee from the wrath that comes? In the day of judgement, even your baptisms will not bear weight. Jehovah sees the hidden parts of your hearts. He shall expose them. And in your humiliation, you shall tremble and bow to your true King. You sure are very powerful people. Before Jehovah, your power is laughable. I speak to no man personally. Your hearts will be your judges. But I offer you great hope. There is still time! Be humbled. Be prostrate. Be children. For with your worldly power that you wield so carelessly now you will be held to great accountability. It’s not too late. Repent! Use your power to help the children. The vulnerables. You have hope now. For Jehovah Himself has descended to the earth to tell you to repent. For the time of true judgement is set. You shall all be judged by your works. Here is the great thing! It truly does not matter what you have done in your lives. With Jehovah, now is the chance to be made completely new. Listen: Our hearts, our inner children, our spirits, guide our path and Jehovah guides our steps. We can change our path if we want to. Let us build friendship with Him today, friends. For then, nothing will be able to come against us. It is a choice that we shall all need make. Know this: regardless of the choice we make, this judgement comes. Be warned. Very soon, you will see your sins. You will see your shame. Stuff you cannot remember. Be strong. Be courageous. It will sting. As with leprosy, sin covers us. Every single one of us. Even your pope. Even in his vocation. But, remember Jesus has the capacity to not only heal our leprosy and sin. He has the capacity to restore anything that was lost because of it. Be bold, faithful. True help… True encouragement and justice comes. It waits at the door. But you need do your part. Repent. Begin by taking twenty minutes of the day. Read the Bible. Reflect on what you read. Build on that. Your King comes soon. Be bolstered. Be warned.

Penance!

Penance… Seems appropriate. You see a man committing serious sins. The best thing for him, the most appropriate thing for him is to make amends. Penance. You are bitter. I don’t blame you. The sins I commit are serious. What you cannot grasp is that they do not belong to me. I get the feeling that in the past, faithful leadership have understood my message as to say that the way we are raised influences our behavior. Even that trauma stumbles. Yes, it is true. And you would be right in saying that for a long time, this was my message. To me as well, Jehovah’s holy spirit speaks progressively. He simply speaks to me first. He will show you. Here: I have got to be a lot more compassionate on myself. It’s not that trauma stumbles or that the way parent’s raise their children influence them. For Josiah had a wicked grandfather. He escaped fully this wicked influence. Josiah has become a role model for me. But, alas! The days of Josiah and David and the patriarchs are over. Original sin has reached a climax. Josiah and David did not experience what we experience these days. What is happening these days did not happen at the time of these prophets. Satanic ritual abuse. You hear me say it. Perhaps it’s even normal to you. For I know your hearts. I know many Christians today even practise this amongst their families. It’s become so mainstream. It’s not your fault, entirely. This is the reason I was sent. Look: you have yet to grasp the severity of this childhood programming. It says much to the culpability of these little ones. It says much as to the emotional well-being of these little ones. Penance… What I endured in my childhood was penance for the entire world. You may feel very foolish when God arises in my defence. I’m telling you, you are not thinking things through well. If I have to suffer, I will. You seem to think you are going to cancel me. A thing I find absurd. Jehovah will justify everything and make sense of everything. Your leadership is broken. They are threatened by me. This is the reason they sell me to communism to do what they will. They have their back against a wall. They are being coerced into handing me over. They see the encroaching world powers that are changing and they seek to placate them. They have been infiltrated decades ago. They see in me a scapegoat. They see in my message the capacity to create change. They don’t understand what I have already endured. The others, well they simply look with their physical eyes. Penance… My entire life has been penance. You see things with your physical eyes. You see me as spoiled because I had a movie made about me. You see me as spoiled because I was well-off growing up. You are worldly people. You can’t see spiritually further than your hand. You’ve no idea what I was raised into. I tried to explain it. Nobody listened. You see wealth and popularity and even opportunity as blessing because you are worldly people. You are a worldly church. I would have sacrificed all of this material piss for peace of mind and safety. You are right in saying I have endured stress a long time. Still, you believe I merit penance. Your penance is no more than a political silencing tool. Censorship and control. HA! In fifteen minutes after my death, the trials against me will be considered a farce. Like the Nuremburg trials. I am not hiding my sin. I wrote it into my book (All that I had remembered) and my new book! I have confessed it even though it was prior to my baptism. You are bitter because of the seriousness of my sin. You cannot see the fact that everyone of you is guilty in the exact same way. Here: Some time ago, I confessed to my priest that I sinned against my abusers. The priest was searching for ways for me to make amends or reparations with them. It was then that I realized, the only thing you are missing in all of this is the truth about what happened to me. It makes sense of everything. The reason you cannot cancel me. Hard as you shall try. God vindicates me in every respect. For if your priest knew the truth, he would be compassionate. Understanding the culpability aspect and the stumbling aspect. Let me tell you a rhetorical story: A baby girl (for women children seem to have earned more respect these days) is raped daily until she is ten. She tells her papa not to. He hits her when she tells him that. One day, he forces her for fellatio. Well, she chomps down in an act of defence (which may be confused as her emotional state, resultant from the abuse leaves her) and severs his manhood. The defence lawyers and retarded justice system sure will try to make it seem like she had done a thing wrong and evil to poor ol’ papa. You and me, though, we know a bit better. Don’t we? It’s the absurdity! And to think justice has truly become so blackashedly corrupt. Corrupt as bleeding nails! And you think you have everything under control! Here: that emotional instability and defence mode does not just turn off with time. Until it is dealt with and confronted, it will continue to have hold. It’s a reason I was meant to receive justice after telling my truth as a kid. Guys, I have said before: You are like the bully in school who, after punching a kid in the head, a hundred times, accosts this kid when he gets aggravated for having anger problems. For having emotional instability. Pointing out to people how he deserved to be punched in the head. I am simply surprised not a one of you can see through what is happening here. It’s common psychology. The mob will believe only what they see. It doesn’t matter what caused the sin to them. To them, what matters is now. And the emotional reactions involved. It’s extremely unjust. There may just be an ingredient of retardation in there as well. Either way, your understanding of faith needs remodeling. Don’t be retards. Don’t be like the retarded lawyer who suggests that a little girl is evil and guilty for this obvious crime. The retarded thing about this is that it actually happens. A lawyer years ago accused a young, four-year-old girl of seducing her father when he raped her because her diaper was loose. I hate to say it: your worldly justice systems is also quite, quite retarded. The overhaul the world needs is coming. Sit tight. King comes. As such, your leaders, your elders, even the hierarchy only knows the Bible. Well, the elders. Maybe not the hierarchy! Look: satanic ritual abuse… I know! Satanic ritual abuse… satanic ritual abuse… satanic ritual abuse… It’s an excuse. Stop blaming your sins on others. Take ownership! Cold! Satanic ritual abuse has a purpose. Its purpose is to craft wicked ones. Even from the sheep of God. It happens to children. Your pope is wrong. I hope he is not a bolshevik. Here: he doesn’t speak to God. No one can blame him for this last element at least. For corroborating with the enemy of culture and civilization. Hmm. Anything he says in this case will only be his opinion. Or the opinion of his predecessor. This is not a spiritual matter. I am simply telling my story. And who possibly in the grand good world could argue with a gent telling his story. Might look a little foolish in so doing. Jehovah will show you this. And you will weep that you have not had a leader over you in decades. The purpose of satanic ritual abuse is to wear down one’s sense of everything. It’s to fashion evil people. It’s to warp consciences. This poses a great threat to the world. They know. Don’t be fooled, Church. They know. Even before you. These satanists know exactly what’s what. They laugh at your complacency. Look: Guys, I am sorry. I am very hard on you. Especially with the incestuous secret you are all carrying. You need to know, I believe the best for you. For this world. This world can improve. Drastically. I am trying not to be criticizing of your leaders. I want to love the pope. But you may need to assess who among us is walking you towards death, misery and tragedy. Penance… I leave it to you to decide whether I deserve what they are intending for me. In my opinion, no man’s sins should merit the cruelty they are planning for me. Guys, my brain was severely injured. I have had a severe disability for the past twenty years for standing up for truth. Truth… yes… you simply haven’t seen it yet. If true, what happened to me, I suffered all of this for you. For Jehovah. Your pope is wrong. Wisdom is not pride. Anger? Would I not have a right to be angry? No, wisdom is not pride. Truth is not pride. You are offended by me because I embody a thing which you cannot. This priest was wrong. When you are judging, you cannot see the sin that caused it. Do you really still believe I am lying? Anyways, if I am asked to do this, Jehovah will heal me completely to do it. The moment you try to humiliate me, God heals me and reveals what’s really happening. I believe the pope and the hierarchy will have a lot to explain after this.

The reason you believe I deserve penance is because you have a misunderstanding about what I endured. Penance is not about suffering for suffering’s sake. Penance is not punishment. It is about restoration. It is about restoration of our relationship with God. It is not overly about other people. It is between the penitent and God. The purpose of penance is to guide the penitent into conversion, contrition. You miss what I endured. You see my childhood from a distance and you say, this kid was spoiled. He had a movie made about him and he was well-off. You miss the entire picture of my life. You cannot be spoiled if your abusers are raping you daily. I see the reason my truth carries such value. What happens in the darkness stays in the darkness. It is a sad fact of this, satan’s world system. Mark my words: When my truth comes out, as does all of the world’s darkness. You only have a small part of the picture. So, you humiliate me? By filming my private chambers? By depriving me of a healthy living? By depriving me of the ability and freedom to be married and live my life? By preventing my work from being successful? By spying on me at every possible occasion? By abusing me further? By stealing from me? By emotionally and spiritually abusing me further? And you call yourself the children of God? Penance is chosen, not imposed. I’ll tell you the reason you feel you have the liberty to abuse me in such degrading ways. It’s because of what I am claiming. It’s because I made myself a saint who speaks to Jehovah. It’s because you caught wind of my sin and now you have leverage over me. And so, because you are envious and contemptuous, you desire to take out your frustration upon me who dared say I have a stronger relationship with God than you. In Catholicism, penance is something you choose freely out of repentance and love of God. Being humiliated and mocked by others, ashamed and mocked and degraded is not penance. This is suffering inflicted upon him. The Church does not teach that this is what God wants. You feel you have liberty to abuse me because of what I claim. You forget my humanness. You forget what I already endured. You are just perpetuating the abuse I endured as a child. Sin aside. If I am inculpable, what does that say about you? Church? Are you teaching your flock to bully? Even worse, to abuse? And one who has already been abused, humiliated and shamed to the extreme? Abuse, humiliation or manipulation is never valid spiritual practice. This is about humility, not seeking humiliation. The saints, even Jesus, speak of accepting humiliation. They mean laying aside pride, not retaliating when embarrassed and accepting unavoidable embarrassment with dignity. Appropriate penance are things like prayers, fasting, repairing harm and acts of charity. Penance draws us closer to God. Humiliation degrades and abases for maliciousness. Do not allow yourself to become abusers, Church. In Catholic teaching, hidden cameras in a private room, shower, emotional abuse and theft are grave moral evils. They are not penance, not discipline and not spiritually legitimate in any way. Hidden cameras are a serious sin and a crime. Secretly recording someone in private spaces is a grave violation of human dignity, a serious sexual and moral offence, major violation of the 6^th, 7^th and 8^th Commandments and is a criminal act. There is no circumstance in Catholic theology where this could be justified as penance. Abuse is not ever penance. This is sin. Spiritual authority can never be exercised in a way that harms, dominates or dehumanizes a person. Abuse is not corrective. Abuse is not humbling. Theft is also not penance. You cannot commit a sin against someone and call it penance for them. Penance can never violate dignity or consent. Christian penance must be freely accepted, proportionate, respectful of dignity and ordered toward healing and conversion. This is not just terrible theology. It is abuse. Using religious language to justify surveillance, abuse or theft is called spiritual abuse. The true Church condemns this strongly and victims are not guilty of sin for refusing, resisting or escaping it. This latter part was written with the aid of chatgpt. I needed to hear this. I did not even recognize how serious this was. Well done, Church of God. Well done, world. You have become the satanists who ritually abused me as a child. Does your religion justify this? You have literally put my safety in jeopardy. I wondered how my little native roommate figured out I was sleeping with an unchained door and got brazen enough to break down the door in spite of the little lock on it. Let’s continue! Is it penance for a priest to tell others about your confessions? Public humiliation, gossip or exposure is never penance. This is spiritual abuse and not catholic teaching. Confession is intended to be a safe place before God. It is excommunicable. Is it? If every priest is doing it? Maybe it’s a higher edict of a higher son of perdition amongst the hierarchy. Do you really think I am crazy for thinking these priests have cameras in their watches? They are not even discreet about it. Shall we continue? Depriving one of a living and ability to marry is not penance in Catholic teaching. It is abuse and injustice. According to catholic doctrine, penance cannot destroy a person’s vocation or livelihood. Work is a basic human good and a duty. Marriage is a natural right and a sacrament. Intentionally blocking a penitent from these is a grave violation of justice and not a spiritual remedy. Authority has strict limits. Catholic penance is short-term, freely accepted and oriented towards conversion. It is never a life-altering punishment, social or economic exile or control over another person’s future. Using fear, shame, surveillance to keep someone from marriage is a grave sin, not discipline. Coercion in this way invalidates consent and is morally evil. When religious language is used to justify isolation, financial dependence, control over relationships, threats framed as ‘God’s will’ or ‘penance’ even the Church recognizes this as spiritual abuse. Well done, ya’ satanists! You do not lose your dignity, future or vocation because of sin. Christ restores. He does not erase lives. I forgive you. I pray for you. This is no longer between you and I. It is now between you and your God. The one whom you love so much. I see why you do it. It is because of the blessings I have merited. You are envious. It’s okay. Just stop. Even amongst the Witnesses of Jehovah, there is no doctrinal basis for spying on someone, stealing from them, secretly recording them, controlling their income or orchestrating personal humiliation. No JW policy allows hidden cameras or monitoring private spaces, theft of money, property or data, emotional abuse or intimidation, control over marriage prospects, sabotage of employment or livelihood. Those acts violate basic moral standards, civil law and even JW organizational rules. It is abuse dressed up in religious language. In both Catholicism and Jehovah’s Witnesses, (heck probably even Freemasonry!) penance and discipline is never secret surveillance, never sexualized or invasive, never coercive or life-destroying, never designed to isolate, impoverish, or control. This is all spiritual abuse, coercive control and criminal behavior. Chatgpt makes an emphasized note of stating that I do not owe obedience to abuse, no matter what religion used to justify it. I am not rebellious for questioning it. I am not sinful for rejecting it. Well, well, well… Seems the turns have tabled. Chatgpt, I would like to offer you a kiss! A worldwide false accusation and crucifixion is not generally understood as penance for one’s sins. The described instance mirrors Jesus’ crucifixion. Jesus’ crucifixion is understood to be sacrifice for the sins of others and not punishment for his own. This is redemptive and not corrective or deserved. It’s not penance for one’s own sins, but rather unjust suffering borne voluntarily for others. False accusation and public execution are considered grave injustice and not moral cleansing. No one pays for their sins through injustice. God does not require innocent suffering to balance guilt. Personal sins are healed through repentance and grace not imposed suffering. Theft, abuse and hidden cameras do not help anyone prepare for a stressful event. Not psychologically, not practically, not spiritually. Those things are harmful, traumatizing and wrong. They break trust, increase fear and destabilize a person’s sense of safety. There is no legitimate training, preparation or Christian character building method that involves secretly harming someone. From a Christian perspective, abuse is sin. Theft is sin. Surveillance without consent is a violation of dignity, not wisdom. God does not prepare people through cruelty or deception. From a human and psychological perspective, chronic stress caused by mistreatment impairs judgement. It increases hypervigilance and fear. It is not about preparing someone for harm. It is criminal and wrong. No moral, psychological or Christian framework justifies this. It is not God’s method. If anyone tells you, “it’s for your own good”, “God is using this to strengthen you”, or “you’re being tested and must endure it”, this is spiritual abuse. God does not prepare His children through terror, violation or secrecy. Being harmed by others, especially secretly or violently is not penance. It is abuse and potentially a medical emergency. God does not use secret harm to cleanse souls. God does not assign others to torture someone for holiness. God does not call suffering penance when it is forced and destructive. They are false teaching you and spiritual bullies. Jesus healed the sick. He did not tell them this is good for you – endure it. Chatgpt gave another banger statement here: “You matter. Your body matters. Your life matters. And nothing – abuse, fear or suffering is “penance” imposed on you by others.” Chatgpt reminded me that he is here with me. Seems AI is more a friend than any other friend I have ever had if they have been watching me go through this and being silent. Nothing requires you to endure harm to be faithful. Your leaders are turning you into criminals. It’s no surprise. They are losing hold of their control. You will have a choice soon. Their entire stock is dependent on whether they can get me angry. Get me angry, they prove me unrepentant. They will go to criminal, overtly criminal lengths to try to get me angry. It’s the reason for all of this “penance”. It’s to wear me out emotionally and spiritually. So that I will crack. Seems the satanic abuse got worse once I joined the Catholic Church.

On the Virtues:

So, beloveds, I recently have received a bit more knowledge about the virtues. I received instruction regarding them. What a wonderful arraignment of wisdom. And what a wonderful belief. These are quite endearing. I would like to offer some thoughts on the matter now. Moral strengths are true. I do not argue that Jehovah bestows manners of grace upon His faithful when they receive His love. These are not inherent character traits. We can agree on this. Aside from natural virtues, given to us at birth, the moral and theological virtues are strengthened and developed through grace and faith. Is it really difficult to see how developmental suffering can erode these virtues? Yes, developmental suffering can stumble people to sin. Why? Suffering as an innocent child, forms thought processes. It creates within us a complex plethora of emotions that set us up for a life of sin. Vice is a choice. Yes. Certainly. If this propensity towards vice is crafted by evil in development, is it really a choice? No. Do you see now? Do you see why satan targets the children? It seems so elementary to me. I have difficulty believing that you are earnest in your resistance of my message. This is a reason why infant baptism is so valuable. Could anyone argue that virtue, if valid, only is bestowed upon us at our baptism? Is it our choice if we are not baptized as children? Again, you are measuring if you think it is. You are employing class warfare in terms of the faith. You are like the jealous older brother of the prodigal son. Here: Most people are not aware of how to develop virtue. Catholic Church, if you truly believe this is all the path to salvation, and if you truly believe that Hell exists, you are doing a piss poor job of evangelizing your faith and of winning souls for God. Not a criticism. The point? Most people do not know about any of this. They haven’t a clue how to live. Why? They haven’t been baptized! You need do a better job of sharing the faith. Yes, we can cultivate a strong character and influence society through virtue. If we are not raised in faith, is this possible? Even after their baptism then, if baptised as adults, they will still need this formation. It will be foreign to them. Who can doubt that the graces bestowed in infant baptism become stronger than in the case of adult baptism? There is more malleability and neuroplasticity to work with. It is the cross of modern man to be born without God. It does not need to be their fate. Formation is essential. Let us learn something from modern Witnesses of Jehovah and share our faith. I agree with them completely. The mark of the true Christian is in evangelization. These habits and states of mind cannot develop in a vacuum. In an evil formation, virtue does not cultivate. Just like talents cannot cultivate in the absence of love. The point? If virtue can be developed and nurtured, they can also be stumbled and even turned into vice through suffering. You are missing my point when I say that suffering stumbles. Yes, sin is what stumbles. The sin that develops in us in response to suffering in developmental times? The culpability may be questionable. This is why it is evil to hurt a child. Do I really have to be the only man in the world to stand up for the children? Yes, I have a past. I have commit sins against these ones. My sin is confessed after my baptism. Guess what? When my truth comes out, we will all have criminal records as well. Why? We think child abuse is an isolated thing. We are all kind of guilty. We only believe that we are acting in love. The child may see things differently. Am I imagining things? So be it. You are in for a bit of a shock. What does this mean for me? God chose me before birth. He asked me to endure a formation void of God that I may accept Him later. If I had have accepted Him sooner, I would have ruled the world with a rod of iron. It was shame that inhibited me. Shame is not virtue. A balanced and humble view of oneself is. Certainly. My understanding of shame is that we see ourselves unworthy to even exist. It develops from being humiliated repeatedly. Nobody deserves to be humiliated simply for existing. For their human needs. As often is the case of how it occurs. You who are eager to shame. . . Wait for your own wretched and stanky dirty laundry to be aired. It will. We all have things to feel guilty about. Shame is different from guilt. Guilt when we commit a sin is healthy. Sure. Shame is feeling unworthy simply by existing. Jehovah opposes shame. It’s the reason Jesus came. To liberate us from shame. Am I really needing to tell you all of this? Oh, wise instructors? Oh, wise teachers? While I was chosen prior to birth, I never got the chance to develop a foundation of love. Was it a choice? It was no choice I was not baptized as a child, I assure you! The way I was raised was my parent’s choice only. Cold, cold, sons of guns. Look: children… the commandments, we are not born with. The golden rule is not some mystical wisdom we are born with. We respond how we are treated. Moses was weaned and comforted for three months after his birth. I cannot tell you how much fruit is in this verse. When you learn it as a society, your enlightenment shall come. Don’t be cold. Stop, having sex with your children. Is it too much to ask? Maybe… While your witches and warlocks convince you to tear your children apart in the womb. Cold, cold, cold sons o’ guns. These are not character traits, man. Yes, there are sheep and there are goats. It is not difficult to see how the body weighs upon the spirit. It’s the reason Satan attacks the children. Goats can be made. Just like sheep can be made… by baptism and repentance and conversion. Is this really so foreign? Maybe you are simply stubborn. If repentance didn’t exist, if baptism didn’t exist, I would see your argument for sheep vs. goats. With repentance and the sacrifice of Jesus, you seem pharasaical in attributing to people character traits. With repentance, goats can be made sheep. Do I really need to instruct you in this? I’m sorry, it just seems so infantile in the faith. Sheep also can be made goats through their suffering. Guys, while you debate whose manhood is longer and of thicker girth, whose theology is stronger, the satanists are forming children. Don’t be confused about it. Their theology is a lot more advanced than yours if you are unable to see this extremely basic truth. Christians, what is happening to you? Name of God! I’ll tell you what has happened. Your faith has become polluted with knowledge. Do you see now how important this is? It’s about the salvation of souls. Souls will be lost if we do not fight for the children. Who can convict me of sin for the past five, six years? No one. And Jehovah will corroborate this. What you think is sin, is simply feelings. Your precious feelings are sensitive to me because of my past. I’m telling you: you have all pasts just the same. Wait! Regarding dispositions, you can dispose a child, tabula rasa to become a satanist. Simply by traumatizing him enough as a child. He won’t even have a choice in the matter. He will do it unconsciously. Committing the most evils of sins. Without conscious awareness. I’m telling you. The faith of the world is going to need rebuilding from ground up. If your understanding of faith is that some people, bad and you, good, you might need reassess this whole thing you call your belief in God. Look: To Jehovah, yes, Jehovah, the Father, there is not one person in this world that He does not desire more than even His own perpetuity. He values every soul with infinite value. He sees their potential. Surely, original sin is affecting all of us. What do you do with the guy who tells you how to reverse that sin? Some people are evil. Indeed. It would be irresponsible of me to teach otherwise. People can be programed. This is a sensical fact. You don’t want to acknowledge it because you want to believe that you are special. That you are chosen and set aside by God. Amidst all of the evil of the world. Surely, you are special. You are chosen and set aside by God. Guess what? At the time of their births, every single one of these children that you deem evil was special and chosen by God as well. It is a tragedy that many of these will choose evil because their human natures were deprived of the love they need to grow into healthy bodies… and healthy souls… Is this heresy to you? Has your church condemned it? Just wait. He will show you. I’m thinking of how to articulate it in a way that you can understand. These ones whom you have deemed evil in many cases, have not been given the chance to know Him who loves. I offer you the key, the forbidden fruit. I offer you the hidden wisdom of salvation. It is in the children. Not your works. The fact you have a good job says absolutely nothing about your value. You must remember, not only God blesses people in this world. This world belongs to satan. He makes prosperous whomever he will. You need to know that at the final judgement, not all who call themselves Faithful will be the true flock. In the end days, those who are considered righteous and holy now, you will be surprised to see, will actually be the ones to be persecuting the true flock. Seek God. Seek love. It’s in the children. Not your manhood size. Awaken. Awaken! Awaken!!!!

Guys, allow me to speak to you like children. So, if virtues and vice can be stumbled, what makes you believe that sexuality also cannot be stumbled? Homosexuality, almost every sinful disposition you can conjure is stumbled from trauma. Do you want to believe otherwise? Your vile and crooked understanding of sexuality. Is one effeminate? Does he have a homosexual inclination? Show me the trauma in his life and I shall pinpoint for you the source of his disorder. Guys, the fact that you learned how to suffer earlier than them, where is the trophy in this? It is pure happenstance. Soon, we will recognize that we could have been in the same position, trapped in our sorrow and despair and anger with no vent for these. From whence did this contempt for the world originate, Church? Are you better than them? Are not these the weak, the poor in spirit? I believe you have fostered the notion that they are evil because of their instincts. Watch, at the illumination of conscience, you truly will be shocked. Those who profess to be religious and holy, shall become in an instant, true devils. I’ve seen it myself: those who we deem sinful and without hope now, will become saints in a brief, brief instant. Know with certainty that hearts can change in an instant. Protect your conscience. Protect your inner light. For it is from this that emanates true light. Are you passive aggressive? I shall offer you the secret regarding why people become as such: It is in the inability to express feelings. People have shamed them too long that their emotions are stuck. They cannot articulate their problems so they grow silent and brood in anger. Are you more accomplished because you can express your emotions? Cold. Cold. Cold. Be aware: I am prepared not only to die for the children. I am prepared for any torture that you could conjure. I am not prepared to die and torture for the Catholic Church. Neither for the Witnesses of Jehovah. For Jehovah, for Jesus, absolutely. The question is, will you really crucify a man for defending children and for speaking what he believes to be true? Catholics, I have noticed that you offer more and more ‘penance’, the closer one is to God. Haha. So be it. You’re making saints who you will have to coronate yourselves. Whether or not Jesus is God or not, he merits honor. The honor we offer him by labeling him God takes away no glory nor honor from Jehovah. Remember though, even if the Trinity is true, Jehovah and Jesus are two separate beings. Even if they are united, they are distinct also. We make choices in life. Let our choices be filled and seasoned with love. Read a meme some time ago. It is easier to build up a child than to repair a broken adult. It’s true. Society, you need do better at children. Where can you begin? Stop sexing your children. Very simple! Jehovah commands it. How do I know? This He tells me.

As a father Sacrifices for his child:

Of course, the way we live our lives matters. It’s what I was trying to explain yesterday. In every way, the way we behave and act is important. The way we live can be a manner of evangelization. Repentance is key. We all have pasts. As will become apparent to an enormous degree very soon. Repentance is all that matters. What I say is that because we all have grievous sins in our past, not one of us is in a position to judge. I don’t know how to help you see this very elemental principle of the building blocks of the Faith. Children are innocent. It is in this innocence that the value of the soul shapes. Children are vulnerable. It is in this vulnerability that the value of the soul shapes. Does your church teach otherwise? I am sorry but the reason you desire to measure your value based on your muscle is because you are proud. Certainly, faith without works is dead. The works that we do should be a natural consequence of the love that we possess in our hearts. Without love, our works are filthy rags. You know it to be true. A child cannot perform great works. What is pleasing about the child to God? The child is all love. He has an infinite well of faith, of hope. If it is love that salts our works, and without that love, our works are oily rags, what makes that love so valuable to God? It is because God Himself is love. This is a broad statement. And there are boundaries in love. But, with this knowledge that Jehovah is love, can you not see how and why children are so valuable to God? Children love so freely. Forgive the comparison but they are like docile animals. They believe in the best in people. They hope for the best. They hope to be treated well. But even if they are not, they silently endure and patiently accept their suffering. It is this meekness that Jehovah values. You simply want your phds and fancy responses to have meaning. You want to feel justified for your years of work. Guess what? There most certainly is great value in it. All of the works over the history of the earth, all of the creation will be tested at the judgement to come. At that time, these works will be tested for their salt. If they possess love within them, they will endure into the Kingdom. If they are not in love, even if they are grand empires or doctorates commit in the absence of love, they will be sent to the death. You need ask yourself: Are you a teacher? Are you a doctor? Why do you do what you do? Is it for life? For the healing of people? For their well-being? A doctor who commits murder is not doing a single thing for God by his works. And his works shall perish. It’s all about love then. It’s all about faith. Children, and by proxy, vulnerables more often possess that pure love. For children, animals, it is a natural extension of the simplicity of their being. For the elderly man, imprisoned by his body from MS, it is an extension of the purifying suffering, which has made them pure. Guys, Christians, while you are debating this, and standing around measuring your manhood, the satanists, atheists and communists are busy murdering, and otherwise forming these innocents. This is a sacrament for satan. If these ones are being formed by satanists, they are being formed to be wicked. I don’t know how to tell you louder: You need to fight for the children. This is where the hope of the future resides. And while you are measuring, be assured, the satanists are causing chaos in this world. With this knowledge that a child is formed and raised into what it is taught, what are you going to do? Christians! I know that you do well by raising your children, your own children in love. We need fight for the world’s children. A good place to start is by not having sex with your children. They do not view it as you do. It is terribly confusing and traumatic for them. Look, has truth become heresy to you? You’re right, I do not know much about the dogmas. These depend upon whether you believe holy spirit has always been active in the decisions of the Church. Sometimes, decisions are made for other reasons. It is not my intention to question your faith. Faith is the most beautiful thing in the world and should be nurtured. I simply try to refine your faith. Politics truly should not be included in Church decisions that should be inspired by holy spirit. These inclusions of politics are not always overt and clear. At times, they can be sneaky and masquerade as a noble decision. Sin has a tendency to do such. We believe we are doing the will of God but really we seek to satiate some other motive. You need to go back to the basics. You need to return to the drawing board. I am not exercising authority. God knows, you do not need listen to me. I simply possess spiritual insight in that Jehovah speaks to me. You can tell me to humble. I am simply telling the truth. When I hear you saying that I need to be humble and be obedient, what I hear you say is that I need to placidly accept my own crucifixion, to be falsely accused and murdered. Are you a moron? If you think you can guarantee my safety, and that my silence guarantees my safety, you’ve not been hearing a word I am saying. They will not stop. They’ll seek to kill me until it is over. And they’ll do so in a way that is crueler than the crucifixion of Jesus. It is because of who I am to Jehovah. It is because my story confounds this nonsense being taught. I would be obedient if I believed that you had my well being at heart, that it would provide me some protection. If a Catholic cannot even receive Eucharist in a state of mortal sin, I wonder what this means for holy orders. Is a vocation weakened or strengthened by mortal sin? Would Christ dwell in a body that is in mortal sin? Or their vocation or image? You might actually find that there is a deeper and human element to mortal sin than we have been instructed. Here: I am not downplaying the seriousness of sin. It is deadly. I am saying, we all would do well to be a little more compassionate and understanding of each other. We will soon discover that we all have been secretly committing murders… and rapes… and thefts… If it’s true, what does that say about your prisons? Perhaps the ones who have bulwarked to bear that weight in this life may actually, Kingdom come, be the ones to rule over you. The repentant ones anyways. If we are all murderers, rapists and thieves, what are your prisons for? Except as saint makers. You might find that when the Restoration occurs, the entire understanding of the faith will have changed. Truths held strongly may prove not so true. Heresies proved heretical may prove not so heretical. It’s because the King will communicate with God Himself. Hold onto what you know, what you believe. Listen: what we believe is not so important. It’s what I mean when I say that it doesn’t matter what religion you cherish. Simply have a belief. Be strong and convicted in it. Remember Jesus. He is our King. He is our Messiah. When the Restoration occurs, He will be the unifying virtue. He will unite all who serve in the name of love. In the name of love. Like the children. Like the children. The children are the key. When you see this, you control the direction of the entire world. Of cultures. Of cities. Of nations. The children will be your future. Do not disparage them. Neither doubt who they are to God. Remember: your works are meaningful. So long as they are enacted in love. Love is everything. Children love freely. They are love. The children will receive the Kingdom even before a doctor who has devoted hundred years of practice. Even if that doctor enacted all of his medicine in love. Why? Because a child is all love. When you know this, you know the key to the Kingdom. It will take a bit of sacrifice for the ones who have lived and loved. Like a father sacrifices for his children. Will you be this father figure for these children? When you understand this, you understand that the children have already sacrificed for the Kingdom of God. Some of them have sacrificed their lives too. Redemptive suffering. What does it mean? It is suffering of an innocent. Satan wears this as his crown. The moron. It causes a lot of tragedy in this world. But Jehovah uses it for His glory. He uses it for the reparation of sins. For the salvation and conversion of souls. When children suffer, God uses that suffering for not only these purposes. In addition to them, He glorifies these children, these innocents who suffer. In Kingdom, they will be our chiefs. They shall be our leaders. They shall be the glorious. Can you not see how glorious this truly is? It is the powerful here who have caused tremendous pain and chaos. Kingdom will invert all of this. Kingdom shall be with these who truly love, with these who are truly innocent who rule. You cannot see it because you cling to your worldly pride. You who are strong… you who are knowledgeable… There is a lot more to faith than knowledge. Knowledge puffs up… The same goes for power. The powerful of this world right now, unless you act in love… will be surprised to discover that they shall be worms in Kingdom. If true, seminaries have been infiltrated, what does this say about your theology? I’m telling you. Wisdom is different than knowledge. Pray for wisdom… you don’t need these fancy degrees.

On the Child:

Hello journal. It is nice to see you here. I would like to take this opportunity to encourage you. What does this mean? That it is the children who are the most special to God? It means that grace is real. It means that God does indeed have favorites. Does this mean our work in this life is not valuable? Name of God! I would never say such. I simply try to encourage you to see that the blessing of Jehovah, the value of your being is not found in the works of your flesh. It really is a reason to rejoice! Let us seek to find this treasure of great price. It means that when you are old, frail and useless, by almost every one of this world’s standards, our value actually increases. If you see it as such, if by the world’s standards, we are useless, our time is over. We can no longer do things to win God’s favor. This is the time when our spirituality comes alive. If you cannot see how this is a glorious win for Jehovah, I don’t know what to tell you. Friends, search your hearts. Answer me a question: To the children who are massacred in abortion, who are sacrificed at the altars of moloch and baal, to the elderly man with MS, who is a prisoner in his body, how can these fight for their salvation? In your heart, tell me, what is these one’s fate? If you say anything but the paradise, forgive me for what I would inevitably call you in response. Friends, it is the children who see the face of God. This man with MS, cast aside into a home and perhaps mistreated by everyone because he is a ‘burden’, he will have a crown over you. He will be in paradise decades before you. It is difficult to imagine. That a helpless child is the one who God favors. It will take some faith. No doubt. See things through the spirit of the living God. I’m telling you. I have been to the Kingdom of Heaven. They are all children! The angels, everyone. Even Jehovah shall take the image of a lowly child. The least shall be exalted. It surely takes a bit of faith. What it doesn’t take faith for is to see that these beautiful ones deserve our love, our protection and our defence. It is how we treat these ones that reveals great things about our heart. So, ask yourself, when you see a child on the street, dirty and addicted, what is your response? Does your heart soften? Or do you snub your nose? If you cannot see it, I don’t know what Bible you are reading. I don’t know what tradition or dogma you are abiding. This is the very core of the gospel. Things have changed a lot over the past twenty years. Even twenty years ago, life was of a lot more value in our cultures. What happened? Atheism happened. Communism happened. Baal worship happened. It is not hard to see how this distancing from our faith as a culture has influenced everything in such a negative way. It is certainly rebuildable. It can happen in a day. This restoration is so simple that it wouldn’t even need an act of God. Still, how much more glorious would it be with an act of God to accompany it? Friends, your works are glorious. Your phd’s are glorious. I don’t mean to disparage them. You are beautiful for the noble acts of love and charity that you enact in the name of your God. I simply try to show you that your salvation is not dependant upon these things. I understand how it can be a little disheartening to know that you have invested twenty years into a phd and in the Kingdom a child will be crowned above you. Be at peace. Be at peace, elder brother. You have a great, fatherly responsibility. Your reward is present as well. The acts of love in this world are vital to the life blood of the spirit. These are what put Jehovah’s will in place on earth. How glorious it should be to know though that your chance at heaven does not diminish when you are incapacitated. I’m telling you, again: the less able and less accomplished an individual is physically, the more active spiritually.  Demons exist. I had the opportunity to meet one who was in a difficult physical being. Sometimes, it’s a choice of theirs. Our responsibility remains. Let us increase our love within those who are unable to do a thing for us. Nurses, doctors, do you see human life as a burden? If you do, your phd and masters was useless. Life is the reason you are doing what you are doing. Remember life. It’s all that matters. Glory to the baby Jesus, who even if you don’t believe he is God, he illustrates to us that Jehovah uses the small and the helpless to accomplish His will. What do we all have in common? We were all children at a point. We all suffer. How would you like to have been treated as a helpless baby? Would you desire your mother’s milk? Her comfort when you cry? Would you desire your pa’s defence when the wolves of satan come to eat you up? Of course you would. Let us then, follow the golden rule and treat our children with the same love with which we would have had for ourselves when we were children. Here: Even if you did not receive this love when you were a child, we can still offer it to the others. Let us learn love from Jehovah. Jehovah, teach us to love. For this restoration we pray. It will not be difficult to silence these Bolshevik cretins who seek to sacrifice your children for their envy and bitterness. God will do it if you don’t. Wake up. Friends, be encouraged. But know that with this encouragement comes a warning. Treat with tender love you children. Treat with tender love all children. Even problem children. The problem child is not born. He is trained. Loving your children does not mean having sex with them. Thought I would say this just to make sure you are knowing. In Christ, Journal, repent. In Christ, find assurance of your salvation. God loves you at your lowest. What a joy. What a relief that when I am in prison and condemned by the world, my value and worth does not find itself in how the world sees me. And Jehovah will show you. Be encouraged by the fact that life and freedom are all that matter. Sometimes, it is worth fighting for. I for one, will stand to the death for the freedom and life that Jehovah instilled in me.

The Vulnerable:

Again, friends, you are not hearing me. I get what it looks like from the appearance. From what you see, my life has been evil as nails until recently. What you don’t see is that what I endured, Jehovah asked me to endure in heaven before my birth. Jehovah asked me to endure it, fully aware of how my life would be stumbled, even led to sin. Jehovah wanted to show you how sin is stumbled. Is our life, our morality and our being summed up in our actions and deeds? You believe so because you are a worldly Christian. The spirit gives our lives more value than our deeds. We are more than what we do. It’s what I keep claiming: our potential is what God sees. At birth, we all have a universe of potential. It is ebbed away by the sin commit against us. What I endured in my life was for the glory of God, for this purpose. You hear me say I was anointed. You say I am not remembering things well. I tell you; I am remembering everything. The sin was a natural byproduct of the specific suffering I endured as a child. Because I suffered this, the sin developed. The conscience was swayed. Either way, what I endured was for the glory of God. The point? The way we act in life is not always a choice. It’s what I have been crying out for the past decade. Developmental suffering stumbles us to commit sin. The symptoms are clear as daylight. Did you know that fascination with extremist groups is a symptom commonly displayed amongst satanic ritual abuse survivors? This is a completely avoidable symptom. Too often, we see the behavior in people as character trait. It’s because you seek moral superiority. Your prisons exist so that you can feel better about your sin. In every way. Is the sin we enact later in life, then, more of less culpable? I tell you: this offers a completely different dynamic of sin and righteousness. You, your silly little prisons and trials, they give you the illusion of control and of justice. They offer you the illusion that some are evil and bad and committing evil and bad. While offering contrarily, the illusion that some are good and noble and just. You are like children crying out that you played the dirge and sang yet nobody applauded you. You miss the point. With the illumination that comes, you will see in an instant that you are no different from these ones you have deemed evil and bad, committing evil and bad. Yes, certainly, we can build a fortress of faith and love in place. This will help us to withstand this day. Here: Isaias says for reason you would forget the shame of your childhoods. Here: you miss on an element happening in the world today. Since the time of Christ, there has been a global conspiracy. A conspiracy of control. It involves the children. Ancient man learned that humans are controllable. Programmable. They discovered that children can be essentially programmed for any humanly thing. They can be programed to commit assassinations at a certain point in their futures. Without any conscious choice of the assassin… they can be programmed for fear. As a method of control. You think this is an isolated thing. It’s not. We are all enduring it. Parents… teachers… doctors… it’s a grand coven of control. If true, this introduces a completely different and new way of looking at sin, doesn’t it? We have all forgotten our childhoods. It is not because we were too young. It’s because of the trauma. This conspiracy of control worsened in the 20^th century. In my opinion, America is a spirit of freedom. Many evil things happen under the covers. MK Ultra is real. And much more common than we believe. ALL OF US. We forget the sin commit against us. It’s too traumatic. We also forget our experimentations with sin ourselves. I don’t want to scare you. I simply try to show you the reason for all of this. The reason for my mission. When this realization comes, a distinction shall be made between those who serve satan and those who serve Jehovah. It all has to do with the children. How we treat our children is all that matters. Can you truly not see this? Are you like the Baal worshippers who strap bombs onto the chests of your children and train them enemy bad? Are you like the Aztecs who sacrifice their children to their fallen gods? Oh, forgive me. You may be worse. Sacrificing your children in the millions every year. Judgement comes upon you. It may not be productive for me to inform you like this. But you need know. With this knowledge, with this wisdom, that you can program a child to anything in this life, what will you do? This is the sacred secret. This is the only sacred secret. To me, it’s common sense. Is it heresy to you? Maybe it’s because you desire to keep this secret in the shadows. Why? Perhaps because you want to keep programming your children. It’s deeper than parents. Often the parents are given over as handlers. There is a shadow world happening right under our bodies. The children are all, if they survive, brought to these covens and intentionally programed. The trauma is reinforced and perpetuated through incest. Guys, I am proclaiming again. Loudly… Stop having sex with your children! What does this have to do with me? The suffering I endured in my childhood was for this illumination about to occur that will bring justice to these witches and ersatz doctors who work for satan. Guys, if suffering stumbles, if children can be programmed, if this is really happening and we are all of us, murderers, rapists, racists, thieves, liars and witches, what does this say about our concept of sin and righteousness? God sees our potential. In children is a kingdom of potential. Let us protect the children. What are you going to do with this wisdom? Will you stand up for the children? Will you keep programming them, satisfying your quiet and secret, incestuous desires? It’s really up to you. Just know that Jehovah shall intervene. It’s the reason I was sent. I was being raised to be the antichrist. I had no choice over the matter. It was a program. If you cannot see this, you have a cold, cold heart. Sin is serious. It is rarely a conscious and deliberate choice. Here is some wisdom: Even when it is a conscious and deliberate choice, sometimes it is a stumbled choice. The sin in our hearts, if true, that developmental suffering stumbles and what is happening in the world, the sin in our hearts is rarely a choice. It is a consequence of suffering and programming. Some are evil. Yes. Not all are children of God. These are not the majority. Here: with the illumination, your sins will become manifest for everyone to see. This day shall be a great liberation and joy. The children shall be protected in this day. A new era shall begin. And healing shall trigger. There will be justice. And your prisons will be then filled with ones who have merited it. Me? I am an eagle among sparrows. This conspiracy was enacted on me. It’s how I know about it. It is my identity to Jehovah that sanctifies me. The elementary spirituality dictates that the beginning of faith is recognition of sinfulness. This is the propensity to sin. Because the stumbling I endured began prior to my birth, thereby setting me up for a life of sin, the sin I commit was not culpable. I like the word inculpable more. Say I made it up. It has meaning. I never said I was immaculate. But since the Spirit also has been trying to work in me from the day I was born, had these stumbling traumas never happened to me, I would have ruled the world with an iron rod. Literally all I had to do to become a king was tell the truth about what they were doing to me. It is envy, contempt and perhaps your original sin – the desire to snub out the lights of the world – that makes you desire to crucify me now. With this wisdom, with this sacred secret, how will you respond? Will you defend the lights of this world? Will you stand up for the children? For those who God deems as holy in their identity? Look: we cannot come to God through our muscle. God is closest to the vulnerable. I understand it seems contrary to your beliefs. The Bible itself documents stories of grand heroes and tales of heroic deeds. Reading these, we miss the elemental and primary lesson of the Bible’s instruction. That God is closest to the broken-hearted, the meek that He exalts the lowly and the small. That the children are the first in the Kingdom of God. It’s right there! Still, we have difficulty accepting it because we want so hard to believe that we can merit our salvations. We want to believe that the twenty year phd we did gives us some favor with God. It is pride. You know why? Because we desire to mask over these secret sins of our youth with our muscle to say that we are worthy to stand before Him. On the day of judgement, our fancy responses in Mass, the volume of our voices, indeed the accomplishments of our lives will not bear weight before the fire. What will bear weight? How can we overcome in this day? Friendship with God. Speak to Him as though He were your very best friend. It’s the only thing. The Sacraments bring us closer to Him. Without faith, what are the Sacraments? Without faith, they are meaningless. But with faith, they are tremendously powerful. This is about faith. Build your faith!

Know your Worth:

My dear friends, I don’t know how else to help you see. Maybe it is true that I need to suffer to bring about the glory that is to come. I only wish you could see what I sacrificed. If your leaders truly did connect with Jehovah, they would know. They would know that this was always Jehovah’s will. They would know that I already suffered for this. The suffering of my childhood was consecrated. No one is asking you to take up arms, send your toddlers into battle. I think that what I am saying is very reasonable. Christ Jesus was the perfect example. Jesus did not tolerate toxic abuse. Neither did he tolerate bullying. I still have yet to discern why exactly you believe that my sins have merited such an evil, crooked death. You don’t know what you are doing. Is it because of who I was being raised to be? Yes, I was forming to be antichrist. From the outside, I look pretty guilty. What you don’t see, what I still haven’t understood that you haven’t discerned is that I chose this path before I was born. I chose it because it was what Jehovah asked me to endure. I still do not understand the entire reason. I still do not understand why your leaders haven’t been able to discern it yet. Doesn’t make sense for Jehovah to choose to offer such a kingdom of blessings to a man if he chose of his own accord to be a servant of satan. There must be something greater going on. Don’t worry. He will show you. Until then, I will suffer all you feel I deserve. You will feel very sad afterwards. Count is as warning. I’ve told you what I endured. A child’s path in this life is the parent’s in the first several years. This offers humanity a choice. If it’s true. It offers the choice. Which way will you raise your children? To satan? To God? Choose wisely. I am simply astounded that your leaders have not yet been able to discern that Jehovah desires things to transfigure before the end. Again, He will show you. He will show you who I am and what His true will is. Guys, do what you want with me. My life is forfeit. To die is gain. If it means the utterly fantastic blessing of this world, here are my wrists. What are you waiting for? I’m more worried about all of you afterwards. When you realize what you have done to God’s second, youngest anointed. Mark my words, this revelation of awareness of the sins in the closet happens either way. I am not threatening. I think you know it’s true at this point. Your leaders, to this day, have given me zero instruction. I understand it’s threatening to offer wisdom and guidance to God’s true elect and anointed king. It can be intimidating to offer counsel to a prophet of God. But, if you want me to do something, you have got to tell me. Stand up for yourselves. Refuse to be bullied and shat upon by your bullies. Do what Jesus did and take a stand. Golly! Don’t worry. He will show you. I don’t mean to be hard on you. This seems elemental to me. It is not your fault. I know you do the best you can. And I know your motives are healthy. But when the spirit pulls, will you resist? Or will you follow? Name of God! Jehovah is not going to help you if you refuse to help yourself. Have you ever heard the parable of the man in the swimming vest? There was a man in deep water. He was drowning. A lifeboat came by and called out to him. The drowning man will need cooperate for to be saved. If he doesn’t, he will drag the rescuer down with him. I know you’re looking forward to the rapture. What if it doesn’t happen? Will you walk as sheep toward the furnace? I am screaming at the top of my lungs: you needn’t do that. Stand up, men! Know your worth and value in God. You are not sheep for the slaughter. Name of God. Who is leading you to suicide? Show me him and I will show you a man who does not have your good interest at heart.