August 6, 2015:

I know it’s been a while, journal. Things became despairing there for a while. I became overwhelmed by the weight of the shame I feel on a deep level, knowing that I still had a long way to go. I was relying on my own strength. And not allowing Christ, the Lord to guide my soul by trusting in His great love. I have good news for my next entry. And I look forward to continue my journey with you. I feel different, more evolved. And I will overcome. Not by my own strength but by the grace and love of Him who ransomed His life for our own lives. Praise the Lord!